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So you’re telling me that both Haymitch and Katniss refer to their true love as precious. That these two fell in love with rebellious people who show their rebellion through art. With Lenore Dove, who paints her lips with the favorite color of Katniss’s lover, sprays her work through D12 with orange paint. And Peeta who painted precious Rue to condemned the Gamemarkers. Who Katniss admits he understood it before anyone else, like Lenore Dove. You’re telling me this, and you think I’m supposed to fine?

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why are we saying it is fan service because characters from the same universe had…being in the same universe? Mags and Wires were long known Victors that Haymitch had already said were his friends, and Effie…you guys think she had just magically materialized herself as Twelve Escort? A writer wrote a book explaining the origin of her own characters and now we are upset about it?

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fucking hell

I just realized that haymitch is an alcoholic. AN ALCOHOLIC. not a morphling addict. though he probably could have ended up one.

so anyway. alcohol.

alcohol is highly flammable. so much so that it evaporates quickly and leaves vapors in the air that ignite when exposed to heat. like a spark, or a flame.

a spark. "It's almost as bad as us with the berries."

fire is catching. "Almost but not quite."

who mentored Katniss? who laid down the groundwork for her eventual acts of rebellion? who planned the extraction in the 75th games around her? who fueled her fire in order to pull of a full-on political movement?

suzanne collins I am begging you to stop making every last detail of your books symbolic in some way holy shit my brain hurts

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the way haymitch must have seen it as all his ghosts coming back to haunt him at once when katniss walked onto the train with the face of burdock and asterid, the pin of maysilee, the voice of lenore dove, and a background so devastatingly similar to his own. of course sweetheart slipped out. and of course he did everything he could to keep her alive

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there is something there about katniss's mom being the main person people turn to when their loved ones are whipped. but when she falls into such an intense depression after katniss's dad dies, no one comes to her aide.

i don't know. she has given so selflessly for years. but i guess that isn't how things work in panem.

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so you’re telling me that after what happened to louella/lou lou haymitch had to watch peeta come back from the capitol as a “mutt version of himself” and question whether the shell of a human with peeta’s face was even peeta at all

and he had to do all that SOBER???

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i really just said “oh it’s a hedge maze like in the original books!” i’m heavily sighing at myself right now

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jegulily community where are you??

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“you are getting fat” i tell my cat sternly. neither of us acknowledge the elephant in the room, standing in the corner looking confused (it has no idea how it got here and we both think if we keep ignoring it maybe it will just go away) but then it says “girl look who’s talking” and im like bitch one of us is multiple thousands of pounds and it’s not me. Anyways that’s how we all mutually decided to try keto

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I really love Evangeline Fox because she is basically what I would’ve become if child me got everything she wanted. The fairytale vibes, fluffy dresses and unrelenting hope in the world she has are so nice to see.

also like pink hair? 6 year old me would’ve KILLED FOR THAT.

AND HER FICTIONAL CRUSH IS REAL AND SHE SOMEONE ENDS UP IN A ROMANCE WITH HIM?!? SHE REALLY TOOK MANIFESTATION TO A NEW LEVEL.

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This is actually me rn

Kenji: My crush isn’t picking up on my hints.

Nazeera: What hints have you given them?

Kenji: Well, I think about them a lot.

Kenji: And sometimes I even think about talking to them.

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Every single one of these is so important to me

Did you ever have a shut up moment with your favorite fictional men. Like I love them, but at that moment, I was like AHHHH

"It was purely physical" SHUT UP AARON

"If it's about money" SHUT UP GRAYSON

"Why do you keep calling me Scarlet?" " Isn't that your name?" SHUT UP JULIAN

"I wanna to return to the moment I meet dontella" SHUT UP JACKS

Reblog if I forgot anyone!

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Your honor please he’s just a blonde guy

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james always hating being called "jamie" because honestly how hard is it to say james but then feeling all gooey when reg starts calling him jamie

and when reg calls him jamie in front of sirius, sirius points out how james hates being called that and james is just like "yeah but not when it comes from reg" and im so soft for them omg

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reggie reading a book

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Eurydice - from Kaos on Netflix

headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest

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the pomegranate popping up to signify the death of a lover -- euridicye buying one at the super market the day she dies almost not really thinking about buying it, the camera pulling back as charon chokes on his own blood to see the fruit already cut and eaten on a bedside table-- but when it shows up in zeus' vision there is no one else there with him his lover is his godhood/empire