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why on earth would they chain someone up like this

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Okay so here are the tags I wrote on someone else's post about Dean running up the stairs to find really real Cas in 15x19:

#so I think about this a lot. Like if the Empty was falling apart and all the angels and demons were escaping #and Cas got out too #but it was rough on him and he was torn to shreds but he came to the bunker to warn them what was happening. And Dean opens the door to #find Cas all bloody and leaking grace #and Cas doesn't deliberately fall into Dean's arms #but he collapses and Dean catches him #and brings him inside. They're on their knees on the landing #Dean propping Cas up with a hand on one shoulder and the other cradling his face. And Cas is trying to tell him something about demons but #Dean isn't hearing it. He's just all #Cas what happened to you? What do you need? How can I help? And then Sam and Jack are there so Cas directs his warning at them instead and #they at least seem to absorb it. They share a look: and we thought things couldn't possibly get worse. #And they want to help Cas too #but Dean has that task monopolized #so Sam and Jack just hover. Dean is still asking #what do you need? How do I help you? Cas looks at him softly and says he just needs time to heal. And it's a terrible lie. #Dean is all whispered streams of 'no' and Cas #c'mon buddy. C'mon. I need you. I need you to be okay. I can't. I need you. Dean is a livewire he's unwinding he's fraying apart. #He can't have Cas again so close he's holding him #can't be holding him again just to watch him die again. But there's light spilling from Cas' wounds and his eyes are going unfocused #and there's a glow between his lips like the start of an angel blazing out. #Cas. Hey. You gotta be okay. You gotta look at me. Cas. Look. #And Dean kisses him. Unthinking. Sam and Jack are there but that doesn't matter. They don't say anything. They just watch in distress. #The moment Dean and Cas' lips part Cas is staring at Dean glossy eyed. And then he laughs weak and sputtering. #Hey. Cas #you gotta tell me how to save you. You can't. No. No no no no. Dean takes Cas' hand and presses it to his chest. You touch my soul #that'll heal you up right? #Cas tries to tug his hand away. Tries to say something about it being dangerous. Dean keeps it pressed tight against him. #Cas please #you gotta be okay. I need you. I can't. I need you. Cas. #And Dean kisses him again #as if he can convince him with kisses #as if he can pour his soul into Cas with his kiss. And then a glow does begin to grow between them. Weak at first #but it gets stronger #strong enough that Sam and Jack have to look away #strong enough to white out the whole room. And when it fades #Dean is pale and breathless but alive #and Cas is healed. He stares at Dean dumbfounded. Because he didn't touch Dean's soul. Dean's soul reached out and touched him. #the end #yeah I think about this a ton

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Some fanart I did for Restless Wanderer by the incredible intothesilentland ( @norestwithoutlove )!

So happy to share these!!!! They were a joy to work on!

+ a couple of extra sketches under the cut

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3x01 / 12x01

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tender grouble

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ive said it before but actually yes cas is better than ANY of the characters from other shows ppl condescendingly recommend as alternatives to supernatural in that 1. he has one of the most memorable entrances of any character in tv history 2. his overarching storyline of being the one thing the powers that be cannot control and the way that plays out both on and off the show is genuinely facinating to watch and 3. he spent a season chasing a woman across the country begging her to get an abortion whilst acting under the alias agent solange

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Dean Winchester + Oh the irony

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Honestly they didn't even have to make a big deal out of it. Casually canon destiel would have been so good.

Like imagine if, the episode started in the bunker, Sam hunched over a laptop, clearly not having slept. It's 6AM. We see Dean come in in his pjs, looking disheveled, nod at Sam and grunt in acknowledgment. He sits down across from Sam.

"You sleep?" "No. Research. You?" Dean smiles. "No." He gets up and goes to the kitchen to make more coffee as Sam rolls his eyes.

Cas comes in, no trench coat. "Hey Cas. What do you make of this?" Cas comes and stands behind Sam, eyes narrowed at the screen. Dean comes back with two cups of coffee, hands one to Cas. Ruffles his hair a bit. Cas smiles softly, and turns back to the screen.

Sam gives Dean a look of disgust that only a younger sibling could give. Dean throws a ball of paper at him.

They don't talk about it. It's just happening. In the background. The show doesn't have to be ABOUT it.

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Alright ya'll, here me out....

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Bro I fucking love the DB Cooper case nothing about this whole situation sounds real. None of the passengers on the plane realized they were being hijacked until the plane landed two hours after it was supposed to and the fbi showed up with suitcases full of money. The note about the bomb almost went unnoticed because the flight attendant thought she was being sexually harassed so she didn't read it. One of the main suspects was the first trans woman in Washington to have a sex change operation. A reporter who was so dead set on his suspect that he brought him to court was so upset about being wrong that he went catatonic and was treated with electroshock therapy and it WORKED. There's been multiple "I'm DB Cooper" death confessions. He never even SAID his name was DB Cooper. Either he got away with a million bucks in today's money and the most iconic and harmless crime American history or he impaled himself on a pine tree while falling a zillion miles an hour in the dark while clutching duffel bags full of cash and either option is equally hilarious. He wore a clip on tie. He committed an act of sky piracy. What in the fucking looney toons

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party city wig. blurry wife. jenny the vampire. death by phallic rebar. john lives down the road. el sol. one piece of toast representing there aren't two pieces of toast. "[through tears] this is agent bon jovi." weird color filter the entire episode that was bad even for late seasons spn. two back to back carry on my wayward sons. vampires with clown masks for some reason. robert singer laughing when dean gets pied in the face. sam naming his son "dean" which we know because it was embroidered on his overalls. dean shitting outside deleted scene. dead kansas in the original script. jimmy in heaven but no cas in the original script. the job application in dean's room. shirtless jared. the episode being short so they could fit in more walker ads. dean saying he's "fading fast" then has a 5 minute long monologue. stupid forehead touch i have to see j2 doing photos for at every convention from now until eternity. they couldn't bring back misha because of covid but they had the entire crew crowded on the bridge maskless. car was raptured.

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in terms of spn i do think often about how the network told them they couldn’t end with no god. like they could kill god but they had to replace him. the cw really mandated that.

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I promise that you’ll never find another like me.

just uh. trying to convey an experience

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poor Jimmy. he was a straight white man in living in 2008 and a devout Christian he was probably either deeply repressed or WILDLY home of phobic and he agreed to be a vessel for an Angel of the Lord to carry out the will of God but he was the chosen vessel for the Angel who immediately went

in his body and then said “fuck God’s will, actually, I’m in love with this human man” and proceeded to do that for 12 years while creating a fruity legacy all the while in his image

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something about 15.10 dean explicitly commenting on not wanting to die in front of an audience -> ten total episodes later, dean dying in front of us, the audience, is simply .