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…and they were roommates: the gala .5

(Pt. 3.5 of my Joaquin social media au)

pairing: Joaquin Torres x reader

a/n: pt 3.5! Here you are! Lmk what yall think!

taglist: @ladiesman21777 @miffysmidnight

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…and they were roommates : the gala

(Pt. 3 of my Joaquin social media au)

pairing: Joaquin Torres x reader

A/N: I actually am writing this on Monday because I wanted to go ahead and have this ready since I made yall wait for the last one and bc I’m working all week but here you are! Lmk what yall think! Pt. 3.5 coming tomorrow 😉

taglist: @ladiesman21777 @miffysmidnight

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…and they were roommates : the plan

(Pt.2 of my Joaquin social media au)

pairing: Joaquin Torres x reader

a/n: I am so sorry for the delay y’all I have been moving and then had my friends birthday and it’s just life has been crazy. I might try to get another chapter of this out before next week, but I also will be working on asks on Wednesday and trying to post those. Hope y’all are having a great day! Let me know what you think! 

taglist: @ladiesman21777 @miffysmidnight

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Will be working on things today as soon as I finish moving, part 2 of and they were roommates should be out either tonight or tmrw!

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Hello everyone! To end the Lantern Reblog Challenge, I wanted to celebrate and acknowledge the amazing works I’ve come across over the years from different fandoms! All of these talented writers deserve their shine and recognition for the hard work and beauty they put into these stories.

Thank you @writing-for-marvel for starting this up!

*Please note: some of these stories might cover heavier topics. There are usually warnings before the story begins to give a heads up*

🥰 - fluff ❤️‍🔥 - smut 🤤 - suggestive 💔 - angst

All Night by @sunshine-lux (Joaquin Torres) 💔

What Healing Makes Room For by @yuzuandme (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Reflections by @httpvomitello (T'Challa) 🥰 *pregnancy

Easy by @dramaqueeenamby (T'Challa) 💔

Good Morning by @tarithenurse (T'Challa) 🥰❤️‍🔥🤤

Tinsel by @strawwritesfic (T'Challa) 🥰

Halo by @songficsbyrissi (T'Challa) 🥰 *pregnancy

Make a Baby by @songficsbyrissi (T'Challa) 🥰🤤 *pregnancy

Jealous by @songficsbyrissi (T'Challa) 🤤💔

Future Queen by @abrunettefangirlnerd (T'Challa) 💔

Kitty by @omg-foreverfilledwithweird-posts (T’Challa) ❤️‍🔥💔

Elevator Sins by @ororowrites (T'Challa x Ororo Munroe) ❤️‍🔥

Unwrapped by @ororowrites (T'Challa x Ororo Munroe) ❤️‍🔥🥰 *pregnancy

Kitty and Marie Series by @rosenclaws (Logan Howlett) 🥰🤤💔

A King & His Castle Drabbles by @themareverine (Logan Howlett) 💔 *pregnancy

Evangeline by @themareverine (Logan Howlett) 💔

Lover, You Should’ve Come Over by @imaginedisish (Logan Howlett) ❤️‍🔥💔

i love you, in every time Series by @mcrdvcks (Logan Howlett) 💔🤤❤️‍🔥 *pregnancy

Sanctuary Part 1 / Part 2 by @pandapetals (Logan Howlett) 🤤💔

Laura by @unlikeable-female-character (Logan Howlett) ❤️‍🔥🥰 *pregnancy

Taken Series by @antiquarianfics (Bucky Barnes) 💔

Who Did This To You? by @buckysleftbicep (Bucky Barnes) 💔

Flamelet by @spider-starry (Johnny Storm) 💔🤤 *pregnancy

A Fragile Thing by @vivi-ale (Logan Howlett) 🥰💔

Flawless by @junebugonjupiter (Clark Kent) 💔

You’re Okay by @junebugonjupiter (Clark Kent) 💔

Feathers Don’t Break by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Whiskey Kisses by @andy-15-07 (Mickey “Fanboy” Garcia) ❤️‍🔥🤤

Even When It Hurts by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Need You by @urrockstar-xe (Joaquin Torres) 🥰

Eyes Up, Solider (Part II) by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Bundle of Joy by @fan-a-saurus-rex (Joaquin Torres) 🥰🤤

Dada! by @unlikeable-female-character (Logan Howlett) 🥰❤️‍🔥

Under His Wing by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 🥰💔

Catch Me Every Time by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 🥰

Two Fits, One Soul by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 🥰

Debacles & Debriefings by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 🥰🤤

You’re Losing Me by @shotinthedcrk (Bucky Barnes) 💔

Twin Currents by @fireside-fanfics (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Soft Like Vibranium by @fireside-fanfics (T'Challa) 🥰

In Sickness & In Health by @daystarpoet (Bucky Barnes) 🥰

Call Me When You Break Up by @a-vvenger (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Heel Me, Baby by @pullmecloseman (Joaquin Torres) 🥰🤤

Not Tonight, Baby by @satellite-evans (Clark Kent) 🥰🤤

Husband!Joel Miller Headcanon by @fireside-fanfics (Joel Miller) 💔

Easy Living by @lostinlovingrevery (Logan Howlett) 🥰

Pampering by @lostinlovingrevery (Logan Howlett) 🥰🤤

Misunderstanding by @fireinmoonshot (Joaquin Torres) 🥰💔

Gold Rush by fireinmoonshot (Joaquin Torres) 🤤💔

Feelings by @emeraldserenade (Joaquin Torres) 💔

Six Hours, Six Photos by emeraldserenade (Joaquin Torres) 🥰🤤

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I actually ended up having a mental breakdown in the bathroom at work so I may be too tired to write tonight but I will try😭

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Morning everyone! I will be trying to work on my asks today and tonight but I work a 12 hour shift today and I’m supposed to be moving tmrw so I make no promises I will have anything out today! 🤣🥰

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joaquin torres x reader with call me when you break up by selena gomez

call me when you break up

pairing(s): Joaquin Torres x reader , slight sambucky

a/n: i was the perfect person to ask for this request due to my tendency to fall for people that are already in relationships including husbands! (some lore about me); sorry if it’s not exactly what you wanted, also not proofread at all

warnings: drinking, jealous!Joaquin, jealous!reader, mention of cheating, creepy guy

word count: 2.5k

summary: best friends y/n and joaquin who cannot admit their feelings so they throw themselves into other relationships

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Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice-message system

0-6-1 is not available

At the tone, please record your message

“Ugh! Pick up, pick up,” you yell at your phone as it goes to voicemail.

You were supposed to be on a date. The dude, that you weren’t even that attracted to, had stood you up. So now, you’re standing outside the fancy restaurant in your too tight heels trying to call your best friend to rescue you. Based on the lack of answer, you figure he’s with her.

Joaquin had been seeing this girl, Natalie, you think her name is. You didn’t quite care to remember it as you didn’t quite like her. That may be due to the fact that she had the courage to do what you had been wanting to do for years but were to scared to which is admitting to Joaquin that you had feelings for him. But, you two were best friends that also worked together, you didn’t want to ruin that.

And that got you here, stranded on a street corner, you dial the next best person you can think of, Yelena.

“Hello?” you hear on the other hand.

“Can you come pick me up? you say immediately.

“Are you not supposed to be on a date right now?” she asks, you can hear the confusion in her voice.

You laugh, “Yea, I would’ve been if the bastard would have shown up.”

“No way!” She yells, “I am on my way!”

You can hear her shuffling around on the other end and you breathe a sigh of relief.

“Thank you, you are a lifesaver,” you tell her.

“Y’know I am surprised you didn’t call Joaquin first…” she starts.

You interrupt her, “I did. He didn’t answer.”

“Oh,” she says.

“Yea,” you say.

She tells you she will be there in ten minutes and she hangs up the phone so you take a seat at a bench near the restaurant and sigh. You open your phone and decide to scroll through instagram while you wait. You see Kate posted a new photo of Lucky and then Bob posted a photo of you, him, and Yelena playing cards from the other night so you like and comment on both. Then your heart drops.

You see a photo Joaquin posted on his story, it doesn’t have anyone in it but it’s clearly a dinner table set up with two glasses of wine. This prompts you to go stalk his instagram. What you see breaks your heart. His page, that once used to be littered with photos of the two of you, was empty, except for one photo of him and Sam.

Call me when you break up

I wanna be the first one on your mind when you wake up

I miss the way we'd stay up

We'd talk about forever while I'm taking off my makeup

You knew you two had been growing apart when Natalie came into his life but you still saw him as your best friend. The two of you basically spent all of your time together before. The late nights after missions where you would stay up talking about your lives, your hopes, your dreams until you would both fall asleep on his couch.

Or when you would have to go to some gala that Sam or Valentina forced everyone to go to, he would sit with you afterwards, in your small bathroom while you would take your makeup off. Even offering to help once your arms got tired.

Your thoughts are interrupted when you hear a honk. You see Yelena pulling up and you hop in the front seat. She notices the sad look on your face.

“I know you’re not sad about this loser that stood you up, so what’s wrong?” She asks.

You sigh, “Joaquin.”

She smiles sadly at you, “Is it because he didn’t answer or because of her?”

“Kinda both? He used to pick up my calls immediately, and then I check instagram and he posted a photo right after I had called him so I know he was on his phone! And, he deleted all of his posts with me in them!” you’re basically yelling at this point, also holding back to tears.

“Oh y/n/n, I’m sorry but I’m sure he didn’t mean it with any ill intent,” she tries to soothe you, while she parks the car at the compound, “besides he deleted all but one post which means he deleted all of the ones with the rest of us in them as well.”

You sniffle a little, she did have a point there.

“I think you should talk to him, “she starts, “and tell him how you feel while you’re at it.”

You sigh, “I can’t Yelena.”

She sighs, she’s had this argument with you so many times and you’re both too tired for it tonight. You both get out of the car and go your separate ways to your rooms.

You shower and decide to just go to bed early but you do know you should probably talk to him at some point.

Call me when you break up

And maybe for a time, I could have the space they take up

And make you forget what their name was

And when you're feeling down, I can show ya what you're made of

Meanwhile, Joaquin is in his room, just getting back from his date night with Natalie, yet he can’t get his mind off of you. He was feeling guilty. He saw your call coming through earlier but when Natalie had looked at his phone and scoffed he had decided not to answer. Now he was pacing in his room, feeling bad because what if you had been in danger. He knew you were back at the compound because as soon as he got back he had tracked your phone out of pure worry.

He wanted to knock on your door and apologize but knew you were probably already asleep. Joaquin also knew you had gone on a date tonight. Which may have been part of the reason he didn’t pick up when you called, jealousy. He shouldn’t be jealous, you have a girlfriend now, he reminds himself. He knew it wasn’t exactly fair to Natalie to be in a relationship with her while he was still trying to get over his feelings for you but he needed the distraction. And dating her had put some distance between the two of you, this was because Natalie did not like you.

She had accused him of cheating on her with you on multiple occasions and he had reassured her he had not. Even if he lowkey had wished that he had.

He shakes his head, he needed to talk to someone about this. He decided to try Sam.

“There better be a good reason why you are calling me this late,” Sam grumbles.

He gulps, “Well kinda?”

“Go ahead,” Sam sighs.

“I don’t know what to do Sam. I really like Natalie, but I cannot stop thinking about Y/N, I knew I had a crush on her but I didn’t think she would be this hard to get out of my head,” he’s rambling.

“Joaquin, you are so incredibly in love with that girl and you don’t even realize it,” Sam says and he can hear another laugh on the other end, Bucky.

“W-what,” he stutters.

“Come on dude, do not tell me you haven’t realized it,” Sam says exasperated.

He sits for a second with that in silence.

“I’m going to let you handle this revelation on your own because I am tired,” Sam says, “and Joaquin?”

“Y-yea?” he replies.

“Never call me this late again unless it’s an emergency,” and with that the call disconnects.

Call me when you break up

I'm battling the lack of us, I've looked for medication

Tried every obvious replacement

In bars, in stranger's beds until my faith was in the basement

Won't you call me when you break up?

I feel so out of luck, I'm skipping cracks along the pavement

Look, I'm emotionally bankrupt

We're so meant for each other, I mean, god, when will you wake up, wake up?


The next night, Yelena decides the team needs to go out drinking. To boost morale or something. You know she’s just trying to get you and Joaquin in the same room again. But, even though you’re hesitant you agree. Because what’s better than revenge other than getting ready and looking hot with your best friends. And maybe you can even find someone to go home with.

You, Kate, Ava, and Yelena are in your room getting ready together while Joaquin, Bob, and John are already waiting downstairs for you all. Sam and Bucky said they would make a slight appearance and meet you guys there.

“So are you finally going to talk to him or is this going to be really awkward for all of us?” Ava asks bluntly which has Kate choking on her drink.

You sigh, “I will talk to him, I will be civil, I promise.”

“Okay good, but can you finally also admit you’re in love with him now?” Yelena asks.

“I think y’all already know that I am in love with that man,” you sigh.

“I think she means to said man himself,” Kate replies.

You laugh and rolls your eyes, “While he has a girlfriend, absolutely not.”

All three of them share a look.

You clap your hands together, “Alright, I am ready, the guys are probably tired of waiting for us, let’s go,” you say as you rush out the door, clearly avoiding the conversation.

Meanwhile downstairs the boys are having their own conversation.

“So is tonight about to be super awkward or have you two made up yet?” John asks pointedly at Joaquin.

He glares at him, “We’re fine”

“Yea right,” Bob scoffs and then catches himself and his eyes go wide.

“How’s Natalie?” John asks, changing the subject slightly.

“I- uh, we broke up this morning actually,” he replies but doesn’t seem all that sad about it.

“What?” Bob asks shocked.

“So does this mean you’re going to finally tell Y/N how you feel,” John asks.

“Does everyone know I have feelings for her?” Joaquin asks.

“I didn’t really think you were trying to hide it with how you look at her,” John answers.

“Wait, how do i look at her, what do you mean,” he rambles.

“Come on, you mean you didn’t even know?” Bob asks.

He avoids eye contact.

“Wait a minute, you didn’t even realize you were in love with her?!” Bob practically screams while Joaquin shushes him.

“Please can we not talk about this now when she could walk out that door any second,” he pleads.

As if on cue, all four of you walk through the door, his breath catches seeing you. You look at him and smile softly and it melts him. All of you head to the bar to meet up with Sam and Bucky.

Once you arrive, you head straight to the bar to get everyone’s drinks while they all look for a table in the crowded bar. Once you order everyone’s drinks you stand and wait, casually scanning the crowd for any potential prospects for the night. All of a sudden an arms snakes its way around your waist. You tense up and turn around.

“What the fuck are you doing?” You exclaim.

The man smirks at you, “Just saying hi pretty lady. I don’t bite, I promise.”

You shoo his hands away from you, “Well I do so why don’t you back the fuck up.”

On the other side of the room, the team turns their heads to the commotion that is starting at the bar.

“Oh she is not the one he should mess with,” Kate starts.

“Go get your girl Torres,” Bucky laughs but Joaquin is already half way across the room.

“Is there a problem here?” He interjects putting himself between you and then man, he instinctively grabs your hand but you pull it away.

“I don’t need your help Joaquin, I have it handled,” you try but he just glares at you.

“This your boyfriend?” the man asks.

“Yes” “No” You both say at the same time and you look at Joaquin like he has three heads.

Joaquin is still glaring down at the man in front of you, he looks like he is two seconds away from punching him so you reach your hand down and grab his and squeeze it. He visibly relaxes and looks over at you, a silent are you okay and you nod.

“Sorry man, didn’t realize,” the man raises his hand in surrender and walks away.

Joaquin turns around to face you and cups your face in his hands, “did he hurt you?”

“No, I’m okay Joaquin, I had it handled,” you scoff and try to pull away.

His grip on your face tightens and you look into his eyes.

“Let go of me, why do you even care, it’s not like you’re my boyfriend or anything, you literally already have a girlfriend!” You shout at him.

“No I don’t,” he says calmly.

“W-what?” You respond.

“I broke up with her this morning after Sam helped me realize something,” he smirks.

“Which was?” You ask.

He’s looking at your face now, his eyes darting between your eyes and your lips. Your mouth is slightly parted in anticipation and you feel like your hearts about to be outside of your chest.

“That I am madly in love with you and have been for years and I think you might love me too and I can’t keep living not knowing, and-“

You cut him off by kissing him. It’s not slow, it’s hungry, years of built up tension and longing and love all piled into one kiss. He bites your lip and you gasp and he takes advantage of that by slipping his tongue into your mouth. Someone clears their throat by you loudly. You both pull apart, out of breath, faces red, you had forgotten you were still in public.

“You have no idea how long ive been wanting to do that,” you tell him.

“Sooo, does that mean you are also in love with me?” He teases.

“Yes you idiot, I’ve been in love with you since the day we met,” you smile.

“Yes!” he cheers, literally cheers, fist in air and everything.

You laugh, “We should probably go back before the others get worried, help me with the drinks?”

“Of course cariño,” he replies making you blush.

You head back over with everyone’s drinks, both with wide smiles and red faces and swollen lips.

“So did you do it?” Sam asks.

Joaquin nods enthusiastically with a thumbs up.

“Wait what are we missing?” Kate asks.

“I finally told her I’m in love with her,” Joaquin says looking directly at you making you smile.

The table erupts into pure chaos after that but you wouldn’t have it any other way. Joaquin by your side with your family. And from then on you knew he would never send you to voicemail ever again.

Call me when you break up

I'll make it worth it

I'll make it worth it, I'll make it worth it, I'll make it worth it (And maybe you—)

Oh, you picked up, um

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I’m bored so give me some Joaquin Torres requests or ideas and I’ll try my best lol

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hi!! can i get added to your taglist for the joaquin smau 🩷 so excited for it

absolutely!! glad you’re excited for it! 🥰

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…and they were roommates : who are you going with?

(Pt.1 of my Joaquin Torres x reader social media au)

pairing: Joaquin Torres x reader

a/n: I am currently posting this on my break, I am glad to see y’all so excited about this so I am making a taglist! My goal is to post one chapter every Sunday or Monday but maybe earlier, I already have he first three chapters written and idk how many I’ll make I kinda wanna keep it short ish just so I actually finish it lol! Lmk what y’all think 🥰

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….and they were roommates : twitter profiles

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…and they were roommates (social media au) masterlist

Pairing: Joaquin Torres x female!reader

Description: two idiots in love and their scheming friends

Twitter Profiles

Pt. 1 : who are you going with?

Pt. 2: the plan

Pt. 3: the gala

Pt 3.5: the gala

And more to come!

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I’m working on something 😈😈

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I need a Joaquin Torres social media au NEOWWW

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Busy Woman

Summary: I don’t know how to summarize this so basically just read and find out! A little angsty but also very horny! Based on Sabrina Carpenter’s song Busy Woman.

Pairing: Joaquin Torres x fem!reader

Warnings: SMUT! Minors DNI, angst, reader is horny asf, Joaquin’s a little bit of an ass, lmk if there’s anything I forgot

Word count: 2.5k

AN: I haven’t written in so long but this man is so fucking fine I couldn’t help myself. This is also my first time writing smut. I wrote this in like two hours so if there’s any mistakes my bad. Have fun!

I'm so mature, collected, and sensible

You were usually a pretty smart and sensible person. Until you met Joaquin Torres that is.


Except when I get hit with rejection

From the moment you met him you knew you wanted him. At first he didn’t seem interested at all. His golden retriever energy told you he was definitely friendly to everyone but you were hoping he would be a little bit more than friendly towards you.


To turn me down, well, that's just unethical
I'll turn into someone you're scared to know

You didn’t know for sure he didn’t want you but as an ex- assassin that trained in the Red Room you had a pretty good feeling he was not interested. That was until the annual Avenger’s Valentine’s Day party.

You wore a long sleeve, backless red dress and gold heels. You walked in with Yelena and Kate, your best friends since joining the Avengers after Yelena had undone the brainwashing. You all walk towards the bar where Peter and MJ are talking.

“Hey guys,” Kate calls out to them.

“Hey, you guys look great,” MJ says while Peter throws up a peace sign in greeting.

“So do you!” you tell her and she smiles back.

All of you start talking about your days and such. Peter and MJ about school. Yelena and Kate about training. And you about your own school work. Being a full-time college student and an Avenger was hard but you managed.

Your eyes scanned the room, definitely not looking for a certain someone. You spot him standing with Sam and Bucky across the room. To your surprise, he’s already looking at you. You gulp nervously and look away. Yelena looks at you as heat rises to your cheeks and nudges you. A silent notion telling you to go over there and talk to him. She was the only one who knew about your crush on the man, it was hard to keep it from the other ex- assassin in the group.

You down the rest of the drink you had ordered and head towards the three men.

“Hey,” Sam calls out to you.

You smile and wave as you walk up.

“I didn’t know you cleaned up so nice,” Bucky says and you smack him in the arm.

“You look beautiful,” Joaquin says and you look up to meet his eyes. An unknown emotion behind them you had never seen from him.

“Th-thanks,” you stutter as heat rises to your cheeks.

Sam and Bucky excuse themselves and walk over to the bar themselves. Leaving you and Joaquin alone.

“Wanna dance?” he asks surprising you.

“Sure,” you reply and take his outstretched hand.

The two of you danced around the room until you were too tired to even walk. While dancing you guys talked more than you ever really had. You guys had been good friends since he joined the Avengers but something was different tonight. You talked about your days and you even talked about his time in the military and your time in the Red Room.

The music suddenly changed to a slow tune. His hands were around your waist and yours around his neck. He was so close you could feel his breath on your face. You looked up at him and stuttered for a second.

“Do you want to get out of here?” he asks.

“Y-yes,” you let out breathless.

But if you need my love
My clothes are off, I'm comin' over to your place

He leads you to the elevator and as soon as you were both inside and the doors closed his lips were on yours. Your hands tangle in his hair as you kiss him back with just as much fervor. The elevator ding signals that you’ve made it the first floor and he drags you towards his car.

Once inside the car, you both are silent. It’s slightly uncomfortable but you assume it’s just from the nerves. He hasn’t said much other than complimenting you on how beautiful you look in that dress. You’ve wanted this for so long so you aren’t thinking much of his silence.

You get to his place and as soon as the door closes behind you, his hands and lips are back on you. His lips trail down your neck and he picks you up and carries you to his bed. He lays you down and hesitates for just a moment, an unreadable expression on his face. You notice but don’t say anything as he continues, slowly trailing kisses down your neck.

You pull off his shirt and admire his toned, tan skin for a moment. He chuckles as he notices how you’re looking at him. He then starts to pull down your dress and admires your lacy sticky bra you had decided to wear. He pulls it off to admire you fully as he kisses your breasts and then he starts to nip and you moan knowing it’s going to leave a mark. He then continues to take your dress all the way off.

You unbuckle his belt and pull his pants the rest of the way down. Leaving the two of you in your underwear. He kisses you again, this time a little more slowly like he’s asking you if this okay. You kiss him back the same letting him know that it is.

He fully undresses the both of you and then finally as you hold your breath he gives you what you’ve been waiting for.

“Breathe,” he commands as he enters two fingers inside of you. You let out a breath as he continues to pumps his fingers.

“Fuck,” he moans out at the pretty sounds your making as you clench around his fingers.

“Hermosa, fuck, let go for me pretty girl,” and that’s all that it takes for you to unravel all over his fingers.

As you come down from your high, you sit up and push against his chest making him lay down now. You climb on top of him and kiss him.

He moans under you as you slowly sink down onto his cock. You practically scream out at the feeling of him inside of you. You waited so long for this and cannot believe it’s happening right now. You ride him like it’s the last thing you’re ever going to do. He’s making such pretty sounds under you as you ride him which just further encourages you as you trail kisses along his jawline.

His hands suddenly grab your waist as he helps guide you up and down. Slamming you on his cock, his hands have such a tight grip you think it might leave bruises. You can feel yourself getting closer and so can he.

“I’m gonna come, hermosa,” He breathes out.

“I’m on the pill, come inside me,” you practically scream and that’s all it takes for him to unravel inside you, your orgasm follows shortly after as you slow down riding him.

You climb off of him and cuddle against him. He gets up quickly and grabs you a rag to clean yourself up. He lays back down with you after you clean yourself up. You’re so tired, you fall asleep within minutes.

He falls asleep not long after pressing a kiss to your forehead.


And if you don't need (if you don't need) my love
Well, I didn't want your little bitch-ass anyway

He’s gone when you wake up. Your face drops as you get up out of his bed and look around his place for him. No sign of him anywhere and his keys are gone. You find your phone and dial in a phone number.

Yelena picks you up outside of his place, wearing your same dress from last night. Your face expressionless as you get in the passenger seat. She looks at you but doesn’t dare speak as she’s afraid you might break if she does.

You get back to the Avengers compound where you live and head to your room to shower and get yourself cleaned up.

You couldn’t believe the night had happened. But even worse, you couldn’t believe it was nothing but a one night stand to him. You get out of the shower and head to Yelena’s room. You knock on her door.

She opens it surprised to see you standing there.

“Wanna go grab some lunch?” you ask.

She’s taken aback by your question, “Uh sure?”

“Okay let’s go,” you say as you grab her hand and drag her downstairs as you head towards your bikes. You both had cars and motorcycles for whichever you felt like using. Today you were feeling a little reckless so bike it is.

“Wanna race?” You ask Yelena as you rev your engine.

“We probably shouldn-“ she tries to get out but youre gone before she can finish. She hops on her bike and follows after you trying to make sure you don’t kill yourself.

You get to pizza place you all frequent quite often and she looks at you pointedly.

“What?” You shrug at her.

“So are we gonna talk about it then?” she replies.

You groan as you sit down. You sigh but then proceed to tell her everything that happened.

“That jerk!” She yells out at the end.

You sigh, “Not really, we didn’t really talk so I probably just misread the situation as him actually liking me instead of just wanting to fuck me.”

“Still, that sucks,” she says and you nod in agreement.

“I just need to focus on something else” you say.


Yeah, I'm a busy woman
I wouldn't let you come into my calendar any night

For the next couple weeks you throw yourself into your training and school work as hard as you can. You’re overworking yourself and everyone can tell. Well everyone except a certain someone who was just acting normal towards you like nothing even happened.


But if you want my kisses
I'll be your perfect missis till the day that one of us dies (oh, hey)

(Busy woman, all the time)
(Busy woman)

You wanted nothing more than to scream at him every time you saw him but it also took everything in you not to jump his bones.

So much to shave and lipstick to reapply
Maybe for you, though, I could accommodate

Kate, who you had finally filled in on everything that was going on, had convinced you to go out on a date. She and Yelena were tired of seeing you mope around and so Kate set you up with one of her friends.

Which meant date prep. You, Kate, and Yelena were in your room getting you ready. Kate was finding you an outfit and Yelena was working on your hair as you worked at shaving your legs.

You hated this. Sure the idea of a date and getting all dressed up was fun and all. But the expectations that came with a date were where you were conflicted. You hadn’t slept with anyone since that night with Joaquin. You knew that maybe sleeping with this guy tonight would help you forget about it but you couldn’t even fathom sleeping with someone else right now.


I'm flexible, so just tell me what you like
Tantric yoga, baby, namaste

The girls finished getting you ready and you headed off to your date. He was nice, a gentleman, opening all the doors and such for you. You even ended the night in his bed. The problem was he just isn’t Joaquin.


If you don't want me, I'll just deem you gay

The next day you’re heading towards the training room when you suddenly stop hearing Sam, Bucky, and Joaquin talking.

“Yea man, I don’t know if I wanna go out with her again,” Joaquin says.

“Why not man?” Sam asks.

“I’m just not feeling it,” you hear him say. You can’t quite place the tone of his voice when he says it but something is off.

You head into the room and they all look over at you.

“Hey” Bucky calls out.

You wave with a soft smile. You make eye contact with Joaquin and he quickly looks away and you frown. He was pissing you off now.

“I didn’t even know you could get girls, I always thought you were gay!” You say as you walk towards one of the treadmills.

Bucky and Sam laugh while Joaquin sits there in shock. He didn’t know what to say. He knew that you knew damn well he wasn’t gay.

But if you need my love
My clothes are off, I'm comin' over to your place (ah)

You run into him alone the next day. You were both getting on the elevator to go to the training room. You can see him looking at you and you’re trying not to look back.

Suddenly he stops the elevator.

“Hey!” You shout.

He pushes you up against the wall is face inches from yours. You gasp, taken aback by him.

“You know damn well I’m not gay,” he whispers.

Now you’re pissed. You push back against him and he stumbles, surprised.

You point finger at his chest “No! You don’t get to do that, you don’t get to sit here and be mad at me for making a joke.”

He’s taken aback by your words.

“Wha-“ he stammers.

All the emotions you have been working so hard to push down by making yourself busy are about to burst out of you.

Suddenly there are tears pooling in your eyes and he comes over to you and cups your face in his hands.

“Stop,” you whisper.

He moves his hands to hover next to your face and then he realizes how broken you look.

“What’s wrong?” He asks.

“You, you’re what’s wrong,” you yell with tears now running down your face.

“What did I do?!” He shouts back.

“You left! You fucked me better than any man ever has and I woke up and you were gone like I meant nothing to you!” You yell, full on sobbing now.

His face drops.

“Hermosa…. I thought that’s what you wanted,” he whispers as he slowly gets closer to you again.

“Why would I want that?” You whisper.

“I don’t know, I heard you talking one night to the girls about how all you wanted was to hook up with someone,” he explains.

“Yea to get over you!” You shout at him.

“Wha- what,” he stutters.

“You fucking idiot I’m in love with you,” you say quieter.

He finally touches you, cupping your face in his hands. Looking at the pain in your eyes that he had unintentionally caused.

“Pretty girl, that night that we shared was the best night of my life, you wanna know why?” He asks.

You hum a yes in response.

“Because I got to share it with the girl I’ve been in love with since the minute I laid eyes on her. I wish I hadn’t of been so stupid and left that morning I just didn’t think you felt the same. But I love you.” He reassures you.

You’re in shock, the miscommunication of it all making you giggle slightly through your sobs. He smiles at that and leans down and presses his lips to yours. You kiss back slowly. Finally letting yourself trust him again.

“I love you hermosa,” he whispers against your lips.

“I love you Joaquin,” you whisper back.

[a-vvenger]

Joaquin Torres has me inspired to write again so fic coming soon !!

EDIT ITS POSTED!