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com que direto você pode reclamar do seu peso? você sequer se esforça.

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My Christmas list this year

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O T.A é tão cansativo.

A cabeça não dá sossego nem por um segundo. É acordar se odiando, dormir se odiando, viver se odiando.

Não ser capaz de se concentrar em nada por não parar de pensar em como seu corpo é horrível. Ou até por estar sem comer por muitas horas.

Só conseguir pensar o quanto estou ridícula por simplesmente existir. Pensar em não ser merecedora de absolutamente nada enquanto permanecer assim. Não mereço a vida se não for magra.

A gente romantiza o transtorno simplesmente porque é cansativo demais, mas na realidade, nós sabemos que isso é uma morte em vida.

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Minha cabeça quando fico com fome

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I need thin arms.

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Meninas magras tem a água como melhor amiga.

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Pra mim eu não sou só a amiga gorda, mas tbm a filha gorda, a irmã gorda, a prima gorda, a neta gorda. Não importa, sempre vou me sentir gorda e enorme

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⭐️no binge november⭐️

💗some tips: ✨if you feel the urge to binge, ask yourself, “will eating this make me feel happier? will i feel better after eating, or even worse?” ✨romanticize all the small things! i know that its a long stretch from halloween to christmas, but november is the peak of fall! think about the apples and cinnamon, warm sweaters, cute hairstyles, studying at cafes, and sleeping in on the weekends <3 ✨if you hit a gw at the end of the month, then let yourself buy new sk!nn! clothes, shoes, jewllery, makeup, books, etc. or get a manicure. never reward yourself with food. ✨think about how tiny and petite and pretty you will be by christmas. small hands, narrow fingers, protruding collar and hipbones, drowning in a cozy sweater, thin fragile legs and arms, clear skin, rosy pink lips. ✨remember that being sk!nn! & pretty=happiness and food will never help you achieve that! ✨embrace the feeling of hunger, that satisfying feeling that eating will never give you. if you have leftover halloween candy tempting you, find a way to get rid of it. when i see one, i hold it, look at it, smell it, etc. then flush it down the toilet to make it disappear (you may have to crush it up beforehand). ✨find 4n4 buddies to motivate each other! dm me if u wanna d!3t with me :D ✨find hobbies to distract you. reading, painting, dancing. one of my faves is cooking and baking for other people, it gives me that same satisfaction as eating <3

goodluck and best wishes for you,

~belle🎀⭐️

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“That’s why high school, or a crappy job, or any other restrictive circumstance can be dangerous: They make dreams too painful to bear. To avoid longing, we hunker down, wait, and resolve to just survive. Great art becomes a reminder of the art you want to be making, and of the gigantic world outside of your small, seemingly inescapable one. We hide from great things because they inspire us, and in this state, inspiration hurts.”

— One of the best articles I’ve ever read. Rookie Mag. By Spencer Tweedy. (via wildyork)

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SITCK TO DA PLAN

STAY FOCUSED

🌸🌸🌸i just planned all my meals and workouts for the week🌸🌸🌸

this time all my efforts will work because i’m dedicated ash now

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Food is the most abused anxiety drug.

Exercise is the most underutilized antidepressant.