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i dont even have shit to say about it anymore i just aughhhhh i want to cry and hit him over the head sometimes why the FUCK am i even going to his stupid retarded trip this is all lame and stupid and AIAOCJKSJDOSJKFKSOCJKSJCKSJNCNSNCMMSJCJSHCNMSKCJNSNVMSKHCISHKCHSOCHJSJC

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that shit really messed me up

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never been this sexually frustrated in my life. why am i thinking about trying the man from the poetry club 😔 WHAT IS GOING ONNNNNN i just need to be railed by someone

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I FEEL LIKE IM GOING CRAZYYYYY I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT

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nevermind eric thought it was funny so we're good

starting to feel like that joke i made was too psychologically revealing.

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starting to feel like that joke i made was too psychologically revealing.

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i dont know what to do or what im doing wrong or what ive done wrong to get this way!!!!! i feel like i am going to just be like this forever!!!! and if i keep going on like this im scared that im going to go insane and kill myself!!!!!

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i feel SO lonely 😸 when will it end???? when will it fucking end??????????

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getting mad at him for no reason other than that i thought he was going to be obviously salivating over me and he was not

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i really hope he was staring at me and not just looking in my general direction 🙏 pls i know i looked soooo good PLEASEE

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but like i am beautiful and sexy

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i think i was normal for the most part besides sitting down next to him shjsodhksjcj that made me embarrassed a little bit but whatever. stupid fat pool partyyyyy in abyear i will forget about this and not care

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I NEED TO COOL OFFFFFFF

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i cant stop cryingggg

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ima flirt

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i feel so fat and greedy rn like just horny and sleepy and eating burrito and fantasizing LORDDDDD help me

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im ovulating most likely