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"Now I'll rot forever in this maze of blood"

And a bit of the process. In some ways i like this option even more. You can't make a mistake in coloring if you barely colored!

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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x08 - “Killing is a Cycle” ↳ "You're never gonna give up on me, are you?"

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Thanks @sarnai4 !

it all started with sharing my injuries, so why not?

Almost my entire right arm is covered in scars from my own stupidity and carelessness, but my left arm is intact and I wear bracelets on it (and I have a LOT of bracelets). So someone has a sleeve of tattoos and I have scars and bracelets.

Throughout my life I have lived in a large number of cities and villages, so I know firsthand what dialects are, and I have even stolen some words into my speech.

My proudest moment in all the scenery I made for school plays was a big papier mache rock that was hollow inside and we could put a chair under it and jump off it. I was sad to throw it away but I doubt it would be useful anywhere else

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it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore

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Thoughts of suicide are an attempt to return control over the life

You may collide with that when everything's bad and nothing goes by the way you want it to human can think about suicide. Jokes and half-joking phrases "I always can kill myself", "I can throw it all and end my life at any time" — all of them almost equal to "I chose it by myself, everything that happens including the fact that my failures still continue only depends on me amd I can change it if I want". Even if the way that human will choose is death. It can return power to keep fighting. Because there is always the escape route and you feel calm with it.

Sometimes such words are said in a completely serious tone and the human is really ready for it. If a human's death is inevitable or much worse circs await him, he may wanna at least choose how exactly his life will end.

"I have dedicated my whole life to men. I won't give them my death," said Milady in the new dilogy about the three musketeers.

She has been subordinate to someone all her life and wants to finally take her fate into her own hands. She is a proud, strong-willed woman and for her, suicide is a way to preserve her freedom. She may have already lost it physically, sitting in prison, but she'll lose it spiritually only when she allows Lord Beckenham to dispose of her life and execute her. She wants to control what happens to her, even if it means killing herself first.

In The Hunger Games, Katniss didn't want to obey the rules and kill her friend, so she was ready to commit suicide at the same time. Just to go against the rich. She doesn't want her life to be in the hands of others and she is just a toy, sent to a cage with other toys for the amusement of the audience.

There are many more examples of such characters from literature and cinema, even from real life. I don't know why I'm writing this. I started with the question of why so many people including me often joke or just talk about suicide, and came to films... Yes, I don't know how to end posts

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Am I right in thinking that the price of peace between Piltover and Zaun is that in a world without hextech it's Vi (and Powder who could have invented a lot stays alive) and in a world with hextech it's Jinx (and Vi stays alive)?

What kind of cruel division is this and why can't they both be happy?

Why can we even get a truce between the sides that have been feuding for so long, but we can't see both sisters get a happy ending? Looks like Jinx was right about that...

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so how about that theory that Odysseus' red eyes in Six Hundred Strike mean Ares is helping him out on behalf of Athena, huh?

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OH MY GOD, why are you growing up so fast? It wasn't long ago that you first decided to try digital drawing, and now you're posting THIS? I'm so excited!

3rd take on Medibang Paint Pro. This was a lot of fun! The main thing I wanted to do was try out a glow effect. (The book cover will feature that unless I spontaneously decide on a different design, but I'm about 90% certain that it's going to glow.) So, I wanted to see if I could make something do that. This was a lot of fun! I also finally learned what the eyedropper tool did. That saved me so much time and I can't wait to use it again.

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Helga from the new chapter

P.S. I spent more time taking pictures than drawing. Why is it so hard to take a picture of paper without glare...

P.P.S. My roommate said it looked like I was drawing someone from Dune

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Chapter 4 is finished!

If I were to name chapters, this one would definitely be called "Hunting Season".

The victims here will be: birds, beasts, maybe a couple of people. Well, I'll pass on my desire to isolate myself from the Internet to the heroes, why not?

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Aw, thanks so much! this is just lovely :3

@apr1c1ty-117

Give this to one of your most loved mutual

Mines r: @jadescortaurius1 @thevisitmaxxedfriend @misschuckito @ethanthespookymonth @softwolfiee

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1. Epic the musical

2. My WIP and ideas for them

3. Mentor-disciple relationships that is similar to parent-child ones

4. History

5. My work

I saw this meme going around on twitter and I think it'll be perfect for this account.

List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.

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so I know Six Hundred Strike has us all in a chokehold, but can we talk about how Dangerous had "six hundred deaths under my command, cause I had only one goal in mind" and then dead silence for three seconds

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odysseus really went "i'm not stuck in here with you. you're stuck in here with me"

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Jorge's stream is 4:30am my local time. What was interesting, besides 4 hours of sleep and the fact that I fell asleep a couple of minutes before the start?

The fact that I managed to wake up to Penelope's words "Just keep your eyes open", I didn't have time to figure out what was happening, I had time to think that I slept all the way up to Challenge (and it doesn't matter that it's not on this album), but Penelope's scream "Wake up!" brought me to my senses. Thank you, Penelope, you didn't let me miss the best couple of hours of today!

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I haven't figured out all the functions and lifehacks yet, but maybe this will help you:

1) brush stabilizer is a really useful thing, making the drawing neater, but if you increase the indicator too much, the brush will lag behind the stylus/mouse/finger

2) if you want to fill a layer with color, then the layer with the outline will interfere, because the color may not fill under the lines and white spots will remain. In this case, after using the fill, I make the layer with the outline invisible and paint over the rest manually

3) I find it inconvenient to draw with round brushes, so for all my brushes (although I only use about 3 haha) in the settings I minimized the thickness at the beginning and end of the stroke. It turns out similar to a drawing with a fountain pen.

But in general, every time I sit down to draw, I try to try something new, so I don't have any permanent rules. Good luck to you!

Usually a traditional artist, I wanted to try out digital because the colors don't pop as much for me otherwise. I'm hoping to make some cover art this way for upcoming novels. So, here's my first attempt. It's Yami Sukehiro from Black Clover. I plan to make the future work more detailed (I really want to learn how to use all the tools I'm seeing. They seem so cool!) This became mostly an exercise to figure out how some of the stuff worked. If anybody's got tips, I am VERY open to hearing them. I want to make the covers look nice. Thanks in advance! I'm using Medibang Paint Pro for the platform.

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This is so wonderful. Incredibly beautiful!

Writer's Urge

I feel it in the back of my mind,

Clawing to be freed.

The solution is simple to find.

It’s not a want; it’s a need.

It’s a writer’s urge. 

The story must go on the page. 

These plans can’t be allowed to age.

It’s why I need this mental purge.

I spend all day and night,

Creating outlines of which I’m proud.

I craft characters with such delight.

Let me not wrap them all in a shroud.

I see the plot as if it were real.

These characters are a part of me.

If I’m given the chance, you’ll see.

I know how they think and feel.

It’s a writer’s urge. 

This must be written

For I’m on the verge

Of being in love with this tale, smitten.

Let my mind flow through my hands.

Let this story be shared.

Even if it’s not known throughout the lands,

It’ll know that I cared.

So, I will write this story.

Doing that brings such a release.

I will show it in all its glory.

Only then, will I feel at peace.

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Let's Normalize It

Writers, artists, musicians, and everybody else who's involved in the arts, I want to normalize loving what we create. I hear people say that they're embarrassed by their work, hate what they write, and more. That should stop. We shouldn't feel ashamed of what we make as long as we make it the best that we can. If we put our all into our stories, artwork, music, etc. then we should feel nothing but proud. Now, we don't have to be arrogant, but I do think there's a healthy level of pride someone should have in their work.

Create work that you would love if you were the one consuming it, not even its creator. Create work that makes you so excited that you have to keep working on it more until your vision is out there for the world to see. Create work that can be a comfort to you after a long, stressful day. Create work that can inspire others to want to bring art to the world like you did.

So, please, let's normalize loving what we do. Writers can geek out over their own stories like they don't know what the twists will be. Painters/drawers can marvel at the beauty on the canvas. Musicians can get lost in the auditory world they've made. Loving work starts with the person who made it. That love can be felt on the other side of the screen, page, and more.

There's nothing wrong about having passion for art. There's also nothing wrong about being different, but I think this is something that should become a new norm.