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WAKE UP BABE NEW AI IMAGE OF PANSMIONE DROPPED AND ITS NEARLY PERFECT

#hahaha lesbian brain go brrrr

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Pansy pretends that she doesn’t like the unicorns cause she’s not like other girls™️ dhhdjd

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Hermione: Like any other 11 year old girl, all I wanted to do was sit in my room alone reading books on history of magic

Pansy: Every story about your childhood makes me so sad, darling

Hermione: Then one day on the way to math camp—

Pansy: Oh, even sadder

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By @cvnfvse

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i feel so unwanted, idk how long i can handle this.

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there is a level of seduction that exists beyond the body. something less tangible, and perhaps more potent. anais nin understood this idea about how desire does not begin with touch but with language, perception, and the sharp electric pull of a mind that challenges and excites you. in her journals, desire is not just a physical hunger but a hunger of the intellect, an unraveling of thought before an unraveling of the body. to be drawn into someone’s mind, to feel their thoughts press against your own, can be more intoxicating than any physical closeness.

—Caitlyn Richardson, 'can intellectual intimacy replace physical desire?', in milk fed

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2008-11-17

You’ll be fine OK We’ll make stupid mistakes the thing is to learn from them You seem like a sweet girl Take care

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and then i lost you two years later and it’s the most painful thing ive ever went through. i still haven’t found closure. i still can’t make peace with it. its been hard really hard. and im not sure when i will heal from it. and what hurts is that he wouldn’t want me to feel this way. he doesn’t want me to live life in pain, searching for him no matter where i go, or in people i meet. he wants me to find love, start a family, be happy, build a home, and be the grandparents of my grandchildren like he was to me. he was love personified. and im really really really sad.

seeing u almost pass out while u were walking fucking stung and making u a sandwhoch and sweet potato and only eating a couple bires before pushing it away really fucki g hurt like a lot its not fair i hate death so much i can’t imagine a life without u both i could never love and care about anyone else besides u both and the thought of havkng such limitied time with u both really terrifies me bc u helped raise us and u put food on the table when my parents couldn’t afford to feed us and u tucked me in bed every night and helped me read and i take after u both so much a part olf both of u will always live inside me god fuck i refuse to go on without them both and watching them slowly fade out wrecks me in a way i could mever recover from im so srry i wish i was a better granddaughter and i wish i could of visited u while u were at the hospital papa

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miss you papa. your memory will always live on in the seed of my heart. i can never forget a man as remarkable and magnificent as you. i will love you forever. your my hero and made the biggest impact on my life. rest easy my old companion i will see you soon.

the other night i made spaghetti and it reminded me of the way my papa used to make his, as it tasted really similar. and the next day i took a nap and dreamt i was walking into my living room only to find my oldest sister and him sitting down at the table eating the spaghetti i made. i was in such a state a shock, i stared at him and finally said hello to him and asked if this was real and he just stared at me and finally smiled and asked if i was doing ok. i said yes, im really happy. and he said me too. i can’t even begin to explain the ache i felt, even i knew it was too good to be true and that this was only temporary. but we ate in silence and he told me he liked my spaghetti a lot, and i opened my mouth to reply, but he suddenly told me he was really proud of me.

this is the first time he has ever visited me in my dreams since he’s passed away. i think this was him trying to communicate that he will always be here in spirit with me, watching over me. i wish i could see him every night. i wish there was forever somewhere with him. i miss him.

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toxic yuri + 🔪🔪🔪

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