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why did you leave me? i was only a child

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Im so fucking angry next person to test my patience is going in a bodybag

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Waiting to wake up from all this

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I hate being gay sm. i wish i wasnt. Because i know i can never have the “normal” life that everyone who i grew up with has, they all are married now and im still here disappointing my parents and getting my heart broken over girls who never would have liked me to begin with. I want so desperately to just be happy and content with my lot in life but it is so hard when i know i was cursed from the beginning. I hate how humans have an innate need for other humans, i just want to be alone and not need anyone. People always betray you eventually, i wish i could just be happy living a life where i didnt need anyone.

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I just want to end it but i cant do that to my parents they dont deserve that pain

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people dont understand that i dont care about how my addictions are lowering my life, i dont care how many i pick up or how bad it gets, i dont want to live forever or even much more than i have to

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I havent been able to watch or read any of my favourite media recently, i see the romance and it makes me feel so unbearably unlovable and lonely

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I WANT TO RIP HIM APART PIECE BY PIECE

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I cant do this anymore, my head is exploding and i cannot physically continue here

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I HATE HUMANITY I HATE IT IT IS A BLIGHT AND A SCOURGE UPON THE EARTH AND I AM SICK OF SEEING SO MUCH SUFFERING END IT ALL NOW I HATE HUMANS THEY SHOULD NOT EXIST

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I look into my future and all i see is addiction and pain. Small steps are leading me to my destruction but im too far away to stop now

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I wished on a star that this year would be better

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i wish things were different.

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Its september, and nobody asked if i was ready

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I wish you liked me back

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Laziness Does Not Exist Devon Price

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Sometimes i view myself in the mirror and the only value i can attribute to myself is im average looking. When that fails me i dont think ill have anything left