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May 20, 2024

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I love you, it's ruining my life

Erratically caught on like wildfires

I surmise but it's make-believe

Yet patent under your sleeves

Saw your face behind the stained glass

The lights create a lingering path

The luscious eyes and smiles

Reciprocates like entwined butterflies

It's the flirty rub on my skin

That made me guilty as sin

Clasping both arms on mine

Makes me feel you're mine

The sweet little smooches

Over my upper body trenches

My crimson hair flushed with my cheeks

After your skin intertwined in mine

And my heart Skip a beat

Makes my day complete

What you showed me, I know

Perceivably—it's superficial

I've been feeling my guts

Ever since I saw your face

That you are the one

I've been searching for

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Am I the only one who's disgustingly addicted to this song called "Guilty as Sin?"

She really have put enormous amount of narcotics in that song, loooll

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April 20, 2024

Rogue

You jeopardize my mind before I call you mine It just doesn't feel right I forcedly seize the light

You lured my starry eyes before your white stained lies I fell into your trap Consumed all your craps

You called my name before you shoot your aim The arrow ricochet bounce back to you It saw through you Lying traitor...

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT: THE ANTHOLOGY - Taylor Swift

First Listen Faves:

1. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

2. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

3. loml

4. Guilty as Sin?

5. But Daddy I Love Him

6. Down Bad

7. The Alchemy

8. Florida!!! (feat. Florence + the Machine)

9. The Black Dog

10. So Long, London

11. I Look in People's Windows

12. My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

13. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

14. The Albatross

15. imgonnagetyouback

16. Fresh Out The Slammer

17. Fortnight (feat. Post Malone)

18. Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus

19. The Tortured Poets Department

20. How Did It End?

21. Peter

22. Cassandra

23. So High School

24. I Can Fix Him (No I Really Can)

25. The Prophecy

26. The Manuscript

27. I Hate It Here

28. Clara Bow

29. Robin

30. The Bolter

31. thanK you aIMee

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March 20, 2024

Marcus

I'm trying to kill the butterflies, numerous times

But your radiance revives them, every single time

Whenever I see you, I'm fighting the urges

Impure thoughts I wanted to do with you

The wilted flower that grew, I cut

Miraculously grew a blossoming one

Dangerously trapped daydreaming

Sprinting to the pits of void of uncertainty

Did the flying embers caught your burning desires

I ran like tigers over the field with deadly flowers

Trinket of love has never been found

Signals on and off like broken traffic lights

Between us the silence has been this loud

I've been dreaming about this every single night

It's all love and fair for my tenacious heart

So vain, you leave it scarred...

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my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my my saying goodbye is death by a thousand cuts if you even care

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2 days late, I'm sorry... got busy lately. But mm yeah, this is from my notes archive I wrote watching the La La Land movie lol

🗒️ February 20, 2024

Devotion

Back in the movie theater

Our hands slowly linked

Slow motion, love devotion

Soul warmth from within

I'll forever freeze the hourglass at this moment

Grasp my hand on the streets day and night

Discover new thrills over the streets every time

Dancing and hopping at the same time

Hold me tight and kiss me again

I stared into your eyes

And our mouth just spoke

"I'm always gonna love you"

"I'm always gonna love you, too"

We haven't meet since

Long haul of 5 whole years

We chase our own fucking dreams

In this world full of irrational themes

It always come back to that same tragic romantic piano piece

It's not the same anymore as you forever hold your peace

Scathing words deployed over the war I cannot abandon

These wouldn't happen if you bind your dreams over the horizon

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February 20, 2024

Devotion

Back in the movie theater

Our hands slowly linked

Slow motion, love devotion

Soul warmth from within

I'll forever freeze the hourglass at this moment

Grasp my hand on the streets day and night

Discover new thrills over the streets every time

Dancing and hopping at the same time

Hold me tight and kiss me again

I stared into your eyes

And our mouth just spoke

"I'm always gonna love you"

"I'm always gonna love you, too"

We haven't meet since

Long haul of 5 whole years

We chase our own fucking dreams

In this world full of irrational themes

It always come back to that same tragic romantic piano piece

It's not the same anymore as you forever hold your peace

Scathing words deployed over the war I cannot abandon

These wouldn't happen if you bind your dreams over the horizon

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The Tortured Poets Department - Taylor Swift

A Prediction: Ranking my favorite tracks from The Tortured Poets Department TS11 Album

1. I Can Do It With a Broken Heart

2. Fresh Out the Slammer

3. The Alchemy

4. The Tortured Poets Department

5. The Manuscript (Bonus Track) 

6. So Long, London

7. My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

8. loml

9. Guilty as Sin?

10. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

11. Clara Bow

12. I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

13. Down Bad

14. Fortnight feat. Post Malone

15. But Daddy I Love Him

16. Florida!!! feat. Florence + the Machine 

17. The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

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21st b-day anthem:

I hear it in your voice

You're smoking with your boys

I touch my phone as if it's your face

I didn't choose this town

I dream of getting out

There's just one who could make me stay

All my days

From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes

I waited ages to see you there

I search the party of better bodies

Just to learn that you never cared

You're on your own, kid

You always have been

I see the great escape

So long, Daisy May

I picked the petals, he loves me not

Something different bloomed

'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned

Everything you lose is a step you take

So make the friendship bracelets

Take the moment and taste it

You've got no reason to be afraid

You're on your own, kid

Yeah, you can face this

You're on your own, kid

You always have been

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Fuck everything, this is my best duet cover🤗

I let out all my emotiopussy in this song, in each fricking line and notes🥰

This song is to let you know why.

Long were the nights when

My days once revolved around you.

Counting my footsteps

Praying the floor won't fall through again.

You paint me a blue sky.

And go back and turn it to rain.

And I lived in your chess game,

But you changed the rules every day.

Well, maybe it's me,

And my blind optimism to blame.

Or maybe it's you and your sick need.

To give love then take it away.

And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors

Who don't understand.

And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said,

"Run as fast as you can!"

You are an expert at sorry and keeping the lines blurry

Never impressed by me acing your tests

All the girls/boys that you've run dry have tired lifeless eyes

'Cause you burned them out

But I took your matches before fire could catch me

So don't look now

I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town!!!!!!!!

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone.

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?

The boy in the dress, cried the whole way home.

Dear John, I see it all now, it was wrong.

Don't you think nineteen's too young

To be played by your dark, twisted games when I loved you so?

I should've known.

Don't you think I was too young?

You should've known.

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OMFGGGG, 6 MONTHS LATER, I FINALLY FOUND THE UNCUT VER. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

I'm obsessed with this song, 😭😭😭

It was cut though, idk why It turned out like that

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January 20, 2024

Marred Lover

Why do I even care?

What do other people say?

I just want bliss and peace

With trees, air breeze around me

The steeps of creeps caught me

Fighting the fire inside me

The bridge crumbled before me

As I see you on the other side, staring at me

The fondly gaze you gave me

In my dreams, still haunts me

The time freezes horribly

I'm still stuck at the moment, help me

The silence you gave is deafening

You stare right into my soul

As if, you're trying to say something

Something I've been searching for so long

I know you lied to protect me

But aren't you scared of losing

A brave soldier love conceding?

Your future lovely beau

Every time I catch a glimpse of you

It's my heart, beating fast

I hold my chest highly strung

And wonder why is that

I don't know what to do

But to escape and runaway from you

I tried to ignore and avoid you

But my feet always leads to you

Erasing you from my head was hard

Even in my dreams you are there

It was that place that always remind me of you

The first time you deeply gaze at my naive eyes

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OMFG IT'S THE 20TH!!! I ALMOST FORGOTTT AHHHHHHHH😭😭😭😭

HOLD ONNNN😭😭😭

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