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So depressed really. Idk what the fuck I need anymore. I hate everything. Everything is just so damn hard. I feel like I have to be perfect for everyone but what I am is an inconsistent, self-loathing piece of garbage.
Just stop telling yourself that.
Yeah ok. I’ve hated myself for as long as I can remember. How, at almost 30, do you just decide nope, I’m great and I love who I am. It seems so fake. It makes me angry. Why does liking me make me angry? Fuck if I know.
Sigh...
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I wish my brain would stop calling me garbage.
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I’ve been lonely my whole life. xX
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Despicable--I'm just a bottom feeder
Despicable--I ain't ever been a keeper
Despicable--Love her then I leave her
And if I were you, I wouldn't love me neither
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Look at the sky tonight, all the stars have a reason A reason to shine, a reason like mine and I’m fallin’ to pieces Look at the sky tonight, all the stars have a reason
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I’m trying to write. To feel better and understand how I feel.
I feel horrible after
Didn’t realize
How much pain
Comes after.
It’s hard not to.
Hard not to feel bad.
To blame myself.
For doing this shit.
But I can’t.
I need to take care of myself.
Say kind things to myself.
Because blaming myself,
Doesn’t help me heal.
Ok. We’ll work on anger. On myself.
On pain.
So I’m here. Trying to feel better. Trying to write. Trying to understand how I feel.
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