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Y’all been knew if you don’t think Cyrus and Jonah wouldn’t be THAT couple that stays on the phone until three in the morning going back and forth with ‘you hang up!’ ‘no YOU hang up!’ ‘no I insist, you hang up!’

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30 Days Of Jyrus Day2- first kiss

If only you knew

Jonah is sitting on the bench at the park with his head down. Cyrus sees this and he instantly rushes to him and sits down to see what’s wrong.

“Jonah, are you okay?” asked Cyrus,“ You don’t look well.”

Jonah with his head still down replied,“ its just ….nothing cy. Don’t worry.”

“Jonah, you can tell me anything. I care about you alot and I wanna make sure you’re okay,” said Cyrus.

Jonah raises up his head to show his tearstained cheeks and replied “Andi and I broke up and I feel like no one loves me. I don’t know what to do.”

Cyrus puts his arm around Jonah and hugs him. He reassuringly says, “ If only you knew.”

Confused, Jonah asks ,“ what do you mean? What don’t I know?”

Cyrus replied,“ I guess since we’re being each other’s therapist it’s about time I tell you that I… I used to have a crush on you. Like full blown butterflies and daydreaming dreaming about you all the time.”

Jonah blushed as Cyrus continued on, “ but I guess some things aren’t m-” only to be interrupted by a pair of lips on his.

In that moment Cyrus realised he never got over Jonah. He’d never felt so at peace in his whole life. Jonah’s hands wrapped cyrus face and Cyrus kissed him back.

After they pulled away Jonah said, “If only YOU knew, I always felt the same way.”

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30 Days Of Jyrus - Day 2: First Kiss

That Magical Kiss

Details: This takes place after the events of the Ciris and Jandi kisses. POV is Jonah’s.

Andi, Buffy, Cyrus, and I sit on the side of a hill, watching as the sun sets over Shadyside. Let me tell you, it’s probably one of the most beautiful things to see at the end of the day.

I hear a faint grumbling coming from my left. Andi rubs her stomach, then turns to Buffy. “Buff, can you help me get the leftovers? I’m a bit hungry.”

“Sure. I need something to munch on too,” Buffy replies. The two girls walk down the hill to the picnic basket they left at the bottom.

My eyes dart in Cyrus’ direction, then they slide back. “Cy, how often do you think about your kiss with Iris?”

“Why do you ask?”

“I’ve just been thinking a lot about my kiss with Andi.”

Cyrus begins to show a tiny smirk out of the corner of his mouth. “Do you now? Well, I guess I would say that I don’t really think about it that much.”

“Why? Didn’t you like it?”

“I did, but I didn’t like the person I was kissing. I mean, in that way. Iris and I are still friends if that… wasn’t clear.”

I look back down the hill, where Andi is. “For me, I enjoyed the kiss, and I liked the person I kissed. It felt like a thousand firecrackers exploded around me, and it was just the two of us at the center of the universe.”

Cyrus asks, “So what’s bothering you?”

“What’s bothering me is the fact that I’ve been having some weird thoughts. I just wondered if I would have that same magical feeling if it were a boy.”

“Here’s the thing. A kiss is nice. But to have that magical feeling, that person would have to be someone special. Unless you feel that way with a guy, you’re not going to get those fireworks.”

A part of me is even more curious. I end up saying abruptly, “Cyrus, can we kiss?”

I turn to him, only to find that he’s gleaming. He says in a trance, “Yes.” He shakes his head, repeating in a more casual tone, “I mean, uhh, if that’s what you want.”

I rub the back of my head, a bit embarrassed. “I don’t really know how to kiss. Andi was the one who did it last time.”

“Just follow my lead,” Cyrus says, chuckling.

I take a deep breath, and watch as Cyrus leans in. Normally, I would start backing away. This time, I didn’t even try. When our lips finally met, that feeling I had, it was just like my kiss with Andi. That thought that it was just the two of us was there too.

I finally pull away after a few seconds, absolutely speechless. Cyrus asks me, “How did it feel.”

In all of that, I could only whisper a single word. “Magical.”

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I heard it was jyrus month, so here’s an old doodle that never got posted~

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Kiss my lies

Day 2 of 30 Days of Jyrus: First Kiss

Summary: Cyrus’s levels of disaster gay go beyond anything he’s ever done before.

Pairing: Jonah x Cyrus

Inspired by: @jyrusreignson

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It all started during PE on Tuesday. Cyrus sat down on a bench by the field, excused from PE for whatever fake condition he had written on his “doctor’s note.” Being one of the fastest people in the class, TJ had finished earlier and sat down next to him.

“You’re drooling.” TJ said, leaning on Cyrus’s shoulder. Cyrus blinked, turning away from what he was staring at. Jonah.

“Shut up.” Cyrus blushed, causing TJ to laugh.

“Just ask him out already.” TJ said and Cyrus looked up at him.

“Haha, Funny.” Cyrus said sarcastically.

“Actually,” TJ rocked back and forth on the bench. “I’m serious.”

“I can’t.” Cyrus frowned now, turning his head.

“Why not?” TJ raised his eyebrows.

“He doesn’t like me back, duh.” Cyrus rolled his eyes like it was obvious.

“You’re so wrong,” TJ shook his head. “The dude is totally into you.” Cyrus looked up at Jonah upon hearing the words and he shook his head.

“I can’t, either way, I’m too scared of rejection.” He mumbled and TJ sighed, tapping on his knee.

“Then make something up.” He said.

“What?” Cyrus looked at his friend with confusion.

“If he rejects you, just lie,” TJ shrugged like it was the simplest thing in the world. “Tell him you were joking or something if the time calls for it. Lying is very helpful, Underdog.” Cyrus thought about the words, opening his mouth to reply but the gym teacher blew the whistle, motioning for everyone to go in the locker room to change. He sighed as TJ got up and ran toward the locker room. He watched all of the other boys run into the locker room as he trudged after him, the words TJ said sticking in his brain. Maybe he was able to tell Jonah how he felt without getting rejected.

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Jonah had invited Cyrus over to hang out on Saturday. Four days after TJ had told him how to ask Jonah out. Four days of contemplating how to do it. He had gone over scenarios in his head, but all of them resulted in him hyperventilating.

So here he was, sitting next to Jonah on the couch as they watched To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before, still without a plan. Cyrus was nervous as hell, but he stayed silent as they watched the movie, transfixed with the relationship on the screen. He felt like Peter Kavinsky. Pining after someone who didn’t like him back. But Laura Jean did like him back.

Cyrus glanced over at Jonah. As the words from the film swirled around Cyrus’s head, he felt an urgent sense to tell Jonah how he felt. He wasn’t sure if it was the movie, or the conversation with TJ, or the fact that he’s been contemplating this for days, but he had to tell him. He just wished he was better with words.

“Do you wanna kiss?” Cyrus blurted out, halfway through the end sequence of the movie where Laura Jean and Peter were about to kiss. Jonah gaped slightly, pausing the movie before turning to Cyrus.

“Uh.. what?” He asked and Cyrus felt a sudden wave of dread. Why did he have to phrase it like that? Why did he say anything at all? Why was he was so dumb? He was in a wave of panic before TJ’s words came back to him for the millionth time that week. If he rejects you, just lie.

“Well…” Cyrus’s searched his mind for something believable to say. “I really like this guy, but I feel inexperienced and I thought that if I actually kissed a guy, then I wouldn’t be such a loser… you know, with the guy.” He was rambling. Jonah looked at him, a frown evident on his face.

“I… so you want to practice kissing with me?” Jonah blinked.

“I mean..” He swallowed. “Yeah?” Jonah paused, chewing on his lip. He looked scared and kind of sick. Cyrus felt incredibly guilty and he was about to say nevermind or tell him the truth when Jonah answered.

“Who?” He asked and Cyrus looked at him confusedly.

“What?” He asked.

“Who is it?” Jonah looked at him, raising an eyebrow.

“TJ.” Cyrus replied quickly. He hoped TJ never found out about this. This is blackmail and teasing material to laugh a lifetime.

“Oh..” Jonah nodded slowly, the words to follow coming our forced and shaky. “Okay, yeah.. let’s do that?”

“Kiss?” Cyrus’s voice went slightly higher.

“Yeah, anything to help you two get together, you’d make a cute couple.” Jonah’s voice was all over the place and Cyrus wanted to turn back time and never have come over to Jonah’s house that day.

“It’s, okay, Jonah. You don’t have to-”

“I want to, it’s okay.” Jonah cut him off, leaning closer. The air around Cyrus got thicker and for a minute he forgot how to speak, so he just stared at Jonah’s lips. His mind was racing with about one hundred different thoughts, but about ninety-nine of the thoughts were cut off by the thought of Jonah’s lips on his.

“Tell me when your ready.” Jonah’s voice was quiet, soft.

“Yes?” Cyrus mumbled. He should have said no. He should have pulled away and told Jonah the truth, but instead he just nodded slowly, waiting for Jonah to kiss him. He felt like a terrible person. For lying. For tricking his best friend, who he might have been a little in love with, to kiss him. For probably ruining their friendship. Although the negative thoughts kept piling up in his mind, every single coherent thought was ripped away from his head as soon as he felt another pair of lips touch his own.

Immediately, he shut his eyes and kissed back. It felt weird. Sure, he kissed Iris. But that had been different. Those were two little pecks. Two little pecks from a girl. This time, it was different. He felt a rush of butterflies and his cheeks heated at the movement of lips on his. It was kind of wet, and it was a strange feeling, but Cyrus still felt happiness and electricity wash over him like a tidal wave.

When Jonah pulled away, all of Cyrus’s negative emotions over the way the kiss happened were betrayed by the biggest smile ever smile on his face. Jonah was smiling too. Cyrus felt relief at that, and he knew no matter what he had to tell Jonah the truth. That kiss was too important to Cyrus for him to not to. So, before Jonah could speak, Cyrus started on his attempt at a confession.

“Okay, so…” Cyrus played with his shirt. “I lied.” It took a minute for Jonah to register the words. He had a deepened frown across his face, but after a few seconds his eyes widened and he looked at Cyrus with what appeaered to be a slight smirk.

“Lied about what exactly, Cyrus?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.

“I don’t like TJ,” Cyrus started. “I never liked TJ.. I just really liked you… uh, like you, and I didn’t know how to tell you and I accidentally said that and I’m sorry….”

“You lied.” Jonah looked amused.

“I know, I’m sorry.” Cyrus frowned, wondering why Jonah thought the whole thing was so funny.

“Maybe you should make it up to me.” He was definitely smirking now.

“Uh.. what?” Cyrus blushed.

“Kiss me again, and maybe I’ll forgive you.” Cyrus’s heart fluttered at the words, but he nodded.

“Deal.” He mumbled, closing his eyes and leaning in. When their lips connected for the second time that night, Cyrus was finally glad he had come over. He thought that maybe TJ was actually good at giving advice. And maybe lying was actually helpful sometimess.

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Ok day two of Jyrus Month has honestly been great for me I might write something later after I catch up on work rn

Y’all contributors has made my day great

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I don’t know how to request a prompt, but I want to see a Jyrus one-shot of Shy Cyrus talking to Buffy about liking Jonah, and accidentally calling Jonah while he talks about liking him and guys in general. You choose the ending.

Don’t worry, this is exactly how you submit a prompt. I’M NOT TAKING ANY MORE PROMPTS. I HAVE WAY TOO MANY ALREADY. IF YOU SEND ME A PROMPT, I WILL DELETE IT 

Cyrus and Buffy were seated near the back of The Spoon, trying to keep their voices low, just in case the wrong person walked in. Even though he was out to Andi, Cyrus wasn’t ready to be out to the whole world yet.

And he wanted to talk about Jonah, but Buffy wanted lunch.

“Okay, Cy,” Buffy tossed a baby tater into her mouth. “Enough pleasantries. You must’ve asked me to meet you for a reason.”

“I mean…” Cyrus bit his lip. “I did, but it’s…I don’t know. I feel stupid.”

“Why?”

Cyrus shrugged. “I don’t know…He’s been weird recently. But I don’t know if I’m just imagining things since I like him so much.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean…” Cyrus shook his head. “I mean sometimes it seems like Jonah wants to tell me something, but then he chickens out at the last second. And it’s driving me nuts.”

“But you’re not sure if you’re projecting on him. Because you loooove him. What was it you said about his eyes being like emeralds and his smile ‘brighter the sun?’” Buffy laughed and popped another baby tater into her mouth.

“Shut up,” Cyrus’s cheeks burned crimson, and he hesitated. “I’m not in love with him. I just, y’know, like him, and his stupid, sunshine smile, a lot.” 

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Jonah lay frozen on his bedroom floor, where he’d landed after literally tripping over himself to answer the phone, still clutching said cell phone in hand, trying to process what he was hearing. His first thought was that it was a prank, but he quickly dismissed that pretty quickly, because there was no way that Cyrus could lie like that.

Which left him with necessity of processing that…Cyrus had a crush on him.

The thought made Jonah’s head spin, and his chest feel heavy, but he couldn’t really figure out why. It didn’t make sense. Tons of people had confessed crushes to him—he was popular, it sort of came with the territory—and while it always made him feel a little awkward and uncomfortable having to turn people down…It never made him feel like he was gonna be sick.

Sure, Cyrus was a good friend, and Jonah didn’t want to hurt him by rejecting him, but it’s not like he got this way when he realized Andi liked him, and they were good friends, too. So this had to be something different.

Something that made his palms sweat.

And then there was the matter of Cyrus picking up on the fact that Jonah was trying to tell him something—that he had an anxiety disorder. Jonah had thought he was being subtle, but apparently he was just a fool.

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Cyrus pulled his phone from his pocket as Buffy left the table, and felt all his breath leave his body. Outgoing Call: Jonah Beck, fifteen minutes. He must’ve pocket dialed Jonah…while he was talking about Jonah. Oh no.

Sent To Jonah: Sorry, pocket dial lol

Reply: no prob

Sent To Jonah: hope you didn’t hear anything too embarrassing haha  

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jyrus and 5 please!!

“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” (also sent by gryffindorfairygodmother)

Disclaimer: I got a BUNCH of prompts, so I’m not taking anymore prompts until I get through the ones I have in my inbox already. 

Her name was Christine. She was tall, blonde, and utterly unattainable. As soon as she arrived at their school, every available boy with a pulse, including Jonah Beck himself, was falling over himself to ask her out.

Well, almost every boy.

One boy had barely looked her way. He didn’t ignore her, obviously, he wasn’t rude.  Of course, he was also the one boy that she gave any amount of attention, even if it was just a “hello” in the hallway. At least, until now.

Now she was walking straight towards his locker, where he stood, getting books for his next class, and chatting with one of his best friends. Cyrus swallowed hard, as she came towards him, looking anywhere but into her piercing blue eyes. “H-Hey, Christine,” he mumbled.

“Hey, Cy-Cy,” she said in a saccharine sweet voice, batting her eyelashes. “Want to go to The Spoon after school? We can share a shake.”

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30 Days of Jyrus, Day 2

Title: First Kisses Are For Suckers 

Summary: Jonah and Cyrus have a sleepover. Mild angst. 

It’s late, later than Cyrus usually stays up, but he refuses to admit how tired he is—it’s a sleepover, he tells himself, you’re not supposed to sleep. His eyes slide shut, and he snaps them open again, trying to focus on what Jonah is saying. He’s been talking about Andi for the past thirty minutes, and it kills Cyrus, but he knows that Jonah is still grieving the relationship, and he needs someone to talk to. So, even though it’s two am, and he’d love to be asleep, and not listening to his crush talk about his best friend, Cyrus is listening.

“I think I’m a bad kisser,” Jonah says, abruptly, and then pauses, letting his words hang in the air.

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I hope once Jonah comes back from camp he realises that he’s better off without Andi and breaks up with her. I just feel like it’s kinda always Andi who’s breaking up with him and it would be nice seeing him doing the clean cut. What I am even talking about bye

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the andi mack f/m/m triangle was iconic and deserved a better resolution, preferably one that didn’t completely ignore the possibility of jonah beck not being either gay or straight (ugh) as if those are the only identities, also one that didn’t make the gay character conveniently bow out of the triangle only after seeing their st8 friend get the guy - even after the st8 friend said she was over him like three times. why was there even a triangle after that point and why did the st8 person “win” it?  in this essay i will bitch about disney channel prioritizing st8 ppl so soon after claiming queer ppl are “”””no different”””” on their channel - 

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Sam: *Watching the news* Some idiot tried to fight a squid at the aquarium.

Gabriel: *Covered in ink* Maybe the squid was being a dick.

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Queer Rant/Asking Advice

So I’m bisexual, but I come from a religious background, and I legit believe in Jesus and want to follow the Bible. Because of this, I only date guys. And I have no problem with that. (I can date dudes and have Emma Watson as my queen.) What I DO have a problem with is the stigma that STILL comes with simply BEING QUEER in the Christian community. It’s not against the Bible to have your feelings/urges. The Bible just says not do have sex with the same gender. And like I said, I’m ok with that, especially since I’ve found the love of my life and he happens to be a dude and I wanna wait till marriage anyway. The point is so many Christians still think it’s against the Bible just to be queer and that’s inaccurate and that put me (and any other queer Christian) in a difficult situation. I only feel comfortable enough to tell people I know will 100% accept me and not look at me differently. Thankfully I have some really good friends and even some mentors who are Christians who are totally chill with me being bi. That gives me hope for the Christian community. And I hope that that eventually becomes the norm for Christians. Being both queer and Christian isn’t the best combination because you have some queer people who hate on the church because they think all/most Christians hate queer people (which simply isn’t true). Then on the other hand, you have some Christians (or at least those who claim to be such) that do hate queer people like Westbarrow Baptist Church who by their hateful actions run the Christian name through the mud. Then, some the churches that don’t hate queer people still think the Bible says you can’t BE queer without sinning even if you’re wit someone of the opposite sex, which is also inaccurate. And to top it all off, I literally don’t feel comfortable to tell the internet except anonymously because I don’t want to risk losing my job at a Christian school or being expelled by my Christian college. Although that might also be a reflection on the fact that think about worst case scenarios more than I should. Idk. (Like this isn’t even my normal. I created this tumblr solely for this post). And this really stinks because I want to let other queer Christians know that it’s ok what they’re feeling and that they’re not alone and loves them just as much as any straight person. So it’s just really hard to know what I’m supposed to do. But to STOP this stuff from happening, both communities have to step up and encourage other people in their community! We Christians have to encourage others to show love like God says. And We of the LGBT+ community need to let everyone have their own religion and have their own moral compass as long as their not assholes about it. And finally, NOT STEREOTYPE ANYONE. Just because some Christians are hateful assholes doesn’t mean all of us are. And just because some LGBT+ people are judgemental of some religions doesn’t mean we all are. It’s ok to have your religion and it’s ok to be queer. ✝️🏳️‍🌈

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You Can’t Cheat The Bottle

Day 2 of 30 Days of Jyrus- First Kiss

Spin the bottle is a dangerous game.  There’s no rhyme or reason to it.  You spin the bottle and whoever the opening lands on is the person you have to kiss.  It sounds simple enough, but in reality it’s dangerous…at least that’s what Cyrus believes.

It’s Andi’s birthday party and despite the soiree being chaperoned by both her parents and grandparents, a small group, including Cyrus, managed to sneak away to the basement to play spin the bottle.  

While watching the group arrange themselves into a circle, Cyrus realizes he should’ve stayed upstairs where it was safe with current pop music playing, unlimited snacks, and Andi’s Pops attempting to dab but somehow still failing at the simple dance move.

But no, Cyrus let Andi and Buffy drag him down to the basement to play this forbidden game with a handful of people that include the only boy who makes Cyrus’ heart beat out of his chest, Jonah Beck.

Cyrus has been nursing an unrequited crush on him since the third grade when during snack time he’d spilled his apple slices on the floor and Jonah, with a bright smile and without hesitation, offered Cyrus some of his Teddy Grahams. Cyrus had taken some with a shaky hand and a hurried “thank you” before rushing back to his desk.  

Cyrus has barely spoken to him since then and he’s certain Jonah has forgotten about the encounter altogether, but it left a lasting impression on him. Jonah has a good heart and is kind to everyone on top of being the most popular boy in their school.  

Realistically, Cyrus knows he would never have a chance with him, plenty of other girls and boys are practically tripping over themselves to get close to him, including Andi, which compliments matters for Cyrus even more.

Andi has a crush on Jonah too, and she desperately wants for her and Jonah to share their first kiss together.  She’s been planning this moment for weeks.  She’d spin the bottle, it would land on Jonah, and they would kiss and fall in love.

Cyrus had smiled his way through Andi’s plotting, trying not to show how much it affects him that his best friend wants to have her first kiss with the boy he likes too.

Cyrus is pulled from his thoughts when Buffy nudges him with her elbow and tells him it’s his turn.  Cyrus hesitates, he could still make a run for it, but then he looks up and realizes Jonah is sitting directly across from him in the circle.  When their eyes meet, Jonah gives him an encouraging smile and that’s all the motivation Cyrus needs to place his hand on the bottle and spin it.

The bottle twirls around the circle several times before landing directly on Jonah.  Cyrus’ eyes widen in surprise while Jonah…perhaps it’s the lighting in the room playing tricks on his eyes, but it looks like a faint blush is covering Jonah’s cheeks.

Cyrus glances to his left to see Andi’s disappointed expression and immediately reaches for the bottle.  “I can spin it again,” he offers, but Jonah’s voice stops him in his tracks.

“You can’t cheat the bottle,” Jonah says before sitting up on and his knees and crawling across the circle to where Cyrus is sitting. 

Cyrus barely has time to close his eyes before Jonah is leaning in to press his lips against his.  The kiss is chaste, but Cyrus can feel it all the way down to his toes.

He expects Jonah to end their embrace quickly, but what Cyrus doesn’t expect is to feel Jonah’s hand grip his chin and tilt his head up to deepen their kiss.

Cyrus thinks he hears the sounds of several gasps and a few cheers as Jonah continues to kiss him for what seems like forever. It’s magical and wonderful and everything a first kiss should be, aside from the audience of his peers watching it happen.  

When Jonah finally does pull away, Cyrus subconsciously chases after his lips, not wanting the moment to end.  He opens his eyes to find Jonah’s face still mere inches from his and he looks just as dazed as Cyrus feels.

Once he finally comes back to himself, instead of scooting back to his spot in the circle, Jonah stands up suddenly and announces, “I don’t want to play anymore.”

Cyrus watches as Jonah abruptly leaves the circle and heads for the basement stairs.  He starts to climb them but not before he glances back to catch Cyrus’ eye one last time before taking the stairs two at a time.  

After Jonah has left and the game starts back up, Cyrus swallows hard and places a hand to his mouth.  He can still feel Jonah’s kiss, soft, sweet, and tender on his lips, just thinking about it makes him dizzy.  

Cyrus manages another peek at Andi, and she still looks distraught after watching him and Jonah kiss.  Cyrus feels bad for her but at the same time he’s more concerned about Jonah’s abrupt exit than anything else.  Had the kiss been that bad?  Cyrus didn’t think so, in fact, he still feels sparks.  

Part of him, a very small part of him, wonders if maybe Jonah leaving hadn’t been because he didn’t like the kiss.  Maybe it was because he did like it.

Cyrus ducks his head, concealing a private smile as the game continues around him. Perhaps spin the bottle isn’t as dangerous as he previously thought.  

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