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moving is breaking me

month of the month is being moody and has barely spoken a word

I feel like I'm losing a huge part of myself somehow by going home

I'm so scared I'm just going to become a kid again.

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at the risk of sounding like a bible passage or something its important to consciously recognize that love was not something ever intended to be "earned", "bought/sold" or "deserved/undeserved" or else we run the risk of commodifying ourselves or others as if we are a product or even an employee... this is why sometimes people's "love" for celebrities often inverts on themselves when someone ceases to follow someone's idealistic projection exactly or reveals their flaws, this type of purity admiration is more of an exchange of something different. there should be no goalpost for lovability, not from others but also not from (our interpreted view of) the world or yourself... the only true energetic method of movement for love is for it be given & allowed, passed forward. regardless of whatever. any love u feel you must "earn", whether you are truly be made to earn it or not or if its just your belief, will never be received by you in turn because you are rejecting the inherent nature of a human being's unconditional and infinite capacity for giving love including you to yourself, there is no scarcity, therefore its not a resource which is limited which you must ration or else others might starve in lack. you don't need to be stingy with yourself with something so infinite

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"hey can you do the dishes so I can cook and we can save money?"

*does dishes*

*roommates order pizza anyway*

I'm so fucking glad I'm moving out holy fuck

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You can be good person and still have done something wrong in the past.

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You can be good person and still have done something wrong in the past.

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You can be good person and still have done something wrong in the past.

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You can be good person and still have done something wrong in the past.

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if you have an autoimmune disease you might want to stay away from supplements that claim to boost or support your immune system. your immune system is the bastard trying to hurt you. do not fucking hand it another bullet.

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Switching between these every day

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hey maybe if I've been chatting and flirting with you all afternoon to fucking confusing signals

Don't then ignore me for an hour after I send a lewd (literally left me on read) (at the time I asked you to maybe tell me what the go was on us spending time together to night) and the send me a fucking video of your toes in someone else's mouth

like fuck you glad I kept you wet and feeling wanted all afternoon

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This list was created consulting Year in Reviews, Fanlore articles, user feedback, vintage pinterest posts, and my own knowledge. Don't worry about not seeing the shows in their entirety, vote based on your judgement. Enjoy!

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My personal brand of humor is "horrible, useless advice delivered in an authoritative way" and this is the result of it

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Jenny Holzer, It's Hard To Know...