5thwavefemme

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what’s the difference between maintenance therapy and taking an antidepressant?

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america

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fake smiles | credit

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via weheartit

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l’enfer est les autres

L’Enfer (1994)

- Lets discuss this..

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please let me die

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you whip a donkey to make it go, but at a certain point it collapses and doesn’t get up. ive been feeling like the exhausted donkey recently.

the terrifying thing about this technology is that i dont think i can collapse from exhaustion and stay down.

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why am i condemned to live

i have said this for so long.

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im sorry i exist and im sorry they* did this to me and the world

*oops “god”

edit: im so afraid to call them them and so afraid to call them god. i just want the pain to stop.

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interesting 🤨 🧐 🤔

[they’re so young for this setting. i wonder what kind of adult this makes you.]

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i need people to protect me from shaming and discussions and mentions and re-enactments et al of the physical abuse that was combined with mind control shame that very successfully re-enacted molestation

they can make me do anything

they want me to say the word

i don’t want to

i don’t know if im marionetted or not

i fear by agreeing to say the word i unleash the floodgates of having to say it anywhere and everywhere

id rather torture a baby

edit: i apparently have to say it’s tickle torture

pls can i die and keep drugs if i have to live