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graduation season.

all of my batchmates from elementary up to high school eh graduate na tapos ako dito nag aaral parin and may 2 years pang tatapusin sa college. umiiyak ako ngayon dahil sa guilt, regrets, "bat hindi ko na lang pinaglaban yung dream course ko noon" thoughts, and marami pang iba. my parents constantly asking me "kelan ka gagraduate? para makatulong ka na samin" or "edi sana graduate ka na ngayon, 22 years old ka na so dapat graduted ka na", it pains me to think na I FAILED THEM BIG TIME. ako yung inaasahan ng pamilya na mag aahon sa kanila, pero tangina eto stuck sa college ng ilang taon pa, mauunahan pa ata ako ng kapatid ko na makapagtapos. hindi ko naman toh choice eh, hindi ko kayang mahalin ang IT sa totoo lamg im barely surviving. buti na lang may Youth Ministry and other circle of friends nasasandalan ko, ny family? naah we're not affectionate to e/o.

it's so hard when you're 20's and wala ka pang accomplishments sa buhay na parang time is running out and u must hurry kasi baka mahuli ka. haist buhay...

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FEARLESS

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Animation by Charlotte Ager

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my eagerness to live this town and start anew. this life is exausting.

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HOME

#EXO #EXO-L

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last scene teaser image

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a well spent day...

nakahinga ako kahit papano after all the personal struggles these past few months, i ate alot, i laughed, i even road at banana boat and fell off the water lol! buti na lang may life jacket eh takot pa naman ako sa malalim kahit marunong ako lumangoy. last outing na rin namin na kasama si Father and mamimiss ko siya tbh, yung mga asar ang panghuhuli niya sakin kapag may boyfriend ako, he knows all my secret haha. so ayon i want to share it to someone but 'who is that'? maybe one i can share all my experiences to someone i love.

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i am longing for something... someone.

that I don't know, yet

ano kayang feeling ng may napagkukwentuhan ka about sa araw mo, no judgement, you are free to express your opinions and experience. tapos makikinig lang siya sayo with the love on his eyes. kasama mo gumala, kasama mo sa kalokohan. asan ka na ba? bakit ang tagal mong dumating?

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Oh Sehun as Hwang Chi-Hyung ~ Now We Are Breaking Up Ep. 4

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naiinis na ako sa kaibigan ko, ayoko namang e-invalidate yung feelings niya tas nagiging cold pa ako sa kanya everytime may rant about sa bf niya. like ok bat di mo na lang ibreak kasi hindi na siya healthy sa mental health mo

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tomorrow is D-day!!!!

Black & White → Colour // Kyungsoo Empathy Teaser Images

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We are waiting for 9 years for the solo debut of Kyungsoo but fcking sm dgaf about it. Kyungsoo's solo debut is in less than 24 hours and we didn't get pre orders link by sm, any vlive announcement, no promotion schedule, no music show schedule or any kind of promotion if this is not sm sabotaging his solo then I don't know what this is. EXOphobic company.

#exo #D.O. #Kyungsoo #Empathy #kpop #exo-l