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7emperance · 12 minutes ago

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work from 8 to 4:30 for the rest of the week then im sad bc camp is over and its all my kids last year of camp and then i move into my dorm a week early so i can work my chopped retail job and probably have long ass shifts and probably have anxiety attacks every day idk smile :)

#i should have told my doctor that i need to be medicated when i was there but i got scared #there is nothing noble about suffering and ik that but i also cannot shake the mentality that im cheating if i get help #┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 24 hours ago

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why do eating disorders have to be life changing and brain altering why cant it just be something i romanticize on tumblr for a few months at a time until i inevitably get banned again i am becoming a danger to myself and others

#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#im going back to edblr bye im logging out bye wave smile :))#i will be back to post about spn or when i get banned again whichever happens first #im ripping my hair out i cant do this anymore i wish i could just rip all my skin off why can everyone see me i want to die

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7emperance · 2 days ago

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dean winchester you're so ethel cain i love you

#crush! dust bowl! american teenager or maybe even michelle pfeiffer???#who up growing up hard and falling off harder? who up smoking that shit their daddy smoked in vietnam???#dean winchester i adore you #spn :p #┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 12 days ago

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wasn't gonna drink tn but im missing the dilf i saw at disney today who looked just like mike faist like a mf

#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#MORE THAN A FEELINNNNG

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7emperance · 13 days ago

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everyone at the family function in awe of how social my autistic little cousin is being and how much she likes me like duhh bc i don't yell at her to stop stimming we're running that shit multiplayer

#now in the car listening to my dad complain about how my cousin (autistic cousin's mother) didnt pick a “good mate”#because sickness runs in the baby daddys family. like ok idk #┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 13 days ago

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finally found a souvenir with my birth name on it and my mom was so happy. so silly to me bc my chosen name is ridiculously common

#baddie emo employee i miss u </3 u looked cool as hell #┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 13 days ago

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#┈ ⚝ ﹙reblogs﹚

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7emperance · 14 days ago

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listening to will wood's "in case i make it" and going "damn, this was the only thing standing between sophomore/junior year me and actual real life suicide?"

listening to phoebe bridgers for the first time since i was like 15 + taking damage from it

#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 14 days ago

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listening to phoebe bridgers for the first time since i was like 15 + taking damage from it

#shes whooping my ass rn #┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 15 days ago

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competency is a CURSE it must be so nice to clock in and do fuck all for eight hours and not even know that you're doing the worst job imaginable AND THEN GET PAID FOR IT

#bum ass co counselors were testing me today. both my usual cos were out so they moved two randoms to my group #hope they enjoyed the hour long break they took #(it was supposed to be 30 minutes)#(my break was 15 minutes because i had to deal with a nurse emergency at that time because my cos are legitimately incompetent)#and these two might be the counselors for my group tmr bc im leaving and idk if my regular cos are gonna be back #like thats just not fair to my kids. makes me sad.#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚

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7emperance · 16 days ago

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sam in 1x19 is so anime character to me like why are his bangs so bang

#the bang is banging like thats a bayaaaang. anime protagonist ass #┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#spn :p

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7emperance · 17 days ago

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just spoiled spn via SPOTIFY.

#guess im really just the chopped huzz. guess ill die.#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#spn :p

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