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yes. okay. ill tone it down for you. i wont talk so loud when im excited. ill keep my legs clamped together and shrink down for you so arent intimidated by my manly disposition. oh, you want me to shave too? ill go shave every inch meticulously and i wont even cry when it burns later. yeah yeah youre right ill wear a longer skirt. cant risk scarring some family from them seeing a tiny bulge in fabric. was my voice too deep for you? and ill never sound like a real girl? you can always tell cant you. ive got some weird kinks? nevermind plenty of cis people share them, yeah im just a freak and should go to prison or just die. yeah. youre right i was talking over that person, ill stay quiet and keep my head down.

am i small enough for you to fold away in some dusty corner yet? am i palatable enough for you to chew and swallow til theres nothing left? did i make you laugh hard enough the tears blocked my sorrow? did you get off on me and close the tab?

am i a girl to you now?

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On an August afternoon, Pablo stared down at a foam plate sloshing with flavorless pinto beans and a particularly bad version of huevos a la Mexicana. The simple, usually delicious scramble of eggs, tomatoes, onions and jalapeños is difficult to mess up. But if anyone can find a way to make it unpalatable, it’s the cook at his labor camp. Soupy eggs are the last thing the 42-year-old from western Mexico wants to eat. But after a 12-hour day harvesting tobacco in the brutal and sometimes deadly summer heat, he must eat – and this was far from the worst meal he’s been given. A few weeks ago, fellow farm workers got sick due to raw and moldy food they were forced to purchase. On days like this, Pablo can’t decide which is worse: that he’s forced to pay $80 a week for this slop, or that everything about what he eats, when he eats and how much he eats is tightly controlled by his employer. Pablo, who is using a pseudonym due to fear of retaliation, is one of more than 35,000 migrant workers in North Carolina this year as part of the H-2A Temporary Agricultural Worker Program, a guest visa program overseen by the US Department of Labor (DoL). The program enables American employers to hire foreign workers to perform seasonal agricultural work. Employers in the program frequently exploit their migrant employees, and the structure of the program makes easy work of it. Visas are tied to a single employer who must also provide housing, transportation and access to food, creating a crushing power imbalance between American employers and migrant H-2A workers.

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imagine how much more fucked up the history of the world would be if eating someone's brains reliably conferred on you their memory and knowledge

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“See you next Tuesday” cheerleaders 1970. Students of Judy Chicago's Feminist Art program, CA Uni, Fresno.

"Students in the early feminist programs, such as the Cal-Art Feminist Art Program, were taught to say the word cunt until it lost its derogatory nature and female sexuality was revalued”

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“Many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. And it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘What do I care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ Yes, evil often seems to surpass good. But then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. One morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. And so I must still have hope.”

— Vincent Van Gogh

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We gotta let it go. It was only a thing because the 90s and the 2000s made it so easy. New year is about letting go and greeting the future, don't hang on to the past like this.

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Love seeing something from TikTok and going “girlie that is literally what led to the downfall of the Papal States”

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Tumble certainly lives up to his name!

The boys are play wrestling a lot today, and Sundew is respecting any "mrah!" noises Tumbleweed makes when he gets too rough. Very proud.

I'm hoping to have Tumbleweed up here long enough today to get tired and sleep, to see how Sundew reacts to that.

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lol

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*over the loudspeaker at ikea* FIRST BLOOD

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while you were attending therapy i was studying the blade