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One of my absolute favorite things HC did in the novel was to give a companion to all the statues.

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*struggles while writing* i suck and writing is hard

*remembers some ppl use ai* i am a creative force. i am uncorrupted by theft and indolence. i am on a journey to excellence. it is my duty to keep taking joy in creating.

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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"At first I thought I was a freak. Until now."

Vegaspete took over my entire brain when KinnPorsche The Series aired, and the final few episodes developing their relationship made me feral. I intended to paint the scene when it first aired, but only recently got confident enough in Procreate to paint in the style I envisioned.

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[Image description: A digital painting of Pete and Vegas from the opening scene of Kinnporsche episode 13, lying face-up from opposite ends of the bed, their heads resting together. They are bathed in intense pink and blue light. They're wearing only their boxers, and Pete has one handcuff attached to his arm. Vegas' head turns towards him affectionately as he holds Pete's cuffed hand. Pete's head it towards the viewer but he looks at Vegas out of the corner of his eye.]

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ending every fully botched sentence with "thats my sentence i hope u liked it"

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patiently waiting for nora to drop the second book 🥹🤲

inspired by that one scene in TSC where jean gets his notebooks back during his imprisonment in abby’s room 😔

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Stop spending times with your families and log onto tumblr dot com to like my posts

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To all those people who have to work tomorrow I send my utmost respect and gratitude. May the day go quick and the customers be patient and kind. 😌

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River Lady 💧

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If you're American will you reblog this with where you grew up and wether or not they had sixth grade camp. I grew up in southern California and every class in sixth grade would take a field trip and go to a camp for a week and this is absolutely bewildering my wife cause she's never heard of sixth grade camp

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I think we should retire "wholesome" as a metric of anything. You sound like a protestant ad exec.

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my earnest hope for 2025 is that everyone embraces being a little weirder and freakier and less judgmental bc we will all be better off for it like to charge reblog to cast

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