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JEON SOMI . . mistakes

cw. mentioned alcohol and drug use, swear words, suggestive.

wc. 1,092

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏another wasted day at school. great. ever since one of your friends turned on you, school has been like walking into the physical embodiment of humiliation. it was the second semester of the school year, the second semester of your last year in this living hell.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏you glanced around the entrance, hope bubbling inside of you since no one seemed to be around. unfortunately, as soon as you were close to leaving school grounds, someone hooked their arm around your shoulders, causing you to flinch.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”c’mon! as your friends, shouldn’t we hang out?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”huh?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”aren’t we friends, it’s gonna be fun! i promise!”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏somi never had good intentions, but you knew it’d be worse if you disagreed, “umm, let me text my mom that i’ll be home late,” you were fidgeting with the uniform’s tie. a small ”great” and she hooked her arm around yours, before dragging you into the group of waiting people.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏the walk towards the karaoke place was a pain. your feet felt like they’d give out. you knew the place, there was an easier way to get there, but you were sure the more athletic bunch did this on purpose.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏your thoughts were cut off by a, “we’re here!”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏the booth wasn’t too bad, to be honest, aside from the fact it reeked of nicotine from the previous occupants. you quickly realized it wasn’t all their fault, though. the bigger kids were pulling out vapes, sucking the life out of the electronic devices before puffing out smoke.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏it was intoxicating for all the wrong reasons. time passed by so slowly. you weren’t sure if it was the ringing in your head or the smell of alcohol and nic bottled up in the window-less room that made your head pound. of course. what were you expecting? it’s somi after all.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏after some time, they seemed to die down a bit after one of the boys passed out on the couch. “who’s gonna wake him up?” a pause. ”not me,” and they looked at you. somi was quicker, though: “can you be a dear and come to the bathroom with me?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏you swallowed. harshly.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”i mean, yeah, sure! i don’t see why not…” you trailed off.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”good girl,” she laughed, patting your head as though you were a dog. it was so humiliating, how not only the music echoed inside your head, but their laughter as well. somi grabbed you by the wrist and practically dragged you to the nearest bathroom. it took a few twists, and your body was in no condition to fight, but you still struggled against her grip.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”you know, you’ve been a bitch all night,” she started, looking at you impatiently, “i think you need to be taught a lesson,” she giggled. her breath smelled like alcohol and she cracked her knuckles. “where shall i hit you?” she kept on laughing, making your head spin from the echo is the mostly empty bathroom.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏tears immediately welled in your eyes. none of them had ever been this physical with you, and seeing her angle her fists in preparation was the scariest moment you’d faced. “i’m joking, come on, just laugh a little! let loose,” she grinned.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏“somi…i don’t think that was very funny,”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”oh?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”i mean, um, it was funny! it’s just not my style though,”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”is that so?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏she stepped closer and you took a step back and so on until you hit the wall. “what is your style, then?” she questioned.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”somi…you’re drunk,” you tried to reason. the proximity blurring your surroundings. “i told you to loosen up, didn’t i?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏you gulped.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”what if i do this, will this help you loosen up?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏somi almost closed in the space between the both of you, doe eyes staring right at your confused ones. laced with unsureness, you nodded, hesitantly. "i need a yes or a no, i won't do anything without your consent," she breathed out, now staring at your lips. "yes, somi."

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏you didn’t know what came over you. it must’ve been the little devil on your left shoulder, but your train of thought was quickly cut off. her lips connected to your unexperienced ones, you had never kissed a girl before, it felt so...different? sure, it was rough, but it was nothing like the boys who had kissed you. she held your waist and she moved in sync with you. there was no fight, it was just simple and you both relished in the moment, until somi swiped her tongue on your bottom lip.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏your mouth went slightly ajar, and she slid her tongue inside. now, you were fighting. you desperately tried to keep up with her, to grasp back onto reality, but all was a mere failed attempt when she decided to lightly suck on your tongue.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏your knees gave out, everything was happening so quickly, your hands roaming each other’s bodies and it all felt like so much. you swore you heard a knocking sound, but it must’ve been your mind playing tricks on you, specially since somi didn’t stop eating you whole.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏a distant ”i need to pee” was heard and the both of you immediately separated. somi made quick work of her hands to fix up your loosened tie and she zipped up her jacket. “don’t tell anyone about this,” and just like that, she was back to the mean somi you had learned to tolerate.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏you left the karaoke place after that. it was so embarrassing. did you really kiss somi? gosh, you must’ve been out of your mind to do that. the teasing that would come afterwards would be insufferable.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏as you laid awake on your bed, hours after you’d gotten home and washed up — especially your face, your lips which felt so dirty, it was as though you’d been kissing by poison ivy. they were swollen and slightly bruised, what the hell had come over you?

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏you heard your phone ring. it was somi. you answered with a small, ”hello?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”oh, hi. i just wanted to ask if i could come over. i think we never finished what we started,”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”what are you talking about?”

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏”i told you. you need to be taught a lesson, don’t you?” she spoke with the same voice she’d used moments before disaster struck.

͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏͏͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏well. tonight was going to be a long night.

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any thoughts of doing it for the first time with virgin winter😀LOVE UR FIRST POST BTW IT BLEW MY MINDLAJSKSK

on rainy day too..she'd be so worked up because well, she's never felt anything like this... winter would be like confused if she should call you or not because it just felt "icky" between her legs and all she could think about was you..

or maybe you were already with her !!!!! listening to the raindrops fall as you rubbed circles against her back

(in the previous situation it would lead to this ^^^ because she had just said she felt bad and wanted to hang out at home !!!!!)

winter would probably let out a noise when your hand accidentally went a bit lower and she'd turn around, apologizing

but ofcourse..you knew what was up and you stared at her uncomfortable state and smiled, "do you need some help ?"

she'd be so confused.."🤔 what do you mean ?"

still smiling, you pointed between her legs and it clicked in her brain, she'd be nodding so quickly !!

pretty girl just letting you guide her.. and you were a bit confused, like, "why isn't she doing anything..?" so you voiced out your thoughts "minjeong, why are you so stiff?"

silence.

"um.....i've never done anything like this"

and then it became your goal to fuck her like you were assuring you'd not only be her first, but also her last

i think it'd be kind of like:

kissing her everywhere without leaving marks, just exploring her body

eating her out first because you knew it wouldn't be able to compare to her own fingers

then your fingers inside of her while she sobbed out that it was "too much" but would buck her hips whenever you moved away to check up on her

when it was finally over she'd be desperate to return the favor, "please, let me make you feel good, too" or "am i doing well? how do i do this?" 😵‍💫