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it's time to try defying trauma.

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you're never gonna go

if we don't go now

you're never gonna know

if we don't find out

you're never turning back

never turning around

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i don't know what kind of heartbreak this is but it hurts and i feel so lost. i guess romantical heartbreak is better than whatever i'm feeling right now.

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You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

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I hope you believe that you can still make a beautiful life for yourself even if you lost many years of it to grief, or darkness, depression, or a wound that wouldn't close.

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the bravery of a girl who has to decide what is for dinner and then cook it and then wash dishes every day forever and ever.

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finding myself back to waiting for a text.

god this is exhausting. why do i keep putting myself to this situation

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i'm not sure if its a normative response but it still feels nice when your lowkey low commitment long distance situationship gives you a positive affirmation that you could reach your dream.

what a way to stop clowning.

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me and never ending longing for 2014

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why does affection have to be paid by vulnerability, i can't afford it

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please please never stop being annoying about that one thing you really care about

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kebanyakan third-wheeling membuat w sadar sesuatu tentang pasangan. tiap liat pasangan, ada rasa "oh mereka make sense". mulai dari sifat, cara pikir, sampe kesukaan, kalo ngeliat orang sama pasangannya interaksi, rasanya tuh masuk akal aja mereka bisa sampe di titik komitmen yang lebih jauh. it leads me to wonder will i ever have such things or i actually do not deserve that kind of relationship? i don't know.

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"how does it feel to trust?"

"you just do"

"isn't that like falling?"

"yes, but you know you're falling safely"

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2020

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