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Is it really necessary to get married right after you got pregnant? Does stuff like, "ugh, he's only marrying you coz he got you pregnant." never bother you? Because, for me, if he really love you, he will marry you first, before putting a baby in your belly. We all know, almost every couple have coitus before marriage, so you can scratch that. So if things happen, and pregnancy is inevitable, I would chose not to get married right away. I wanna make sure everything is good before marrying. Because, what if he really just married you because of the baby, and (just for example) something happen to the baby? Will you stay on that marriage knowing the only motivation you had is no longer there?

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Tamang kausap ka ngayon sa anak mo no? Tamang amo ka. Kase umiyak dahil pinagbintangan mo, kase wala kang magawa dahil wala ka mapagbuntungan ng galit mo. Alam mo, kung tutuusin, wala kang karapatan magalit. Kase nanghihingi ka na nga lang sa magulang mo, di ka na nga nagtatrabaho, wala ka pang silbing asawa at ama sa pamilya mo, ikaw pa tong ganid. Imagine tumblr peeps ha?

Binigyan na sya ng budget ng mama nya for bills, 4k.

Pangrocery na para sa pamilya nya(na puro sa kanya lang, ni wala para sa asawa nya), no budget to guys. Any amount.

Binigyan pa sya ng panggrocery para sa tatlong anak nya, 2k.

TAPOS MANGHIHINGI PA SYA NG 1K PARA SA SUPPOSEDLY PANG AMBAG NYA SA BILLS DAHIL HINDI SYA NAGTATRABAHO.

We had a budget for the bills, that's 4k. Kapag lumagpas yung bills, hahatiin sa 3, and yun yung "ambagan" namin. Tapos hiningi nya pa sa mama nya yun? Tapos sya pa nagalit dahil hindi na daw sya bibigyan ng mama nya?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA KINGINA TUMBLR PEEPS!!!!! THAT'S SELFISH AND STUPID.

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Di naman bloody moon 🤣 But, still cool. 📸 used : Canon PowerShot SX430 IS 45x Optical Zoom. 🤩 (at Leveriza St., Malate, Manila) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPVoOxTgIn-/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Please follow me, I follow back and I'm an active liker.

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日本語はたいへんです

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Practicing calligraphy writing ✍🖤 #calligraphy #calligraphyph #calligraphylettering #calligraphywriting #calligraphyart #calligraphypractice #calligraphyvideo https://www.instagram.com/p/CNeO49sg5Tr/?igshid=105hkk791g2t8

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If you're ugly and you know it cover you face with your hair 😊😅 . . . . . . #selfie #selfietime https://www.instagram.com/p/CMwXYqyAKHj/?igshid=bdvuph3n9mjv

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I never thought someone could be THIS selfish. Prioritizing gaming cellphone over the needs of his children. I mean, how can my sister even stay with this guy??? He never gives her any money, he always asks his parents if his kids wanted or needed something, he never made my sister feel like she can rest because he never even carry his 1yr old son for more that 2 minutes???! I'm not even exaggerating!!! His sons don't like him because he never played with them!?!?! I mean what kimd of man, impregnates a perfectly nice lady just because he thinks he's A MAN. LET ME TELL YOU, HE IS NO WAY NEAR BEING A MAN. HE'S CHILDISH, OBNOXIOUS, SELF-ABSORBED FXCKING GAGONG PUTANG INA NYA!! HE EVEN HAVE THE AUDACITY TO TELL HIS PARENTS THAT HIS BROTHERS NEVER CHIP IN PAYING BILLS!!! HE NEVER GAVE A CENT FOR THE BILLS!!! IT'S ALWAYS HIS BROTHER, AND PARENTS WHO'S PAYING THE BILLS!!! WHAT THE ACTUAL FVCKING A*S FVCKING BASTARD AAAAAAAAAAA

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Growing up knowing there's an older relative whom you share birthday with, sucks. Noone from your family really remembers that it's your birthday too, exept your parents. Nobody genuinely wishes you a happy birthday. Nobody asks you what do you want. Nobody really cares if you celebrate or not. That's why I celebrate my birthday by sleeping, since nobody knows it's a special day for me exept me. My mom died, my father lives far away from me. And the only person who remembers my birthday is me.

Not to sound too depressing but, it is true. Even my uncle (whom I jokingly asked for a present) asks me when is my birthday... on my birthday. That's why I don't really like celebrating my birthday.

But then God sent someone who remembers every single detail in my life. I thought God doesn't waste time or pay attention in a low-life like me, but He blessed me with someone I can share a piece of cake every year, someone I can drink coffee with every morning, someone who thinks that it's a blessing to have me in his life, someone I can love for the rest of my life.

I don't need presents. I don't need to celebrate. I just need my favorite person to hug me tight and say, everything's gonna be fine.

Thank you for reading. Btw, today is my birthday.

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Getting weirder everyday 🤦🏻‍♀️🤣 #fairylights https://www.instagram.com/p/CG_S2jVgwNg/?igshid=4q7fbuoypjtg

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#blurredselfie #snapchat https://www.instagram.com/p/CG6gdm4Ar1k/?igshid=enspmgjp4gfy

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I don't know what to say.

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#jace https://www.instagram.com/p/B7QFg42AjTU/?igshid=1iq8elirbhgc5

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Stalking Your Present's Ex.

Stabbing yourself a thousand times is easier than stalking your present's ex. Why? Because you stalk someone, usually because you're insecure. Because you wanted to be like that person, or you wonder how that person can do something you've been struggling to do. When that person is your present's ex, you gotta stop that now. Because nothing good will come out of that. You can try to be that person, but you will never be that person. And if you're trying to be him/her, ask yourself first. Why ??? Is it because you want your present to be as happy with you as he is with his past relationship? If that's your reason, stop what you're doing right now! Either stop stalking that ex, stop trying to be that ex, or stop dating your present. Because first of all, if that ex is the perfect person for your present, she's not an ex. She will never be an ex. And your present will not going to be your present. Do you understand? And please. Stop hurting yourself by scrolling through that page or profile of whatever social media you're using to stalk that person.

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Maybe he doesn't want to hurt me. Maybe it's all just because of me. Because I love him so much. I love him so much that it hurts just thinking that I love him so much.

Broken.

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I honestly don't know what to say to him right now. I feel like I'm crying inside but I can't seem to express any emotion . I hate feeling unwanted. It sucks. It's like my heart wanted to stop beating... forever.

Broken .

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With him, it's never too much.

Is it too much to want a cuddle ? Is it too much to want to spend a whole day together ? Is it too much to want for a hug ? A kiss? I never get to cuddle anytime I want because I never ask. I don't get a kiss or a hug anytime I want because I never ask.

I'm afraid to ask. Because I'm afraid that asking is too much. Too much that he'll feel suffocated. Because that's how my past relationships ended. I asked for too much affection. Too much attention.

But with him, I never have to ask. Whenever he see me staring at him, he'll kiss me. Whenever we're sitting together, he'll hug me. Whenever a day goes by that we didn't see each other , he make sure that we spend the next day together.

With him, I don't feel the need to ask. Being too much with him never crossed my mind. Whenever I wanted a kiss, I'll kiss him, without asking. He'll be shocked for a moment, then smile at me, and kiss me back. If I wanted to hug him, I'll hug him. Then he'll hug me back. And love me with all his heart. With him, it's never too much. ❤

I love you so much, yeobo. ❤