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— via letsbelonelytogetherr

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Since here nobody cares if I complain a lot, i'm going to come here more often instead of constantly annoying my friends with my problems.

Gather around for story time hehehe

For context, i am a married single mom, which means my husband exists while I do everything else. Why do i endure that? Well, i still need to mourn the life i thought i would have.

I was somewhat forced to get a live in nanny to help with my son at night because I couldn't deal doing it all by myself (and my husband refused to help and said that I don't have help with the baby because I refused to hire a nanny). The nanny comes here on Monday afternoon and leaves on Saturday afternoon. During the weekends I take care of most child care, which leaves me exhausted. I'm battling fatigue, a vitamin D deficiency, and (according to my physician) on route for a burnout. To summarize, I'm just really exhausted and on edge.

This weekend has been particularly hard for me. I feel more exhausted than normal and one of my son's allergy is flaring up so he needs more care. I lost my cool with him during the night and i'm feeling really guilty, but I'm so exhausted and I'm legit doing what I can.

At this moment, i am really thinking about divorce because I do not see a point on being with someone that doesn't help me at all. But I'm a wuss to discuss that like a grownup with my so called husband.

Feel better after putting out there my thoughts. Going to have my daily dose of caffeine and just push through the day.

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“You deserve a relationship that enables you to sleep peacefully at night.”

— R.H. Sin

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I hope one day I get to experience how is it like to feel safe

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I don’t regret being optimistic, by the way. I will never regret thinking better of people than maybe they deserve. I don’t know how thinking the worst of everyone always makes the world a better place.

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This picture is definitely coming for me

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The longer I live, the more I start to believe the whole idea of a life partner (at least in my case) is a meme 😜

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This does not happen in other civilized countries

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hi I hope u are feeling better these days 💓

Hi. I have good days and bad days, currently going through a hard phase tho