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Exhibit Diaz

It's frustrating when you just can't express yourself And it's hard to trust enough to undress yourself To stand exposed and naked, in a world full of hatred Where the sick thoughts of mankind control all the sacred I pause, take a step back, record all the setbacks Fast forward towards the stars and the jetpack My feet might fail me, my heart might ail me The synagogues of Satan might accuse or jail me I've got something to say Yesterday is gone, tomorrow's on the way That name on that birth certificate, that ain't the real me The lies can't conceal me The sun rise and the moon tides and the sky's gonna reveal me My brain pours water out my tear ducts to heal me The message grab a hold to every ear it get whispered in The waters in the bayous of New Orleans still glistening The universe is listening, be careful what you say in it My grandma told me every bed a make, he lay in it The church you pray in it, the work is on the outside Staring out the windows is for love songs and house flies

-Ibeyi

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Being a young adult and learning to manage my finances and trying to figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life is all so confusing. I envy those who always knew what they want from life. I find myself endlessly searching. Feels like I'm not doing things the right way. What is the right way anyway?

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Working for a nonprofit, I find no sense of purpose in what I do. I don't feel valued and I feel quite discontent . That was never what I expected. My father told me to be logical rather than emotional, and I want my work to be meaningful not only for myself but for others as well. I want to spend more time exploring my abilities & creativity. I don't work long hours so there's no need to complain , i know this is temporary & what I'm meant to do is out there waiting for me. I must keep searching and not get lost in the daily things i do to provide for myself financially

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I spend a lot of time here - 10.3.15

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Jan. 2016 Playlist

 Awakening- Chet Faker

Mixtape 13- Bassnectar

Rose Colored Bass- Bassnectar Remix

Smoke Bomb- Datski, Snoop Dog

Skin LP Preview- Flume

Higher Ground- TNGHT (hudson Mohawke x Lunice)

A stutter- Olafur Arnalds, Arnor Dan

Your Drums- AlunaGeorge

Get free- Major Lazer ft Amber of Dirty Projectors. What so not Remix

Afterlife- Arcade Fire

Jailer- Asa

Shh- Frou Frou

Let Go- Frou Frou

Untouchable - Pusha T

Two Bodies- Flight Facilities, Emma Louise

No Diggity- Chet Faker

You & Me- Bassnectar, Champagne Drip Remix

Freeway- Flux Pavilion and Kill The Noise

Flood- Hermitude

Hunger of the Pine- Alt J

Never be like you -Flume Ft Kai

Gemini- What So Not Ft George maple

Arrows- What So Not ft Dawn Golden

Oddity- What So Not

Weight In Gold- Gallant

Never Forget You- MNEK, Zara Larsson

Love Yourself - Justin Bieber

In my Room- Yellow Claw, DJ Mustard ft Ty Dolla Sign & Tyga

White Iverson- Post Malone

Drive- Oh Wonder

Own It- Drake

Go Outside- Cults

Infinite High- Panama Wedding

Hanging On- Active Child

Jungle- Emma Louise

Love Lockdown- Glass Animals

Headband- B.O.B, 2 Chainz

Now & Forever- Drake

Smoke & Retribution- Flume, Vince Staples

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January.

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New stuff from Flume! 👌

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6 things I will do in 2016

Communicate with myself often

Cease all comparisons

Focus on my hopes not my fears

take risks (get out of my comfort zone)

Start where I am,with what I have

Say no when necessary

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What’s next?

Graduated college a little over a month ago and I feel truly lost.

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Wasting My Young Years - London Grammar

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A good friend of mine told me once, just like I have to wake up early to get to class, and show up at work for my assigned shift I have to make time for myself and I have to show up.  A huge majority of my time is spent worrying about doing all the above, by the time I have any free time all I want to do is sleep just to have energy to do more of the above. The same should be applied to the things I am passionate about.

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This is everything. -Emma (whatstroyler)

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One of my bras for EDC

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Has Lady Gaga 'Woken Up' Since Stepping Back From The Industry?