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4onlyethan · 6 years ago

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You’re smuts, imagines, and blurbs are literally everything

rid of it ;; ed

request: Hi love! Your imagines are so freaking cute. I was wondering if you be down to write one about Ethan and losing your virginity to him? Thanks a bunch!

a/n: this is my first smut i am so fucking sorry, i went all in it’s crazy i’m not really even in ethan’s lane but goddamn. um so yeah please let me know what you think i’m so scared to post this holy shit hahahahaha uhhhhh GIVE ME THE VALIDATION I BEG YOU

warnings: ugh unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it homies), daddy kink, curse words, it’s smut if you couldn’t tell alright

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“i just want to get rid of it.”

you weren’t scared as much as you were nervous. you could never be scared of ethan. he was always so sweet and gentle and kind towards you. that’s exactly why he’s the guy you go to ask for this favor. it seemed so small and minuscule to you, like what you were asking for would be an easy “yes” or “no” answer.

but ethan stares at you, puzzled, only saying, “what?”

you step back from where he’s sitting at the kitchen island, clasping you hands behind you back, “what do you mean? can you just, ya know…”

“nah, y/n,” ethan rubs his hands over his face before looking away, “i cant be your first.”

“e,” you whine, tugging on his shirt so he’ll face you again, “please. i just want to get it over with, with a guy i trust and know. so when, like, the occasion comes i know what it’ll be like.”

ethan’s heart drops. he would obliged in a heartbeat to have sex with you, but deep down he knew it would mean nothing to you. for so long he’s tried not to get too attached to you or fall for you, and he’s convinced himself he hasn’t. but it’s so obvious he has. he thinks about you all the time, always wants to hang out and talk with you. sometimes not even talk, just listen to you talk about anything. he loved that, when you’d call around three in the afternoon and just tell him about you day at work and what happened. he could listen to you for hours.

he would do anything for you, but this just wasn’t it.

“i don’t know.” he stands up, grabbing his cereal bowl and washing it out at the sink. you push his stool in for him as he continues, “it would be weird, don’t you think?”

you huff as you go and stand next to him, “plenty of men would die to have sex with a virgin, you know.”

ethan sets his bowl in the dish washer before turning to you, “then why don’t you find one of those men?”

you groan, running a hand through your hair, walking to the doorway, “gross! the only reason why i’m asking you is because-“ you stop yourself and lean against the door frame.

“because…?” ethan waves you on as he walks over to you, crossing his arms and biting his lip.

you avoid looking into his warm, brown eyes as you scratch your arm nervously, saying, “nothing. i’ll just go and ask gray instead.”

ethan frowns as you turn to walk away. there was something you weren’t telling him, something that you need to say. he jogs up to you and stops you by standing in front of you. you roll your eyes as he places his hands on your shoulders.

“what?” he whispers, his thumbs rubbing back and forth against the material of your t-shirt.

you sigh, tucking a hair behind your ear as you finally meet his gentle gaze, “i guess it would be nice to, i don’t know, have a guy you really like,” you heavily breathe, licking your lips, “ya know, fuck you?”

ethan chuckles as you grow more and more embarrassed. your cheeks turn a bright red while you push his hands off of you and head for the door. he stops you again by grabbing your hand and turn you to face him. you stare up at him, your eyebrows furrowed and your lips in a small pout. you looks back down at you, his eyes soft and kind, almost reassuring you.

“okay,” he says, showing you a small smile, “i know this means a lot to you and i’m the one you chose so, i’ll do it.”

“really?” you whisper, your brows tilting upwards.

ethan nods, “yeah,” and then looks around, “so do you wanna do this now or?”

you start to feel butterflies in your stomach as you realize that this was happening. this was finally happening. you didn’t know what to say or even do. you didn’t want embarass yourself in front of ethan either. maybe you should’ve waited a little while long to ask him.

in a wavering voice, you stutter, “y-yeah.”

he noticed how nervous you are and it makes him smile sadly. he pulls you into his arms and gives you a warm hug, swaying side to side. you take deep breaths into his shirt, hugging him back tightly. he kisses the top of your head before pulling back. he holds your hand and leads you back to his room, closing the door behind the two of you. you go to sit on the edge of his bed and he follows and sits beside you.

“i don’t know what to do.” you blurt out, staring at the wall in front of you.

ethan smiles and softly chuckles, “that’s alright, i’ll guide you, okay?”

you nod as he slowly leans in, brushing your hair away from your neck and begins slowly placing kisses along the skin there. you don’t know where to place your hands, so you place them on his shoulders. you sigh out as he trails his lips against your jawline, beginning to feel more calm. he moves his lips to your cheeks and nose before placing them on top of your own. you’re hesitant at first, not sure how to react. but you begin to melt into the kiss and kiss him back. ethan leans you back against the pillows and crawls over top of you, continuing to kiss your lips softly.

“you’re a good kisser.” you breathe out when he pulls away for a moment.

he leans back down and captures your lips in another kisses, playfully mumbling, “you’re not so bad.”

you spread your legs, letting ethan between them as he tugs off his shirt. you’ve seen him shirtless a thousand times, but seeing him like this now made you feel, different. you swallow thickly when he tosses his shirt to the side and places his hands back on your waist. your hands wander down to the hem of your own shirt as you twist and play with the fabric.

ethan smirks, his fingers grabbing your t-shirt and moving it up to reveal your stomach. you bite your lip as he says, “let’s get rid of this, yeah?”

you nod, sitting up and letting him slip it off your body. when it’s off, his fingers brush up your arms and playfully push your bra straps off your shoulders, leaving goosebumps in their wake. you giggle softly, grabbing his hands with your own and guide them to the clasp behind your back. he watches you, his soft eyes boring into your own when he touches your back. slowly, he takes the clasp in his fingers and undos it, watching the material slip from your body. his eyes leave your gaze and move to stare at your exposed breasts. suddenly you feel a little less confident than earlier and vulnerable. you involuntarily cover up your chest with your arms. ethan’s brows furrow slightly as he looks up at you, confusion written across his features. you avoid his eyes, glancing around his dimly lit room.

“hey,” he says, his voice barely above a whisper, bring his hands up to cup your elbows. you bring your attention back to him, biting the inside of your cheek as he speaks softly, “you’re beautiful. don’t cover yourself up.”

your lips twitch into a smile which reflects onto ethan’s face. his words calm you down and help get rid of some of your jitters, so you slowly remove your hands and place them on his shoulders. he grins before wrapping his arms behind your back to cradle you and leaning down to kiss you passionately. your lips move in perfect sync with ethan’s as your fingertips play with his hair. he pulls away from your mouth and trails kisses down your neck to the valley of your breasts. you watch with your mouth agape as ethan wraps his lips around one of your nipples. a wet gasp leaves your lips as you arch your back and ethan grinds his hips against your own. he switches to your other nipple, causing a soft whine to escape your throat.

he smirks at the sounds he’s causing you to make, his cock giving a small twitch as you whisper breathlessly, “god, e…”

he removes his mouth from your breast and moves further down, sponging kisses against the soft skin of your stomach to right above your shorts. he glances at you for permission and you bite your lip, trying to regain your breath while he unbuttons your bottoms. he pulls the shorts down your legs, revealing your delicate panties underneath, decorated with a small bow. he tosses your bottoms onto the floor, leaning down and pressing a wet kiss to each of your hips. just the feeling of his warm breath against your skin causes you to clench your thighs together.

ethan looks up at you, his eyes much darker than earlier, and places his palms on your knees to open your legs wide. he situates himself between your thighs, his face inches from your heat. he swallows thickly, noticing the large wet patch on your baby pink panties, before bringing his lips to your inner thigh and mumbling against the skin, “have i always had this effect on you, babygirl?”

you sigh at the pet name, leaning your head back against the pillows, “god yes, everyday ethan.”

you feel his lips smirk against your thigh as he moves his hands to hook his fingers in your underwear and slowly remove it from your body, humming out a satisfied, “good.”

you feel so exposed in front of ethan when he tosses the panties, but it felt so natural. it felt so right. laying bare on his bed with ethan’s head between your thighs. you can’t remember what it felt like with him before this intimate moment. you don’t want to. your body twitches when he blows air against your core, you almost close your thighs around his head when he does so. he does it again, this time your hips lift off the bed, begging to get some sort of contact. ethan tsks, placing one of his large hands on your tummy to hold you down against the mattress.

he presses his lips everywhere but where you needed them most, making you whine desperately, making him chuckle out, “fuck, y/n, your so wet.”

“yeah,” you breathe out, “please, ethan. please.”

“easy now, baby.” he mumbles, leaning closer to your pussy, “this is your first time now, don’t you remember?”

you begin to grow impatient as your sigh and roll your eyes, “i know but-“ you cut yourself off, inhaling sharp breath, looking down at him as he licks a long stripe up between your folds, “shit.”

your hands fly to his hair, tugging at the roots causing him to moan against your heat as he practically devours you. he flattens his tongue against you, getting every drip of you. you bite your lip, trying to suppress your moans as ethan sends you higher and higher. you clench your eyes shut and hold your breath, trying so hard not to moan out in pure bliss.

“taste so good, babe. so sweet.” he mummers, the vibrations from his voice making your jaw drop. he looks up at you through his eyelashes, “come on, be a good girl and let everyone know how ‘m making you feel right now.”

“but,” you swallow, whimpering softly, “what about grayson?”

“what about him?” ethan asks, wrapping his lips around your clit and sucking hard.

you can’t help it then as you grip his bedsheets and moan out his name so loud the whole block could have heard you. your cheeks burn, from both embrassment and the fact that ethan was making you feel so good. pleased with your reaction, he smirks and brings his thumb to your clit, rubbing fast, rough circles against the sensitive bud. you cry out again while ethan removes his lips from your lower ones. he kneels in between your legs, grinning at your blissed out state. you watch him bring his first and middle finger up to your mouth and tap gently against your lips, signaling you to open.

you open your mouth wide, grabbing his wrist and putting the fingers in your mouth, sucking against them. you look up at ethan, your eyes wide, swirling your tongue around his thick digits, almost desperately. he pulls his fingers away, bringing them back to your pussy. his fingers rub between your folds roughly, making you mewl outloud shamelessly. he slows down, locking eyes with you. his finger traces your hole, making you gasp aloud. gently, he pushes his first finger into you. your jaw goes slack and you fist the sheets around you, his fingers felt way better than yours. it’s much more satisfying actually having his hands on you than pretending they are.

soon he’s pushing his one finger in and out of you. you wondered how crazy you looked right now, feeling so high even with just one of his fingers. the thought leaves your mind as ethan curls his finger inside your tight heat, making you sigh out a moan. his free hand comes up to knead your breast as he adds another finger, leaning down and sucking on your collar bone.

“oh my-“ you shiver, moving your head to the side, allowing him to attack your neck his his lips, leaving purple splotches behind, “fuck, eth.”

“how does it feel princess? use your words for me.” he whispers, speeding up his fingers, angling his wrist to hit a different spot inside of you.

you whimper in his ear, nibbling against his ear lobe. you swivel your hips hands his palm, wrapping your arms around his back tighter. your nails bite crescents into the skin of his back. your teeth take hold of your bottom lip and you nibble on it, holding in yet another moan.

“huh? let daddy know how good he makes you feel, can’t you do that baby?” ethan groans as you claw at his shoulders instead of responding, “you like being quiet now? alright.”

you frown, looking at ethan and wondering what he was going to do. your body gives a jolt when you suddenly feel the pad of his thumb rub at your clit, making you moan out, “ethan! yes!”

“how good is,” ethan thrusts his fingers into you rougher, “daddy making you feel now?”

“ethan-“

ethan swats at your clit, making you yelp in surprise. you look up at him, his hair his hanging in his face, but you can still see his dark, lust-filled eyes. you breathe in and out, keeping eye contact and bringing your hand up to cup his jaw, before you close your eyes tight, your tummy twisting as your toes tingle.

“fucking- so good daddy!” you yell, feeling the coil in your stomach start to come undone, your thighs start to shake uncontrollably.

“you ready to come babygirl? all over daddy’s fingers?” he chuckles, pushing some of your loose hairs away from your face, “come on. come all over my fingers. there you go, atta girl. my good girl.”

you let out a moan, gritting your teeth as your come hard. your body twitches as you orgasm. ethan watches you, bewildered by your sexual state. he rides out your orgasm with his fingers until your loud moans die down to quiet whimpers. he pull his hand away from your pussy, bringing his soaked fingers up to his mouth and licking them clean. if you thought you were turned on earlier, you were even more now. he takes out his fingers from his mouth with a pop.

you place your hands on the back of his neck and bring him down to press your lips to his in a hard kiss. a messy kiss, with teeth clashing and tongues fighting for dominance. you whimper into his mouth, wrapping your legs around his waist and grinding against him. he moans back while you trail your fingers to his sweatpants, pulling against the drawerstring.

ethan pulls away and pushes down his pants along with his boxers. your eyes go wide and your jaw drops at his size. then your butterflies came back and you were more nervous than ever. you can’t keep your eyes off his dick, you were too busy sizing him up. you can’t help but wonder how in the hell that will fit inside you.

“don’t worry,” ethan smirks, giving himself a few strokes, “it’ll fit.”

you blush hard, realizing you had just spoke your thoughts aloud, “sorry, i’m just, kind of nervous.”

ethan’s gaze softens as he leans down to capture your lips in a sweet kiss. a kiss much different than earlier. this one let you know that he will be gentle and soft, that you can trust him. you kiss him back in return, letting him know that you were ready. he pulls away and looks down, lining himself up with you. you bite your lip, anticipating the pain. ethan looks up at you and smiles reassuringly.

then he slowly pushes the head in. you exhale loudly, laying your head back against the pillows. you feel ethan’s hand come up to yours and intertwine his fingers with yours. he pushes himself in more inch by inching, stretching you out slowly and softly. you grimace at the strange but oddly nice feeling. your frown, closing your eyes as they begin to water slightly at the corners. you turn your head to the side, gazing at your hand in ethan’s.

ethan pauses, staying still. you look down at him, noticing he was halfway inside you. you sigh out, looking at his face, breathing out, “more.”

“slow, baby.” he groans when he feels you clench around his thick cock, “gotta be gentle.”

“please,” you whine when leans and pecks the corner of your mouth with his lips, “i want more. i want it all.”

ethan gazes at you, your body glistening with sweat. he watches your chest rise and fall, your face red, your neck littered with dark marks. his eyes catch yours, noticing how badly you wanted him. you almost looked like you were pleading, begging him to fill you all the way. he swallows thickly, closing his eyes and continuing to push into you further. you pull him down to you, pressing his chest against yours and burying your face into the crook of his neck, breathing in his scent. he kisses your shoulder until he bottoms out, groaning loudly.

“fuck.” he hisses once he’s at the hilt, all the way inside of you, “holy shit, you’re so fucking tight.”

he lets you adjust, whispering sweet nothings into your ear. you regain your breath whilst playing with his hair before you nudge his cheek with your nose. he looks to you, running his hand through his tangled locks. you give him a small nod, licking your lips, signaling that you were ready.

ethan pulls out and slowly pushes back in, letting you get used to the feeling. you didn’t think you ever would get used to how good it felt. you place your hands on his shoulders as you thrusts in and out of you, your throat bubbles with soft moans. ethan grunts, the feeling of your warm walls around his dick was so amazing, if he could stay like that forever he would. you could feel every ridge of his cock, every vein and bump. it only intensified the pleasure.

“faster, god go faster.” you sigh, arching your back.

“you’re just a beginner baby.” ethan coo’s teasingly, “gotta be easy, remember.”

ethan catches you roll your eyes, annoyed with how much he was teasing you. you’re about to shoot something back until he started to give you slow, hard thrusts. your eyes roll back and you drop your hands from his body, letting them lay above your head. ethan watches you hungrily, eying your perky tits as they bounce with every thrust he gives you. he sits up on his knees and grabs your hips, making you meet his thrusts. your grab your boobs, squeezing them as he fucks you, biting his lip roughly, almost drawing blood.

“shit!” you cry out when the head of his cock nudges a particular corner inside of you. you whimper quietly as ethan’s eyes flicker up towards you.

“you liked that, hmm?” he smirks, leaning forward and thrusting up into you again, hitting the same spot. you let out a moan so loud it would put a pornstar to shame, blushing madly afterwards. ethan nods and hovers over your small body, pulling out, “right there? that’s the spot huh?”

after that he’s relentlessly pounding deep into you, hitting the spot with every thrust. you cry out loud, pulling at his hair and kissing him roughly. you feel like you’re floating, the pleasure ethan is giving you feeling otherworldly.

“f-fuck..” ethan stutters as you clench spastically around his dick. he almost comes right then and there from the feeling and the fucked out look on your face, “do that again and i won’t last for more than two minutes, y/n.”

“what?” you hum as he continues you to thrust into you. you clench around him once again, causing him to grunt as you grin up at him, “that? daddy likes my tight pussy around his thick c-“

ethan can’t take no more, starting to slam into you, tracing figure eights over your clit. you choke on your words, groaning at how good he could make you feel. you were so close and so was he. you look up at ethan, your eyes begging him. you didn’t know what for, but you were begging him to do something, to do anything that would make you feel even better.

“you’re gonna come again?” he breathes out calmly, he thrusts growing sloppy. you nod, whimpering quietly under your breath. ethan grins at how innocent you look, lifting one of your legs to place it on his shoulder, hitting you even deeper, “yeah you are. gonna feel so fucking good. you like it, yeah? you like being fucked so hard you’ll hardly remember your name. like being fucked so hard you won’t be able to walk for a week.”

you nod, taking hold of his wrist and guiding it to your clit, as you let out soft “uh”’s with every thrust he gives you.

he chuckles out loud, circling your clit, “such a dirty girl, you like being fucked like this. hard and fast, being so loud the neighbors can hear. you like that? tell me princess, tell daddy how you like it.”

“just like that, daddy.” you whisper, “even faster.”

ethan raises his eyebrows high, shocked by your response. his open mouth twists into a goofy grin as he pants, lifting your other leg over his shoulder, mumbling, “alright then.”

you can’t help the loud moans tumbling past your lips, as he drills into you relentlessly. you feel like you’re on another planet. profanities spew from your mouth as the warm feeling in your stomach spreads. you know it’s gonna happen, that you’re gonna come again. you look up at ethan and try to tell him, but nothing comes out from your mouth, just moan after moan. but you don’t even have to tell ethan, he already knows. from the look in your eyes, he can tell that you’re about to come all over his cock. he speeds up his fingers and thrusts, making you arch your back high, pushing your chest up. ethan suckles at your tits, hoping that’ll stimulate your orgasm.

“fuck, e,” you cry out, clawing at his shoulders, “i’m gonna- gonna-“

“that’s it, there you go good girl. come all over me. let go baby,” he mummers, speeding his thrusts up, “show daddy how good of a girl you are and come all over his cock.”

your eyes roll back when he slaps your pussy, thrusting into you roughly. you let go, clenching your eyes tight and curling your toes, wrapping your legs around his waist tight as he fucks you into oblivion. he watches you come undone, and rides you through your orgasm, getting to his own. he yells out when he comes, messily thrusting inside of you before pulling out and collapsing beside you. you try and catch your breath, looking over at ethan who’s closing his eyes and panting heavily.

you smile, staring at the ceiling in your fucked out state before reaching and grabbing a ethan’s hand, bringing it up to your lips and kissing it, mumbling against the back of his hand, “one more time, daddy?”

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4onlyethan · 6 years ago

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This is literally my favorite

Running Through The Fire

Warning: Contains sexually explicit content.

Summary: In which you ask Ethan if he’d be interested in having rough sex.

Word Count: 12K+

A/N: Feel free to give feedback as always, this is my first smut. This fic was truly a challenge for me as it was so much longer word count wise than anything I’ve ever done, it has smut in it and it’s an Ethan fic. I also got kind of sick of proofreading at the end soif there are typos forgive me.

As Ethan reaches down from his spot on the bed to pick up his boxers, you sit there in silence contemplating your words. You and Ethan had been dating for six months at up to this point the sex had been great; throughout your friendship before your relationship, there had always been sexual tension, but there was one consistent issue: Ethan was too nice. When you had talked to your best friend, Lizzie, about it, she told you it had seemed like you were looking for something to complain about; Ethan was smart, funny, and sweet, how could being too nice be a problem?

It was a problem when you wanted him to stop treating you like you were fragile. You wanted Ethan to be … rougher. When Ethan had sex with you, it was always amazing; he definitely knew what he was doing, but you wanted him to choke you a little, pull your hair, the works … you just didn’t know how to tell him. You didn’t realize you had zoned out until Ethan had said your name a second time.

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4onlyethan · 6 years ago

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Holy shit