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[82mkl]

coming back here momentarily to say fuck taeil and fuck men. i hope the victim gets the justice they deserve. and a reminder to stop scheming and stop theorizing and stop worrying about anything other than the victim who was sexually assaulted and will have to live with that for the rest of their life. it’s insensitive to ask for the victim’s story or the victim’s ‘side’ because that person owes nothing to the public and most certainly owes nothing to people/fans who treat this as a ‘kpop scandal.�� always believe victims of sexual assault, too many of them go unnoticed

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82mkl's masterlist

☆ — mainly for nct!!

☆ — feedback, likes, and reblogs are very much appreciated.

☆ — i don't have a schedule for my posts since i write for fun!!! i'm a graduating college student, so i want to avoid burnouts especially with writing being one of my coping mechanisms.

☆ — requests are always open! (no smut and no rush reqs pls) (i love song reqs hehe esp taylor swift songs)

☆ — requests are always open! (no smut and no rush reqs pls) (i love song reqs hehe esp taylor swift songs)

yuta

☆ — promise ring

jaehyun

☆ — champagne problems

☆ — october 13

☆ — birthday morning

☆ — this is the end (part 1) begin again (part 2)

mark

☆ — fearless

☆ — labyrinth

☆ — touch

jeno

☆ — countdown

☆ — pretty sure

haechan

☆ — at your party

☆ — attention

jaemin

☆ — a week at the cafe

☆ — be healthy

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begin again

word count: 1.5k+ pairing: jae? x reader notes: part two for this is the end. hope you like this <3 not proofread.

after jaehyun went live to confirm the news, you hurriedly unblocked him. calling his number with the hope of trying to undo both of your actions, but he didn’t answer. you felt devastated. it felt like the world was against you, against the both of you. so, you blocked him again. trying to accept the fact that it is really over. the love story you created is over.

six months after.

“where are you going?” nara, your friend and now roommate, asks. “meeting up with someone. might not be home tonight though, so don’t wait up,” you tell her. nara raises her eyebrows, skeptical on who her friend was meeting, but she brushed it off, deciding it’s better to let you enjoy life especially with what went down. “okay, just stay safe and call me if you need anything!” she says. “thank you! i’ll be going now. bye!”

you were in delightful bakery, ordering the delicious bread they have, until you hear your phone notification.

jae: hey, where are you? want me to pick you up? you: it’s fine. wanted to walk around before heading to yours anyway. im in a bakery, do you want anything? jae: just your presence is enough <3

you giggle to yourself, placing your phone back in your bag and getting the bags of bread you ordered. it was a lovely day, the sky was bluer than ever and the sun was shining the right amount of beams.

you never really expected to begin again after what went down months ago, but you’re glad you’re in a happy place now. you never expected for it to get better, but it did.

flashback: six months before.

you were a crying mess. you didn’t understand how jaehyun could easily let you go. after everything you’ve gone through, you expected him to put up a fight for you. you guess, not everyone and everything is what they seem.

it’s been a few weeks since the tragic day. you were walking to your favorite bakery, delightful bakery, until you heard someone call your name. “y/n!” you look back, seeing mark and jaemin. “oh, hey guys.” “i didn’t expect to see you here. what are you up to?” mark asks. you smile at him, “about to buy some bread. have you tried their bread? it’s really good.” both of the boys shake their heads, and you playfully gasp. “if you are both free, i’ll let you try some,” you tell them. “aw, i actually have to go right now. i have a solo schedule. maybe next time?” mark says, and you frown a bit before smiling again, telling him it’s fine. “i can come. i’m free today,” jaemin says. you smile at him, excited to make him try your favorite bread. as shallow as it sounds, it’s nice to hang out with someone after what you’ve been through. while you’re glad your friends have been trying to comfort you, you can’t deny how busy they really are, and disturbing them is the last thing you wanted to do. it may be weird hanging with someone close to jaehyun, but they don’t deserve to be shunned for what happened between jaehyun and you.

“so, how is it?” you ask him. “it’s really good! you were right,” he tells you, taking another bite. “that’s good to hear. they make the best bread, that’s why i try to go here early because it gets sold out immediately,” you explain. he nods, munching on his bread. “so, how are you?” he asks. you knew what he was pertaining to. “i’ve been fine, really. could be better, but hey this is life,” you shrug. “it will get better,” he tells you.

present time.

you knock on his door, looking around the hallways, you spot a painting that strikingly looks like the honeysuckle bower.

“hey there,” he greets you, bringing you closer to him with a soft kiss on your forehead. “i bought some bread,” you tell him, raising the bags you were carrying. “my favorite!” he beams. you place the bread on the table, preparing the utensils and plate for the both of you. “did nara ask where you were going?” he asks, taking a bite off his bread. “yeah, told her i was meeting someone.” “just someone?” he raises his eyebrows at you. you giggle at his antics, going near him to give him a kiss until he jokingly pulled away. “love!” you raise your voice, “wanted to kiss you,” you pout. he gasps, “kiss? aren’t you moving too fast, miss?” he playfully banters. you laugh, slapping his arm gently, attempting to kiss him again. “miss? i don’t think this is something you should be doing to just someone,” he says. you roll your eyes, “love, come on!” he laughs at you, quickly giving you a kiss on your lips. when he pulls away, you tug his shirt. “one more kiss,” you smile.

“well, i guess i could do that for my fiancé, right?” he says, before cupping your face, and giving you a kiss for a lifetime.

flashback: six months before.

“i hope it does get better,” you say softly, looking down on your empty plate. “y/n,” you hear a familiar voice. your brain is missing with you, you think. you look up, expecting jaemin to say something. “y/n…” you hear again, following the sound, you look back and see jaehyun standing. “i’ll be going now. thank you for the food, y/n.” jaemin says, giving jaehyun a pat on the back as he leaves. “hi,” jaehyun says. you were too stunned to speak. how was he here? when he figures you were not going to say anything in any second, he decided to quickly sit down in front of you. “i miss you,” he tells you. you felt tears starting to well up on your eyes. he smiles, quickly wiping them away. “mark told me he saw you here, and that you were with jaemin, so i messaged him to keep you here,” he explained. “wanted to talk to you,” he continued. “i am so sorry for how everything went. you do know that i love you, right? i just thought that, at that time, it was what you wanted, but i understand now,” he says. when you don’t respond, he grows worried, evident on his features that were slowly going down. when you notice this, you quickly grab his hand that was fidgeting on the table, and you saw how his face lit up from that simple action. “i’m sorry it took so long. i know it’s not an excuse, but work held me back. i have a short break, and dream had activities here, so i decided to come along in hopes of getting to talk to you.” “jaehyun…” you speak. “do you want to head to the car for some privacy?” he says, knowing exactly that you were growing uncomfortable with the amount of people around you. you nod, letting him take the lead.

“i missed you so much,” you say, quickly giving him a hug. “i am so sorry, jae. you know i don’t hate you, right? i love you so much. ” you tell him, cringing at the memory of you telling him you hated him. “i know. i love you too. we were just stupid, we’re all good now, right?” he asks, and you nod.  “those weeks without you were the death of me, y/n.” he says, giving you a kiss.

flashback: a month before the present time.

jaemin was right. it does get better, and this was better than ever.  

“y/n, will you marry me?” jaehyun asks, you quickly tug his arms to make him stand. giving him the biggest hug and kisses you could ever give. “yes! yes! yes!” you repeat.  

when the both of you calmed down. you caressed your ring finger, smiling to yourself. “love, when should we tell our friends that we are back together?” he asks. “hmm, i don’t know,” you tell him. when you got back together, you both decided to keep your relationship a secret with only a few knowing. mark, jaemin, and taeyong knew since it’s thanks to them you both were together again. some important people in the company knew to avoid any rumors and news to come out. “i really like how private our relationship is for now, it feels like it’s just the both of us in this world,” you say. “it’s a breath of fresh air without people following us around,” he agrees. “whenever and whatever you want, i’ll be here love.”

present time.

in a stunning turn of events, beloved couple jeong jaehyun and y/n have taken the world by surprise with their recent engagement. the couple has come to social media, posting a photo of both their hands intertwined with a ring. 

fans are eagerly awaiting for further details about their wedding, however the couple has remained silent. a source close to the couple revealed that they are planning to keep this cherished moment private just like how they did the previous months.

the surprise engagement marks a triumphant moment for the couple demonstrating the power of their love. we wish them happiness and everlasting love as they embark on the new chapter of their love story.

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i was just wondering if we'll ever have a pt.2 of the last jaehyun break up angst??

i am planning on writing another part! but idk when i’ll post it i was actually going to make it into something longer but i shut down midway T_T

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this is the end

pairing: jeong jaehyun x reader

word count: 2.3k

sm entertainment has confirmed that jeong jaehyun and y/n have broken up. the news has left many fans expressing their sadness and concern for the couple who had been together for six years. since the announcement of their relationship, the couple had captured the support of fans.

while sm entertainment has confirmed the breakup, the reasons behind it remain unknown. fans are left wondering what could have caused the sudden split, with many taking to social media to speculate and share their theories.

both jaehyun and y/n have yet to comment on the situation.

As jaehyun landed at the airport, he was met with a barrage of questions from fans and reporters about his recent breakup with y/n”

“jaehyun!” “jaehyun, is it true? you and y/n have broken up?” “jaehyun! what was the reason for your breakup?”

jaehyun tried to cover his face with his cap and walked quickly to his van, to his surprise, taeyong was already there waiting for him. “hey, are you okay” taeyong asks. jaehyun shook his head,  tears starting to form in the corner of his eyes. “hyung…” he starts, but all he could do was cry.

when they arrived at the dorm, taeyong contemplated on sending you a message to see how you were doing, but before he could, jaehyun sat down next to him. “hyung, i love her so much, but i think this is really the end of it.” jaehyun tells him, staring at the wall in front of him. “i doubt she wants to see me again. there’s no going back,” he continues. “jaehyun, what happened to the both of you? last time i talked to her, she was so happy to see you visiting her in america,” taeyong asked, confused on the sudden change of your relationship.

 jaehyun looks at taeyong with tears in his eyes. “it’s my fault.”

flashback.

knock knock.

“who is it?” you scream, walking towards the door. to your surprise, you saw your boyfriend, jaehyun, on the other side of the door. you squeal in delight, jumping in his arms. “my love! what are you doing here?” you say, giving him kisses all over his face. “calm down, love.” he chuckles, walking inside and placing you on the couch. “we are on a break right now, and they allowed me to visit you. surprise?” he says, and all you could do is smile and give him kisses. “i love you so much,” you say. “i love you more.”

it's been days since jaehyun visited you, and your parents have invited you both to a family gathering. “do i look okay?” he asks you. kissing him on his cheek, you answer, “always.”

during the family gathering, jaehyun was mostly with your dad and uncles. you were staring at him until your cousin asks you, “so, when are you planning to get married?” you blush at her comment because although you and jaehyun have discussed it, you did not want to pressure him in doing anything regarding it. “we are not rushing into anything,” you answer.

if you were to decide, you would want to settle down and start a family with him already, but your relationship with jaehyun is not that easy. he was at the peak of his career, and you did not want to do anything that would risk it. you were proud of him. you loved seeing him do the things he love, and you know that he loves you. a marriage doesn’t need to prove that.

“hm, but you have been together for six years now… aren’t you a little bothered that he hasn’t atleast proposed?” you stared at her for some time, not sure where she is going with this. “no, i’m not. what… what are you even trying to say?” “it’s just, come on y/n, he’s jaehyun… he’s surrounded with lots of…” you didn’t want to hear it. you couldn’t believe what you were hearing from her right now. you didn’t want to sit here, listening to her belittle your relationship with jaehyun like that. “i’m leaving,” you say. you walk towards jaehyun, and he could already tell that something was wrong, so he says his goodbye to your dad and uncles. “y/n, what’s wrong?” he asks, bringing you closer to him. “let’s go home,” you tell him.

once at home, you do your usual night routine, while jaehyun wonders what happened to get you all this sad and frustrated. “do you want to tell me what happened?” he asks, once you were both in bed. you look at him with sad eyes and a frown. you didn’t want to bring it up to him because you know it would bother him as well, and that’s the last thing you want to do. “it’s nothing, just tired.” “y/n, you should know by now not to lie to me. i understand if you don’t want to talk about it right now, but just know that i’m here,” he says. you nod, snuggling closer to him. he caresses your hair, still hoping you would talk to him, so you decide to… if only you knew the outcome of this conversation, you would have just slept it out.

you look at him, telling him what happened with your cousin. “i trust you jaehyun, and although i want to settle down. i know it’s not a priority right now because of your career, and i’m not holding that against you. i know you love me, and i love you too,” you tell him, drawing hearts on his chest.

jaehyun stays silent, thoughts were clouding his head. he didn’t know you wanted to settle down already. it’s true you have discussed about it already, but he didn’t know that it’s something you want right now. holding you back is the last thing he wanted to do.

“jaehyun?” you call. “hm? i didn’t know you wanted to settle down already,” he says. you chuckle, “it’s not that serious. what matters is you’re here with me,” you say, closing your eyes, getting ready to sleep. jaehyun, on the other hand, struggled to sleep that night.

the next morning, you woke up to jaehyun’s luggage all packed up. you were confused because as far as you know, he still has a week left. you found him in the kitchen, preparing some pancakes. you gave him a peck on the cheeks, and hugged him. “love, did the company call you about something urgent?” you ask him, and he stays silent. you frown, letting him go. “love? jaehyun? is something wrong?” you ask, not liking the atmosphere. you were scared, beyond scared. “i…” he says, looking at you, and quickly looking away. “let’s break up,” he says. you stare at him in silence. tears starting to form in your eyes. what happened? did he fall out of love? no… that can’t be. “why?” you ask, tears now flowing. “why are you breaking up with me all of a sudden?” he lets out a sigh, wanting nothing more than to hold you in his arms. “you want to settle down, y/n. i can’t give that to you right now. i don’t want to hold you back.” you look at him in disbelief. you were furious. you didn’t want that stupid marriage if it wasn’t him. what’s the point of settling down if it’s not him? you wanted him. you wanted to settle down with him. you reassured him that it was fine. all night you told him that it was okay and those words hold true.

“jaehyun, i told you that it was okay. we don’t need to-“ you stop yourself. your thoughts now clouded with negativity, with sadness, with anger. he’s breaking up with you that easily. he just decided one night that you were not worth fighting for. he decided to ruin your six year relationship just because… of this? you look at him, “okay.” you tell him. this is it. the end. “okay. i don’t need to fight for something you are set on. i told you everything, and you still decided to break up with me. am i not worth fighting for, jaehyun?” you ask him. he looks at you bewildered, “y/n, of course you are worth fighting for. but we have different-“ you cut him off, “no jaehyun, we do not have different goals. i would have talked to you about all this, but you just decided to break up with me? you know what? it’s fine, just leave. i don’t want to see or hear from you again. goodbye,” you say, walking towards your room. you place his luggage outside the room, and locked it, crying your eyes out. not caring if he could hear you or not.

he knocks on the door. “y/n, please open up,” he says repeatedly. “leave! don’t talk to me ever again. i hate you!” you scream. of course you didn’t mean it. you love him more than anything in the world. when the night comes, you were hoping to see him just outside the door, or the kitchen, or living room, anywhere near you. however, you were left with complete silence. no traces of him, no traces of jaehyun in your house.

and that’s when you knew that this is it. this is the end.

for the next few days, jaehyun was spotted strolling around america alone. fans and reporters speculated a possible breakup due to no sight of you.

end of flashback.

taeyong listened intently to jaehyun. “hyung, i messed up so bad. she hates me.” taeyong knew you didn’t hate jaehyun. you wouldn’t have meant that. “she doesn’t hate you, jaehyun. believe me. she was just hurt,” he says. “what do i do?” jaehyun asks. taeyong thinks of a plan… he really tried to think of one, but he was left with nothing. he could only imagine what you were going through right now. “we’ll figure it out, okay? go rest first. come on,” taeyong tells jaehyun.

taeyong desperately wanted to help you and jaehyun get back together. everyone knew how much you loved each other, but he just didn’t know how. when jaehyun falls asleep, taeyong decides to message you. there is a slim chance you’ll reply to him considering what happened, but atleast he tried.

taeyong: hey y/n. how are you?

it has been weeks, and you still couldn’t believe what happened. you miss him so much. all you want is for him to come back, but a part of you doesn’t want that to happen knowing he gave up on you easily.

your phone notification chimes, glancing at it, you see taeyong’s name.

you: hi yong. could be feeling better haha is there something wrong?

why was taeyong messaging you so late? did something happen to jaehyun? you wre growing nervous, tapping on your phone in hopes for taeyong to respond quicker.

taeyong: no, nothing’s wrong. jaehyun just arrived in the dorm, and i was just wondering how you were doing.

you: he broke up with me hahaha so that’s that. you probably heard it from the news or him already

taeyong: he loves you you know

you: if he did he wouldn’t have broken up with me but it’s all good i’ll move on eventually i think

tears were now running down your cheeks again. how will you move on from him?

you: i just don’t understand why he would break up with me i told him i’m fine with not settling down i love seeing him doing the things he love we were not rushing i just wanted him yong

you: im sorry ignore me haha

taeyong: y/n…

you hear your phone ringing, but you didn’t want to hear from anyone right now, so you decided to shut your phone off.

“jaehyun, we were told that you have to go live and comment on the breakup. tell everyone to stop talking about it,” the manager tells him. “if i do this, i might just lose y/n forever,” jaehyun says. “i know you don’t want to do it, and i don’t want you to do it as well, but it’s an order,” the manager simply says. jaehyun simply nods.

jaehyun prepares to go on live. he goes through his messages, clicking on your last message to him.

you: love youuuuu! you look so pretty on stage mwa sing to me everyday once you visit me

he types a message for you.

jaehyun: y/n, i miss you. please. one word, and i’ll come back. i love you so much.

he could have ran to the airport, and took the earliest flight to you, but his thoughts were a mess. he thinks you hate him. he was scared, so he decided to just send the message.

This user has blocked you.

ah… jaehyun thinks. before he could call taeyong to try to message you, the manager has already called him to go on live.

when the live ended, that’s when he knew that this is it. this is the end.

jeong jaehyun has gone on live on social media, addressing on the recent breakup with y/n. In a somber tone, he confirmed the news, thanking fans for their support and acknowledging the difficulty of the situation.

“everyone, i know you have heard the news. thank you for all your support, but unfortunately, they are true… we are really over. i won’t be commenting anymore further on this matter. please don’t bother y/n about any of this. she has dealt with a lot already.”

During the live broadcast, fans noticed the forming tears on jaehyun’s eyes, highlighting the emotional toll of the breakup. despite his efforts to keep the details private, fans continue to speculate on the reasons behind the split.

It is undoubtedly a difficult time for both jaehyun and y/n as they navigate the end of their long-term relationship. while the reason behind the breakup remains unknown, it is evident that jaehyun and y/n shared a deep love for each other.

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labyrinth (mark lee)

lowercase intended

you and mark were … friends? dating? in a situationship? that’s what you would probably call it. you both know you like each other, mark has once asked you to be his girlfriend, but you said you weren’t ready. you were too hurt from your last breakup— too afraid to enter a new one, yet here you are in his arms.

it was probably past 8pm, you were both watching tangled— your favorite film— while taylor swift’s ‘midnights’ was playing softly in the background.  you stare at mark who was focused on the movie despite watching it with you over a hundred times by now.

all of a sudden labyrinth started playing on the vinyl while the i see the light scene plays on screen.

breathe in, breathe through, breathe deep, breathe out.

you see flynn looking at rapunzel lovingly on screen, so you quickly glance at mark who was doing the same to you. you nestle closer to him, giving him a soft smile. “hey,” you say. he kisses your forehead as a response.

uh-oh, I’m fallin’ in love. oh no, i’m fallin’ in love again. oh, i’m fallin’ in love.

for some reason you had a feeling. the urge to… “don’t you ever regret waiting for an answer for this long? it has been a year,” you ask him. “never. it’s just a label. what i feel for you doesn’t need one, yeah? i’ll wait for you for eternity if i have to,” he says, nonchalantly, like he has been waiting to say it. you knew by then. you knew what you had to do.

i thought the plane was goin’ down, how’d you turn it right around?

“mark, can you ask me again?” you tell him, and he knew. he knew what you were asking him to do, so he smiles. “will you be my girlfriend?” he asks, once again. this time, you knew what your answer would be. no more waiting. “yes,” you whisper.

notes: i will mastermind my way for this to happen to me one day :DDD btw i love midnights so much.

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touch (mark lee)

lowercase intended

“stop touching me,” mark tells haechan, removing the said man’s arm from his shoulders. “y/n, how do you deal with your boyfriend being like this?” haechan asks. you giggle at the scene in front you. mark isn’t really fond of physical touches even with you, his girlfriend. you have been dating for 5 months now, and you were used to it. he wouldn’t even let you hold his hands for more than a minute. it made you sad at first, but he explained that he just doesn’t like being touched often, and you understood him. it doesn’t mean he loves you less.

a month after

you and mark were both sitting on his couch, watching a movie you weren’t paying attention to anymore. you were busy looking at mark, and how cuddly he looks. you know how it will end if you try to cuddle— him subtly pushing you off him after a few minutes— but you would take those few minutes in his arms any day, so you slowly position yourself, and cuddle him. he wraps his hands around you, and gives you kisses on your forehead. you smile at him, and seize the moment. after a minute, you slowly get off him knowing he would do it himself. “where are you going?” he asks. “hmm? just here beside you,” you smile at him. “come here, let’s cuddle,” he pouts. “getting used to my touches now?” you joke, “the only touch i want on me forever.”

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promise ring (nakamoto yuta)

lowercase intended

you were shaking from crying so much. it has been five days, and you couldn’t find the promise ring your boyfriend gave you. you couldn’t even reply to his messages properly because of guilt. your mind was making up countless scenarios at this point. what would he say if he found out you lost the ring? he would probably get mad at you for being so careless. what if he breaks up with you? over a ring? it’s possible. it’s your promise ring. “where is the ring?” you mutter to yourself. “y/n? are you here?” you hear your boyfriend’s voice. you try to calm yourself down, wiping your eyes. “hey, are you okay? what happened?” he asks, you should tell him the truth, “nothing. just stress over school, how are you?” “i’m fine, but do you want to talk about it, or do you want to rest? we could cuddle while watching something you want,” he smiles at you. “it’s fine, yuta. i would love to just sleep in.”

when you woke up, you weren’t greeted by yuta’s face in front of you which was odd. you checked your phone, and you were shocked at the time. 1pm. you overslept. you went to the bathroom to wash your face, and while going through the drawers, you saw the promise ring you were looking for in one. you were so relieved to finally find it. you decided to call yuta to ask where he was, but before you could call him, he enters your bedroom. “good afternoon, love. i heard the bathroom door, and figured you were awake. here’s your lunch,” he says, placing a bed table and the plate on top of your bed. “thank you, yuta. you didn’t have to bring it here,” you tell him, giving him a peck on the lips. “just wanted to take care of you. go eat, i’ll get a glass of water,” he says, holding your hand while caressing your ring finger.

yuta smiles to himself. he had a suspicion you lost the ring days ago. he had a habit of caressing your ring finger, loving the way the ring feels, reminding him that you are indeed his girlfriend. however, it has been days since he felt the ring on that finger. he figured that you might have just forgotten to wear it, but after a few more days, you were starting to become more distant, and you constantly hid your hands from him, he concluded that you might have lost it. he knew you would beat yourself up for losing the ring even if he told you that he wouldn’t get mad, so he decided to buy the same ring again, and placed it in one of the drawers knowing you would look for it again. he wondered if you knew that even if you lose the rings again and again, he wouldn’t get mad at you. he could easily buy a new one, it was replaceable, you weren’t, so that’s what he did, but this time, he bought two rings. the other one now in your finger, and the other in a velvet box hidden in his pockets. hopefully, that ring could replace the ring on your finger.

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birthday morning (jeong jaehyun)

lowercase intended

“sweetheart, why are you awake?” you ask, taking your daughter in your arms. it was five in the morning, and your daughter, jia, came knocking on your door. “i want to give daddy his birthday kisses,” she says. your daughter wiped her eyes, and tugged you towards your bed where your husband is currently sleeping in. “daddy is still asleep, sweetie,” “but mommy, i want to wake him up so i’ll be the first one to greet him,” she pouts. as much as you want to allow her to wake jaehyun, he just arrived an hour ago from practice, and you wouldn’t want him to miss out on a good sleep, especially on his birthday. “how about you stay beside us, and sleep for a while so you can wake daddy later, sounds good?” she looks at her father, then back to you and nods.

jaehyun wakes up and looks over at you, but to his surprise, he comes face to face with a sleeping little angel. why was his daughter beside him? and where were you? he checks the time. 7 am. you were probably making breakfast. he gave his daughter a kiss on her forehead, and stood up to get ready for the day.

jia wakes up thirty minutes after jaehyun, and pouts when she notices that his dad is nowhere to be found. she searches the room, and saw jaehyun fixing his hair in the bathroom. “daddy!” she excitedly screams, running towards her dad. jaehyun looks at her and smiles, taking her in his arms.“happy birthday daddy!” she says, hugging and kissing him. “thank you, sweetheart” “i was supposed to wake you up and greet you, but mommy said to not wake up yet because you were tired so i slept but i didn’t wake up on time,” she explains, pouting. “it’s okay, sweetie. you still gave me the best gift today with your hugs and kisses,” he says. “i have one more gift daddy,” jia goes closer to his ear, and whispers, “you’re the best dad in the world. i love you so much.”

jaehyun felt his heart bursting with joy.

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Please please please make a part 2 for Countdown, like that masterpiece needs a continuation. I really love your writings and you're so talented💗.

im answering this so late im so sorry i have been so busy with uni!! i have been planning to make a part 2 for countdown, but every time i write something, i don't find it good enough ): but i'll try to make one asap and thank you so much for your kind words !!! <3

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october 13 (jeong jaehyun)

pairing: jeong jaehyun x reader

word count: 1k+ words.

content: angst, fluff

notes: inspired by intro – sabrina carpenter. i hope this isn’t too confusing.

october 13, 2014.

“goodnight! i miss you, see you tomorrow.” “i’ll be there soon. go to sleep now,” he says. you quickly place your phone on your nightstand, and drifted to sleep, excited to finally see him again after a long time.

you suddenly woke up after a loud crash. you checked the time, 10:15 pm, and went out of your room to check what happened.

october 13, 2018.

10:15 pm.

“hi babe, i’m home!” “how was your day?” you ask as you wrap your arms around him. “it was tiring, but we finished a lot of things. i might get a week off if we finish by tomorrow.” “that’s nice. i’m so proud of you jae” he places his thumb on your cheek, and pulls you closer to him. “i love you,” and before you could respond, jaehyun kisses you passionately.

october 13, 2019.

you haven’t responded to any of my messages?

are you okay?

please reply to me.

are you almost home?

baby, it’s almost 10 pm

you were starting to worry. jaehyun was supposed to be home by this time. where was he? you were about to cry until you heard a familiar ringtone. you quickly picked it up, and the first thing you heard was a car horn sound. “hi babe, i’m coming home now. wait for me?” “you scared me, jae. why weren’t you answering your phone?” “i only had the chance to charge my phone in the car, i’m sorry. everything’s alright.” “okay, come home safely. i have something to tell you.” you say with relief. “i’m almost home. i love you,” he says as he ends the call.

“i’m pregnant,” you tell him when he greets you at the door. he looks at you, wide-eyed, a smile creeping in his face. “you’re not joking?” you shake your head, and he lifts you up and hugs you. you sleep that night with jaehyun chanting ‘i love you’ to you repeatedly.

october 13, 2014.

its times like this, i wish i had a time machine

you heard sounds coming from the living room, and you slowly took a peek inside— you shouldn’t have. you saw him with another woman. they were trying to suppress the sounds they were making. you hear him faintly say “i love you,” so you quickly ran to your room.

the last thing you heard that night was your sobs and his ‘i love you’ to another woman.

october 13, 2020.

10:15 pm

“yeah, i love you too,” you faintly hear jaehyun say as you go down the stairs. you were about to cry— you were going to cry. “jae, what the fuck! who was that?” you scream, trying to stop your tears from falling. “y/n, what? quiet down, jaewon might wake up.” he says as he lets his phone fall to his feet, startled by your voice. “who was that?” you say quietly, realizing that your child might hear you, now letting your tears fall to your cheeks. “my mom. it was my mom, y/n,” he says, and you just stare at him— not knowing what to do, what to believe. him or your thoughts. he’s saying i love you to another woman. “check my phone then,” he says, handing his phone. you should just trust him. trust him. for fuck’s sake, just trust him. you grab his phone, and just like he said, it was his mom. you check every app he has, and there are no signs of another woman. stupid girl. “i’m doing my best, y/n. i don’t know what to do to gain your full trust after all these years.” he says, so gently, that it makes you cry even more. “i know jae, i’m sorry. i’m just scared,” you tell him. “you need to trust me babe,” he says as he pulls you closer to him, hugging you tightly. “i’m scared you’ll find someone else, and replace us,” you whisper in his chest. “babe, i’m not him. i’m not leaving you and jaewon.”

october 13, 2015.

“i’m sorry.” your father says. “one year too late. don’t say sorry now,” you tell him. “i love y-“ “if you did, you wouldn’t leave us. you wouldn’t cheat on mom,” you say, feeling the tears on your eyes. “mom might have forgiven you, but i don’t, and i don’t think i ever will.”

october 13, 2021.

“y/n, your father has been waiting for you,” your mom says, giving you small smile. you will never understand how fast your mom forgave him. “it will be alright, come on,” jaehyun reassures you, as he carries jaewon in his arms. you enter the room, and see your father laying on the bed— weak and fragile.

you feel your eyes watering as you sat down beside him. jaehyun looks at you, and you gave him a sign to leave you two alone for a while. “you sure?” he asks, rubbing your back. you nod, and looked at your son. “go buy some candy with your father, yeah?” jaewon smiles, and jaehyun quickly gives you a peck on your cheek.

you looked at your father, and when you see him give you a faint smile, you quickly looked away. “hi y/n. how are you?” he asks. “what a beautiful family you have,” he comments, and you try your best not to scoff at him. be kind, you remind yourself. “how are you feeling?” “i’m good. i’m glad you came, i have been waiting for you.” it was silent for a while. you couldn’t find the courage to talk to him. “i miss you so much. i love you, you know that right?”

this was your father. the man who you grew up with treating you like a princess. the man you had so much good memories with. the person who you first told everything to. you didn’t even go to your mom first— it has always been him, your dad. the person who would do anything for you. the man you first loved. who would have thought he would also be the first to break your heart.

“god, i love you so much, but—”

but you’re such a dipshit.

thanks to you i can't love right

i get nice guys and villainize them

i blame you for every worst that i assume

he tries to hold your hand, and you let him as tears fall from your face. despite everything happening, you still can’t find the courage to look at him.

please fucking fix this cause you were all i looked up to, now i can't even look at you.

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be healthy (na jaemin)

lowercase intended

you stared at the book right in front of you, trying to understand every word written, but nothing was staying in your mind. you quickly look at the clock. 5pm. you have been in the library for almost 4 hours. you let out a sigh, decided to take a break. you checked your phone, and saw a message from your boyfriend, jaemin. “where are you?” “are you in the library? i’ll go there.” he sent the message 10 minutes ago, so you didn’t bother replying— knowing he will arrive soon—so you decide to just continue studying.

after a few minutes, jaemin arrived and gave you a quick peck on the cheek, and sat down beside you, taking your hand into his and giving it a peck as well. you gave him a quick smile, and continued studying. jaemin knew not to distract or bother you when you���re studying, so he kept you company as he scrolled through his phone. when you finished studying, you looked at jaemin and gave him a quick peck on the cheek. “hey babe,” jaemin says. “thank you for keeping me company,” you say as you fixed your things. he gave you a smile, stood up and grabbed your bag, “let me carry this for you.”

“what do you want to eat?” he asked, and it dawned to you that you haven’t eaten the whole day. you let out a small gasp, and jaemin looks at you confused. “let’s go to the nearest one, i haven’t eaten the whole day.” “say that again?” jaemin stops walking and looks at you in disappointment, and you knew you should have just left out the latter part. “babe!” he whines and grabs your hand to quickly go to his car. he immediately starts the car, “babe! i understand you have your exam, but you could have asked me to get you food.” “i completely forgot about it, i’m sorry jaem,” “i’m going to study with you this whole week to make sure you eat okay?” “don’t you have training?” “i do, but i need to make sure that you eat.” you let out a huff. knowing jaemin, you knew you couldn’t change his mind, but you still tried. “we can eat lunch together instead! you don’t have to stay with me the whole time” jaemin stays silent for a while. “come on, jaem, i don’t want coach to scold you,” you convince him. “fine,” he says, and grabs your hand and gives it a kiss. “i love you, y/n. i want you to always be healthy.”

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fearless (mark lee)

lowercase intended.

“did you enjoy tonight?” mark asks as you walk towards his car. you give him a smile, and cling yourself to his arms, “i loved it! i missed you so much, you know?” he gives you a kiss on your forehead and pulls you closer to him. “i know, baby, i’m on a break this week. i’m all yours.” he opens the passenger door and waits for you to go in. you and mark have been together for about two years now, but every single thing he does still gives you butterflies. “want to go home or go on a drive for a while?” he asks as he starts the engine. “let’s drive for a while.” after a few minutes of silence, you started to play music. you look out the window and gaze at the stars above, wondering what you did in your past life to have such a beautiful man with you. out of the billion people in this world, you found yourself crossing path with mark, coincidence or fate? you will never know, but you are grateful it happened. you get out of your thoughts as you hear the car door close, and you see mark walking towards your side, opening the door, and reaching out for your hand. a fate or coincidence? you will never know, but just as he does that, you faintly hear the music on the stereo;

and i don't know how it gets better than this you take my hand and drag me head first, fearless. and i don't know why but with you i'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless.

“let’s dance?” he asks as you take his hand. “mark, you know i don’t-” you look at your surroundings and find yourself mesmerized at the view you were seeing. stars shining in front of you as it reflects on the puddles on the pavement. street lamps shining bright, and flowers everywhere. you look over to mark, and see him already looking at you with a huge smile. “let’s dance?” you say, taking his hand to yours.

note: i was supposed to make an angsty one for either forever and always or the other side of the door, but i figured i'll just do one for the title of the album. this is a scenario for me to get ready for taylor swift's release of the fearless re-recording!! AAAAAA i'm so excited for later

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pretty sure (lee jeno)

lowercase intended. not proofread.

note: okay when i said i had a lot of drabbles, i mean two... lmao. i have other writings here but these are series, but i want to post it once i finish writing the whole thing or even half of it, so updates wont be slow. i have three pending writings tho might write it later. im open for requests now, but dont expect for fast updates, but i’ll try my best to do it (except smut).

“jeno is over there, go say hi,” jennie nudges my arm. “are you kidding me? no way!” i roll my eyes as we walk the hallway. you see, lee jeno has been your crush for about two years now, but you never shoot your shot. how could you? he’s the school’s ‘it boy’ as what they would call him. he also had a reputation of ignoring every girl that would confess to him. why would you even risk not ever speaking to him again even though you never had a conversation— well maybe except for that one time he accidentally spilled his soda on you.

“oh my god, i’m so sorry,” jeno says, immediately taking his jacket off and handing it to you. “it’s fine. no need for that,” you tell him, trying not to stutter, trying your best not to look at him. “it’s fine, take it,” you look at him and here he is giving you the puppy eyes. oh god, why is he so beautiful? “it’s fine. i’ll just go home, it’s 5 minutes away from here anyway.” before you could walk away, you hear him talk, “i’m really sorry, y/n!” he knows your name. the lee jeno knows your name. you chuckle, and looked at his soda bottle, “you should probably not drink soda this early morning though, it’s bad for you,” your eyes widen at what you just said. you quickly look at him and he has this confused look on his face, so you immediately left— you messed up.

“come on! just wave at him,” jennie teases. “he probably thinks i’m some weird girl, no way!” “jesus, have some courage y/n!” yeri tells you. you look at jeno one last time— maybe you stared a little, and he catches you doing so. you panicked and just gave him a wave. you notice his group of friends laughing at him when they see you, so you hurried out the hallway. fuck. his group knows you like him. you’re pretty sure they do.

“so, ms. soda girl waved at you,” haechan teases. jeno rolls his eyes, “shut up, donghyuck.” “why don’t you just go talk to her?” jaemin asks. “i spilled soda over her at six in the morning, she hates me, i’m pretty sure she does,” jeno tells them. “you should have walked her home and offered to grab some lunch. you missed a great opportunity,” haechan tells him. “for a pretty smart student like you, you are so slow when it comes to love. how long have you liked her again?” renjun asks. 4 years. it’s been four years since he liked you, and he messed it up. he’s pretty sure you will never reciprocate his feelings now. heck, you probably might not even want to talk to him— look at how you hurried out the hallway. he’s pretty sure you hate him.

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attention (lee donghyuck/lee haechan)

lowercase intended. not proofread.

“and then, she told me that i was overreacting! was i really overreacting? she did not do a single thing in our paper, not even a single word! how shameless of her to-“ “jeno! to your right!” haechan cuts you off. you let out a huff and roll your eyes. you just wanted someone to listen to you after such a terrible day. haechan was the one who offered to call, but here he is not listening to any word you are saying. “haechan, are you listening to me?” after a minute of you just staring at your boyfriend, who obviously is not paying attention to you, you ended the call. stupid donghyuck, if he doesn’t want to talk to me, he could have just said so. after a few seconds of the call ending, you see haechan’s name on your screen. you waited a few more seconds until he decides to drop the call, but he didn’t and you grew tired of hearing your ringtone, so you answered. “what?” you say. “i got off the game, i’m sorry baby.” “i’m going to sleep, you can go play for how long you want. i don’t care.” before you could end the call, he pouts. “come on baby, i’m sorry. i’ll listen to you now, i’m all yours.” you roll your eyes. you really wanted to talk to haechan, but you’re so annoyed with him right now. “so, tell me, what did you do hyejin about the paper?” “i removed her name! and after doing so, she starts complaining. she has no right whatsoever to even complain! i can't believe her. oh! during lunch, some group of…” you continued to ramble as haechan looks at you with loving eyes, and all he could think of is how lucky he is to have you in his life. “i love you, y/n.” he whispers.

note: i have been so busy with uni, i can’t find time to write, but i have so much ideas in mind. i’ll try my best to write them, but i have some drabbles written already, i’ll post them when i can.

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OH MY GOSHHHH your taylor inspired writings were so good i love folklore and evermore so much and your writings were so good i love them ! you’re so talented ! 💜💜💜💜

aaaaa thank you so much!!!! 🥺🥺

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champagne problems was soooo good😭 i love your writing style!! thank u for doing what u do❤️

oh my god?? THANK YOU SO MUCH this means a lot to me 🥺