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acupofcose · 2 years
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i'm scared, i never want to hurt her.. i don't want to ruin this relationship like my other ones because of my crap.. i want to be better.. i'm so scared
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acupofcose · 2 years
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words words, word?
i love writing letters, specifically love letters whether it's for someone real or not (huh.) i feel like i can't get me words out the way i want them when talking to someone during the present time, right then and there, especially if it's someone i care about because of my bpd. but when writing letters, i can take my time when i'm relaxed and my mind is at ease. just like right now, i would say some of these could be cheesy love things about jas in the future hehehehe
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acupofcose · 2 years
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i always admired her from afar, and by what i mean from afar, i mean through social media HAHAHAHA it's interesting, i simply got jas's stuff appearing on my instagram feed as if it was a sign.. i remember looking at her account back in october and thinking about how we met on yubo, how i missed out on such a pretty person, and how i want to talk to jas again. but i was scared
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acupofcose · 2 years
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acupofcose · 2 years
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i hate how insecure i am, why do i keep overthinking, jas deserve so much better, i feel so shitty, why am i like this to her
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acupofcose · 2 years
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sometimes this doesn't feel real, this relationship doesn't feel real to me. it's too good to be true.. that i'm finally at peace and happy with a girl who cares about me and is willing to support me. this feels so unnatural to me, i don't deserve jas..
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acupofcose · 2 years
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with you
maybe one day we could dance in the rain and enjoy each other's company as our room fills with petrichor and psithurism...
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