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afghanprincess69 · 5 days ago
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feb 11
dreams of flying to paris with dom,,, we spent some time rekindling. first we went into a randommall - and found a bistro food court. had the most delicious butter and bread I ever had. We enjoyed our food. i was a bit dominant but i thought all was well. i went to claires to buy a medallion i couldn't find in vancouver, and then lush for another trinket. dom was kind and even rather flirty, he pawed at my boob despite not having officially broken up with the azn. I batted him away fiercly- how dare he take access to me without properly comitting. then he was with the azn walking around the mall and I could see he relaxed into who he was. they were bickering but he didn't intend to give up that fight. I bought dolls representing us 3 and arranged them in such a way where they were together and I was apart. I accepted it- he was not the man for me. Outside I was with jenny when a flock of large brightly coloured birds - herons came fluttering down. The parents and the bright children. There were two bright red from the north of canada, a bit less than years past, but the bright red were jenny's favorite.
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afghanprincess69 · 12 days ago
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brutally heterosexual people
where even their bisexuality is contrived - i pranked theo where it hurt - his fragile dick, and he responded by exiling me out of the community, bolstered by loyalists of the misogynist fantasy. connivingly heterosexual - massively insecure in defense of 'masculinity' . period
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afghanprincess69 · 14 days ago
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fruits
despite the despair - there will always be fruits out there oranges as orange or bananas as yellow on a rainy day - it's always there , the right side of mellow i've decided to look onto fruits today ive decided to consider a fruit soft or crunchy, juicy or jello we are here on earth to appreciate those fruits so tender and mellow fruits fruits
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afghanprincess69 · 17 days ago
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Jan 31st
I know now how I got to that egocentric state in vancouver because this city of abundance gives me everything I need I easily comb through it for my deepest hearts desires I inhale oxygenated atmosphere deep through my lungs I intoxicate on the purity of the rainfall my pure heart receives the pure elemental powers I feel deeply myself. and it became mistakenly extended to the sham of the articulations of mere humans. Yes, I believe I locked eyes with maddy tonight. Looking every bit a wasp in a buttoned up white cardigan. on a platonic date with will. all the judgement in here eyes, big forehead still. she was mid-bite. and we locked eyes. stepford ass wasp.
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afghanprincess69 · 20 days ago
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to my heart of stone, i just go on my routine - slowly adding more stones of interest to accompany it on our journey
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afghanprincess69 · 29 days ago
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dreams - jan 19
mr hartley folz was my teacher. he picked a ying yang hat, i adjusted it in the back there was so much snow for the snow play day. I looked in the trash and I found a discarded gift to someone else of pulled butterfly wings. I kept it, reveling in my luck. cozy homes in the snow
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afghanprincess69 · 29 days ago
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jan 18
strange parts of me that might just be remnants of you, my ocular bloodmote my singular dimple
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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jan 16 every 'my' is an extension of myself my hair, my eyes, my limb my boyfriend. my husband my city. my life. my god all extensions of my self
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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there's someone coming for me, and it's myself it's myself everywhere I look i make it, i make it
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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Text: Our family sells good quality sleep, the most popular stall in the market, so popular the constables look the other way. Sleep can only be stolen, a rare and illegal art. 
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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jan 13
i'm keeping my eyes locked in forward. im taking a vow of yessness towards life. in vancouver, i'll be alone again but i will think of my sermons. i will think of delivering my sermon's. i will be happy with my mother. i will listen to keep sermons - saying yes to those sermon's in front of me. and the friends in mtl - claudia. sarah, max -- to a lesser extend sov tali. they are all here for me when i want just onwards to the sermons. yes to the sermons of life. and i will deliver them too. i stand a lone just like the sun- shining forever i will be here just like this. senses locked to my blessed sermons. forever here, saying yes to myself that haunts me in all. creating beautiful things. creating beautiful hauntings out there for ever
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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things I would do if I lived forever jan 7 2025 100 years write poetry 100 years paint paintings 100 years tattoo 100 years write novels 100 years act 100 years politician
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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Jan 6th 2025
Ah the book on synchronicity. The past doesn't matter. The future doesn't matter. Thoughts on potentials and regressives don't matter. only to be keen to the now. Thank you dearly, thank you David F. Peat. Will be re-reading. Dinner with Samira, running the gamut of conversation. Us from two polar artistic camps, but meeting in the middle. Still, so strange for her not to tag me in the photo. I suppose she's just being dumb. Trying to eradicate traces of stupid arielle from my psyche. disgusting disgusting.
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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jN 4 2025
I don't think i'll have children. I was not born into status quo resources. society prioritizes mindless bootlickers over intelligence. i'm here armed with only intelligence - and it's so far caused me endless suffering. I love my child too much to bring them into this mess. I'll live this life for me.
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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jan 3rd - what I would say to varda if I ran into him on the ferry
varda: woah hey how ya doin? me: good. great. is arielle with you? varda: no (she's at home.) Okay. well i'm glad I ran into you. Do you have a minute to talk? varda: sure me: great. well, I miss you. I guess you have kids now and everything's changed. but I miss my friendship with arielle. i'm just wondering why she discarded our friendship? I don't know if you know this, but I had to be put in foster care at the age of 5, because my mother had mental health issues and needed the hospital. Then I was in and out till finally I turned 18. I met arielle during a year while I was out of foster care. She never cared about my situation though, or showed any curiosity, so I should have taken that for what it was. I don't really have a family varda. I consider my friends my deepest family. sure we flirt or whatever at times but I really considered you part of my family. I exploded on the coast that one time - well arielle had been insensitive towards me for quite some time and all the chips fell. I opened up to her crying about how she had hurt me, and instead of returning my heartfelt advances for connection, she discarded me. and you did too. I don't mean to be a burden on anyone. I'm doing the best I can to pick myself up by my bootstraps. and I'm all I have. When I have a friend, I cherish them wildly, and maybe I can lean a bit at times. I'm unusually destitute here where everything is such high status quo I guess arielle was never curious about my situation since I was 15 and had to go be put in a foster home. She only ever remarked, "I can't believe I never heard from you after highschool," while there I was in a youth jail. I'm not used to a superficial friend like that. So I misjudged the connection. I really just want to hear an apology from her. Like a heartfelt one. I don't know if parenthood has changed her. I don't like the idea of living life in a way to check off boxes. If the box feels right then i'll check it. I just never fit neatly into any boxes. no part of me. not my ethnicity. my intellect. my talent. no one pushing me for any boxes either. i'm doing the best I can with absolutely no role model to speak of, save my social worker. she is the only reason i've come to pass. I don't know what type of person would totally discard that connection with me after knowing all i've been through, and with the advantages they had. I'm not a competitive person. I've never felt jealous. i've only felt honored and blessed that you guys were my friends and felt like a type of family. I'm sorry if somehow I was too much. I very much enjoy levity and I want things to be easy and not tedious. I would enjoy a heartfelt apology and a reconciliation. i can't force anyone to consider me, and I realize things wouldn't be the same. Arielle just seems so topical, that i think it might easily be the same if a bit of effort was made.
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afghanprincess69 · 1 month ago
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jan 3rd - calm for the storm
A realization - if one is in the ego body,then one is immersed in fear, swimming in fear, dancing in fear, catalyzed by fear, soul is suspicious If one is in the soul body, the suffering does not necessarily cease. the ego body is everywhere, the soul heart beats up against this oppression. the soul against the body aches and malfunctions. against the world's injustices. it's all a malaise of ego. It was always oppressing. and yes, just like an earthworm I slide through, eating the dirt and turning into more viable dirt. the sensation of suffering never ends. I am only oblique to it.
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afghanprincess69 · 2 months ago
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jan 1 2025
i had been marathoning desperate housewives when yesterday it finally just had me dizzy, desperately hungover, i threw up so much so so much. Am I finally allergic to bullshit? I'm hoping to keep this up focusing only on earthworm tactics in the friction of air
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