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abyster · 3 hours ago
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I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you're able to write loads & make lots of progress <3
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abyster · 3 hours ago
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i'm not the best at singing. but i'm gonna sing anyway dude. i'm not the best at painting. but i'm still going to paint. my dancing will never see a stage. but it's perfect for early mornings in my bedroom and late nights with people i love. so what does this mean? it means that people are designed to do. not to be the best. just to do. if you're doing what you enjoy, then you don't have to be the best. you just have to enjoy it. you have to live.
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abyster · 5 days ago
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‼️Spoiler for romancing Arthur‼️
Remember this voiceline?
"Just how 'glad' are you, hm? Do I get to send you on your next mission looking all disheveled and breathless?"
Well, in ukrainian translation it's actually "...disheveled and with scratches on your back?" Freakyyyy (⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠-⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠)⁠⁄
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abyster · 8 days ago
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⊹₊⟡⋆ Just a silly moment with Arthur :)
(Established relationship, Arhtur is a grumpy sweetheart btw).
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Arthurs fingers run along the keycaps of the keyboard, while the sound from Aoi's lare was buzzing around him. After listening for a few seconds, Drifter started to tilt their head to the beat. Then, slightly moving their arms, kind of trying to figure out the right movement to the song.
Arhtur instinctively turns his head towards the sound of the On-Lyne song. Suddenly, he notices what Drifter is doing.
"What are you doing?"
"Dancing." Drifter answered immediately.
"To this?" Arthur questioned his life choices for a moment.
"Well, in my defense there weren't such... energetic songs like the ones Aoi listens to".
Arthur makes mental note to get some headphones, to keep his ears from hurting if Drifter ever decides to bless him with the On-Lyne music in their room. As long as Drifter is happy, Arthur will make compromises.
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abyster · 2 months ago
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Viktor: *Using magic to heal Huck.*
Reader, with their ass back in Icathia:
"... Something just happened".
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abyster · 2 years ago
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Fuuuck. I feel like im being pulled into toxic friendship one more time 😭😭😭
Huh, now i know how its feels like
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abyster · 2 years ago
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Simon "Ghost" Riley x Reader/ Realistic Headcanons
Warnings: Angst; A bit of fluff; Bad English. Reader is called Viper a few times; Swearing; SWF.
•Really bad at trusting anyone. Nervous when there's a lot of people around him, appreciate when someone from his team stays behind him. Always expecting the worst for everyone.
•Becomes angry at himself when opening up to someone.
• Always says "It's fine" when it's obviously not. Has suicidal tendencies, in a way that he does not care what happens to him.
•Genuinely surprised at the fact of how understanding you can be to him.
•Has touch aversion and touch starving at the same time. Hungry for love even though never admits it.
•If afraid of something, the first reflex is to swing. Consequence of traumatized childhood.
•Hard on any kind of relationship, friendship or more. If you really got close to him, you are a fucking saint. Or good in phycology and really patient.
• Does not trust you at first, because it's strange for him that someone like you can be interested in someone like him. Soap took Ghosts mind in consideration and asked why you are doing this.
"I mean, why would you waste your time on healing someone like Ghost? I mean, guy is insufferable." Of course that's not what Johnny thought of Ghost, he just needed your true opinion. Your brows rose up in surprise. The bait is bitten, so thought Soap. After sipping your drink you answered him.
"First of all, he is not such insufferable as i thought him to be. Second of all, if i can help someone, why not? It's not like it's to my detriment. If it were, i wouldn't have even tried." You took another sip of your drink.
"Even if so, how do you do that? Cus' i can see the progress already."
"Well, it's not that hard. Especially if you have experience. Tactic is similar to taming wild cats-"
"Haha, wait, did you just compared Lt. to a cat?"
"Maybe, i mean, he is such a softie after all." Mug with liquid hid your grin, while Ghost heard most of it, standing in corridor. He just wanted to go for a tea, and now has no idea what to do.
•Thinks he is far beyond redemption. Has a bad self esteem, kinda blames himself for his past traumas.That he was "not strong enough". Never gets too close to anyone. It's not like he doesn't care, he cares way to much that it starts to scare him.
"Hey, listen to me." You cupped his masked face in your hands, looking straight into his eyes, "You were not responsible for actions of your parents, or for the shitty things that happened to you. No one deserves that kind of treatment, especially a guy like you."
"I know but...I don't always know, you know." Simons starts to open up again ,"It's like the voice in the head that says 'You are a piece of crap, and they're not wrong to feel this way'...But it goes away, right?"
After a moment of silence you spoke.
"Yeah, with the right kind of treatment. Now let's go get some tea, is' cold as hell."
•Easily becomes jealous, even if not in relationships (has a fear of loosing people). He is more envying others. The way they can smile, talk to others, not hating themselves... Something that he could never have. Hates the way you can understand what he feels, and that look in your eyes. Not pitiful, something else that he could not understand yet.
There was something strange in the way Ghost looked(stared) at you. Interested, almost.
"What'cha looking at, sweet-cheecks?" Simon couldn't see your smile behind your mask, but that small eyebags of yours pointed at presence of a wide grin.
"... Nothing"
•Has a good connections to animals."I only talk to dogs cus' they don't understand me" kind of situation. Would love to have a pet but in not in this period of his life. If you somehow manage to keep a pet, he will visit you way more times than ever. Which happens really rarely.
•Has a complex-ptsd. Not surprising, really. Has a lot of nightmares, one of the reason not to sleep in same bed with him. Sleeps with lights on. When woken up from it reflexively gets his knife. You either put him down with force, while calming him down, or get away for your own good and start to calm him down from distance.
"Ghost, you are in the apartment." You said in strong,yet calm temper, " It was a nightmare, nothing is going to hurt you now, alright?"
Seeing his slight nod you released his wrists and knife has fallen down from Simons grip. Still lightly siting on his torso you took a deep breath. As Ghost tried to sit up you you got up on your knees a bit to let him do so. Here he was, Simon Ghost Riley, still in shocked state.
"Huh, looks like you are not going to sleep soon. Do you want some tea?" You asked. A few centimetres divided your and his forehead. A slight node was an answer to your question.
"On one condition though."You continued, "Bathroom first, you smell like a dead rat, no offence"
"None taken." Was his first words to you. You both got up and while slightly holding his hand, you stepped into the bathroom. While taking his mask off, he spoke.
"I liked the way you held my wrists that time. Shame it was in a situation like that"
Say you were flabbergasted, was nothing compared to the state you were in. "Using flirting as a coping mechanism? Oh god, I really am a bad influence for you."
Usually Ghost works out before he gets to bed. Thinks that while being that tired nightmares won't hunt him down. When it didn't work(Which shouldn't have, as you warned him) he accepted your help. Creating new routine before sleep, cutting off alcohol and calming tea session before sleep. He couldn't have find the words to describe how grateful he is for your time wasted on him. But you did not needed his words to know how grateful he is. You knew what was going in his head. You always did.
•If you want to vent, go on, he is a great listener. But he would rather find a solution to your problem, than to comfort you. He just does not know how to do it.
"Oh, that fucking prick! Pup of higher-ups! I'll fucking destroy Graves."
"You've met him before?"
"Uh, yeah, he was one of guys who checked up on my work. Sometimes i think they moved me here because of it."
• This man is depressed. Meaning that there is basically no self care in his routine. If you are close enough to him, if he trusts you, he will let you wash his hair. It was an idea of yours, obviously. Simon gave in when you told him that you can wash his hair while blindfolded. Still has no idea why that changed his decision. Maybe, he found it sweet of you.
•You couldn't have tolerated the way you were treated there. Mostly because of how you were ripped out of your research team and basically shut out of your project. You were really afraid of what could happen to Simon while you are gone. Of course you could've taken him with you, but he was the one to make that decision.
"Hey, i need you to remember something. Listen really attentively , Simon Ghost Riley. I'm leaving squad because i'm fed up with army. With all this stuff, not from you. I need you to understand that i will always there for you when you need me...But it's for you to decide. I need to know that you understand this. Do you understand this, Simon?"
You say you always will be there, but why are you leaving?
"...Yes", answered Ghost.
A quiet sigh escaped your lips. Of course he did not understand anything. You were fed up with this lifestyle and you cannot save someone, when you are also drowning. It's never works out.
•You were keeping in touch with Simon, as much as you possibly could. Until you couldn't. Ghost not contacting you was strange. Of course, he was a busy man after all. But you had a bad feeling. And you were right, nothing went well when Graves picked up Simons phone.
"The fuck was that, Graves?" Your tone stone cold, eyes dangerously frowned.
"Sorry, but our new protocol does not condone any civilians contacting this team of special forces. Especially, someone like you, little Viper."
"Since -fucking- when, you scumbag?"
" Oh-oh, keep it in your pants!" Then his voice went way deeper, " You really thought you could get away with this?" You shuddered. He couldn't have known this, right?
" Working for an another government? Okay, nothing patriotic about you, i can understand this. But getting back to creating bio-weapons...I mean, again? There is way much more to you than i know." So, he doesn't know everything. Good.
"Your words make no sense to me."
"Well, that's a shame. Ghost misses you, you know? All sulky..."Fuuuck, he knows about our relationship," More then ever. The fact that you left him really punched him into the guts."
"I did no such thing, Graves."
"You didn't? That is a shame he will never know that. Farewell, Viper"
"Don't you da-". The line went off. The hell that clownery was about?
Something was not right. Graves can be an ass sometimes, but that was way too much. He was nervous during the call. He is hiding something i wouldn't like. And you started the best thing you can do. The research.
•After finally digging up to the truth, you needed to warn the team without being noticed. First thought was about confronting them directly, which was a shitty idea, because of a some rat in the Corp. you were working for. The second thought was to message someone to find out where theirs next mission is and send them a messenger.
"Huh, they are after that drug lord, right? That guy is getting caught soon anyway, why wouldn't i pay her a visit?"
Yeah, your research and connection paid off.
"Hey, there is a message for you, softie.'The pup has claws, so is the owner. Don't trust the change'."
The room was full of soldiers, of course message supposed to be coded. Soldiers looked at each other , not understanding a thing.
"Why are you all looking at me like that? I am as clueless as you are. I was paid to say that. By someone who knew that you would have done you job perfectly...Pendejos."
"Huh, Ghost, do you have any idea of what she was talking about?"Soap asked him.
"Hm...No." He had his suspicions.
•After Shepherd's betrayal, as you know, they managed to run away and create a new team. The shock was when he saw you again after such long time, right here, in respirator with skull print on it.
"Why so surprised, love? Yeah, well, i couldn't have left you all alone, in arms of that incompetent men? I still won't wear the mask, this is humiliating. I mean, "team Ghost"? Couldn't have come up with better name?"
"Viper, you were the who made your own mask design..." Loudly whispered Soap.
"Well, yeah, because unlike all of you i have a sense of style- O-oh, careful!" As you went down the stairs, Ghost grabbed you by the back and quickly you both went out of building.
"Hey, don't you think that going out of that garage is a bit dangerous? Maybe someone-"
"Shut up, just shut up!" Seeing Simons like this was not new, but still strange.
"If you are angry about not contacting you, that was Graves fault!"
"I know..." And so he went silent. You looked into his eyes, when he tried to avoid yours.
"Well, what about-?" You were cut off as Simon embraced you into hug. Ho-oh okay..?
"Thanks for coming back."
"Huh, thanks for not believing that i dumped you." You hugged back. Silence fell between you, "But after this mission I will not stay, you know this, right? I'll ask for your answer."
"You have all the rights to do so." Simon let you go and started to walk towards the entrance of building. "And I have already chosen."
"Wait really?And what did you chose?"
"I'll tell you after the mission."
"That is unfair, Simon."
"That will keep you motivated enough to stay alive. Now let's go, we have task to accomplish."
"You have your point, but still..."
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abyster · 2 years ago
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Writing some Ghost x Reader stuff right now. A kind of realistic headcanons, to be precise.
Tried to make it more of headcanons style, not one-shot, but... That's the way i am ;)
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abyster · 2 years ago
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"Pocket Doctor" / Simon "Ghost" Riley x GN!Reader / Head-canons
SWF; Fluff ; Mentions of canon violence; Reader is war survivor; Illness; No mentions of Y/N, bad English.
Disclaimer: I got this idea basically from myself cause a few days ago i've found out about my scoliosis lol. That's the reason why you getting some sweet stuff right now ;)
(Maybe i will write some domestic head canons later)
So, lets get started
°When you got into team, they noticed something off about you. Maybe it was your behaviour, maybe exceptional mannerism of yours, or the fact that you were always wearing a respirator. Guys tried to make jokes, to liberate you a bit, which rarely worked. The first time they heard you chuckle was when Ghost said some stupid joke over the coms. Team can not believe it and still think that it was just an radio interference.
°When you met Ghost for the first time the only thought was "He is so big...Damn, is he German?"
° " How can a such a young person have such old eyes?", Price asked you once, laying in med bay. After a short pause and a quick glance he got his answer.
"I read a lot"
°Being field medic means making controversial decisions. The Team questioned your morality a lot of times which blowed their minds when they tried to think like you. And they stoped for their own good. Sometimes, you just need to stop asking questions. It can be for the best.
"A doctor with a gun, ironic, is it not?"
"Shut it , Skull-boy."
°When you cooked something , guys were head over the heels for you. With "It's a one time event, and I won't cook for you ever again." you put the dish on the common table and tried to go out into the sunset. Obviously no one let you to do so, and you got to know others a bit better. "Huh, never thought that something interesting was about them , besides the files"
"This is delicious, where did you learn to cook like that?" Price asked you.
"I've learnt everything by myself. It was hard getting food in warzone, so i tried to make cool stuff basically from shit and sticks." Price fell silent. It's a good thing that due to Ghosts and Soaps drunkenness they will not remember a thing from this talk.
Hours went like the minutes. It was over a 11 pm and while you were able to drag Soap into his room (After he got beaten up in alcohol competition by Ghost) , when you returned into the living room and saw Ghost, big buffed 6,4 guy , laying on the couch like a starfish, the first thought was "Nuhuh, nope, not gonna do this" . Turning your back to him, you went straight to your room. Well, about 5 meters until you decided to cover the poor guy with your big scarf.
In the morning you head a few knocks on your door.
"Come on in, mysterious stranger." You said with your back turned against the visitor. While looking into laptop you waited for his next move.
"Thank for blanket" Ghosts voice was quite recognisable, just as his heavy steps.
"It's a scarf" Silence fell as you were thinking of answer . "You are welcome. Put it on bed, please"
° After that accident Ghost became a bit less colder to you. It appeared in small details. The tone he spoke to you changed a bit, he knew what kind of tea you preferred.
"You sure you are not brit too, Doc?" Mockingly asked Price at your quiet tea session in kitchen.
"Shut it, moustache-man."
If tea is not up to your liking, Ghost will not stop until he will find tea type that you will like. Sweet big boi :)
° Raindrops washed away blood from your face, as you were sitting near stone wall and wincing painfully. You both needed to take a break from all of this. Ghost thought you were out of your mind when you started to read to him poems on another language.
"Huh, that one sounded nice. What's it about?"
"Uhhh, basically about tha fact that humans are not birds, but all have wings. In metaphorical sense obviously. Yeah, i'm going crazy a bit, sorry". Then both fell silent . Being talkative was not one of Ghosts character traits. So you tried again.
"Hey, remember when you said about being a Doc with a gun?"
"What about it?" Answered Ghost, with his soar voice.
"I... I do not like guns . Like, at all. Only in case of self defence."
"You realise that you were creating a bio weapons just like... a year ago?"
"... There is a difference." You coughed blood while Ghost helped you to stand up. "I guess he doesn't like me at all"
° There was a strange connection between you and Simon, no one denied it. A lot of thing happened between you and Ghost since you joined 141 squad. Mainly it was a small intimate things you both enjoyed. The way you fixed his masks "out of boredom", the way he behaved himself around you. For once, you have found a great listener. It is a shame though, that he has fallen asleep during most of your lections on quantum mechanics. After that every morning he went straight into your room to return scarf that you lend to him. Sometimes it felt like you do not need words to communicate. And when you did, it was a story for another day.
°You and Soap were heading towards meeting room when to yours surprise he spoke "You said you did not have a favourites."
"Huh ?I do not". With a tilt of a head you answered.
"Then why do you always laugh over Ghosts jokes? They're stupid as hell"
All of a sudden you stopped in the middle of the hall. So did Soap.
"Oh"
°While on missions, he thought you were just being overdramatic with how exhausted you were. Truth came out when Soap searched for shirt you borrowed from him and found an X-ray image of your spine and Ghost came in. After that there was a big talk about how even they let you into an army.
"Yep, that's one of the reasons i do not like to actively participate in missions... I'm also flat footed by the way :) "
°With that kind of relationship Simon met a lot of your quirks. If you meet him in the corridor and you are going in the same direction , things happen.
Glance was shared between you and the guy in skull mask. You hands were straightened and pointed into his direction. You know, no one was surprised when they saw Ghost giving you piggyback ride to the meeting room. No one dared to say a thing.
°First time when when you hugged Ghost was in quite drunk state. You did not regret anything, though.
Ghost will remember until the end of his life how team stared at you both when you hands embraced Simon and you whispered "Boobs~". Who would Soap be, if he didn't took a picture?
° When you cuddles for the first time it was your initiative, which is not surprising. Ghost did not gave his answer right away, but if you wanted to, he was willing to try. Usually he is big spoon, but when you held his face in your hands he melts. Out of words when you gave pecks on his mask.
"Hey, Ghost, you wear mask because of anonymity or it's a phycological thing?" That question got him in stupor.
"Why are you asking?"
"It's nothing, really", after long stare from Simon you gave up, "I'm just interested in length of your hair. I mean, if you do not show your face than you cut your hair by yourself, and if you not...Sorry, i'm mumbling again"
"Is' alright ...I have short hair."
"Huh, cool. Can i touch it ?"
"Hm...Maybe"
At that evening, at the dead of night, Simon Riley was curled in your embrace, while your fingers played with his hair. Yep, he definitely need a normal haircut.
° When you both got your vacation time, since he had nowhere to go, the guy was quite shocked with the fact that you invited him to your apartment. Like, really-really shocked.
° "Hey, remember the thing i said that "If i truly love a person, i would rather cure anything that's possible in the person that i love, than to buy him flowers?" Simon gave you a nod, drinking tea at your kitchen.
"Well, here is a therapy abonnement just for you..."
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abyster · 2 years ago
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Damn, discovering tumblr feels like discovering twitter for the first time...
But better. Way better.
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abyster · 2 years ago
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My headcanon is : Neil Gaiman read Good Omens fanficton before he goes to bed.
You can not change my mind.
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abyster · 2 years ago
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Yeah, im projecting my personal traumas into fanfiction, what are you going to do about that🤨🤨?
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abyster · 2 years ago
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Vacation for a Dream Lord Dream of the Endless/GN!Reader Domestic Headcanons!! + small one-shot
(MY FIRST POST LETS GOOO)
warnings: basicly none, SFW, Fluff, a bit of sad stuff, a lot of dialoges, a bit ooc morpheus (cuz he is mental stable in this one), no comics spoilers, bad grammar because im not native speaker
After turning down Morpheuses proposal, due to it all being too fast for you, you are trying to show him what he would miss out.
✭ When first arriving at your place, Dream is just...he is in stupor! Still a bit cautios about all this “Breaking the rules about loving mortals by Endless”.I mean, his last lover rejected him because of the death of her tribe. “ Love, how many times should i repeat This? We are not breaking the rules, we are taking detours because the wording of text is realy vague, ok? “ Not ok, he is stil nervous as heck.
✭Extremely shy and nervous at the start (which he really tries to hide. Ehh, doesn`t really work :/ ) As the solution to this problem he started to turn into a cat for some time. Usually when you are working from home or while you are trying to watch a movie with him.  Stroking your fingers through his fur, you lazily say , “If you wanted to cuddle you coud`have asked, love. “ * TURNS INTO A HUMAN IMMEDEATLY *
Even though sleeping on the couch was not your best decision, the nasty feeling in your limbs quickly faded as you felt breathing on your neck. Morpheus did not give up on the first day. “Good.” you thought, falling asleep once again, feeling light embrace of Morpheuses hands.
✭ If you have a pet, which is like dog/cat/rabbit ect. , firstly he will fell a bit jealous. Yeah, Dream of the Endless, Sultan of the Dreams is jealous of some pet. You find it really adorable when he slowly gives in into the charm of this animal. Especialy when you find Morpheus in the living room, who tries to explain something to your pet. 
His eyes met your confused look.
«I speak animal language» he spoke. Nope, not going to ask. Just no.
If you have a reptilia, he`ll be really interested. Mostly he intrested in how to keep such creatures at home and asks if it`s dangerous and nearly scares the shit out of a poor baby((( Regardless of you having any pet, he is already thinking about bringing something(someone) special from his realm. Maybe even a dragon!!
“You know what? I`m not even suprised” you speak while switching between the sight of a Morpheus, and a big egg in a basket. WAIT, did he also put a choclate bars in there???? Well, maybe you are a little surprised.
✭Kicking out Matthew has become a new paragraph in your routine. But after realising that his master is perfectly fine, he leaves back to the Dreaming. He made no promises to keep his mouth shout tho.
✭ Pet names? Well, that is depends on the mood . You are calling him lover?? Dude is just stoped whatever he was doing and just stared at you. He definetly was not expecting this. His brows were frowned, and you tried to apologize.
“I can stop if you don`t like” Your heartbeat was raising, as you looked into his eyes. shivers ran down your spine as you heard response “No, Keep going...Lover”. At this point your brain just stoped working, making smile appear on Dreams face. Your first language is not english? EVEN COOLER! You get to call him names he does’nt understand. Sweet names, obviosly. Like Mriya(Dream), Sueño(Dream,Sleep)  and kokhanyy (beloved, lover). Or sometimes telling him that if he will countinue this self-destructive behaviour of his, you`ll feed him a cat food. You also like to see the questioning stare on Morpheuses face as he tilts his head. After returning to The Dreming and meeting Lucienne, Morpheus asks her what does all this words mean.
“Luciene, while i spent time at the waking world i heard a word Kokhanyy. By any chance do you know the meaning?“ At that statement Luciennes brows raised up. Why would he ask questions like that? Lors of The Dearms sure can spend some time to find a vocabulary. It probably is important, she thought. Lucienne turned her gaze from Lord Morpheus to Matthew, and back. Spreading her shoulders and inhaling air, she sad with a slight smile on her face, “I believe that it means beloved, or lover, my Lord.“  Matthew swore to all of gods that existed in this universe, that he saw Dream of The Endless turning into big scarlet tomato. It`s a shame no one will believe him((
✭If you want to take him out in some restraunt or at least in park, he'll immedieatly dismiss. Damn, you never expected him to have a social anxiety. After some time, though, you succeeded in taking him out to try your favorite food. "It was not that bad, was it?" you asked him, with playfull smirk on your lips. "--I suppose it was not" Morpheus answered. Then he lifted up your hand and gave you a slight kiss on the back of your palm. Aww, such a gentelman. "I hope you truly liked it, 'cause i have a lot more in store to show you." Holding his chin between your fingers you gave him a not-so-soft peck on the lips. Smile rose on his fase. "And i can't wait for all of it to come"
✭ Even though you tried to find a new hobbies for Morpheus, it was quite... Hard, you can say. The dude had litteraly every book back there in his realm. But he is not there, right?? Yeah, on the contrary, he refused to play twister. After buying him a proper phone ( YEAH A NORMAL PHONE, NOT LIKE TOM`S STURRIGES ) he was captivated in the world of cats memes. Genuinely does not understand “deez nuts joke”(my precious little bean). After showing him a few songs of The Smiths, even thought at first he does not share your enthuthiasms, he grows to like them!! Especially “What difference does it make”. Also he enjoyed listening to Tv-Girl. Mostly because  “Lovers Rock” reminds Morpheus about yours relationship. You can swore that he was a bit smiling while listening. And he will not deny it <3
✭ Cooking with him ... is quite a challenge. Despite the fact that in the morning he was all confused, things start to get better when you try cook with Morpheus, while also desparetly keeping him away from a stove as far as possible. Sometimes he feells a bit out because of this. Thinking that he can`t do normal things that little mortals do. But Dreamis quickly realizes that he is wrong, dissolving in his lovers kisses and words of admiration. While making an evening meal together, you get to know eachother better. When Dream tells about his past , his ex-wife and dead son you tell him not to. But he trusts you enough to let you see him at such vulnerable state. 
“Hey... It`s not fine right now, but it will be. I promise.” you slowly spoke, kissing his fallen tear. 
Yeah, sweet-old-depressive-kitchen-talk. Love it.
✭If you are on medication and forgetting to take pills on time, Dream will make sure that you won`t forget to do it. Not in the annoying way, it`s actually kinda sweet that he started his own research on how brains of humans works. Sometimes you can find him seating on the couch, reading some book on human`s biology. You can join him by carefully pulling him down, moving under his hands and placing head on his chest. If you are lucky, you can leave your hands on his hips ))
*You getting a cold* "Humans are such a fragile creatures" - *Morpheus gives you a blanket, tea and all the love he has* *You acciddentaly cutting yout hand* "Such clumsy, soft, easy-going creatures" - *Takes his time to heal your palm ".
✭If you really like playing games on your pc, Morpheus likes to be near you and taking care of you when you can`t do it yourself. Giving you snacks, reminding you of importance of sleep and basicly being close to you(MALEWIFE MORPHEUS GOES BRRR). Also tried to teach him to play some basic games, kind of like genshin or minecraft. After finding out that he can read books in his phone he became less intrested in gaming. But because of Morpheuses passionate nature with his lovers, Dream Lord always wanted to be close to you.  When Dream was not in cat form , an idea came into your mind. 
“Dream” “Yes, my lover?” Even after a few month him calling you like that, the warm feeling in your chest is not going to get away. It probably never will and you enjoy this thought. “You know, i just got an idea you might like. What about...Cuddles in a chair? I still have a lot of things to do, but if you want to, we can, you know..?” Dream is quiet for a moment, he appreciate that you share a desire of this kind of intimacy. After a few seconds he responses with , “I think its a great idea, my love”
Damn, he is so... Comfortable! Looks like his cat form not so different from his human form . It was an iddyl. Your legs was wrapped around his torso, your hot breathing has faced his pale neck. While his arms was wrapped around your waist, sometimes they traveled into area of your legs. Being busy over computer means that you can`t hold him forever, but when you get break and start to hold him, Morpheus just melts into your touch. Giving him soft pecks on his nose, forehead and neck became a routine you both enjoy. The only though of his in  moments like that was never letting you go.  "Alright, hon`. I`m done with my work for today. Time to go to sleep." You spoke lazily, turning off your pc. Suddenly you hear his soft mumble. "What was that, love? " Hands slightly stroking his hair. "I do`nt want to." He replied under his breath. "Hm--Dream does not want to dream?" ASked you while pressing slight kisses onto his neck "To let you go." "Alright then, needy teddy bear, looks like i need to carry on the bed"
✭He likes to take care of you, that`s not even a question. When you start to take care of Morpheus, he is feeling ... strange. Brows twitching, heart rate speading up and goosebumps keep spreading all over across his spine as you gently comb his black hair. Absolutely stunned when you asked if you could weave flowers into his hair. When you were finished it was your time to be stunned. Never this planet had seen as pretty creature as Dream. Morpheus was amused by your feelings towsrds him, pink blush started to form on his cheeks.
"Take a picture." He spoke,"It'll last longer"
Probably you had thought it out loud. Without any shame you answered, "And i definetly will"
✭Obviosly news about Dream taking a vacation was flying from one realm to other. Mostly because one nasty raven couldn`t keep his tounge behind his beak. When you were wisited by Death, that was a good thing, really. Turns out she poped up to check on her sweet brother. It’s a shame she didn`t stayed for a dinner. But definetly good for Morpheus, or she would`have told you all his embarassing moments that she knew of. The real surprise was the Desire, standing in front of your door. Morpheus had told you about one of his youngest siblings . Sibling that wanted attention and power. But no, you do not pity them. This time this trickster has taken the form of someone you desired the most - Dream, your passionate lover who now was reading in the living room. Tension started to fly in the air.
"Oh, Dear, you know that you will not stay with fim forever, right?" Huh, nice words to start conversation with.
"I`m not going to repeat it for you, Desire. Get out." You irritably replied.
"Ouch, that was really rude of you! We are basicly family now, are we not? " Desire laughed lightly at your words.
"Hmm, you basicly have had hand in my lovers capture for an over a century, tried to get him killed and gave him more trauma than he can handle?? No, after that, no. I don't wan't to have anything in common with you."
"Your words hurt me more than any venom could! This time Dream has found himself a bold one. And is not like you have any chance in standing against me anyway, sweetie. Now please, get lost. I have a deal for the Dream." Desire purred, slipping throught the door, inviting themself in. Huge wave of shock went through the intruder, knocking the ground out from under their feet. Stars danced in eyes of Desire while their body and mind twisted in pain. You kneeled down, to get a better look at Desire and to assert dominance. " As you can see, and feel, sweetie , being in love with Dream of The Endless means being in constant danger. And who would i be, if i had not protected my house from nasty little things like you?" You spoke, slighlty poking their face just out of boredom.
"It was quite easy to find right spell and ingridients, while having a biggest library in universe and blood of Endless." Seeing that you can't get more information on the deal they came with, you raised to your full height as you've said your last words to the intruder.
"Whatever deal you have to Dream can wait, so please, get lost." Before closing the door, you gave Desire the last blow. "It is pchysicaly hurts to see you like that, really.--Huh, maybe i even do pity you."
The door closed and so yours conversation with Desire. "Who was that?" Asked you Dream, continuing to read his book.
"Just some pizza-guy has the wrong adress. Ugh, now i am even regretting not just paying for pizza and taking it in"
Morpheuses eyes rose from a book. Then he cautiosly asked you
" What's a pizza?"
✭ Hugs from the back! This man absolutely in love with physical affection. Especially after he got over his imprisoment trauma. If you are significantly shorter than him, Dream loves to place his chin on top of your head snd lay his hands around you. Likes to get stuff from high cupboards for you by picking you up and lifting you on the level of cupboards. If you are the same height as him then he also hugs you and loves whispering words of admiration into your ear.
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"Well, it was nice while it lasted, right?" You huffed with a smile on your face, facing the love of your life. So, so beautiful. Cold morning breeze waving his hair while sunlight fell on his pale skin.
" You still can visit me in the Dreaming " Said Dream, slightly tilting his head. Were you going to leave him? No, everything was so nice. It can't be.
" Nah, just, after this vacation i feel like i won't be able to get enough of you, ya' know?."
"You know i can not leave Dreaming without a ruler..."
"Yeah, and would never ask you to do so. At least i'll have a plenty of time after my death at the Dreaming, right? Lets just hope it won't be soon, i still have plans to do here". Morpheus could not believe his ears. You wanted to live with him after death? Then why would you turn his proposal down? His shocked face had told you everything he did't. " Hey, if i don't want to marry you does'n mean that i don't love you, alright? It's just... I've never seen a sense in marriage . If you love somebody, why you should prove it with some papers and rings? And yeah maybe i do have some trust issues cuz of my parrents unsuccesfulll marriage and i were suprised someone like you would marry someone like me... I am rambling again, aren't I?" As your face had growed a sad look, it was taken in cold hands of the Dream of The Endless.
"Throughout the time i spent with you i've learnt so much about mortals, about the misserable life of theirs..."
"Wow, thanks, you know how to flatter a human..." You rolled your eyes as he continued to speak.
"And it took me long enough to realise the beauty of all of you. You are facinating, soft creatures with a of heart of gold. And every of you is so, so different. You fail to see the light in the darkness-- just the way i did. And when you are in dead end, what do you do? You sleep, traveling into my realm. Regaining your life power. Creating and inspiring. You've showed me this side of humanity, you've faced the darkness with a smile on your face, creating a light on your own. You were the one who accompanied me on this jouney, lightning my way... It would be an honor to be a companion on the journey of yours. I'll fight all the demons on your way. Even if it's the demon of insecurities and trust issues." Oh god, did he just made a joke?" I'll face every obstacle on our way, if it means being with you."
"Actually, i can name at least one obstacle that is for now is not your level. " Pray tell me, my beloved."
"Therapy" The next moment you bursted into laughing. The nicest sound in the universe, thought so Dream. Unknowingly to both of you, your legs started to walk into park.A usual route that you walked with Morpoheus every morning. A new conversation was born.
"Actually, fun fact about all this stuff like «Regaining power in dreaming. No matter what happend today, in the morning it'll be better". It has scientifical explanation! It's all about glymphatic system that basicly, cleanses the brain of toxins during deep sleep. Facinating, isn't it?"
"Indeed, it is." Answered Dream, admiring you. A sound of raven's wings slit the wind.
And so, the new journey has began.
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