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only you have noticed the movie I constantly act in habit for a life purpose

my only audience

the only who was trapped

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only you have noticed the movie I act

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I have to go now. bye bye...

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Your hug permantly carved on my hand. I feel your cold warmed my cold totally. Though I pretended as if it belonged to the irrelevant outside, it gradually runned through my physical blood and headed to my world.

Without your knowing, let you in tenderly because I knew you well enough not to scare and doubt you. I saw your truth under your cool... At least, dare to be true to me. I saw you everytime, wandered around in almost every period of my life. Having been not appreciated you enough, thank you for making it easier for me to live.

wish you would be well being

i believe in someone you would become one day...

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a waving from almost strange couple. do you know how much happiness I felt from the bottom of the dark sadness. And my sister comforted me by letting me know, or believe that it didn't matter. I would be fine. oh my my.

Wish to have friends, true friends.

I love people so muchhhj everyone

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I must carry on as if there was nothing really mattered

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my life turns in the shade of orange I even dont know when. the color I have ever thought of. I think freddie brought it to me.

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I believe that misery comes when objective reality's against my subjective thoughts.

When I was on the road, was looking at the crowded of vehicles, it hit me that I was just an individual trying to survive so I had to learn how to fit in, flow with my time.

I must belong to there, for this is my only chance to live.

i sell myself to live happily,

to reach the happiness.

I'm not scare of the dirt, I want to understand the dirt

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I'm sitting in the head zone of the ship. We have spent our whole day going to the pagoda, literally " going". most of the time, at leasy 4 hours and a half that we were on the ship. At the beginning, it was hot just as a summer day with no wind breezing around. Then, after a while, it turned to be cool as if it had been going to rain.

It is an outcast day, a pale and sad white sky with bright green water thay we keep on floating on. The sound of engine is loud. I'm listening to Lana del rey's cover Chelsea hotel no 2.

A day and suddenly how hard a life of human being could be!

the misfortune, how cruel you are.

I were born with the admiration of purity and clean so I would live trying to purify myself. but I'm dirty.

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I want to live in, not to live out anymore

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I hope my groom would wear a blue vest on our wedding day. And I'm still looking for mine.

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the core value that has been here from very first day of my life has been grown every other things. what is this?

the jealousy?

=))) maybe

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đm mấy thánh này

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Truly uplifting to know there are capybaras in a little hot spring in Japan listening to Patsy Cline.

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Đm vừa viết 1 đoạn văn đầy tinh túy của suy nghĩ mà ấn xóa mẹ nó mất có khổ không. nên mình sẽ viết đoạn thứ hai.

Firstly, ( have just been deleted accidently)

Secondly, being kicked out of this community beats me with the fear of being naturally worthless. It gets me the feeling that there is no place for me in this society.

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without my people, my life is shitty naturally.

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the vagueness is covering me. I cannot control anymore, a new side of me, a new side of world. maybe I should go with it. Wish I could go with it successfully.

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give me a hand-knit blue sweater on my birthday, a machine-knit is still alright.

a sweater whiich touches my skin so warmly that I could fall asleep.