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The author's poorly disguised fetish

The author's proudly displayed fetish

The author's fetish you're pretty sure they don't realise they have

The author's fetish which they're firmly convinced everyone has and is just pretending otherwise

The author's non-sexual special interest which just sounds like a fetish because of their habitually unfortunate phrasing

The fetish the author is making a well-meaning effort to cater to in spite of clearly not understanding it themselves

The author's fetish that never quite makes it into the text because they keep getting sidetracked by the requisite worldbuilding

The author's utterly pedestrian sexual preference which the text treats like a bizarre fetish because they've got shit to work through

The author's seemingly innocuous recurring trope they're going to have a personal revelation about ten years down the road

The author's fetish you missed on a first reading because it's so far out of pocket, it never occurred to you that you could sexualise that

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speaking of audios.

they/he - links - tip me

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punished

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mutual_01 liked your post!

mutual_01_but_horny reblogged your post!

Me: a shame my beloved mutual did not reblog my post, though I am placated by the favor of this sexual stranger

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god grant me the strength to write my weird porn, the serenity to write my weird porn and the wisdom to write my weird porn

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I’m turning into a cartoon wolf and making train whistle noises

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to fall in love is to create a religion that has a fallible god

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Domming, at it's best, is a performance

More specifically it's like standup comedy; you have to manage tension carefully, you need to fully commit to your bits, and if you loose your crowd it becomes super cringe.

If you're safe, if you believe in safety first and you're not a danger to your partner and they know this deeply and truly; then neither of you actually believes that you'll, for example, break their nose. Even if you both want it, even if it would be so hot; you're still not gonna do it really, it's above both of your thresholds for risk. And so during a scene you're fighting an uphill battle to scare them and make them believe for even a moment that you might.

So you sit on their chest and you pin their head between your knees and you grab them by the hair and you put your fist right up against their nose. You explain that it's actually the cartilage you'll be breaking not the bone, you tell them about how a nose is surprisingly resilient to hits straight on so you'll be hitting them at an angle, you tell them how the biggest risk with hits to the head is actually damaging the neck which is why you have their head held so very carefully, and you explain how after you fuck their ass using the blood gushing from their broken nose as lube you're going to have to take them to the hospital and they might need surgery immediately if they ever want to breath properly again. And if they giggle nervously you smile back with sadism in your eyes, and if they accuse you of lying you raise your ebrows slightly with all the derision you can muster. Then you ask them if they're ready, you look them in the eyes, and you pull your arm back fast as though you really intend to hit them. And if you've done it properly, if you've had a successful performance; for just one glorious moment they'll believe you're really going to break their nose.

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Pulled away mid-makeout and jokingly said "but what if mom finds out" and she started kissing me twice as hard and moaning a lot. What does this mean chat?

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discovered tsf as a genre of jav... pretty jp girls pretending to be boys and fuck their friends with a flesh-coloured strap.... jealousy isn't enough to describe how I feel

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Aurora. In one hot cave... :3 When I drew this art I wasn't satisfied with the result, so after feedback of my friend artist, I redrew all starting with the sketch Huh! I think I did it (,,◕　⋏　◕,,)

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I don't learn from my mistakes (spent four hours reading yaoi manga in a fugue and now cannot resist the urge to cry)

went scrolling through yaoi screencaps and was reminded of why I don't anymore when I was struck with such frightening, overwhelming dysphoria about how I will never be a cis man held down or holding down a other cis man, how I'll never experience the things I see, how I'll never be a man born with a penis discovering his prostate. I want to [remembers suicide references are bad for my mental health].... cry about it

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the fact that I'll never be a 17 year old cis boy fumbling around with his partner and experiencing the wet warmth of someone else's mouth on a protruding extension of my flesh is damning

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Erotic Postcards. Circa 1920