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Frida and her son. #wattpadstory

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How my experience of playing Ghost of Tsushima is going so far.

Trying to find all the hot springs 👀🥵

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honestly I agree I feel like it would mess up their perspective

If you are a minor, you should not be publicly posting anything adult-themed.

If you are a minor, you should not be publicly admitting you create adult-themed media.

If you are a minor, you should not be seeking out other minors who do the same thing.

Keep in mind that legally you are still a child. By actively contributing adult content on a site that adults frequent, and if you interact with them with their content, they can get in trouble. This is why MANY of us who create smut or other adult content have a DNI on our blogs. We should not be held liable for your actions.

Furthermore, you are opening a door for predators to interact and even worse, track you.

Please be smart, keep it private, and wait until you're legally old enough to post.

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he's ready for the barbie movie. 💗🔪

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Love this reference 😭🤣

Price: Good job Sargent (Y/n)

(Y/n): Thanks dad

Gaz: Did you just call the Cpt, dad?

(Y/n): What? No I didn't, I said 'thanks man'

Soap: We heard'ya say dad lassy

Price: (Y/n) do you see me as a father figure?

(Y/n): No if anything I see you as a bother figure, 'cause your always bothering me.

Ghost: Oi don't talk to your Father like that!

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Nah literally

If your fic involves an OC instead of the reader please, for the love of everything that is holy, don’t tag it “x reader”

This goes for AO3 too.

Especially AO3.

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Loved that mission 😭

might fuck around ‘nd lose Lenny

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Heart shattered

she died for the cause

eren jaeger gets word of your death encountering the female titan after he wakes up and you weren't able to come back home

eren jaeger x fem!reader

angst

manga spoilers!!! but the spoilers are at the end. y'all can skip it honestly, but I thought it would add some conclusion to reader's death.

^^^ had to make that bigger and bolder bc many got spoiled even when I warned them....... :/

"mikasa..."

armin called out to the black haired female peering down at a familiar body. his blue eyes violently shaking from the sight he was looking at. tears pooling in his eyes as he stared down at the peaceful look of the dead person laying down in the grass.

mikasa looked to armin and got off her horse. she held on its reigns and walked to armin. "what's wrong?" she asked although her question was answered when she saw the girl laying down on the floor with her scout cloak covering her up to her chin.

mikasa fell to her knees and held in her sob. "she...she can't be," mikasa said softly and reached out to the girl's face. then she frantically looked back at the carriage which held a sleeping eren in it. "eren," mikasa whispered and snuggled closer to her scarf.

armin pulled the cloak down and gasped out. there was a clean cut across her throat. "[name] wasn't killed by a titan, she was murdered by the female titan." armin quickly pulled away from [name]'s dead body and threw up. he couldn't stomach the idea of someone killing one of his childhood bestfriends. or [name] being right about her death.

and he had his suspicion on who the female Titan was. it tore him apart, she couldn’t have killed [name]. she let him go, why couldn’t she have let [name] run away?

“how do we tell him?” mikasa asked discreetly wiping her tears away. the black haired female covered [name]’s wound with the cloak and never looked back at her closest friend again.

armin swallowed and wiped his mouth with the sleeve of his jacket. then he tore off the scout badge from [name]’s uniform, the wings of freedom weighing heavily in his palm.

“we give him this and let him know what happened.” armin pocketed the emblem and stood up with a sniffle. he wiped his tears away and smiled sadly, "we'll continue on living for [name]. it's all we can do for her now."

"and catch the killer," mikasa said with a low, subtle growl. she stood up as well, "we'll make her pay for stealing [name]'s life so early."

......

armin and jean rode next to the horse carriage carrying their comrade who laid in a pile of other dead bodies. armin looked back and forth between her covered body and the field in front of him. "first marco," jean whispered and armin barely caught his words. but he knew jean was just as close to [name] as he was.

"does captain levi and everyone else know to keep eren...secured when we tell him the news of [name]'s death?" jean asked armin.

armin looked at jean and questioned him back, "you think eren will transform?"

"out of anger and hatred? yeah, I wouldn't put it past him," jean admitted and gripped the reigns tighter. "[name] was basically the love of his life. eren won't take the news lightly."

armin nodded, "you're right about that, but eren will be too shocked to transform. he'll deny it to the best of his ability. but when we show her body, he'll believe us only then."

jean hummed and they continued riding for a few moments more. then they heard the familiar sounds of thumping footsteps and a warning from a scout way behind. two titans were chasing three scouts, two on horseback and the other looking immobile.

one managed to catch one on horseback and the other stayed to fight it off. but the abnormal titan kept running straight for the scouts that continued on. "it's going to be right on top of us!" armin yelled and jean cursed under his breath yelling back, "looks like we gotta fight back."

"no, we can't. it's too flat over here with not enough trees. not only that," armin and jean spotted three more titans running, "we'll soon be outnumbered."

jean only got scared and angrier by the truth, "that's perfect," he sarcastically said, "then what do you suppose we do, you're the genius here."

armin looked at the carriage of dead people. his eyes focused on [name]'s body. he clenched his teeth, "the only thing we can..."

jean quickly caught on to his words, his heart racing even faster. to his relief captain levi was on the other side of them when two soldiers planned to kill the titan. but captain levi's words were something he didn't want to hear.

"don't bother. get rid of the extra weight," levi's words weighed heavily on the ones that heard him, "dump the bodies."

"but sir..." one tried to refuse. although levi didn't care for their concerns. he spat back, "do you know how many bodies we left behind already? these one aren't special, dump them. consider it their last service to the cause."

"are we seriously doing this? we can't!" a soldier cried leaning on a body that must've been his friend.

"im sorry!" the other yelled, "there's just no other way!" the soldier released the latch on the carriage. and he dropped one body out. the titan kept running. they reluctantly dropped another.

jean and armin kept their eyes on [name]'s body. hoping they wouldn't pick her. the titan still kept up with them. they dropped another and her face was revealed. jean and armin didn't recognize the orange haired female.

the titan wasn't showing any signs of slowing down. the two soldiers laid their hands on [name]s body and jean yelled out instinctively, "wait, you can't! you can't drop her body!"

"what are you talking about?" the lead soldier asked and jean shouted back, "that's [name] [l.name], eren jaeger's girlfriend!"

"and why should we care? like captain levi said, there's no one special on this carriage. whoever this is...they're dead already!" the other soldier cried.

"you don't understand!" jean said trying to protect [name] from being abandoned out here, alone. his heart felt like it was going to explode. his anxiety almost killing him. "c'mon armin, tell them why we can't drop her body."

armin looked at captain levi and shouted, "jean's right, captain! [name] is too important to drop! her death is an unusual case! she didn't die from a titan, but the female titan!"

the blonde male wasn't convincing them enough. he had to lie. "when we tell eren of her death, there's no telling how he'll react! he'd want to see proof! we can't risk him going berserk, not when you can't be the one to take him down. I heard about your injury from mikasa! are you willing to risk other soldiers lives when we can avoid him transforming?"

it was silent among the soldiers. everyone thinking especially captain levi. his eyes glared hard at armin. then he directed his attention to the two soldiers on the carriage. "drop a different body."

armin and jean finally breathed in again. relieved that they managed to save [name]'s body from being torn apart and eaten.

......

"eren, hey eren!"

eren moved in his sleep hearing his girlfriend's voice.

"eren, you have to wake up!"

he only grumbled back an incoherent response.

"eren, please! wake up!"

eren's eyes shot open scaring mikasa who was watching him sleep. her eyes looking at his frantic form. he looked all around him and spotted mikasa. "mikasa, where's [name]?"

mikasa could feel her eyes getting teary. she didn't want to tell him. she couldn't form a sentence either way because there was a heavy lump in her throat keeping her from speaking.

captain levi walked up to eren and stated, "she was killed." mikasa looked at the short male and wanted to attack him for being so blunt with eren. "w-what are you saying? [name] wouldn't die to a titan, she's too strong." eren denied and sat up looking between mikasa and levi.

mikasa wasn't denying levi's words either. and eren refused it to be true. commander erwin walked up to the carriage with armin, hange and moblit behind him. "eren," commander erwin started, "captain levi is correct and so are you. [name] didn't die to a titan, but a titan shifter."

eren's hands shook in his lap. tears pooling in his eyes and he stood up. he stumbled out of the carriage by himself and stood in front of the commander, "I need to see her. please, let me see her commander."

erwin looked down at the broken male and said, "will you confirm that you won't transform?"

eren was taken back by his words, but accepted anyways, "yes sir, I won't trasnform. just let me see her already." the commander nodded his head and began to lead eren to [name]'s body. she was laying on the soft grass again.

her body wrapped up tightly, but her face was revealed to everyone who looked down at her. "stop it!" eren yelled unexpectedly and ran to her body. he kneeled down and picked her lifeless body up in his arms and against his chest. "stop pretending already!"

eren shook her body and her eyes remained closed. "god damn it, [name]! you know I hate when you joke around with me! so wake up already and tell me you're kidding with me like always!"

mikasa and armin began crying seeing eren's distressed state. eren cried his eyes out and noticed the slash across her neck. dried blood decorating her down below the lethal wound.

"i'm sorry!" eren yelled out unexpectedly. he pulled her body closer to him and he buried his face in her nape. "im sorry for not being with you in your last moments! were you scared? who killed you?"

he picked his head up and looked up into the sky screaming out in a fit of rage. his train of thought going off the rails. he couldn't believe she was dead, but the heavy weight in his arms proved him otherwise. he felt armin and mikasa sit beside him. then they enveloped him a hug which made him cry more tears.

"eren, armin might know who the killer is," mikasa whispered and the teal eyed boy looked at her with wide eyes. then he looked at armin who nodded his head. "she's right, eren. I think I know who the three titan shifters are."

"cadet armin," commander erwin walked up to the trio, his bright blue eyes concentrated on the boy, "who do you think it is?"

"honestly sir," armin stood up and looked down at [name], she looked like she was just resting in eren's arms. her words from last night echoed in his head. "it wasn't me who found this information. it was [name] which explains why she's...dead. these three...they didn't want to be found out because of their mission."

"what mission?"

"to kill every last island devil."

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"armin, I have to tell you something. I honestly don't think I'll make it home." [name] said to the blonde who was preparing his horse for the expedition. it was only the two of them in there since they were assigned stable duty by captain levi.

armin stopped brushing the horse's mane and nervously looked at her, "what are you saying? of course you'll make it back home."

"I am not coming back home." [name] stated harshly, yet she relaxed her stiff form, "but before I leave, I need to tell you something important that you need to relay to the commander after my death."

armin stood petrified as [name] told him an undeniable truth.

"the colossal titan is bertholdt. the armored titan is reiner and if anything annie is a titan shifter as well. I have a feeling that she will show herself during our expedition and try to kidnap eren, but before she does that...she'll have me killed."

"w-what are you-"

"listen armin," [name] interrupted him, "this is no fairytale. everything is real in that book you read as a kid. the ocean is real and across that ocean are our enemies. they're trying to kill us to get rid of titans because eldians are the only ones that can transform into titans."

armin stumbled over a pale bucket and fell on his bottom. he didn't understand what she was saying. "so you're saying all those titans...they used to be humans?"

"that's exactly what I just said, armin. so you have to tell everyone about those three before they kill more people."

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eren brushed a stray hair out of [name]'s face and sighed. she died for humanity. not only did she do her duty as a scout, she saved many lives by telling armin the truth.

"we'll honor [name] [l.name] for her sacrifice," commander erwin surprisingly said. his blue eyes rested on the trio surrounding their loved one. "she did something that would have taken us awhile to figure out. she found out that humanity is not wiped out. she found out who the three traitors are and survived to relay the truth."

erwin raised his blade in the air, his eyes glued onto eren's, "her story will live on just like the other scouts who have lost their lives before her. this is a promise to you three; eren jaeger, mikasa ackerman and armin arlert, your friend will live on through you, through the scouts and through the truth. her name will be remembered."

and that's what became of [name] [l.name], a girl who fought for the truth and died because of it.

......

manga spoilers!!!!! don't read and get disappointed bc I warned you!!!

"annie," armin looked at the blonde across from him and she looked up from the fire. he had to know about [name]'s last moments. "we know you're the one who killed [name]."

annie didn't even flinch at armin's bold accusation, she didn't bother to deny it. she knew that armin figured it all out like he always does. she looked up from the fire and sighed, "yeah."

mikasa glared at annie. that's all she had to say for taking a life. it was like she was used to it all. "don't you get tired of murdering innocent people?" mikasa questioned angrily.

annie shot back, "eren doesn't seem to have a problem listening to the screams from helpless people now. it's something we think we have to do in order to get what we want."

"why did she have to die though?" armin asked and annie looked back at him. her eyes watering up just a bit. it was only noticeable to armin as he was directly looking at her. "because eren cared for her." was her answer.

reiner jumped in the conversation pulling everyone's attention on himself, "[name]'s crush on eren was obvious and eren talked about her all the time. we thought that if we put her in trouble then-"

"trouble?" jean asked with clenched fists, "[name] was killed. you guys didn't kidnap her, you murdered her."

"how did she die?" yelena asked with her eyes on the fire. everyone looked at the tall woman and she looked up with raised hands. "I was just asking. eren still talks about her, but he never told me how she died. it seems he's still holding onto the memory of her."

"I cut her throat with a dagger," annie quickly answered then added, "she didn't see me coming for her. I took someone's cloak and disguised myself as a scout to get closer to capturing eren."

yelena nodded her head, "she must have been stupid to let an enemy sneak up on her." armin and the rest froze up hearing yelena's harsh words. but annie shook her head staring at the fire. a tear slipped down her eye. "she knew I was coming for her, but for some reason she stayed still."

armin let out a shaky breath. mikasa closed her eyes. "what did she say to you annie? why are you the one crying?" jean asked trying to hold his own tears back. hearing the truth about marco's death then [name]'s was becoming too much for him.

"because," annie breathed out ignoring all the stares on her, "[name] knew death was coming for her. she didn't fight back like I expected her to do. she just looked over her shoulder and smiled at me."

annie clenched her hands into fists, "then she looked in the sky and said "goodbye annie, take care of yourself, okay?""

jean froze still. armin's eyes widened and he straightened his back up. his mind running through [name]'s last moments. there was no way [name] wouldn't have fought back and mikasa was thinking the same.

"no, she would have fought back. you're lying about something. she-" mikasa stopped trying to think about possible scenarios, "she is a fighter, one of the strongest ones."

yelena hummed and said, "[name] must have knew that annie and the other two were titan shifters. maybe just like your other deceased friend, marco, [name] must have found out earlier on about their identity."

reiner and annie felt a shiver run down their back. yelena hit the bullseye.

"you guys tried to silence her," armin looked at reiner remembering a certain dispute in training corps. "tell me if im wrong, you guys were the ones to jump her when we were given a day to ourselves."

"yes," reiner nodded his head, "we tried to convert her to our side for her sake. but she denied our request and said that her family wasn't going to die for some twisted mission. she called us traitors, bastards and many more insults."

"you deserve them," jean growled out. "that's why [name] stuck with marco and I for the longest time. how many times have you tried killing her?"

"four times" annie admitted shamefully. reiner looked at annie in surprise, not expecting her to tell them, but this was the moment to let it all out. the mistakes they made, the lives they took. they weren't going to ask for forgiveness. they deserved the hatred from their comrades.

"you took away the two people closest to me" jean muttered and a dark look crossed his face as he stood up. his bowl of soup cold and untouched. "you deserve this much and not only am I doing this for myself, but for mikasa. for armin and especially for eren. you took away someone he loved, someone that could have stopped him from activating the rumbling."

reiner looked up at jean who lunged at the male with his right fist going straight for his face. jean had dealt his revenge for himself and his comrades.

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- a o t  c h a r a c t e r s  a s  q u o t e s -

a/n: this isnt an x reader, just all the characters as quotes from another one of my most favourite books in the world, the kite runner!! i highly recommend this book, it made me cry, made me laugh, and then made me cry again, and then cry some more, but it was beautiful. i hope you enjoy reading this, as always, feel free to leave suggestions in my ask box!!

WARNINGS: spoilers!! also a bit suggestive and sad  – masterlist

“Happiness like this is frightening….they only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something away from you” – Ymir

love, as we all know, in aot is tragic. this quote is literally me seeing any hints at love from isayama, because i know its going to end in disaster and sadness. but ymir and historia really hit me because ymir wanted to love so much and so selfishly, but in the end she willingly sacrificed herself, selflessly loving historia. ahhh its just sad and it makes me sad and this quote is sad and the whole book really is sad tbh.

“For you, a thousand times over” – Eren

this is such an eren quote because to save his friends he seriously would go through all the pain and suffering a thousand times over if it means his friends can smile for a day longer and love for a day more.

“It may be unfair, but what happens in a few days, sometimes even a single day, can change the course of a whole lifetime…” – Hange

hange, for me, is one of the most perceptive and understanding characters in aot. they know a whole deal more than they show and i feel like they’re stuck in this circle on inevitability and no matter how hard they try to get out of it, they can’t because of eren. it’s like they went from the fear of the certainty of death to the fear of the uncertainty of life. like will there be anything left to save.

“When you tell a lie, you steal someone’s right to the truth.” – Reiner

‘i am the armoured titan’ – that’s all I’m saying

“And that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too.” – Jean

jean was a bit annoying when he was younger but he grew into a really admirable and loyal young man. honestly he glew up, appearance wise and personality wise. he truly is a man of his words which is why this reminds me of him, he’s honourable.

“It always hurts more to have and lose than to not have in the first place” – Levi

he’s lost so many people. like so so many. he outlives all of his commanders, his squad members, his fucking eren. not in that way, as in he lost eren because he loved eren platonically, not romantically i don’t do that shit, sorry. levi’s lived such a tragic life, but I don’t think he regrets having loved. after all its better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all.

“There are a lot of children in Afghanistan, but little childhood.” – Everyone in AOT

literally saw people being eaten alive and murdered while they were 12 years old. all the characters in aot (aside from jean lmaoo) had a tragic and traumatic childhood. this quote reigns true for all of them.

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𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 "𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨" 𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐎𝐓 / 𝐒𝐍𝐊 [𝐝𝐫]

》 contains: manga spoilers, misspellings

》 genre: angst

》 characters: eren, mikasa, armin, levi, hange x gn!reader

》 wc: ±1k

》 author's notes: hehehe i told u guys i'll have something up before my birthday! this one's not fluff though, but i hope i'll have inspiration to write for fluff soon. i think it's the lack of crush but yes. i bought a new book so i might disappear for a few days too. notes and reblogs are appreciated! hope you enjoy this >\\<

— italicized : reader || — red : both

❀ eren jaeger

: but i love you...

: so?

: please let me-

: go.

— you knew well from the get go that it was difficult to love this man, it would not be easy making your way into his heart. he did not give even the slightest chance nor leeway for you to wriggle into his romantic life, and did not glance your way twice.

but you refused to give him up so easily. someone like eren jaeger was like a diamond in the rough, a once in a lifetime. he made you feel so many things that he did not even know he was making you feel, and that only added to the pounding feeling in your chest.

however to him, you were nothing but a pawn he could use, someone foolish enough to sacrifice their life for him so he could achieve his pursuit of freedom. all you were to him was a little idiot who was blinded by love, stupid enough to fall for him.

or so you thought.

he's a lot of things. the founding titan, the attack titan, the warhammer titan, the hope of eldia, the hero of paradis. and above all, the man you love.

and you? you're a soldier, a member of the regiment, quite strong but not so strong, an insignificant someone who was willing to give up your life for him.

however you're not omniscient.

and you can never know that he was only pushing you away for your own sake.

you can never know that he'll orchestrate the biggest crime in the world and paint him as the villain, you as the hero.

you can never know that his eyes always looks for you amidst the sea of green coats embroidered with dual-colored wings.

you can never know his true intentions, his true feelings, his true thoughts.

because nobody knows what's inside of him.

that's how it's always been. and that's how it will always be.

so, go. leave and turn your back on him. because he is humanity's greatest enemy. he is an abomination to the world.

go. leave and turn your back on him. because he is the man that you love. he is the boy who sought freedom.

and between freedom and you? pfft. isn't it obvious which one he'll choose?

❀ mikasa ackerman

: but-

: i love you, so-

: please let me go

— she was one of a kind, figuratively and literally. she always seemed aloof from the world and almost non-existent, yet she is very well aware of everyone's dilemma. and you, little soldier, and your feelings are acknowledged by her as well.

even your other colleagues has their eyes set on her, but it seemed that the woman was only there for her friends, only there to protect them. and although people berated the scouts and called you guys "all muscles and no brain", it wouldn't take too long to see that the girl only has her affection reserved for someone.

she does not know how to deal with the affection and admiration she receieves from others, and often just turns a blind eye to such matters. she, after all, knows better than to give away false hope and motives to other people. her indifference and aloofness, however, pulls you in even more.

and you're not one to give up so easily.

she was so many things. an ackerman, a descendant of the shogun, the hope of hizuru, a strong veteran of the regiment, a big sister to everyone, the woman you love.

and silly little you. a recruit from the garrison, was too afraid to venture beyond the walls, throws up after shooting someone to death. the very opposite of her.

though indifferent, she avoids loose ends all the time.

the most she can do is turn you down as politely as she can, choosing her words carefully.

all she can do is to try to push you away when you persist and throw yourself at her.

all she can do is to avoid contact with you and turn the other side when she sees you across the hall.

all she can do is pretend that you no longer exist in her eyes and that all you are to her is a comrade, for that is all you'll ever be to her.

because her eyes, heart, and soul are for someone else.

that's how it's always been. and that's how it will always be.

please let her go. set her free from the heavy burden of your admiration for her. in the first place, she's not responsible for those feelings.

let her go. are you damn blind and can't see that she'll never reciprocate that love?

it's not a matter of accepting the feelings. it's a matter of whose feelings she'll accept.

❀ armin arlert

: i love you

: so please-

: let me go

— it has been years since the genocide, and armin was doing great at his job as a diplomat. slowly but surely redeeming paradis and eldia, continuing the peace talks with other nations of the world and building a desirable place for the next generations.

and he comes home in his house in shiganshina, exhausted and fatigued from all the events and meetings. he closes his eyes and lets the tears fall as he cries out your name, voice cracking to a sob, head buried in his hands as he keeps on weeping.

his reddened eyes sweep over the room and looks for any lingering presence of you. your coat and uniform still neatly hung in the rack. your boots kept clean inside a box. your cape folded neatly and kept in a glass frame.

he's not one to forget so quickly.

he used to be the colossal titan, is the 15th commander of the regiment, is the diplomat representing the island of paradis. he's the man who still longs for you.

you were a veteran like him, a strong and righteous soldier, a brave and driven comrade, a caring friend to all. you're the person who perished in the battlefield, fighting for humanity.

he's a manipulator, being manipulated by his feelings.

he remembers you clear as day, so warm like the sand beneath his feet the first time he saw the ocean.

remembers you so sweetly, like the ice cream you two shared during your first visit in marley.

remembers you dearly, like the nights you spent at solace and peace, like the calm before the storm.

remembers you so happily, like the day you said yes to his proposal and planned a future for the both of you. a future robbed from the two of you.

fate is such a cruel and mean thing, especially to him.

that's how it's always been. and that's how it will always be.

but he can't let you go though. he definitely cannot, not when you live so vividly in his memories, shining brightly like the way the ocean reflects the sunlight.

he can't let you go, with your eyes so soft and full of love in the photo you two took before hell broke loose; that photo framed and placed on his bedside table.

he can never let go, not when you haunt him so lovingly that you're almost his drug.

❀ levi ackerman

: but i love you

: so?

: please let me go

— humanity's strongest soldier isn't the strongest at everything, rather, he has times of vulnerability and weakness. often, it was in his confinement and when he's all by himself, when no one is around to witness such an embarrassing side of him.

the side of him who still yearns for you, your presence and existence — which vanished long ago in the war. it was funny really, that he, who never wanted to walk this path, is the last one to be standing. standing atop a tall mountain of the corpses of his comrades and friends.

he's the one to live a peaceful and serene, quiet life, all thanks to the sacrifice and devotion of other scouts. especially yours. he could never seem to just get rid of you in his mind, you were always lingering there, eager to bother him.

he fell and sank deeper into the abyss called you.

he's levi ackerman, humanity's strongest soldier, a reliable veteran of the regiment, a captain of a squad. he's the man you love, be it when you were breathing and until in the afterlife.

you were a veteran like him, fighting alongside each other, growing tougher as you clawed your way to the top to survive and stand atop the pile of corpses of your comrades.

he's so strong, yet so weak. just a pair of broken shoes.

he had to be drunk on something, what a joke that he also adapted the mindset of his uncle.

he's drunk on something, on your lingering scent and the echoes of your voice even though it was never really there

he's drunk on you, the way you enter his dreams and asking him to let you go and let you rest in peace.

he's drunk on his hallucinations, the false images of you in the kitchen, the garden, the living room. the false warmth he thought he feels in the cold of the night.

you were a liquor he'd gladly take everyday instead of water.

that's how it's always been. and that's how it will always be.

so, don't bother pleading him to let you go and set you free. he didn't beg you to stay, so don't expect him to set you free so easily. he's drunk on you.

and though the love you have to give is a lot and overwhelming, he simply can't take it as an incentive for letting you go, no.

you'll always live in his mind, even if all you are is a smoky haze induced by a liquor.

❀ hange zoë

: but i love you so

: please let me go

— a few months following the reclaim of wall maria, the scout regiment had been busy with a lot of things and missions and naturally, a lot of pressure fell onto hange's shoulders. and you, a veteran like her, had the responsibility of assisting in various tasks.

paradis gradually opened to the world, the same way hange's heart began to bloom feelings for you. perhaps it was the way you two spent the most time together, or it was the two of you who had the biggest sense of responsibility. either way, she did not deny that sensation.

the shift in her treatment towards you did not go unnoticed. she went out of her ways so many time for the sake of your convenience and comfort. even making subtle gestures to proclaim her romantic intentions for you, so often that a person might be blind if they don't see how much she loves you.

however, her affection and advances were overwhelming.

she's only so much. the 14th commander of the scout regiment, the titan freak, the smartest person in paradis. the woman who loves you.

and you? just another veteran who stood beside hange and aided her with her every call for assistance. someone righteous and did not bow down to others when it came to her safety.

with that, a realization struck you while doing paperwork.

she doesn't love you. she loves the memory of him in you.

she loves the way you always stand tall and dominating when facing other people, just the way he did.

she loves the way you stop her from doing something foolish she might regret soon, just the way he did.

she loves the way you never looked down on her despite her craziness when it involves titans, just the way he did.

she loves the way you remain humble and keep a low profile whenever it involves her, but never hesistant when you know she's being taken advantage for. the way she is your utmost priority, just the way he did.

you were a living memory of him, a glimpse of them.

that's how it's always been. and that's how it will always be.

you always silently plead for her to let you go and just see you as yourself, not because you mirror someone she treasured so much.

you know how much hange relied on him, but it was way too unfair that she only made these advances when it was too late. she only loves the image of him in you.

so if she won't let you go, then you will.

you charged at the horde of colossal titans, buying them some time to get the aircraft going.

hopefully, she can let you go now.

© 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐘𝐌𝐈𝐑 2022 - all rights reserved. please do not repost, plagiarize, translate, or share my work on other platforms without permission. thank you.

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𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐒/𝐎 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐄 [𝐬𝐜𝐬]

cw: mention(s) of alcoholism, final season spoilers, manga spoilers, canon violence, gore, language, not proofread

word count: 3.5k

characters: eren, armin, mikasa, levi x gn!reader

author’s notes: wowzie it’s been a month since my last aot work */refuses to make eye contact/ wishing that this makes up for my month-long no ud for the aot side of the blog :) i hope u guys enjoy this and lmk what u think abt the latest ep!! <3

❀ eren jäger

eren felt all the life and energy drain from his body the moment his fleeting eyes met yours. he was immersed in his fight with reiner, and that momentarily glance at your direction cannot be helped, he had to. it has simply been too long since he last saw you, since he last saw everyone. but it’s not like he can blame anyone but himself.

he pushed everyone away, that includes you and the relationship you two have, had.

so in his constant rain of punches towards the armored titan’s form, his white eyes faltered and looked frantically in every direction, wanting to see someone, anyone.

and he did not fail, because when he tilted his eyes to the side and his eyes swept over the area, he saw you. of course he will even in the midst of terror and disaster reigning over his hometown.

though it was gunshot after the other, bombs after bombs, corpses falling to the ground like snow on a winter day, you stood still on the top of the roof, fully geared with the ODM, blessing his sight once again to see you in the gear that brought you to his life.

his eyes faltered once more and his assault on reiner halted for a second when his eyes found the black band on your arm, wrapped tightly and neatly.

that means…

oh.

you and your stupid alcoholic self.

he had no time to ponder on the thought as reiner threw a punch on his jaw, making the latter stagger backwards. even as he fell to the ground, eren looked up and tried to see you once again but to no avail.

right, that must just be a hallucination. you must be safe with armin and the others, his plan to keep you away must work. none of you should get involved with the mess he started.

but no.

he was approaching his brother when he saw you so clear, so prominent that the world around him stopped. in the midst of chaos, only you could make the founding titan halt in his tracks. only you could make the attack titan stop from moving forward.

only you and the repulsive black arm band you wore.

he stopped in his tracks, much to zeke’s confusion. eren started to have a crisis there, he knew how everything will end! but why didn’t he see this? what went wrong? he had no time to question shit when the jaw titan targeted him.

it was the sound of a thunder spear near him that shook him from his daze. and as he felt a light weight descend on his shoulders, he felt relieved. and terrified.

he did not bother to look at you, he was too ashamed to meet your eyes. and you did not force him to. so all you did was caress his face and press a light kiss to the side of it.

“go on, you suicidal dumbass. save the world, save others. keep going forward until your legs give out, until you reach a wall so high you can’t climb it. i’ll always watch you from afar”

you flew off from his shoulders and aided mikasa in attacking the cart titan. your last words reminded him of how much he destroyed your relationship, how much he neglected it and how much he pushed you away. how much of a jackass he was to make you just watch from afar instead of taking every step with him.

he wanted to stay still, he wanted to stop this bullshit. but he was far too deep, far too gone.

so eren reeled himself.

no one can make the attack titan stop. no one can subdue the warhammer titan. and with the founding in his hands, he is invincible.

so he has no reason to stop the rumbling just for you.

you were going to meet your demise anyways.

so he did what he was best at, to keep moving forward.

and it was a few moments later, when he couldn’t stop zeke from doing their last resort, to bring those who were unfortunate to their ultimate demise.

to turn the fools who drank the wine into the creatures they’ve been fighting all their life. it was the most painful way to go, to turn into something you loathed and despised to your very core.

but he did not bother to look at the hundreds of yellow lightning behind him as his comrades fell. the only thing he saw was how your body fell from the top of the outer wall of shiganshina, and the loud crack it made as it landed beside zeke.

a hole in your head, you took your own life before anyone else could, before you turned into something that could inflict harm.

but as you said, he had to keep moving forward, and forward. until he no longer can.

so even if his body was disconnected from his head, he still channeled the founding titan.

even if he met a dilemma in the paths and coordinate, he moved forward.

and even he clearly felt the crunching and splatter of blood and bones under his feet as he continued with the rumbling, he did not relent.

and even when he had to fight his only friends at the very end, he gave his all.

but you were right, even the most powerful titan could never break through a wall they can never climb.

and for eren; you, armin, mikasa and the others were his tallest and strongest wall.

he would never let anything destroy any of you.

so if he’s the reason of your demise, he’d stop moving forward once he established everyone’s safety. he’d sacrifice himself and make you guys the greatest heroes the world has ever known.

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Words

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Javier: *In Spanish* Who do you think you are? Walking around and being so fucking adorable.

Y/N blushing furiously: You think I'm adorable?

Javier: ...Shit. You speak Spanish?

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I love this

FICTIF BLOOPERS FICTIF BLOOPERS BTS I WORSHIP ACTOR AU LET'S GOOOOOO

Nicky: *whistles to the pup* C'mere girl, it's okay.

Pup: *come closer slowly then turn back around and ran off*

Nicky: no wait-! *Chuckles*

MC: *chuckles*

*One of the crew set chasing the pup*

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Ramón: wait that doesn't make any sense. No way you've met Nicky Valentino.

MC: yeah man, he's right there. *Points*

MC: Hi Nicky!

*Camera moves to the set where Nicky's having lunch*

Nicky, mouth full: *wave* Hi!

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Miguel: Make your call, MC! Please!!

MC: I- I-

Ramón: *groan loudly and playfully* I'm dying arughhuhh-!

Miguel: Shut up hermano!!- *break down to silent laugher*

MC: *duck head down, laughs too*

Ramón: *laughs* ah- *beep* it hurts-

"Cut!"

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Nicky: *walks in the jacuzzi* Sh-!! *slipped and fell into the water*

MC: *put hands on mouth* *looks at the camera in shock*

MC: *trying not to laugh* jebus is he okay??

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*on break*

MC, recording with their phone: Chris.

Chris, playing with his phone: Yeah.

MC: tell a joke.

Chris, looks at camera: Balls. *Continue playing*

MC: *ugly ass laugh*

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Stella: I'm going to enjoy this. *aims gun at MC* *accidentally hit them with it* Oh!! I'm so sorry! You ok?? *Rub MC's side*

MC: *chuckles* I'm fine, I'm fine.

Stella: *side hug MC* Sorry, love-

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MC: *recording around the set* *went to Lola*

MC: you look dope.

Lola, fixing her leather jacket: aw thx! You look cool too.

MC: really?

Lola: yeah :)

MC: thank you.

MC, walks away: *facing the camera in front*

MC, mumbles: .... She said I'm cool 🥺

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This 😭😭

I need to stop joining new fandoms and falling in love with new people.

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the gang reacting to their S/O dying in a gun fight >:)

Oh anon you’re pure evil >:)

Also warning I will describe the reader dying for most so don’t read if that’s triggering. And as of next week I will be coming back full time for writing so some longer fics will be written not just headcannons!!

Dutch Van Der Linde

It happens in a blink of an eye when you push Dutch to the ground to save him during the botched train station robbery Bronte had sent you on but you collapsed instantly, the bullet going straight through your chest.

Dutch barely registers that you’re gone, a part of him expecting you to just walk into his tent like you always used to do.

He keeps all of your trinkets around his tent because it makes him feel like apart of you is still there with him.

The gang often see him walking around camp with your neckerchief wrapped around his hand and he’ll often bring it with him while he plans for the gang or whenever he needs to remain strong for everyone else.

Hosea Matthews

The robbery was blown the minute someone recognised you both from wanted posters, blowing your cover in the bar as up and coming advertising agents.

Hosea blames himself for how the events of the robbery played out since he helped plan it with you but you couldn’t get cover under the bar quick enough.

He’s rational enough to know that it’s not truly his fault and that jobs can go wrong but losing you was something he was never prepared for.

To remember you he reads all of your favourite books that you used to read together and he starts to do less jobs with the gang and chooses to stay in a little more while he grieves.

Arthur Morgan

Arthur beats himself up every day for the fact he couldn’t save you. It was supposed to be a normal stagecoach robbery but when O’Driscols showed up there was no way you could make it out of there.

You were both outnumbered and Arthur barely made it out himself but he’d wish you could have been the one to make it and not him because he loves you that much.

He reads his journal of all your amazing times together, often late at night under a lantern when he misses you most.

His journal is filled with sketches of you and all your favourite things like your horse or your favourite flowers because Arthur is determined to remember every little detail of you.

Charles Smith

Charles is so mad that he watched you bleed out in a shootout with Pinkertons. His initial choice was to scream and curse but no matter what he couldn’t bring you back.

The gang was falling apart but you and Charles were inseparable and you knew that no matter how it ended you’d always choose to be together over any loyalty to the gang.

Despite this, Charles keeps his head up for you, stays strong and stays to his morals of high honour knowing it was what you’d want.

He helps the Marston family and Arthur get out like you would have done if you were still with him.

The forest and nature is where he remembers you and he’ll sit for hours by the river and he was brought to tears when a deer walked up to him as he felt like you were there.

John Marston

John doesn’t believe his eyes when he sees you hit the ground at the Bronte manner. You’d pulled Jack out of the line of fire but ended up getting hit yourself.

He knows why you did it, everybody loved the boy especially you but it didn’t make it any less painful.

It’s hard for John to come to terms with it and he often leaves camp for a few days to sit by your grave so he can ramble to you all that he’s feeling in that moment.

Sometimes he begs you to come back if he’s had a bottle or two and other times he sits there and watches the stars while he remembers all of your favourite moments together.

Micah Bell

When Micah registers that a Pinkerton had shot you, he goes after them with pure rage, getting his revenge as he fired every round in his revolver until he hit the ground.

It didn’t make the pain of losing you go away however and Micah is always half drunk around camp and one hundred percent more irritable with every member. A complete turn around from how you’d slowly started getting him to warm up to people.

Micah wears your ring on a chain and he plays with it whenever he misses you or gets super riled up.

He’s never one to call himself sentimental but he doesn’t care when he goes to sit in the field of purple flowers up past Strawberry since it was one of your first dates together and it’s where he spends his time whenever he needs to leave the gang for while.

Javier Escuella

Javier feels so much guilt for how you died on guarma. You’d already risked your life to save him but you were so close to escaping the island together when you stayed behind to make sure everyone else got out.

All the things that cheer him up or remind him of you are too difficult to manage. He struggles to play guitar or go fishing as they remind him of being with you.

It takes him months but he eventually returns to playing his guitar, using it as a way to remember everything he loved about you.

He’ll play your favourite songs for the gang or just for himself and he even writes songs about you and the things you loved so he can remember you.

Bill Williamson

You and Bill were so excited for the bank job in Valentine, finally feeling like you could get a big break and feel like you could prove yourselves to the gang but it went so horribly wrong that you didn’t even make it past the vaulted doors of the bank.

Bill literally shuts down after you’re no longer with him. You were his soulmate and you were one of the very few people that made him feel loved and cared for despite all his flaws.

He spends a lot of time on his own, sitting by the fire or on guard duty as he attempts to try and come to terms with it.

Bill tries to keep his head up, to be strong and do his bit for the gang like you’d want but in his tent he keeps a small chest filled with letters, gifts, your revolvers and gun belt so he can take them out and care for them.

Lenny Summers

The Saint Denis Bank job was an absolute disaster and before Lenny even knew what was happening you were pushing him to cover on a roof top while you ended up catching the bullet.

You were on your way out, the two of you so close escaping with your lives the money be damned and it wasn’t until Lenny was sitting on a boat heading to guarma did he really take in what happened.

Lenny keeps a slightly crumpled and bloodied Polaroid picture of you two together. You’d found an old camera and taken a few photos of each other smiling with it.

Whenever he misses you he takes it out and reads the message on the back that you’d written saying how much you love him.

Sean Macguire

Sean hates the town of Rhodes. He hates the Braithwaites and he hates the Grays. He can’t go to the town without thinking about how you’d pushed him away after seeing the sniper on the roof, causing the entire shoot out to begin.

No matter how many Grays he shot it didn’t change the fact that you weren’t going to stand back up.

Of course Sean takes to the bottle, but drinking isn’t fun when you’re not around to laugh at his terrible jokes.

Sean picks flowers for you and lays them at your grave, making wreaths and other bouquets to keep his mind busy and its always a way for him to spend time with you in the only way he can.

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Me: :(

Arthur Morgan : yer alright girl/ thats my girl!

Me: :)