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Kinoko Shibari

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hit a follower count milestone on this blog today so—tell you what—leave a like or a reply on this post if you're interested in participating in a draw and after a week or so i'll pick a participant from the proverbial hat + will take an art or writing request from the winner

arbitrary poll so we all can see how much time is left

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to be fair I also have the hottest take on disco elysium ever: Kim is as much of a loser as Harry, just a little different

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My friend Anas is severely suicidal. He had already been struggling with mental health problems long before the war and now watching his parents and siblings languish under the famine is chipping away at his will to live day by day. Every day he tells me he wants to die and is growing more helpless against his suicidal thoughts and I don't know what to tell him. He is currently very physically ill as well. His tent just collapsed exposing him the rain.

I didn't want to share this because he deserves his privacy but after talking it through with him we don't know anymore what to do to make it clear just how dire things are. Please, please, do something to help him. Anything at all. Talk to anybody you know who has anything to spare. If you're on any other social media, if you're a streamer or creator with any following or you know any internet personalities with any reach, please help set anything up for him, or even just post his fundraiser anywhere along with the vetting link. I don't want to lose my friend.

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"Garner the jigsaw of my flesh and build me up piece by piece. Will you have fun while I'm in the making? I will come to life with my arms open and my blood so warm, my cheeks flushed and my skin soft. Will you rest upon me?"

(Also me finding an outlet for my love of creating and ethel cain)

(Love you @mothercain)

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Victor Nizovtsev

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they should make games 8 gb again

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This website is so so so good

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A Plea for Hope: Surviving as an LGBTQ Refugee

Ever since I was forced to flee my home country because of my sexuality, life has been a relentless struggle. What once was home—full of laughter, shared meals, and a sense of belonging—was turned into a place of fear and persecution. My identity, something I could never change, became a reason for rejection, violence, and the unimaginable pain of losing everything.

Today, I find myself far from home, fighting to survive. Each day is a challenge—finding enough food to eat, clean water to drink, a safe place to rest, and access to basic medication. Hunger gnaws at me constantly, but the ache of loneliness cuts even deeper.

As LGBTQ people, we are often told that we are a family, that we are each other's strength when the world turns its back. I am reaching out to that family now. My LGBTQ brothers and sisters, this is my plea: I need help.

No one should have to face hunger, homelessness, or the terror of being unsafe simply for existing. I know that many of us have endured hardships, and some may still be walking through fire. Yet, I hold onto hope that compassion, kindness, and solidarity can carry us through.

If you are reading this and you understand the pain of being rejected for who you are, know that I see you. And if you have the ability to help—whether by sharing this story, offering resources, or simply sending words of encouragement—please do.

This isn’t just about me; it’s about all of us. Our strength as a community lies in how we care for one another, even in the darkest times.

To those who are struggling like I am: Hold on. I see you. I love you. And to those who can help, thank you for being the light someone desperately needs today.

Together, we can make survival possible. Together, we can remind each other that love—our love—will always be stronger than hate.