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5k words into chapter 3 of the flood

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Reread hydrangea cus it’s gold

maam i’m writing for the flood rn give me like 2 days and i got u🙏🩷

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5k words into chapter 3 of the flood

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i love it when virgins write fanfic like u know damn well anal sex as a afab person does not feel like that… u write well tho so ima give u a pass

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like i’ve been writing cos honestly my life is really sad and writing is my escape from a world i don’t like but i just don’t know what the point is if no one reads my work anymore

ik i got into kpop in 2016 so yall probably think im old and decaying but the writing scene just isn’t what it used to be.. exo & ognct are dead as far as fanfic goes and im sorry im only 21 but i don’t feel comfy reading/writing about 18 year old idols.. its discouraging cos writing is/was my passion but atp there’s no point cos posting a fanfic is like shouting into the void

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ik i got into kpop in 2016 so yall probably think im old and decaying but the writing scene just isn’t what it used to be.. exo & ognct are dead as far as fanfic goes and im sorry im only 21 but i don’t feel comfy reading/writing about 18 year old idols.. its discouraging cos writing is/was my passion but atp there’s no point cos posting a fanfic is like shouting into the void

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i hope you’re ok and that your health conditions will improve 🫶🏻

since you’ve been away for a long time, i was wondering if you were considering continuing Flood? I loved it but i need to know if i should still look forward to more of it being posted or not 💕

yes i will be! i’m actually nearly 8k words into the second chapter as we speak. honestly tumblr has been pretty dead and i guess times have changed in my time away and tiktok is the new thing, so i’ll probably be the most active on ao3. i’ll definitely still post here but im feeling really old and you know where old ppl go���

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The last time you asked if we were still around, you ditched us and never came back :c

yeah so that would be because 1) im a welder and also i have a day job and 2) i have a lot of health problems i actually am currently dealing with blood clots in my left lung, sometimes life happens but im practically bed bound rn and all i can/want to do is write

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poll!

i’m gonna drop the synopsis for my next series below, pls lmk if u want to see it centered around stray kids or bts & which love interest! i already have chapter one all typed up but the characters have filler names because im so indecisive and i need help😭

"i don't give a fuck. the moment you put on that leather, this club is your home. i'm not gonna let you run off to some rebel gang whore just 'cause you been having doubts about where you need to be. if you're doubting your place in the club, pull your head out from between her legs and go nomad. if any of our men die because you wanted to go stick it in park’s little girl, i'll unload an entire mag into your fucking skull."

it’s a mafia au if u can’t tell! it has a super intense storyline and is mildly inspired by sons of anarchy if u know what that is, so plz brace urself

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exo was peak kpop i wish the fandom wasn’t dead

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would yall be down for a bts jungkook fluff/smut oneshot where he’s a welder and ur his stay at home partner im a sucker for blue collar traditional romance

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hydrangea ; johnny seo

money makes the world turn. there was so much of it, and yet so few people ever saw it. maybe if it weren’t for the money, johnny might have acted differently. maybe his family’s badgering wouldn’t have weighed on him as much as it did. maybe he wouldn’t have taken you, because finding a wife this way wouldn’t have mattered. he didn’t like the circumstance, but he couldn’t keep himself from liking you—the dirt-poor girl who worried more about helping others than feeding herself.

ceo au

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05 | power TEASER

"do you ever get sad," you started, flicking your eyes upward to look at the young boy in the mirror, "knowing you're never going to have your first kiss?"

this was a thought that had been lingering in your mind a lot lately. never before had you been very interested in the idea of being kissed or anything of the sort, but being forced into your marriage with johnny seo has really caused you to think about everything that could have been and will never be. there was a small part of you that regretted not making a greater attempt to seek out romance and physical affection earlier in life, as all of your options were now stripped away from you in a way you never could have imagined. johnny has made it abundantly clear that he will never make an attempt to touch you unless it's on your terms and in your own time, but he has also made himself the only contender for every first and every last you will ever have in life. with this realization came a sense of mourning, but you couldn't exactly put your finger on why that was. it wasn't as though you were dying to do these things, anyway. 

the boy giggled softly to himself. with his free hand, he pushed your head back down, using the other to brush the knots from your hair.

"i've had sex."

you crinkled your nose in disgust, doing your best to fight the images that began to creep to the forefront of your mind. 

at the sound of your silence, he continued. 

"it's kind of like, we're all in the same situation here; we all lost everything when we were forced to come here, and all we have is each other. i know a few staff members that are in happy relationships, but other than that, there's always just kind of been this unspoken agreement that we're all people and we all have needs, you know?" he set down the hairbrush and allowed you to lift your head. he snickered at the sour expression plastered across your face. "for a lot of us, making that choice is the only kind of bodily autonomy we're ever going to get to feel."

"you're too young," you muttered. 

the more time you spent together, the more jisung had began to remind you of your younger brother. he was so lively and wise beyond his years all at once. it pained you to know that he had done so much growing up already. once upon a time, you had hoped by this age, you would be the one giving your little brother advice about sex and romance, but here you were getting advice from a kid that seemed to have lived an entire lifetime by sixteen.

after a brief moment of silence, you continued. 

"i don't think i'll ever get to choose who to spend my first experiences with."

"trust me, if anyone knows what that's like, it's me. do you know how many other gay boys there are in this hellhole? the choice was already made for me before i made it myself, you know? jaemin is my only option no matter what i do or what i want as far as love and romance goes and i just have to be okay with that. you're a pretty girl and i know so many of the men here would love to give you what you want, but everyone is too scared of johnny to ever touch you. i'm not saying you should have sex with the enemy, but you're tied to him for life, so all you can do is the choices be yours to make. do things on your own terms and in your own time and try to find strength in choosing. don't ever let anyone take your choice away from you."

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probs won’t post requests just continue my original works

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before i start posting my writing again it’s been 2 years is the nct fandom still alive?

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PLEASE POST YOUR WRITING

my bad i didn’t mean to leave y’all hanging that long 😭

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❝ i’m the one who made you

and i’ll be the one who brings you down ❞

partner in crime au | tw: mentions of murder

“do you think god is ever going to forgive us for what we did?” you asked, your voice unable to rise above a mere whisper.

taeyong looked down at you with lust in his eyes as he placed a hand on your cheek. his fingertips were still soaked with the crimson liquid pooling at your feet. no matter how hard you tried to fight it, a small whimper left your lips at the warmth. a smile spread across his cheeks.

“i don’t believe in god,” he replied simply. he was careless in stepping over the body that separated you, placing one foot on either side of the man’s torso before planting them both firmly in the pool of blood spilling from his ribcage. he purses his lips for a moment before continuing, “but donghyuck… donghyuck believed in god; maybe that’s why we’re still breathing and he isn’t.”

“i’m being serious, tae!” you finally cried.

a strong sob wracked your body, tears running down your cheeks in rivers.

“so am i,” he cooed, using the pad of his thumb to wipe away your tears. “all this believing in god—look where that got you. god can’t help you, baby, but i can.”