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Look at this dude, depressed, in pain, but with new haircut and color.
Spring is coming, Aiden is still tired
#*wraps Aiden in blankie and gives fuzzy socks*#also pink hair pink hair pink hair *buzzing with excitement*
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my top hobbies are shame and embarrassment but i also occasionally dabble in envy
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I didn't post it here !! So here it comes :
Comfort, a little silly and shitty comic about my hyperfixation đâ¨ď¸



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(so mad i canât see straight) Yeah i just donât think chat gpt is a good classroom tool
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As a former librarian I'm actually required to remind you that many libraries that subscribe to Libby are opted into a program that lets you subscribe and access magazines for free with no wait
And that this is actually a really fun, low cost way to not only access news and larger cultural magazines, but also to get free patterns for many different crafts that you can screenshot if need be and that lower the financial barriers to entry for trying new things
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The numbers that come as a result of your patronage are how most libraries justify their continued existence in times of financial hardship, which sucks but, go check out some magazines on Libby!
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My Beloved Child
Summary: Lilia awakens from his dream and tries to distract Malleus, but Silver ends up getting cursed by Malleus to fall into a death-like sleep from which he will never awaken, unless he receives "true love's kiss." Can Lilia awaken his son from Malleus' curse?
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âThere you are. Iâve finally found youâŚLilia,â crooned a new voice behind Lilia as he stood near the site of Malleusâ former cradle.Â
The general turned on his heel to see a floating figure with lightning crackling around him. Blot oozed from his left eye and hovered around him as if suspended. A bright green flame emanated from his right eye. Liliaâs stomach lurched. âThat voiceâŚRaverne? How are you backâŚ? No, wait. You have Maleanorâs hornsâŚWho are you?!â
The figure put a hand up to his chin and stroked it thoughtfully. âI never knew that you used your own life to nourish my hatching.â
Liliaâs eyebrows drew together in a frown. âYourâŚ? What are you talking about?â
âHow dare those doddering old fools in the senate treat you that way,â the figure growled. âAnd Grandmother! How could she hide the truth from me all this time?!â The thunder and lightning around the figure intensified, and Lilia felt a piercing migraine stabbing his skull as the world around him shifted.
âIt wasnât her choice, Malleus! I asked her to!â Lilia shot back. âIf youâd known the truth, you mightâve felt indebted to meâAh!â
The migraine behind Liliaâs eyes increased in severity, and he clutched at his head with a wince. What was happening? What was this? The world shifted again, like a mirage in a desert. âMalleusâŚ? But Malleus is an infant who canât even take on a human form⌠Agh! My headâŚ!â
The smile that the figureâMalleus?â wore was sickly sweet. âDonât think about anything, Lilia. Thereâs no need for you to suffer any more pain. What manner of dream do you want? Perhaps one where Mother and Father are alive? Or one where you live quietly with your son?â he asked as he put his hands on his hips.
Lilia ground his teeth together so hard that it sent a wave of pain shooting through his jaw as the world continued to ripple around him. His sonâ? He didnât have a sonâdid he? No, he didnât. He couldnât. Not with this much blood on his hands. âUrghâŚStopâŚI donâtâŚâ
Silver? Was it Silver? Is that why he seemed so familiar? Is that why Lilia threw himself in front of the boy when they had been attacked, though he had never had a child in his life?
Malleus extended a blot covered hand out towards Lilia. âI shall grant any wish you ask of me. Here, Lilia. Take my hand.â
As Lilia tried to make sense of what was happening, a loud shout rang out, disrupting Malleusâ attempt to sway Lilia.
âFATHEEERRR!â
And with that, the shifting of the world stopped, and Lilia and Malleus were both greeted by the sight of a sweaty, panicked silver haired boy, and started in surprise. Lilia gripped his head as he was confronted by another sudden migraine. They were also greeted by the sight of a green haired boy wearing fae armorâBaur?
âThe Dawn Knight? What are you doing here?! RghâŚNo, youâreâŚâ
Malleus tutted and shook his head. âSilver, Sebek. You again. You truly are poor sleepers. Still you resist?â
Silver shook his head, and clenched his fists, brows furrowed angrily. âWe will never give up!â he exclaimed.
Sebek frowned as well, his expression just as hard. âEspecially not now that weâve learned the depths of Liliaâs feelings. You were born from the love of so many, my liege!â Sebek threw an arm out to his side. âItâs not right for you to become an enemy hated by all the world!â
âThatâs why weâll break this, whatever it takes,â Silver replied after Sebek. âMalleusâŚWeâll crush your blessing!â
âBlessingâŚ?â Lilia murmured to himself, and was nearly brought to his knees by another wave of pain wracking his skull. It was as if someone was driving a chisel into his temple. âAhâŚAah!â
Images flashed through Liliaâs mind in rapid successionâMalleus reciting an incantation, and green flame spreading throughout the Diasomnia dorm, as Lilia started in panic.
After a moment, the general began to laugh. âHehâŚKhee hee heeâŚHahaha! Ahahahahaha!â He put his hands on his hips and smiled in approval at Silver. âWell spoken. Thatâs my boy.â
He felt a paternal rush of affection hit him like a wave. Of course Silver would say such a thing.
Iâm so proud of you, Silver.
Silver started in surprise, eyes wide as he looked at Lilia. âHuh? Your boy? You meanâŚâ
Liliaâs expression schooled itself into a more serious one, and he dropped his eyes to the ground. âMy headâs finally clear. I remember everything now, Silver. Sebek.â With a smile, he looked over at Grim and the Ramshackle prefect. âAndâŚGrim and the prefect.â
Sebek looked shocked, while Silver wore a soft and familiar smile.
âLilia!â
âFather!â
Lilia smirked. âSounds like Iâve been having one long nap. Youâve really done it this time, Malleus,â he tsked. It felt odd, to be back in his old armor and have long hair again, but he supposed that was just part of the dream. Malleus appeared to be as shocked as Sebek.
âTchâŚSo youâve completely awoken, Lilia. But no matter. Iâll put you right back to sleep soon enough,â he muttered.
Lilia laughed. âHah! You think you can put ME to sleep? Youâve grown into a cheeky little thing. Try me if you dare!â He turned to face the others beside him. âEveryone, follow my lead! RETREEEAT!â
And with that, he dashed off, as the prefect shouted after him, âWait up!â
Malleus let out a low, rumbling laugh that sounded almost like thunder. âHeh heh hehâŚPlaying tag now, are we? How many decades has it been since Iâve played such games with you? We have all the time in the world, so letâs enjoy this, Lilia. Heh heh hehâŚAhahahahaha!â
Lilia stopped outside Castle Blackscale to catch his breath, as Silver and the others caught up to him. He turned to face Silver and Sebek. âIâll distract Malleus,â he said. âSilver, you use your signature spell and get out of this dream while I keep him busy!â
Silverâs eyes widened and he shook his head. âWhat?! No wayâIâm not leaving you here! We should go together!â
Lilia placed his hands on his sonâs shoulders, which were tense with worry. As much as he hated to be separated from Silver so soon after he had finally come to his senses, this was what had to be done. For his son, and for Sebek, and for the prefect who Malleus loved, he would keep the overblotted princeâs attention on him. âCome, now. Iâm an old hand at dealing with Malleusâ temper tantrums.â He laughed a little. âAnd in this dream, my magic isnât running dry; quite the opposite. Iâm in perfect shape to play with him here.â
âBut sirâŚ!â Sebek started to say.
Lilia grinned. âOh, donât worry. Malleus would never do any lasting damage to me. He takes after his father in that regard; heâs a kind soul incapable of cruelty.â His expression grew more serious as he said, âSilver, Sebek. Take care of the real world Malleus for me.â
â...Yes, sir!â
Right as the two said that, Malleus appeared in a burst of bright green flame. âThere you are, Lilia. Whatever shall I do with you, hmm?â he asked, and then began to laugh.
Lilia sprung into action, summoning a deluge of flora magic, blasting Malleus with it. Silver reacted immediately and held up his magestone, sending out a torrent of red hot flame.Â
Malleus and Lilia continued to clash after a good few minutes of Sebek and Silver assisting. Lilia glanced back at his son, Sebek, the prefect, and Grim. âNow! Get going, quick!â
Silver looked at Lilia with a conflicted expression. It was clear he wanted to say something more, but forced himself to just reply instead with, â...I swear Iâll wake you and everyone else from this slumber. I have so much to tell you!â
Lilia smiled softly at Silver. By the Seven, he was so proud of this boy. âIâll hold you to that promise, Silver,â he said. âSee you when I wake!â
He then paused for a moment. âNightâs blessings.â
Lilia could see tears welling up in Silverâs aurora colored eyes. â...Nightâs blessings!â he replied.Â
âThose Iâve met and will somedayâŚâ Silver began, closing his eyes to focus his magic.
As Silver was about to begin the incantation for his signature spell, Malleus tutted again. âNow, now, Silver, you donât think I would let you get away that easily, did you? Why run away like a scared little boy in the rainy woods, when you could stay happily in a dream with your father forever?â
With a snap of Malleusâ fingers, a series of briar thorns began to wrap around Silver, first starting at his ankles and snaking their way up his body until his arms were pinned at his sides. Some of the thorns even began to crawl up towards his face, covering his mouth, preventing him from finishing his incantation.Â
âI canât have you waking everyone, you know,â Malleus said in a tone almost similar to a parent scolding a young child. It made Liliaâs stomach churn. âYou donât want Lilia to leave us, do you? In the dream, you can have whatever you want. Nothing needs to hurt.â He stepped forward towards Silver.
Everyone else was speechless, and it was then that Lilia realized the briars had wrapped their way around his ankles too, firmly rooting him in place. He struggled against the thorns, but they only dug into his skin further. He couldnât let Malleus near his son, not when the crown prince was not in his right mind.
I have to protect Silver. Save him. Keep Malleus from touching himâ!
Malleus chuckled, and the sound was low and rumbling. âWell, well,â Malleus cooed, briefly caressing the prefectâs face with his blot-covered hand as he passed them at a leisurely pace. His green eyes, however, were slit-pupilled and laser focused on Silver. âWhat a glittering assemblage, Lilia.â He gestured at the others currently wrapped up in thorns and then himself. âRoyalty, nobility, the gentry and⌠How quaint,â he said with another laugh. âEven the rabble.â He gestured at Grim, who looked ready to bite him.
Malleusâ eyes were filled with a twisted affection as he looked at the prefect. âAnd then my sweet rose.â He turned his attention back to Silver. âI must say, I really felt quite distressed at not receiving an invitation to your family reunion with your son, Lilia.â
Fear filled Lilia. He knew Malleus wouldnât do any lasting damage to him, but he wasnât sure about Sebek or Silver. He might not attack them outright, but with the scale of his magic and the intensity of his emotions, there was no telling what might happen to Silver. âLeave Silver alone, Malleus,â Lilia begged, voice barely above a whisper.
Malleus turned towards Lilia, his expression one of mock sympathy. âOh dear, what an awkward situation,â he said.
Sebek interjected, clearly wanting to direct Malleusâ attention towards someone other than Silver. Lilia cursed internally. Why were they not letting him keep Malleusâ focus on him? âMy liegeâ!â
Malleus, however, paid no heed to Sebek, and continued to slink around Silver like a deadly panther, his tail dragging on the ground behind him as he walked. He brushed an inky finger over Silverâs cheek. Silverâs eyes darted from Lilia to Malleus, fear obvious in his gaze. âTo show I bear no ill will for these transgressions, I shall bestow another gift onto our dear Silver.â
Lilia fought against his restraints. âNo! Donât give him any âgift!ââ His eyes filled up with hot, stinging tears.Â
Not him. Not my son. Please, Malleus. Donât do something youâll regret forever.
âStay away from Silver, my liege!â Sebek begged, also fighting against his restraints. He looked conflicted, his loyalty to his future king and his best friend warring in his expression.
âYeah, stay away!â Grim added, and the prefect shot him a look.
With one wave of his hand, Sebek, Grim, and the prefect were all silenced by a spell. âHmm,â Malleus mused, and then stepped forward, back towards Silver.
Lilia reached a hand out towards his son, but it was promptly forced back down to his side by a thorny briar. âTsk, tsk, Lilia. Let your dear boy receive his gift,â Malleus purred. âListen well, all of you. Silver shall indeed grow in grace and beauty, beloved by all who meet him.â
âDon't do this, Malleus,â Lilia begged. âDo not do something you will regret.â
Malleus held up a finger to his lips, shushing everyone around him, before he conjured an image of his dorm leader staff, which held a resemblance to the spinning wheel that was often associated with the Thorn Fairy. His voice rose. âBefore the sun sets on the day in which he awakens from the dreams I have blessed everyone with, he will prick his finger on the spindle of a spinning wheel and fall into a sleep like death! A sleep from which he will never awaken!â
The Ramshackle prefect somehow managed to work past Malleusâ silencing spell, or perhaps he had let his focus on the spell dwindle. âMalleusâŚHorntonâŚplease don't do this, I'm begging you,â they said, fighting against the thorns keeping them in place. The briars dug into their skin, drawing blood against their wrists, ankles, and arms.
Malleus made his way over to them and tipped their chin up so they were looking him in the eye. He chuckled darkly. âI like you begging. Do it again.â
The prefect dropped down to one knee slowly to the degree that they were able to while restrained by briars, and then looked at the others. Sebek simply shook his head in shame.Â
Lilia swallowed his pride and dropped to his knees, hands grasping at the dirt. This was the lowest he had bowed in a long while, especially to a Draconia, but this was for his son. And if that was what it took, he would eat the very dirt he was grasping at with his calloused, bloodstained hands.
âI beg you,â Lilia said, voice tinged with desperation. How had things gotten this bad?
Malleus smirked, and held out his arms in a display of power, green flames radiating around his form. It reminded Lilia so much of Maleanor in that moment. âAll right. Silver can be woken from his death sleep, but only by...true love's kiss. This curse will last till the end of time! No power on Earth can change it!â
With that, the flames increased in their intensity before subsiding, and the thorns retreated. Malleus extended a hand towards Lilia. âNow, come, and show me what youâre made of, Lilia.â
Lilia ran to Silver and embraced his son, holding him tightly. Those same tears were pricking at the corners of his eyes again. âGo, now. Find others. Leave this dream. I will find you when this is all over, and I promise, I will free you from Malleusâ curse.â
Silver held onto Lilia just as tight, and Lilia felt the top of his head dampenâSilver was also crying. âFather, Iââ
âGo, Silver, now,â Lilia ordered, and took Silverâs face in his hands. âWe still have much to talk about. I need you to take care of yourself. I will free you from this curse like I said, but for the sake of my own sanity, I need you to take the others and go. This is the only way we can save Malleus from himself.â
Silver looked like he wanted to say something else, but Lilia held up a finger to Silverâs lips. âShh. Go.â He stood on his tiptoesâwhen had Silver gotten so tall?âand pressed a kiss to his sonâs forehead. âI love you, my boy. Go.â
Silver looked like he wanted to say more, but simply gave a teary nod, before gathering Grim, Sebek, and the prefect to himself. âThose Iâve met and will somedayâŚMeet In a Dream!â
With that, the four vanished, and Lilia was left facing Malleus alone.
âNow, Malleus, where were we?â
Liliaâs eyes shot open and he lurched upright, though he was stopped by pain rippling through his body. He was looking in the direction of the Diasomnia gathering space ceiling. âWhereâ?â
He forced himself into a sitting position. Grim and the prefect were also sitting upright, and were leaning over Silver. Sebek had two fingers pressed against Silverâs pulse point. âMaster LiliaâIdia has arranged for Silver and I to stop Malleus, but Silver wonât wake up!â
From elsewhere in the room, Idia Shroud sat up, holding his head. Ortho helped him stand, a hand against his brotherâs shoulder. âSTYX has armor for the two of them, and a sword for him made from your old weaponâŚBut heâŚâ
âMalleus Draconia has trapped us inside the dorm with thorns and is currently in the form of a dragon,â Ortho relayed. âOthers are out there trying to fight him, butâŚOnly Silver and Sebek will be able to defeat him.â
Lilia noticed tears pouring down Sebekâs cheeks as he shook Silver. âHow are we supposed to stop my liege without Silverâs help? I canât do this alone!â
My son. My darling boy. No.
Lilia immediately forced himself into an upright position and ran over to Silver, practically tripping over his own feet in the process. He pulled Silver to him. Silverâs head rested against his shoulder, just like it had done so many years ago when he was a baby, and Lilia had rocked him to sleep, swaddling him to ease his fussing.
âSilverâSilver!â he cried. He pressed a hand to Silverâs chest, trying to funnel some kind of healing magic into his son, but every time he attempted, it fizzled out.
Silver. Wake up. Wake up. Do not leave me like this.
âMaster Lilia, if you keep trying to awaken him with magic, you will overblot!â Sebek shouted.
Lilia ignored Sebek, and held Silver close to him, his body glowing feebly with magic as he desperately tried to heal his son. âRevoke the curse,â he begged, though he knew his magic was no match for Malleusâ, especially not now. âLet it be known. I revoke the curse. Let it be known.â Tears were rolling down Liliaâs cheeks now, his body wracked with sobs.
âI revoke the curse!â he screamed. âLet it be no more!â Lilia begged. To what power he was begging now, he had no idea. He just needed to see Silverâs eyes open again, to hear him say âFatherâ again, to tell him what he meant to him. There was so much they still had to address. He had made a promise to Silver to free him from this. âI revoke the curse, let it be no more!â
By now, his hands were holding onto his son like a vise, as his feeble magic fizzled out. Silver did not stir.
âNoânoâSilverâ!â
I havenât told you what you mean to me.
Lilia buried his face in Silverâs hair, which still somehow smelled of the woods and their old home, even after so many years. He rocked Silver in his arms, letting out a pained wail. âPleaseâŚwhoever is listeningâŚlet my son live. Maleanor, RaverneâŚHell, even the Dawn KnightâŚreturn my boy to me.â
He leaned in and pressed his lips to Silverâs forehead, just as he had done when Silver was still a baby. âI will not ask forgiveness for my past actions as General of the Right because what I have done is unforgivable. I was so lost in hatred and revenge.â Liliaâs shoulderâs shuddered as he wept. âSweet Silver, you stole what was left of my heart when you came into my life. I was always wrapped around your finger. And now I have lost you forever.â He pushed some of Silverâs hair out of his face, willing him to open those auroral eyes. âI swear, if you wake up, no harm will come to you as long as I live. And not a day shall pass that I don't miss your smile.â
Lilia pressed one more kiss to Silverâs forehead, letting his lips linger. How had it come to this, that Malleus would cast such a curse on Silver?
âSilver, I want you to know that I will always love you. Youâve made your dad so proud,â Lilia whispered, his grip on Silver tightening once again.
Almost instinctively, as he rocked the limp body of his son, he began singing a song he had not sung to the boy in a long while as he brushed Silverâs hair away from his forehead.
Maleanorâs lullaby.
He had not sung it to Silver since he was a baby.
âA warm cradle,
Starlight and joy.
My eyes are watching over you still, let's be together
With no fear, even if we wake from this dream.
Sleep, sleep, my beloved child,
In dreams, I pray you would be guided to walk toward the light.â
The last of his magic fizzled out. There was nothing else he could do.
He let out a long, pained wail, and gently let go of Silver after pressing one last kiss to his forehead. Sebek let out a pained sigh, looking on with an expression of grief.
As Lilia turned to leave, Silverâs eyes fluttered open, and he reached out, braceleting his hand around his fatherâs wrist. âHello, Father.â
Lilia turned immediately, tears slipping down his cheeks. He smiled through his tears. âHello, my boy.â
Silver smiled gently in response and forced himself into a sitting position. Liliaâs arms were immediately around him then, and he began to weep into his sonâs shoulder. Silver patted his father on the head, before leaning his head against Liliaâs.
Sebek hastily wiped tears away from his eyes before looking at Grim and the prefect. âHeâs okay!â
The prefect looked on the father and son embracing each other through teary hellos and smiled softly. âNo truer love,â they murmured. âNo truer love than that of a father for his son.â
âFatherâŚ?â Silver murmured.
âGive yourself a moment, Silver,â Lilia said tearfully. âYouâre in no condition to go fight Malleus immediately.â
Nonetheless, Silver wrapped his arms around his fatherâs neck, and buried his face in his shoulder. âThank you for bringing me back, Father. I knew I could trust you. Now I have to help take down Malleusââ
Lilia held onto Silver a little tighter. âPlease be careful, son.â After a long moment of holding onto his son, punctuated by a loud roar from Malleusâ dragon form outside of the Diasomnia dorm, he released him. He did, still, however, catch Silverâs face in his hands. âHow did you grow up so fast? Yesterday you were still my little baby..."
Silverâs cheeks flushed. âFatherâŚIâll always be your son. I need to go help bring Malleus back to his senses, though.â
âI want you to know that I'll always be here for you. no matter what,â Lilia said. âNow go, and save Malleus from himself.â He pressed one more kiss to Silverâs forehead, as Idia brought over a set of armor that resembled that of the Dawn Knight. A sense of pride filled Lilia, along with a bittersweet realization that while he thought of Silver as his own son, he still had his own biological parents that just might be looking down on him in this moment as well. Hopefully Silverâs choice to break the bonds of hatred between fae and humans would be well received posthumously by the Dawn Knight.
âThank you, Father,â Silver replied, and took the offered sword from Idia that had been crafted from Liliaâs own blade. âI wonât let you down. We still have much to discuss.â
I love you, Silver. I am so proud of you and the man you have become.
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fic#twisted wonderland fanfiction#diasomnia#sebek zigvolt#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#silver vanrouge#silver twisted wonderland#lilia and silver#parent and child dynamic#caty writes#malleusdraconiasbride fic#malleusdraconiasbride#My Beloved Child
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my favorite interpretations/versions of erik in no particular order:
pictured above (left to right) first row: earl carpenter, charles dance, lon chaney second row: hugh panaro, @muirin007 (specifically paired with @lordjazor's voice), michael crawford third row: @klausscrimshaw, leroux!erik, ethan freeman
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my favorite interpretations/versions of erik in no particular order:
pictured above (left to right) first row: earl carpenter, charles dance, lon chaney second row: hugh panaro, @muirin007 (specifically paired with @lordjazor's voice), michael crawford third row: @klausscrimshaw, leroux!erik, ethan freeman
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Here I am, pushing the Jian Li (Akai Kotou! Zuko) = Jinshi (The Apothecary Diaries) agenda.
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No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!
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