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it's probably better to just vent, i guess. probably, although i don't want to think about it.
so i found out my dad is a cheater. probably. and my mom knows it too but i think she prefers to ignore it and pretend it's not happening. because the fact that it's true can really destroy our family, and my mom depends financially on my dad, so i don't blame her for not doing anything about it. and it isn't like things are strange or anything. we are all pretending to be alright, i guess? or well, i guess im the one who cannot pretend.
and the fact is he's cheating with other men. that reality never crossed my mind, never in a thousand years. but by mere accident i found some pictures my mom took of a whatsapp conversation my dad was having with a number he didn't have saved in his contacts and they were talking about it. my dad pays for sex. from other men. it's so weird for me to think about it.
and since then, ive been going through his texts (probably wrong of me to do, but fuck him i guess?) and i have found some flirty texts with women as well. and it's disgusting, i am incredibly disgusted. he's supposed to be a married man lol my mom has sacrificed a lot and is a great wife and mom, and i guess that isn't enough for him.
and the worst part is that i feel bad for feeling this way. i actually thought i had excellent parents and i love them both very much, still now it pains me to be feeling like this. but i don't think i can respect him anymore after finding out the truth. i don't think i can move on from this, unless he does something to make it better. but what can he do? i honestly have no idea. im not in the space right now to forgive.
i have already started acting weird around him and im sure he'll notice soon, if he hasn't already. i don't know how that conversation is going to go.
> whats happening?
> i know what you've done.
..and that's pretty much it. the rest in my head is the both of us crying, then my mom crying, and then our family completely breaking and nothing we can do can forever fix it.
and i feel so guilty because i should just continue as if nothing ever happened. not for my sake, of my dad's, but my mother's. she doesn't deserve her life going to shit because i can't pretend that everything's alright. but it's so unfair because it isn't my fault. it is HIS fault and because men ruin everything, he's going to victimize himself, im sure. im sure he's going to say he'll leave or die or whatever and everything's going to be worse.
so i guess it's better to pretend but it's so difficult. i lost respect for my childhood hero and i can't fix it. i feel so powerless, and sad, and angry. i really wish this was a fake reality lol
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i love it when my gf makes me masturbate while she watches or while i'm sat on her lap. Last night she made me touch myself as i faced her while sitting on her lap while she was doing some work on the computer. She told me to get my favourite toy and fuck myself on her lap and cum over and over until she was finished. I faced her and buried my face into her neck as i pushed my toy inside me, fucking my pussy over and over and leaving a lot of mess on her lap as i came half a dozen times
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Give me all of your attention, nobody else should matter like I do, nobody else deserves it
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gr8 free google chrome extensions mini masterpost
Honey - automatically searches and applies coupon/discount codes in checkout for all online stores ummm????amazing????
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Ears - EQ any audio online (soundcloud, youtube, spotify,ect)
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me: i really wanna be intimate with a girl right now and feel her softness
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