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literary criticism is actually so easy. when a character does something i like, they're a fully realized autonomous being who made the decisions they did of their own free will and i know them personally. and when they do something i don't like, they're just a vehicle for themes and motifs being driven by a creator whose narrative vision is fundamentally flawed and who will never understand them like i do.

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“She wasn’t happy, but then she wasn’t unhappy. She wasn’t anything. But I don’t believe anyone is a nothing. There has to be something inside, if only to keep the skin from collapsing.��

— John Steinbeck; Travels with Charley

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okay genuinely at this point i think u have a problem

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ask your doctor what the fuck

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Honestly? I love this, this is great. This is my new favorite line to use when interacting with strangers online.

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Like as an alcoholic I HATE the fatphobia related to any form of treatment. The idea that I should stop drinking cause it'll make me lose weight, the way doctors will point out my "beer belly" before they talk about my liver or my kidneys or the social aspect of my drinking problem, the way people only care about my drinking problem cause it makes me fat. You don't care about me as someone who's struggling with addiction.

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music is so crazy because when you love it it loves you back..

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I'm still pretty new to chess, can anyone tell me what I'm supposed to do if my opponent plays the Eight Fucking Bears opening? I'm really having trouble.

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i cannot get mad at myself for not being good at answering texts and dms n emails n returning phone calls when i know in my heart that human beings were never meant to receive this much correspondence. even half as much would make you a busy person. like its ridiculous what we’re all doing to each other. smash your phones

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i think we should all admit how lonely we are. then we should talk. it will all be okay if we risk being authentic

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im full of an untamable rage that constantly seethes beneath my skin but im a real laid back dude dont worry about that

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“I find poetry in simple things. Why don’t you take your clothes off.”

— Frank O’Hara, from Amorous Nightmares of Delay: Selected Plays; “Untitled” (via brotticelli)

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Switched last night while someone was zerking it, whops my bad

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special shoutout to all the 50+ year old men who record 2min basic tutorial videos for simple tasks with their shaky cell phone vertical camera and upload them to youtube to get like 20 views. y'all are the true backbone of society