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abbey: you've known me long enough to know I'm gonna end up doing everything but vixen-ing 🤣 but I appreciate you turning a blind eye to the weird. no, I know. I think you're right. idk..I guess I'm just still holding on to regret. which, don't worry -- I know it's stupid, lol.

abbey: HEY! you can't judge when you haven't even seen it yet! maybe you'll love it? you don't know. but also, now I wanna see a movie like that, lol. but also, I have those things so we're a go. I'd suggest giving starkey's xmas movie a whirl, but I'd rather not watch you lust bc I'm the jealous type 🤷🏼‍♀️

rudy: well, knowing that, now i've gotta make a video so you can vixen all over it lol. that's kinda what i was thinking? i think letting them know would just bring up uncomfortable conversations that don't really need to happen. rudy: oh. well, i'm less excited now. a movie about two humans falling in love but from the cat's perspective? sounds awesome. but like i said, a spiked drink. and maybe those thc cookies, i'll happily watch anything lol.

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abbey: ohhhh, how about both? bc ur right, with a name like that, how can you not be both? maybe u only rap abt dogs? I didn't, but I've been waiting my entire existence to be a video vixen. just add it to the list of the dirty little secrets we keep then, ig.

abbey: no..? sort of? no, I'm pretty sure there's a narrator, but the kitty is the catalyst for Christmas themed love. and he did play superman. and Todd ingrim in Scott pilgrim. both. the title is called the nine lives of Christmas so, I think you see my point now?

rudy: c-zar. lmao. am i a doggo guy or a rapper? maybe both. who knew this was the path i'd go down in my career? 😂 they wanted to but couldn't. so, they don't need to know about anything at this point. rudy: ...the movie is from the kitten's pov? i have no idea who brandon routh is but i'm assuming he's superman related since nothing else has mentioned it lol. so "good" or so good?

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abbeycowen: I ❤️ U. I'm proud of u. Now on to the next adventure with u.

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abbey: I take jobs very seriously 😊

abbey: no way, not cesar?! I'm crushed. maybe you can be the new and improved one, c-zar? I could see you as a c-zar, tbh but that's just me 🤷‍♀️ you're already creating a new career path, I think it's a bit fast but imma go with it 😏 I wasn't sure if maybe they came out to see it or something? idk, but at least I don't have to explain my epic meltdown to anyone, ig?

abbey: no its my favorite Xmas movie about a lost kitten who leads a woman to unlikely romance with a local fire-fighter played by Brandon routh. it was sp good, it got a sequel 💁‍♀️

rudy: lol you do. that immediately distracted me and made me happy. rudy: nah, i hear he was actually kind of a piece of shit. but you know, i'd like to give it a go. will i end up with rabies?? maybe, but maybe i'll change a doggo's life. i didn't tell them anything. not even sure if i talked to them cause of the play and everything lol rudy: ...is this a joke that i don't know the punchline to?

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abbey: do I know how to cheer you up or wut? lol. please don't threaten me with a good time.

abbey: omg, should I start calling you Cesar, are you the dog whisperer? 😂 but that's true. there's no such thing as bad dogs, just owners 😭 ok but let's compare delusions quickly then, to confirm, did you tell them anything at all? or did you just ignore it like everything was fine?

abbey: not like I think you talk about me all the time to your family or anyone? idk 😂

abbey: omgggg..wait. how do you feel about cats, firefighters and superman?

rudy: you know, i was already on board. chocolate chips x2? plus thc? let's eat cookies and stay inside all day lol rudy: hmm, i might be able to save them. who knows? they could be cute if they just got some love. well, tbh, i didn't tell my family either so... we can just do these visits like nothing happened. lol. hah, i'm okay with it. as long as there's christmas cookies. and some sort of spiked drink 😂

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abbey: double chocolate chip, hm? my special ingredient is I use ghee instead of butter. and also it has thc in it 😃

abbey: no. they'd likely be foaming at the mouth and horrifically terrifying. think 80s/early 90s guard dog out for blood. so not fun, no fun, zero cuteness. and how dar le you even ask! like I'd even make a fuss if they were cute, doubtful !!! lol but will do. everyone's been asking about you and I wasn't totally forthcoming with a lot when we were broken up..but it's bc yes I love my family. but it's not really any of their business. yes, my favorite! so excited to watch some, it'll remind you 🎅🎄

rudy: lol, i'm sure i'll be just as excited rudy: i do like cookies... rudy: would it be cute dogs though? cause then maybe i'm okay with that. but sounds good. lemme know. i... couldn't tell you which ones i've seen but, they're everywhere starting in november all the way to christmas. how could i miss what the overall plot of almost every single one is? lol. plaid... got it.

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abbeycowen: it's just some kid saying it and the sound has been all over my tik tok. it's just..dumb silly, ya know? haha @/taylorzakharperez

taylorzakharperez: I need to know about this tiktok. I think I missed it and please share! @/abbeycowen

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abbeycowen: normal Monday things like repeating "I LIKE my soot cayse" out loud at random times bc you watch way too much tik tok 🙃

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abbey: 🤗 I try. you will and then you won't be able to contain me.

abbey: and I love you, it's why I do it 🫠 I know, baby. and I'm sorry, I wish there was more I could do for you..I could bake cookies? stop, why would you ever think this was going to happen? ya..

abbey: I noticed 😘 good, bc I don't think I could get away with missing completely, they'd send the dogs out for me 🤣 I'll talk to my mom and brother and figure it out. you've seen more than 1 or 2 if you came up with that so easily, dude. just say you're a fan! but also, true 🤣 I'm into it. you can be the small town tree farm owner whose about to lose his farm. make sure to pack a lot of plaid..

rudy: my girl's so hot and smart. i'm turned on. yeah, we'll see if i book something... then we can be excited lol rudy: i know you will, babe. and i love you so much for it. yeah, it's just been a lot. probably should have expected it but hey... never been the sharpest lol. well, maybe not everyone. just mads. rudy: haha, well i try. an early cowen chrisgiving works for me. i don't think i have anything planned for the beginning of december? so we should be able to book something for whatever works for them. i've seen one or two of those movies i think, and i mean, it would be more like it if you were stuck there with me instead of your city boyfriend. but we can play around with the roleplay when we get there 😂😂

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abbeycowen: sundaying like a mutha-fucka

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abbey: ur right, I did say that. that was pretty smart, huh 😜 I'm just excited for all the new things to come for you, rudes. honestly 🧡

abbey: I'll be your moral support any day of the week !! hey, like I said, do you 😏 between the press, and it coming out and everyone and their mom think they get a say..it makes sense for it to all come back, especially with the press and all. I love that for you.

abbey: you did? baby !! look at you being on the ball and in charge! I like it, it's so sexy 😍 yay! I told my parents we'd come like, start to middle of Dec for a visit? figure we can do a mock chrisgiving over a weekend or so and I think they'll be sated until the new year. I haven't booked bc I wanted to run everything by you..but the thought of getting lost in the woods with you on Christmas is what my hallmark movie dreams are made of 🥰

rudy: like you said, it doesn't really matter what people that don't actually know anything about me think. and i'll get to the point of not caring, hopefully sooner rather than later. rudy: lol, i appreciate it, babe. it's not the only reason, for sure. but it's added to the list. 😂 yeah, i kinda thought i had dealt with all this after finishing filming but just with the reaction and everything, kinda brought it back up. ugh, i'll block 'em. who needs them? 😂 rudy: btw, i've booked flights for thanksgiving. and since we're spending thanksgiving there, i'm also completely free to hide away for christmas.