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Normalize taking a moment out of your day to mediate or pray on the trials of your life.

- c. r. W.

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MOM

We all learn from our parents how to be kind, how to understand the world……, but you gave yourself a chance to learn with us, to empathise with your child, you never vigorously put us into your way of seeing the life, eventually you showed courage to lived with us and made it our instead of your experience…

You were never perfect, neither were us but we made plenty of perfect moments together …

Thankyou for giving us a soft heart to see this world as a better place….

_~Abhi

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Console

One day those who console you for the trauma you’re going through will move away with something strike a balance for themselves.

You will be left alone with imbalance you want to live with , the imbalanced cosmos you love , you no longer seek the balanced compromise words your friends, relative, love consoled you with… you will push away everyone …. ✨✨✨

_~Abhi

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LOVE

it took so many years of life to understand, all the fights were not necessary, all the eagerness to hold them was never needed, though you didn’t expect them to be gone so soon .

You’ll understand with all the time pass-by that they never left, not really, you see glimpse of them everywhere you go in the signs and places and things our heart shared, everything gives reassurance you desire and call for.

It was never physical body, it was always soul we chase for , seeing them from far away was never so peaceful…….,,,,,,,,, their love has lived on, through you.

_~Abhi ✨✨

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April 18, Thursday : and life goes on….✨

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Presence of Present

Live in today , even the small part of achievement and happiness feel like “butterflies in my stomach”

Hope feels like a Fuji-film cottage core filter….✨✨

~_Abhi

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2-10-2021

-Where do you want to go?

-Far, far away...

———₊✧⋆⭒˚｡⋆

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Misery…

From watching on you from a distance to feeling unworthy for you, sometimes I questioned myself should i keep book of us inside me or remove all the shattered pieces of us….

I was watching you but never brave enough to ask you, ‘YOU ALRIGHT ’…….

Unsaid misery. Yearning for you on every dusk…

_~Abhi….

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Age 29.

I really stopped believing in fantasy fairy tales, though life in between those loveable moments is like fairy tale and the fantasy we chase for, but in other side pain and strength it takes to keep it imaginary in this crisp and chirping world, make us cost lot ,sometimes beyond the weight we could carry in cold nights… even when we know it not gonna be fantasy fairytale…..

In the end it’s suspense,disheartening, drama and tragic end…

~_Abhi..

[abhii-jeeet]

"Do yourself a favor. Before it's too late,

without thinking too much about it first, pack a pillow and a blanket and see as much of the world as you can. You will not regret it.

One day, it will be too late."

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I want to tell you-

Journey to be something for myself and to be something more beautiful as person for you, i may lose many of us as in bad as in good, as in happiness as in sorrow, as in love as in curse, as in cherish summer as in disheartening winter.

We may lose a bit less and bit more of us in way to find ourselves, but someway we will find us back in a little hope and in cosmos filled of our memories and love.....

...._~Abhi

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There are days that walk through me and I cannot hold them…

Abhi....

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Du noir nait la lumière

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Cursed- those who dream about their love one every day but couldn’t meet them ever.

-Abhi~……

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There are days that walk through me

and I cannot hold them…..

Abhi….

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When last did you cry?

When last did you let go of the tight grip you had around your heart. when last did you really let go and let everything out instead of keeping it up locked tightly. When was the last time you cried for help, without blaming or hurting yourself? When was the last time you let yourself really cry, like really ugly cry. wailing. letting yourself grief ..without prejudice or any shame. When was the last time you let your heart leak from your chest, the last time you gave it a chance to breathe properly the last time you emptied your heart from its sorrows without worrying about what comes next. When was the last time you gave yourself a break from being so so strong all the time. when last did you give yourself a chance not to bottle your emotions up, but instead felt them in their eamest intensity.

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I wish, if I could write you a letter as pretty as sky and send you along with the gentle wind blew…..

Abhi…