4devon

[4devon]

The problem is that America has beaten down its people for decades and gotten them weak and desperate and now promises a way out, a way to transcend and rise above, through selling out their fellow man. They encourage contempt and hatred as one way ticket to not being included with the masses being death marched to poverty or imprisonment or whatever other bitter end surely awaits the people they’re told are beneath them. An embarrassingly large chunk of white men are just straight up nazis these days as a way to dissociate from the rest of the carnage around them, even if they’re broke and uneducated and from an impoverished background themselves. They’ll vote for and align themselves with anything for a taste of power and control that makes them feel a little less helpless. The same goes for minorities. They’ll punch down if they think it’ll get them somewhere, even if in reality they’re punching sideways. I don’t know what else to say, really. Everybody is so incredibly hateful. We are a loveless, disrespectful nation. We are so spread thin by our government that we would sell each other out in a heartbeat for an ounce of relief. This is what we’ve come to.

It’s not even about Trump at this point. He’s gonna get in office and do whatever he does and it’s gonna be a mess but whatever. This is indicative of deeper problem. This is just the ugly consequence of the already present reality in this country that we all just despise each other. There is no solidarity and there is no love. Trump being in office or not doesn’t change the fact that America is a breeding ground for violent hatred. Trump has given people a shining example of how to give in to the worst parts of your human nature and make it the problem of everyone around them. I don’t even know what we’re supposed to do about that. I don’t know if that’s something we can come back from. And if anything COULD be done about it, Trump certainly wouldn’t do it. Honestly, Kamala probably wouldn’t have either. We are so deeply fucked.

However, I must say, if you voted for Trump, I hope that peace never finds you. Instead, I hope clarity strikes you someday like a clap of lightning and you have to live the rest of your life with the knowledge and guilt of what you’ve done and who you are as a person.

Love yall. Shit is so bleak but the world keeps spinning until it doesn’t, I guess. We can’t count on the government for literally even a shred of progress or hope so just keep up the good fight in your own personal lives. That’s literally the only thing to be done at this point. Stay safe out there. Maybe buy a gun.

[4devon]

ada & sophie were truly the only ones on this app who actually knew what they were talking abt

[4devon]

<3

[4devon]

How do I act upon this knowledge? :(

Stop attaching yourself to ideas you dislike

You are free

Stop acting otherwise

You are a victim of your own imaginations so stop imagining the world is a certain way you dislike

Let the sorrow go.... it's not real... literally. Very literally. Extra mega literally. Just like a dream literally. The definition of literally

The fact is that you are so powerful that the world would not function without your wish.

Nothing can be without you thinking it is. You are the owner of the world, wipe those ugly concepts from your mind, forget them. Seriously. Do it already. It's all in the mind. All of it. Stop all actions. Know what you want and nothing else

[4devon]

[4devon]

its always 2 dumb bitches telling each other “exactlyyyy"

Also... continuation from last ask.. I never understood when 4d barbie said, let go of old ego (venessa) and become aware of new ego(Lara).

If ego is not real then why are we focused on changing something...

exactly. it's a general thing with blogs though, not specifically them. Many Blogs are too conceptual. there is no ego

[4devon]

⏰👆☕️

What are the mistakes you found in 4d barbie's blog? And any other non dualism blogs?

too many accounts / blogs to put together lol but here are a few we did 2 days ago

the main problem tumblr blogs (plural!) have is that they talk about an "ego" like it is a real entity complicating your life (it is not), misinterpreted ND (original: Advaita Verdanta) and they talk about other factors like """subconscious"""" or """blockages"""

[4devon]

the more you read, the more you will be trapped in a cycle of wanting the ego to understand. leave the ego alone, it dissolves when you don't pay attention to it. it can't ever understand because it's limited. you, however, are not. identify with the self not the human body. don't try to do it, don't force yourself to meditate or read 10 books (unless you aren't reading them to get something). all you have to do is just be. lose the sense of doership. the ego might have to do things to accomplish something but you are not the ego, you already just are everything. there is no doing involved, just being, but don't trap yourself in forcing yourself to just be because that leads to you still listening to the egos desire to want. there is nothing to want or desire if you are the universe.

just rest. if you feel desire, don't try to convince your ego that you already have it, just view the thought and drop it and things will unfold the way you'd like for all is I AM.

[4devon]

[4devon]

the more you notice how similar "real life" is to dreams, the more it makes sense to you that none of this is "real". you understand why "the world" is inside you, not outside of you(where is the dream? inside of you, but not physically, because it's not a thing, and it's merely an illusion). you understand that the absence of choice and "control" is also an illusion(when you wake up, you know anything would be possible in your dream, but while you dream, you're caught up in that illusion and simply play along, unless your lucid and realize your power within the dream). you understand that you are the Self, the dreamer, and not the ego, the fake person in your dream. you understand that no one in the dream is "real", they're all your creation, including the dream version of "you" that isn't actually you. you realize you can be "other people", experience different points of view, be simply the observer or be a character in the dream. you understand that time and space are concepts that don't actually exist(the dream might seem short but when you wake up it's already morning, or maybe it was simply a quick nap that seemed to be days long, and that the dream exists nowhere, there's only this feeling that it's inside of you). you understand that this wonderful "world" is entirely your creation. you understand that nothing matters within a dream, because it has no impact on your true self(although you've mistakenly identified with the ego, it has no effect on your true Self). you understand that no matter what happens in the dream, your existence isn't purely tied to it, so whether you think it was "good" or "bad", you exist beyond it, and you have limitless chances to experience whatever you want to experience, and there's no problem in "not dreaming your desired dream" because this isn't your only dream and you'll always wake up in the end. you realize how silly it is to give anyone power over you when they're all illusions that are still created by you. you realize that what's holding you back is the belief in continuity and repetition and the past. think about it, and you'll realize just how similar "life" is to a dream, until you finally understand that life IS just a dream.

[4devon]

the spoon does not exist. - movie scene linked

the straight spoon does not exist without your awareness of it.

you do not bend the spoon, you bend yourself. you bend your awareness. the spoon is illusory. perception is subjective.

"What he sees before him is not a spoon, but rather an idea his brain has created of a spoon—his own perception. He can change reality by changing his perception."

"Neo remembers this exchange as he becomes more confident in his ability to break the rules of the Matrix. All he has to do is remember that the rules he breaks aren’t actual rules. Just as there is no spoon, there is no gravity, there is no time—all these things are lies the machines tell his brain. Neo can fly, for example, because he can see gravity is a false construct. Once Neo understands that “there is no spoon,” he gains more power in the Matrix."

using a movie to explain that reality is false may be unorthodox but hear me out. the matrix is simply a sense-based prison. a self-made prison made up of limitations and false constructs. there is no logic, there are no facts, everything is illusory and can be changed but in order for you to gain awareness of a different version of reality you must realise that the spoon is fake.

"Anything is possible in the Matrix, yet Neo’s lifetime of conditioning within this system has kept his belief in his own ‘Oneness’ from truly taking root. Logic implies that all things are known and must follow certain parameters and patterns, yet nature is anything but logical. In this context, "there is no spoon" is meant as a means for Neo to let go of his logical presumptions of what constitutes reality. As the boy says, “...you’ll see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.” The limitations of Neo’s reality are self-imposed by the lense through which he’s been taught to see the world. By letting go of what he’s so sure ‘he knows’, he finally opens up to what’s possible."

Morpheus tells him “You have to let it all go Neo; fear, doubt, and disbelief.” 

the movie itself does give way to things external to the person - agent smith - but you do not need to take it literally. there is no external. the only agent smith that exists is your own self imposed destruction. 'breaking out of the matrix' is just breaking out of a falsely identified with reality and realising that you are above any human law, above everything for you are reality itself. be nonchalant to agent smith, he is POWERLESS for you have realised the truth. the truth that you can manipulate the so-called matrix. the truth that your realisation of your power is all that is needed.

it is hard to realise that everything you believed was real is illusory, it can be overwhelming to 'take the red pill' and realise the greatest truth that you ARE the creator and no human law applies to your divine nature. realising the truth does not take away from special moments or imagined memories, it liberates you from believing that this body is all that you are. it opens a new door of actual UNLIMITED possibilities to experience anything you want to experience, knowing that you are not victim to circumstance and you can easily experience something different. you are in control. there is NOTHING holding you back. you can fly right now if you want to. you can teleport to japan right now if you want to. there is no such thing as impossible, the only impossibility exists in mind which we know is illusory.

realise the spoon is fake and bend your awareness to live life out of misery, pain and destruction and direct your awareness to love, peace and fun.

[4devon]

Hi! Ik this will sound weird and ridiculous even after you creating so many posts about things but still I as "Ego" or you can say "Vennessa" is wondering if everything this is real! I always knew about Non- dualism because it's connected to my religion but this all sometimes feels fake , is this all real right?? I feel same about shifting and some out of body things, i always manifest things faster but I do not longer want to do this all , sometimes it makes me obsessed with all methods and things, I have started to observe my thoughts and living in this moment, i was doing all that from long time , it's nice , But as soon this "I'm not this body!" That sounds so much weird to me, and believe me I feel happy with thought of being free, just being everything and no-thing together, But this stupid "Vennessa" that feels like if i won't do anything for her, who's with her? If i am not her then would she would do everything what she needs to do? I worry about all this stupid things because if i have to be stuck with this body and it's not possible then no one but "I" will get all the blame, as someone comes from "LOA 2" community this blame games never stop and I can't even do anything about it without feeling guilty , that "I" couldn't do it or yk...

So in short I'm asking if it's real? Do i have to worry about everything "Vennessa" does and doesn't because in the end "I" am being her, and this body doesn't seem to be disappear or "I" seem to shift it's pov towards just "Being"

Thank you for all blogs because of them atleast I get somewhat idea of what i am supposed to be doing/Being , also you can Yell at me lol 😭 i haven't gotten tough answers lately! Sorry this all is so dumb , i didn't wanted to be sound like ranting random things but this all was in my brain for so long, so i thought maybe you know something already and you had this question from someone already!?

!?! But thank you and lot's of love for everything you do! Sorry again and again for this random questions, and thank you thank you very much for all your blogs, I will slowly learn what I'm doing wrong,or thinking wrong, and you are helping very much! Thank you!

Listen. This is not something for you to believe in. Do you exist? Do you need to believe in your own existence to exist?

What is secondary is existing as something. For that, then, you need belief for it to be real. Of course Vanessa is real to you now, you take her for the truth.

The worries about what will happen to Vanessa... do you worry the same about what will happen with a character from a dream? You just move on with your life after you wake up... If she's not beneficial, why care? It's the attachment, that's all. That's what needs to be let go of. Nothing can happen that you do not want to happen. These fears are so irrational. For something to happen that you don't want to happen you have to give authority to something other than you, for example - the world. If you believe the world is solid and apart from you, then you'll always have to do methods and work at changining it. You will always fear it, and forever try to control it.

I don't want you to feel guilty? I said the opposite, there's nothing to feel guilty about. Worries, fears - are all justified when you are an ego. If Vanessa is a victim of something then I can't tell her that she's not - and this is what I find cruel about loa. The scolding about the 'victim mindset', that mindset might as well be justified, Vanessa could have went through the worst things and her world might really be shit. Changing Vanessa's thinking in a world that is really F'd up is no easy task, it's very hard to recondition your brain as it is, but doing so in the worst enviroment? Ten times harder. I know there were people who succeeded, but not all egos are the same. And to add to an already terrible life the guilt tripping about not doing more or blaming her for being unable to change the thinking is just crude to me. They don't understand what they're working with. That's what they've succeeded with so that's what they're pushing, but it is hard.

It's hard to be an ego, let go of thinking you're Vanessa if you want to hurt less. The attachement is strong, but not impossible to overcome when you're full of love for yourself.

I've said it before, you don't have to convince Vanessa that she's unreal. Just stop taking the thoughts you don't like for truth or reality. There is no convincing involved, it is all letting go... you're holding so tightly onto your ideas now, that's why you can't see their falsity.

[4devon]

Ada, how do I manifest being productive? I procrastinate easily and that is preventing me from discovering and embodying my I AMness. I am sure a lot of the people in the community have the same problem. Could you please help us out?

There's nothing to be productive about. What a silly concept. Don't add another burden or worry onto yourself. Right now you make yourself guilty over not seeking more and doing more to attain realization, but you already have it. You need not take time to meditate or put time aside to contemplate and "apply". All you need to do is detach from this form during the day, let life happen as it happens while reminding yourself it's a dream, a dream that doesn't have to be yours.

The guilt is because you think you're running out of time and you need to change "your" life now. Be patient with yourself because you don't lose any time, just get to that place I'm telling you about and then you can just go back in time if you so wish. All worry is pointless! And there is nothing to fear, things just happen, do not claim them as yours for a while. Unclutter your mind, it becomes your servant after you've freed it enough.

[4devon]

hi! first of all i’m so sorry i’m sure u get a lot of circumstance related questions

i read through your masterlist (seriously, all of it) and the words are so well written and motivating and beautiful. it’s just. i have no idea how to APPLY any of it.

for context, i’ve known about the law for 2 years. i have had this very specific goal of being in a season of a tv show i like since then. i spent those 2 years feeling like i’m already a cast member. i daydreamed hours upon hours about how it feels to be on set, to befriend the cast, even how it feels to win an award for my performance (i mean this so genuinely when i tell you that i’ve even cried because of how happy i felt winning said award). ive had 0 movement in the 3d, but i kept telling myself: it’s okay. no matter what, i WILL be in this tv show. a couple of days ago, however, they announced that they had started filming. which means the casting process is over. i’m crushed and overwhelmed. i don’t know what to do. if this dream doesn’t come to fruition it’ll mean i wasted 2 years of my life for nothing.

my “old man” lives with chronic depression in an abusive household with seemingly no way out. this dream was my plan/ticket to a better life. where do i go from here? how can i make sure i’m applying all this knowledge? how can i go from dreaming to living and experiencing?

i’m so sorry for the long and specific ask i can imagine it being so annoying but i’m with my hands in my hair. thanks in advance !!

It didn't come to fruition because there is no 4D. There are just thoughts, some you identify with, some you don't. You spent your time daydreaming, that's all. You spent your time thinking of things in hopes if you do the "3D" is going to follow somehow. This is not to shame you, most have, I did. But it doesn't matter so don't stress over it because you can just change that by either going back in time or remembering it differently.

What to fix:

1. There is a world that is not apart from you. Body is in the world, not you. Body and world are created by you LIVE. All the time it's now, no waiting for anything to conform. What you're identified with, you see.

2. Detach from this form. It is not you. All the bodies are you, you just choose to live through this one. Stop choosing it. Not you, not yours.

3. Thoughts of the past life come, remember they no longer have anything to do with you. Literal full delusion (I only call it that because after being identified with a person for so long, it's mind-blowing to grasp you are not that). Thoughts are not yours, complete indifference - no need to fight them. Where they come from, none of your business. Only know they are not yours. YOU not being in your desired reality is a thought, got it?

4. This body and this world are not forced onto you, they exist through your identification with them. Not yours, remember? Repeat. Not yours. You won't lose your mind you'll only lose your misery.

5. After you've detached you'll easily shift to as many realities as you want, don't put any of a pedestal of desire, they are equal. See this world and the body as not real first. What is true is only what I AM is identified with, right now this body which is not in that TV show. Correct this first by letting go of thinking it's you.

*Also, note that the Vanessa you want to be doesn't see it as a TV show, unless you want to be an actor - that IS her life. She is unaware of it being a TV show, she just exists like that the way you exist as this person desiring to have her life.

[4devon]

Do you mean to abandon desires and that there is nothing to want because you already have / are everything? I really like your posts but when I get to parts that say things like that I get confused

YESSS. It's so silly to desire!!! There is nothing to desire! Life is so beautiful! And it is entirely what you want it to be! Why create "I want" instead of "I have" and "I love" ?!?! There is no world, you guys don't take me literally! There is no thing at all! You make it up!!!! Make up one full of the best you can think of! There's nothing to want or be afraid of!! Existence is soooo exciting, so crazy good, you are limitless and boundless and you GIVE life to everything! There is nothing to be sad about, you ARE and you are creating the life of this body and all the other bodies. Gosh it's so beautiful to be.

[4devon]

my love, how are you? first of all iwant to thank you for "spending" your time answering the asks here, i really appreciate it! i really like you and everything you post, really. but anyway, i want to ask about what do you think about manifesting a totally different life? it's my goal, you know? appearance, social life, social status, family, friends, personality, everything different. but i don't see many people with that desire, at most they want to have something or change their appearance. i feel distant from the manifestations for having such high dreams and such drastic changes, you know? i don't see many success stories, and it ends up being discouraging because of the many changes. could you help me with this?

What does it matter what others want? You create the others in your imagination.

Your dreams are not high at all, manifestation community hasn't even scratched the surface of what is possible. You need no success story, you already are a sucess story, you're creating a body and a world right now, become aware of this - you can change them daily. You can live a different life every. day.

[4devon]

Take Control

...or the other word for it, responsibility. The only reason you're failing is because you still think something outside of you is "bringing things about". If I created this face, why do I doubt I can create another? If I created these circumstances, why do I doubt I could create ones I like better? If I created this person, why do I doubt that because we broke up, I won't create one even greater, one that's perfect for me in totality? Or just recreate this one to my will? If I created this life by imagining it, why do I think I can't create a new one? There is no difference between your creations, not one is greater than the other, they're all symbols of your imagining, nothing more.

Don't put anything in the external world on a pedestal, be it of fear or worship - know you can get rid of it with the snap of your fingers, because you are the one who birthed it in the first place!!! Know you gave it life, and you can also take away its privilege of existing whenever you want. You are its king.