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oh hi Shepard.

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ASHLEY WILLIAMS AND MIRANDA LAWSON CLERIC’S MODEL SWAPS WHAT IF: MIRANDA AND ASHLEY MET ON THE DOCKS...

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ok yeah opening weekend was busy, and then we're going out for 3 nights in a row starting tmrw bc they took the week off and I'm in the midst of course prep so, other than that, im free to be gay lol

now that I'm back home, I have a lot of academic work to do - I have to finish the syllabus for the asynchronous online course I'm teaching at the end of the month into august (so I need to submit the syllabus for review, then start writing up & recording my lectures lol), and then also, need to work on the feedback from my committee for my PhD research proposal (it's mostly good, but things I need to respond to and change).

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ok syllabus reviewed, now onto writing up at LEAST the first week's worth of lectures to record 💀

also today is the start of pride here in Halifax, and I might? be going to the first event tonight if hot redhead is up for it (they do still have to work on friday so we'll see), but the parade is saturday :)

now that I'm back home, I have a lot of academic work to do - I have to finish the syllabus for the asynchronous online course I'm teaching at the end of the month into august (so I need to submit the syllabus for review, then start writing up & recording my lectures lol), and then also, need to work on the feedback from my committee for my PhD research proposal (it's mostly good, but things I need to respond to and change).

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An update of V's hair evolution.

I may add more changes once I get the multi colour hair mod involved, but for now, this is the general trajectory of Vitoria's hair journey.

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now that I'm back home, I have a lot of academic work to do - I have to finish the syllabus for the asynchronous online course I'm teaching at the end of the month into august (so I need to submit the syllabus for review, then start writing up & recording my lectures lol), and then also, need to work on the feedback from my committee for my PhD research proposal (it's mostly good, but things I need to respond to and change).

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straight people from my videogame....

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Touched bit up on 2023 drawing of Miranda. I surely did draw ME a lot in 2023. lol

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@afraidofchange asked: 💋 ( for V if you'd like!)

SEND 💋 AND RECEIVE A SMOOCH.

the cat’s a foolish creature. but after a job well and exhaustively done, she’s simply, easily, without fail, a victim to indulgence. she’s always that kind of person — running on adrenaline, half-stripped of her suit on a balcony in an air bnb rented on some shmuck’s cars she’s got burning in her backpocket. she’s already encrypted the fucking thing and gotten into a bank account or three.

she’s pretty handy. that fact is true, quite so when she’s emboldened, as she always is, by the urge to lean over, to capture a stupidly pretty mouth with her own. the ground below her is lit by the turquoise shade of a grotto’s quiet. the pool’s humming, heated, patient. it feels alive, somehow. her work heels dangle, glinting silver.

“i just think you’re pretty,” the cat murmurs. her proximity never wavers, dark, soft hair tumbling in waves. eyes rimmed with smudged black glint a terribly tender chestnut that sparks to a much harder flint. so she kisses her again.

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ananananana

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"Don't even get me started about unshackling a damned A.I.."

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Contentment settles across Nikita's face; Job's warmth and weight against her puts her at ease, long fingers threading through his hair, nails lightly raking against his scalp. Half-lidded eyes still watch on, partly listening to the Roadrunner's beeps and Wile E. Coyote's schemes, partly hearing Job's snoring.

For a few minutes, she closes her eyes too, only stirring when he does. Eyes blink a couple times before she even feels any wetness against her chest, which, by the time he wipes it away, she musters a sleepy, easy smile - it's only spit, she thinks. His thumb keeps going, and her own hand reaches to cup his jaw, contemplating as the pads of her fingers stroke his cheek, feeling the day's stubble beneath them.

"Mmm," Nikita hums softly, index finger tracing along Job's jawline to his chin, then she reaches to brush his hair back from his face. Her voice lowers, soft with a hint of a smoker's rasp on every word. "Yes, but... I'm so cozy. Come closer. Kiss me."

@afraidofchange sent: 77: sender and receiver cuddle while watching television. ( for Job from Nikita c: ) PROMPTS.

The light of the TV outshines the one creeping in from the kitchen, flickering multicolor across the room and over Job and Nikita on the couch. He's draped over her, leg hooked around hers with his head on her chest, and arm around her ribs. The chatter from the the cartoons (Looney Tunes, his favorite) dims in his ears as his eyes struggle to stay open. The warmth of her pressed against him is enough to make him doze, made readily apparent by his none too quiet snoring.

When Job wakes up, the TV is still on, now showing a commercial, and he can't be sure how long he's been out. Lifting his head slightly, his face flushes as he realizes he's drooled on her. "Fuck, sorry," he says, wiping at her skin a little frantically with his hand. Her skin is soft, especially there, at the top of her breast, and he slows down almost to a full stop, only his thumb moving, now, slowly back and forth.

"... Ya wanna fool around?"

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The Deep Roads by Albert Urmanov

Other Art 1, 3

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I just know in my heart that Nikita would love going to a drag show (and would also take up for the dolls once she learns what the T in LGBTQ stands for)

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She's a winner of life and a loser of Taskmaster, Madeleine Sami!

Madeleine Sami in Taskmaster New Zealand 5x01 & 5x02