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At 3 am in the toilet, I sat on the floor with watery eyes, a runny nose, and wet fingers. My throat was sore. Gently, I ran my hands over my stomach, 'Is my stomach empty now?' Oh no, there was a little blood when I forced myself to push all the food from my mouth. 'Oh, I guess there's nothing there anymore.'
Then I stood up, my stomach dizzy. My throat was so sore and hurt. I looked in the mirror. 'Pathetic,' I said. I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, with no thoughts. Tears came out involuntarily. I checked my phone, 'I love you.' I smiled, my heart felt so warm, 'hehe, my boyfriend texted me.' 'I love you too,' I replied. I cried again. What if he sees me in the future with him? I can't even see myself in the future.
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oh dear, you'll learn the hard way. When somone leaves you, it might be the best decision for them. And for you to.
It's okay sweetheart.
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DAMN I JUST HAD A DEEPTALK WITH ONE OF MY FRIENDS SHE SAID "i hope one day you're gonna meet someone who's gonna capture the beautiful sky for you, just because you really love the sky"
Kinda teared up a little bit brooo huhuhu
Yupp i hope so! And I'll capture the beautiful moon for him to show him that i love him to the moon and to saturn
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IYA YA lucu banget puisi orange ituu
Gemess banget huhu btul skali, enjoy a small things in life tuh it does really matter. "Sini aku kupasin jeruknya, pelan pelan supaya ga benyek. Nah ini kamu dapet setengah, aku juga setengah. Makan yaa biar sehat" LUCU SKALII "i love you, I'm glad i exist" Gentle skali huhu. Aku bersukur aku ada di bumi ini, karena aku bisa ketemu kamu karena aku sayang kamu.
LUCU BANGET HUAA MAU NANHJS
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Sayang banget sama Taylor Swift she's like a sister figure i never have
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