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HAHAHA I FORGOT I WAS SUPPOSED TO REMAKE THE THEME

fuck this

I mean, I WILL remake the theme and I WILL return

but life got in the way, college got in the way

and I forgot

I just hope this is the last lame excuse I post before putting this on the road again ;w;

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So, while I was away...

I left my teaching job. Started working as a social media intern. Got fired (still salty about it). Now I’m unemployed and trying to use this time wisely to graduate (not having much success on that field but oh well)

My mental health went to shit officially and it’s not giving any signs of getting better so I’m just trying to go with the flow and see what happens while trying to remain minimally productive. Stopped going to gym, started again, stopped again and recently went back so let’s see how it goes this time. I gained too much weight :(

Started cosplaying, the real deal this time. I’ll post some pictures soon, I still suck at it but I can’t say it doesn’t make me happy. So far I cosplayed as human Amaterasu from Okami, Yuna from Final Fantasy X and genderbent Squall Leonhart from Final Fantasy VIII. The last one was a fucking mistake tbh. But cosplay is helping me in a lot of aspects, keeping me busy, keeping me creative. If it wasn’t for it I’d be in a much darker place.

Speaking about Final Fantasy, I played FFXV and got OBSESSED with it. Fuck the haters, that game is a gem, the ending killed me and the boys deserved so much better. Especially Prompto. He’s my favorite twink baby. I’ll be cosplaying him this year, actually, so fingers crossed, maybe it works. 

I’ve played a lot of games, actually playing games is what I’ve been doing most (poor life choices yay). Having too much free time isn’t good and I sure as fuck am not using it wisely. But... I’m trying, I guess. Hoping for good news, trying to do the best I can with what I have. I wish I could bring you guys good news, but sadly this is not how life works. I’m just as much of a tool as ever, except that this time I’m more bitter and sad and so so so so tired. But I’m still kicking.

How have you guys been?

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Alright, so here’s what will happen

I might be back, after all. I mean... why not?

It will take a while, there’s a lot of shit to sort out first, I want a new theme, and maybe update this thing properly... I should actually just say ‘fuck it’ and make a new account but nope, not happening.

So... once it’s done (not doing this today, screw this), I’ll see if there’s more people to follow, fandom blogs and stuff. It’s so weird, this place was such a major part of my life for so long, and coming back is just... idk. Strange. Cool, yeah, but strange.

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the-royal-magician

DRIH I JUST GOT BACK ONTO MY ARTHUR LIKE 4 DAYS AGO

this is destiny

it must be

(hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! :D)

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I started looking at my old posts and missed this hellhouse

it’s been what? a year?

i’m not sure i’ll be back for good because according to my old posts this website also fucked up with my head in more ways than one

but... well... hello there? i guess?

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Closing post? Closing post.

So... I guess that’s it. I think I’m leaving for good this time.

This blog is filled with good and bad memories, and as much as I want to get rid of the bad ones, the good ones still prevail. So I’ll leave it here, as an archive.

If you guys want to find me, just say the word. I’m still on a thousand places on the internet, so it’s really easy to find me.

skype: drih_hawkeye

facebook: https://www.facebook.com/adriele.evangelista.1 (mostly posts in Portuguese)

steam: http://steamcommunity.com/id/drih_hawkeye/

So long, and thanks for all the fish. You guys are amazing <3

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So these are the Christmas decorations in my hometown and I have a feeling tumblr will appreciate this just as much as I do

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I come here once every 84 years lately. Maybe I should quit this for good...?

Eh, anyway. Hi there. I’m back I guess

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playing jaehee’s route

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It’s been a long time since Cascade, Homestuck. But now that this is finally finished, it’s time to release the new Flare remix!

This song has almost every musical element of the original Flare sampled and used in a new way, along with lots of new additions and a gritty EDM style of production. I wrote the original song a long time ago, and since then I’ve grown dissatisfied with it in some ways. How better to improve on it than with a remix?

For track art I talked to my girlfriend Andarix, who has been doing crest design commission lately. She made one for me featuring the Green Sun and the chain of Derse for me, and I don’t think it could have turned out more awesomely!

I’m afraid you can’t buy or download this song yet, but it will definitely be available on the next official Homestuck album release.

And I want to give a special thanks to my patrons on Patreon. Without you guys, I would have never have had the resources to make this remix!

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the only person in the rfa who actually eats and sleeps properly is jumin and that’s only cuz he has people who meticulously control that for him, everyone else in the group is a hot mess chugging soda or milk and hoping they don’t pass out in the next 36 hours, how relatable can ya get.

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Jaehee’s route is getting too relatable and too painful and I didn’t sign for this bullshit

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Ngl concept Yoosung is 10x hotter.

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I started playing Catherine and I thought I could deal with Atlus’ bullshit.

Until I saw there was a giant butt with eyes and teeth as a boss.

That was a terrible idea and I should have known better.

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guys: fight each other all the time

girls: support each other and share hand cream