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My goal is to consume less than 600 cal a day. Wish me luck cause I’ve been stuck in a binging cycle. Good thing is, I have a stimulant prescribed (for ADHD) so I’m able to go throughout the day without even thinking of food. I just need to watch myself and keep accountable. I can do this and I want to be skinny by spring break in April so that is 3 months away. That is 8 candies per month.

Keeping tumble to keep me motivated to get skinny. Get to my lowest weight ever and enjoy life being a beautiful queen instead of a fat disgusting pig. I hate my body and every day I wish I was skinnier. Now is the time to change that.

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I’m back guys.

CW is 143.6

I’m so upset with myself for getting back to that high. I’m trying to get to my GW then work on recovering. So far, I keep going backwards. In August I was 134.0 like COME ON BITCH KEEP IT UP.

GW: 115.0

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7/22/22

Well, I’ve started chloe tings three week shred. Hopefully I will be stronger and see some results. Still going to do calorie deficit. I’m excited!

SW: 143.9

GW:120

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Food log 6/25/22

Just as a precursor, I am eating like lowkey recovered cause my brain is at war with each other. But I’m not doing good purging wise :/

Bagel and cream cheese

-I didn’t even need this but I couldn’t stop myself. :/

Turkey and Brie sandwich with fries

-way too many, I think that I’m sabotaging myself. I will be skinny again.

My goal is to get to 125 and I know I can get there. I am currently at 146.8 I am fluctuating cause I’m eating normally then not so it’s fucked.

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In almost a month I have gotten from 160-146.8 that is 14 candies so the goal by end of summer/ summer goal is 138 and then losing to 125 by the start of winter break. I’m allowing myself more time to lose then cause of school I wanna still eat something to get some nutrition.

Have been fasting for the past 24 hours. I woke up today and had my first bm since a week ago. Which only made me happier as I am now 152.0 after starting at 160. My best friend moves in with me in a week and I’m so excited to be skinnier than the last time she saw me .

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imagine looking that small whilst studying :')

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Manifesting 30lb+ weight loss by august

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Has anyone else ever been masculinised because of their weight?

I remember it happening to me from a very young age, that is being associated with boyish traits and behaviours because I was “big”. This continued well into my teenage years and now, adulthood. People always expect me to be strong, cold, hard, assertive and dominant. The fun part is, I act nothing like this. I’m as friendly and approachable as they come. I just happen to be plump and tall, and I guess that equates to being labelled a “tomboy”.

Losing weight would not only make me look more human and less pig, but it would also help me take back my femininity.

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Hey y’all, I’m now at 151 but I feel super bloated and idk why :/

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PASS THIS ON.

The first transgender suicide hotline is now up and running in the U.S. You can reach Trans Lifeline at 877-565-8860.

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worst fucking feeling is when you were severely anorexic and then managed to recover but then you fucking relapse since you look so disgusting i cant believe i let myself ruin the body i worked so hard for

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worst fucking feeling is when you were severely anorexic and then managed to recover but then you fucking relapse since you look so disgusting i cant believe i let myself ruin the body i worked so hard for

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Every time I’m hungry I hit my vape, if it doesn’t work then I have a glass water or an apple if I can, otherwise I just starve. But I wanna look good in a bikini so it’s worth it.

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Am I the only person insecure about my belly button??? Like it doesn't looks good enough because of my weight?

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Moment of slince for people who have Naturally wider ribcage

ily y'all

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That feeling of lightheaded for not eating all day “chefs kiss.”

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Have been fasting for the past 24 hours. I woke up today and had my first bm since a week ago. Which only made me happier as I am now 152.0 after starting at 160. My best friend moves in with me in a week and I’m so excited to be skinnier than the last time she saw me .