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this honestly shattered my entire heart

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HEARTSTOPPER 1.05 | 2.08 | 3.04

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probably my favorite gallavich kiss I can talk about it for hourssssssss

It’s the way ian was apparently over mick yet the moment he got that phone call he went to the docs

It’s the way he can’t even control himself, so consumed with longing and love he tried and miserably failed to hide

all it took was mick’s “I knew you would come” he has ian wrapped around his finger and he knows it!

It’s the way he leans into the kiss so desperately not wanting to break it up (favorite part!!!)

“I have my shit together mick” do you ian…do you? because you went to jail for arson if I remember correctly…

“I have a boyfriend” oh! trevor yes, the guy that instead of comforting you over your mothers death told you to go fuck some fat stranger to make you feel good (a horrible idea really wtf was he thinking)

it’s always been mickey, it will always be mickey

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me trying to find the words to explain how important ian's reaction to mickey getting married is cause!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

once he finds out about it he compares himself to her. asks mandy if mickey loves her, if she's pretty, asks how she is as a person and even get blown by her thinking she maybe is better at sex than ian.

he's scared terry managed to ''fuck the gay out of him'' and wants to know if he's forced to marry her.

ian won't go to school, leave the bed and stop thinking about it. every time ian has felt any sort of deep emotions in a relationship has only been with mickey.

he ran away because mickey got married.

whe was so ashamed of going to the psych ward thinking mickey would be put off by it.

was miserable whilst saying ''this might be the end with mickey.'' to his family

held onto mickey's hand when he showed up at night and could finally rest.

its no wonder ian decided to break up with him, he loved him too much and wanted mickey to be free.

when ian broke up with caleb he was mostly focused on being mad for being cheated on and questioned about his sexuality

he got with trevor cause he was being pushed to by trevor himself with his ''you're scared cause im trans'' and being judged for his lack of lgbtq+ knowledge. when he cheated on trevor and came back, he only did so that he could distract himself from leaving mickey behind once again. he only used trevor for sex as a way of coping. ive never seen ian being heartbroken by trevor not wanting him back to the point of not leaving his bed.

he didn't care about worrying trevor with his bipolar and trevor didn't really care to check if ian's med were working or not. but with mickey? he was scared of getting married cause he didn't want mickey to be stuck with ian's illness,

during their marrige he tried so hard to make his and mickey's life better and accepted with fondness mickey's worries about potentially being triggered

they're soulmates

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One thing i'm obsessed with about charles and think about everyday, is that whenever he touches edwin he doesn't just remove the touch, he drags it and slides his hand, as if each touch wasn't enough and he needs to prolong it

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He never wasted a leaf or a tree. Do you think He would squander souls?

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re-watching respectfully and intensely

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they were thinking thoughts 🫦

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“GUESS WHAT WE'VE BEEN DOIN’ DADDY?!”

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May I offer you a group picture in these trying times

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If they don't look at you the way Mickey looks at Ian, it's not worth it

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My roommate and his girlfriend got in the shower together and they’re… Talking about politics?

I was expecting to hear “OH GOD, HARDER,” not “George Washington was entirely correct in his prediction of what distinct parties would do to politics as a whole.”

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think abt this scene at least 50 times a day

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SHAMELESS: HALL OF SHAME | 1x01

“I don't do normal, Gallagher.” “I don't either.”

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this scene is so stupidly important to me

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Me, at Netflix: