10thofseptember

[10thofseptember]

Day 2: 05.02.2017

It's just the second day but it feels like it has been years already... 😔 At work, I always act as if I don't have any problem. I do my routine and make sure that no one will notice the sadness in me. Then suddenly, you asked how am I doing. I was not able to respond immediately because I was on a meeting. You said that, if I really don't want to respond or if I no longer want communication, just be honest. You just don't know how happy I am when you asked how am I doing. I may not be doing fine but I'm hanging in there. Today, I got drunk and I was able to get a very nice sleep. Thank you dear alcohol!

[10thofseptember]

Day 1: 05/01/2017

Today, I've made a decision that broke my heart. I decided to stop loving you, not because I no longer love you. It is because it's the right thing to do. For almost 3 yrs that we were together, I did not regret anything. I loved you. I love you. And I will always love you. I'll cherish all the memories we had together, may it be a sad one or a happy one. I know you might not be able to read this but please know that you're irreplacable. At this time, I may act like I don't you, I may act like we never met.... it's just me trying to move on. I will write everyday. I will write how I think of you even though we are no longer together. I will write how pretentious I am in hating you. Love, I am here for you no matter what. I know, in God's time, our paths will cross again. I'll wait for that day & I will remain faithful to you.