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“You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having you wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.”

— Emery Allen (via quotemadness)

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Kiana - Congratulations x Passionfruit

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Losing a breath from within and not from someone taking it from you of what I know to lose my breath of anxiety, panic attacks, palpitations, with fear of not being able to breath is one I fear How does it feel to you when You lost a breath, to not be able to grasp air of an exhale? This recent egregious police killing George Floyd was very hard to watch via media, and to be honest watching all sensitive content is.  know I am one to pop off when I see something that isn’t right, I can’t speak on why the surrounding people just stand and watch I couldn’t, A brutal violent act! I know I cant just stand there or walk away, I can’t comprehend and speak on anyone else but if I am face front in the realm of it.

If this was a stranger, friend or my son, I’m sorry I would have to be killed too for stepping up and attempting to help someone! 

I know there are Good People, I know we have officials that are fighting to protect the people, but many are out there failing us, not protecting the Human Rights, The decision makers, The Leadership and President is is just a disgust of what the World in a constant torment of Pain, Evil, Hate, Racism, discrimination, poverty, And so much more. A Deadly pandemic, of a Virus spreading throughout our nation, in to wear a mask to protect your life to all the Racist killings by US POLICE OFFICERS AND MEMBERS OF THE PUBLIC BUT latest along the line George Floyed TORTURED FOR 8 minutes.... suffocated, dehumanized, pleading for his life! Crying out for his life!!! I don’t like using words that describe a color! But today i must speak on many BROWN, BLACK, UNARMED MEN and WOMEN BEING I read this post and couldn’t just #Repost without #Speaking on it and it resonates to all of which is we mourn for. A prayer for ALL; those who mourn, those have been killed, the families and children who are all effected, those who have been injured, the protesters, the officials that are fighting . A prayer to release from the sin poison of Racism and our dependence on violence to solve our ills. Unfair Racial Acts and Thoughts have taken the root in the Hearts of people of humanity. Of all the feels, we must be the cure to release and unite. The poisonous threads are hurting us ALL! The ominous threats have taken power to beyond control! Until the justice system can demonstrate that it holds all people equally accountable for their actions, we won’t be able to get beyond the reality of racism-systemic racism-is involved. So I pray for release from racism of all the times like this. I pray for everybody: to the ones who have to face the crowds, the hurt, the anger, protestors who have all the rights to protest, for decison- makers who have the authority to bring reform. I pray for the grieving, the injured, the fearful. I pray we all will find the courage to face the truth and do something about it. I know there are many cases we don’t hear or see if it’s not caught by someone witnessing these unhunane violence as well as other lives that have been ruined due to harm, trauma, mental health, violence acts, discrimination SAY THIER NAMES! Just a list of many Killed by POLICE , #AmaudArbery #GeorgeFloyd #SeanReed #StevenDemarcoTaylor #ArianeMccree #Natoshatonymcdade #TerranceFrankin #MilesHall #WilliamGreen #SamuelMallard #KwameJones, #De’vonBailey #ChristopherWhitfield #EricLogan #JamarionRobinson #Anthony Hill #GregoryHillJr #JaQuavionSlaton #BrandonWebber #RyanTwyman #JimmyAtchison FreddieGray #BothamJean #EJBradford #MichaelBrown #EricGarner #TamirRice #JameeJohnson #WillieMcCoy #EmanticFitzgeraldBradfordJr #D’ettrickGriffin #JemelRoberson #DeAndreBallard #RobertLawrenceWhite #AnthonyLamarSmith #RamarleyGraham #ManuelLogginsJr #TrayvonMartin #WendellAllen #KendrecMcDade #LarryJacksonJr. #JonathanFerrell #JordanBaker StephonClark #YassinMohamed #FinanBerhe #WalterScott #EricHarris #VictorWhitelll #DontreHamilton #JohnCrawfordIii #MichaelBrown #EzellFord #DanteParker #KajiemePowell #LaquanMcDonald #AkaiGurley #RumainBrisbon #JerameReid #CharlyKeunang #TonyRobinson #WalterScott #FreddieGray #BrendonGlenn #SamuelDuBose #ChristianTaylor #JamarClark #MarioWoods #QuintonioLeGrier #GregoryGunn #AkielDenkins #AltonSterling #PhilandoCastile #TerrenceSterling #TerenceCrutcher #KeithLamontScott #AlfredOlango #JordanEdwards, #DannyRayThomas, #DeJuanGuillory #PatrickHarmon, #JonathanHart #MauriceGranton #JuliusJohnson #MichaelDean #BrionnaTaylor #AtatianaJefferson #PamelaTurner #KorrynGaines #YvetteSmith #MiriamCarey #ShelleyFrey #DarnishaHarris #MalissaWilliams #ShantelDavis #RekiaBoyd #AiyanaStanleyJones #TarikaWilson #KathrynJohnston #KendraJames #TyishaMiller

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I•CAN’T•BREATH• 5/25/2020

~I have been trying to write this post for a couple days and my words and thoughts just scramble In circles to fathom on this land we stand in, in the surrounding world of what humans should promote and support by living equally and accepting, nonjudgmental regardless of what race, cultures and gender while living and having your support system to lean to of morals, values and beliefs of good not evil, balancing health, peace, and unity with what our Human Rights is -a reality in the lives of PEOPLE. My expression on this rant will just flow however it does because i am tired, of deleting and editing. I can’t express the all the feels that have Exalted exist and still is surfacing, in solitude of living in a pandemic of THE WORLD SURVIVING AND DYING FROM ALL DEADLY VIRUSES -the covid19 shut down, that in today’s REALITY ISNT a PRIORITY CONCERN of MINE!!!! RACISM IS A VIRUS a FATALITY THAT NEEDS TO BE REMOVED! IT SEPARATES HUMANS OF ALL TO BE AS ONE TO LOVE ONE LOVE ALL!! Ones Act of hate and Reactions effect all across the Universe People who are Biased because of systematic error due to what we see and hear, or what pressures of opinions to feel one way or another is society corruption!! Govern Officials with badges or high officials to make decisions say they are trained to protect the people NOT to harm or murder innocent people are the ones who should be accountable, charged of their actions!!! Our quality of life is being tormented by this!!! People who are suffering to heal their mental health and belief system, and fear of brutality of experiences i of corruption from violent acts, trauma, death, especially from criminals or front line law enforcement that is suppose to protect you!! We must protect and advocate our family, our youth, neighbors be kind, focus how our inner emotions feelings, anxiety of pain we endure. Your Mental Health is crucial. To create a positive impact of empathy to give out To Unite, to love, to Peace, to support and to help one another. I read on a website which Is way more world wide over many decades. Police passage is thriving more each day gaining Momentum and not slowing should give and American citizen pause of increasing numbers of Black Individuals—especially males both young and old— continue to be added to a growing list of victims being killed by Police and Violent acts. A recent article stating 82 Men and boys killed by the Police!! Where are the numbers for Women and young girls? When the numbers of lives that don’t make it into media, what about their lives? With the protesters and activists whom are brave to face forward, to chant PEACE AND JUSTICE but take it in your own harms way are heroic! I honor and commend the work you do but please remain safe, times like this protect your heart and lives, Remember you have family and friends that love and care for you and need you too! Our Nation does not need more pain endured of violence and damage from violent riot outbreaks! That involves more lives being in danger and being traumatized. With the front lines they are protected but as citizens and civilians you aren’t!!  I am not Black nor White. But i am here to honor you and support you! The riots that i am seeing these lives impacted in so much pain acting on front line and aggressive shattering is making our world become a civil war and our lives need to be safe now across state’s are becoming more violent. When will we ever change to become the change. I am a HUMAN. I honor, respect and care for all ethnicity of who are of all minorities and everyone deserves to be treated with respect! I am a Woman, mother of black sons, which I don’t define the color of their skin. Shade doesn’t justify when there is hate on all humanity. I Do not see color, I see within your soul and spirit. I love Ethnicity is not something that should set people apart, but allow us to learn from one another! ALL HUMAN RIGHTS of all BODIES, All across the Nation World wide United Nation Human Rights.