3sha08

[3sha08]

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[3sha08]

Oy ayaw ko ninyo i judge ha, I'm just a girl😿🎀

[3sha08]

A CHRISTMAS LONG GONE...

Christmas is coming, the atmosphere is slowly getting colder and colder, the houses are starting to get filled with colors with twinkling lights that illuminate the night sky, casting a magical glow on everything. It brings back memories of christmases past, filled with joy, love, and wonder. But when did Christmas started feeling less and less exciting? How? Why? Why doesn't it excite me as much as it did before?? Did i just grow up... or is the Christmas spirit slowly fading and fading as time passes by?

How did I lose excitement for Christmas? I was once a little girl, most excited about this celebration, where I would open my presents, spend time with my family, and enjoy everything with no worry and care about what tomorrow would bring. Where did that little girl go? Why would I let myself forget how to be happy?

I would do anything to go back to that Christmas, a Christmas on December 2015. I was the happiest; it was the happiest. I'd give everything to experience that Christmas once again, playing in the rain with my cousins, getting pampered by my parents, spoiled by my lovely grandparents. I HAD everything I could ever ask for. The giggles, chuckles, and laughs me and my cousins let out, the soft touch of my parents, and the most gentle loving of my grandparents, and our innocent and unproblematic smiles. I miss it, I miss everything.

If anyone would ask me what I love about Christmas, I would answer, "I love the gifts." But if someone asked me on a deeper level, I would answer how Christmas gave me that happiest memory that, how Christmas made me the happiest little girl, how Christmas let my family gather and have the greatest time. It gave me the most memorable and most precious memory of the people i loved the most.

The warm and sweet taste of the cooked champorado after playing in th rain, the sparkle in our eyes while seing the socks hanged in our door hoping that santa would put money in there, the biggest smiles after seing our names in one of the gifts, caroling around the neighbourhood, and just being a kid at Christmas was the best. Now, looking at the photos taken, it gives me a bittersweet feeling that makes me question, where did all that go? Will it ever come back? Did I lose it, or is it just buried somewhere in the back of my mind?

In the end, the true magic of Christmas lies not in the gifts or the celebration but in the hearts of those who celebrate it. By cherishing our loved ones, practicing gratitude, and embracing the spirit of giving, we can create a Christmas that is truly meaningful. As the years go by, may we continue to find joy in the simple things and hold onto the precious memories that make the holiday season so special.

[3sha08]

wow.... diri nalang ko magrant sugod karon😊💗