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Every once and awhile I'll find myself in a dream.

You and I swaying back and forth to a song I've never heard before.

Ear to ear I hear your heart beat slowly fade away. I know if I open my eyes you'll be gone so I'll keep them closed.

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No body really knows anything if you think about it

we’re all a bunchve stupid people

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These are some lyrics I wrote for the most recent song.

(Scream)

“Open your eyes to see the truth.

This world will never give u you’re youth

It takes your blood and never gives it back”

(Talk)

“There was talk. a splash of darkness In my passion

I was looking in eyes of blue but nothing past them

empty flesh to a spineless body you loved me for who I was but not who I am you were Lost ink on paper.

fire, harts torn cold shadows on pavement

night lights for stars so close but gone for good with the breeze

No word in my goodbye, no love in my lips

You were gone and all that was left was a farewell, a farewell so doomed so lost giving hope to a new world of eyes

Beat me down and take my love

For it is all I have for you

Beat me down and take all my love

Cus it’s all I can give to you”

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Taking a bus up to the country tonight, I need to get out of the city for a while.

Sitting in this seat watching the Street lights pass me by.

when I go to sleep at night I find myself in a field, bright stars up above

each one a different memory of you.

I’ll close my eyes hoping I’ll wake up just to open them weeks later.

Feelings damaged but still there.

I wish to stay in this dream forever but I know I cant.

It’s funny how time works when you’re growing up you feel as if you have so much of it but it all slips away with one cold breeze of the autumn night.

I’m scared it’ll go by too fast and I’ll end up somewhere I don’t want to be doing something I don’t want to do.

Everything is changing and all I can do is grow to accept it.

I can feel myself slipping away me and these moments are one and the same no matter how fast I run I can never reach the finish line.

I’m too focused on the sidelines.

-Rowan

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at night I’ll get up on my roof and watch the city.

It’s so strange how everything is moving even in the latest hours.

There’s always someone still doing something trying to make ends meet.

It’s like a movie that has no ending. I used to bring my closest friends up there but none of them really talk to me anymore so now i just sit up there alone I think a lot when I’m up there I think about everything that’s happened to me in my life and sometimes when it’s real late I’ll talk to the city and it’ll respond I focus most on the lights and all the glare it looked like little stars in the Milky Way

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It’s so weird to me how time moves. I can’t remember anything from this summer I don’t even remember what I did a week ago. There are something’s that happened this summer that I keep playing on repeat in my head but that’s it that’s all I have to remind me that I even experienced a summer. It’s such a pain growing up I have bills to pay now and I can’t just day dream all day about wanting to live my life to the fullest. Everyone gets so mad at me when I fuck up just a little. But I’m trying I really am but everyone is moving so much faster then me and I’m just watching everything happen behind my eyes.

Im 16 now ? That still doesn’t sound right. In my head I’m still a 7th grader who just had his first kiss. Just a boy experiencing life for the first time I remember A few years ago everything was so simple in my brain everything felt so new and fresh everything was so quiet. During the summer I would hang out with my friends and we would ride bikes it felt like we we’re gonna live forever but nothing last forever and those friends eventually moved on with their lives and are now just memories in my head.

Time is what we make of it it can’t be understood because there isn’t an end or a beginning to it it’s always moving it’s always around us. But eventually everything will end and time will still move on over other peoples heads

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Fuck what you heard. It’s what you hearing 💯

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Chasing aesthetics like a pig chases a carrot on a stick 

(“Could be us”by Whitearmor)

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I fucking hate eating in public. It’s the worst I feel like everyone is starring at me.