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They are very stoopid your higness! Stoopidly in love.

Finally gave in and drew it. Have fun n good morning #BuckTommy nation <[@U@]>! Just a fun meme doodle.

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Thinking about the loneliness Tommy felt and still feels after meeting buck, never quite finding a space or people who he could say was his, his family. There are more good days than bad after buck but he still gets the pangs of loneliness, in the dead of night, in the quiet, in a busy room. He doesn't truly know if they will ever leave but he does feel like they aren't as deliberating. He has people to go to, to talk to after buck. People who will be there in the silence. He thinks that while he isn't quite sure yet that him and Buck will last that he loves him and maybe for the first time in a while, maybe he wants to fight to hold onto this

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bucktommy and henren on a double date

Hen: So then this cockerel comes running out and we all surround it, trying to catch it and it jumps at Tommy!

Tommy *head in hands*: Oh god...

Hen *laughing*: I have never seen a 6'2, muscle of a man look so scared in my life!

Karen *laughing*: Ha ha, never gets old!

Buck *laughing*: Seriously, babe? You were scared of a chicken!?

Tommy: It had a knife!

Hen *correctingly*: A 2 inch blade tied to it's foot.

Buck, Hen & Karen *all laughing their heads off*:

Tommy *groaning*: Why did I agree to this double date...

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I remember the pre-social media and "quick soundbite for youtube" times when you got the odd interview every now and then in a magazine. you had to buy that magazine and it wasn´t geared to attract the crazies in the world to comment or generate traffic. yes, the papparazzi were out of controll but there were degrees of seperation between fans and celebs that was imo much healthier. I think every celebrity will do better in the long run to get off social media entirely or do only the bare minimum to promote their stuff by posting nothing but trailers/sneek peaks etc.

I grew up with Charmed and Smallville and I remember each time I walked in front of a library I’d go to magazines to see if something randomly appeared about shows I like

The questions weren’t any better than nowadays but their reach weren’t the same

Now it’s immediate, one thing happens and it’s everywhere very soon before it gets digested and thought about.

Even if fans weren’t happy they would at most write a letter to the network, now we’re seeing people actively trying to run people away from the show and admit it on Twitter.

Sadly now celebs do need a certain presence on SM at least at first. I follow a small actor and in some of his audition they actually asked him how many followers he had across all platforms… it’s crazy out there.

The relationship with SM on all side need to be reevaluated.

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Buck and Tommy are BOTH groomzillas, and Buck is like, uh, we were supposed to balance out, while Tommy is like, I was closeted practically as long as you've been alive and now I'm marrying the man of my dreams, I have DIBS. The sex is amazing, though, they spend so much of their relationship being ~considerate~ and now they're both absolutely refusing to back down on the pettiest details of pledging their lives and souls to each other, it's absurdly hot. They postpone the wedding twice for that reason alone. Ultimately the wedding gets postponed like a year, but it's okay because they elope halfway through and don't tell anybody. They do that "I don't want to wait a minute longer to be married to you" thing, but there's no question of abandoning or god forbid COMPROMISING on The Wedding, so they go to the courthouse in casual clothes, cheerfully get married by a bemused judge, and go right back to hatefucking over the boutonniere arguments. It's years before anyone finds out.

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Get ouuuuuut, THIS PICREW is so lovely!!!! 😭😭😭

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So Tim shared a link to this video on Facebook last night;

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seeing all the stupid Lou hate happening.

Not gonna blame actors for fans being stupid but this is the result of engaging with fans. Eventually it does come back to bite them in the ass.

celebs need to stop engaging with fans. the crazy ones are always the loudest and in this case, the most negative. Just ain’t worth it.

Sadly we’re reaching a point where it may be needed.

I personally had two cameos with him, I kept them for myself and a groups of people and it didn’t go beyond it and also I didn’t ask anything show related but things about him and my own situation.

To me it’s not as much his responsibility to do anything but to us, the ones that asked for the cameos. (Not saying that if he wants to say something crazy he shouldn’t stop himself)

But Right now, and for the past four weeks some fans have been nitpicking everything they can to discredit the character and to some extent even then Lou.

We need to stop gifting ammunitions to them. We know that group exist, we know what they want and look for and if we ask for things about the show on these videos then we need to stop sharing them. Especially if it goes into HC territory.

Cut your video, shows the part where he gives us his favorite pizza topping (mushroom and aragula - I did actually ask) and keep for yourself and your group the head canon that validate your question bc sharing them will put yourself, and him under scrutiny and attack probably in the same hour as you share it.

We shouldn’t have to do it. We shouldn’t be scared of what we share and how it’s interpreted, but sadly we have to worry about it and for this, it is our responsibility.

That being said, at this point if he closes his Cameo and his Twitter, I wouldn’t be surprised one bit.

Ngl I hijacked your ask to say what I’ve been thinking about since I first saw that video.

No hate to the person that shared it, couldn’t know what they’d start. Just sad about the results.

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So obviously I don’t know how to create that kind of events, especially in so little time but

Today has been a shitty day for Lou/Tommy Kinard nation and through them for BuckTommy /Tevan / Kinley

And maybe it would be nice if tomorrow (Sunday) we all share things we like about Lou, about Tommy, about the pairing

Stills/pictures from the show, pictures of Lou, HCs, art, edits, everything that you loved in the past month and that this incredible fandom brought us

Just flooding our dashboard here and TL on that forsaken other app with positivity and love for Lou

Moving on as a fandom together or something

And also showing that “specific subset of fans” that we’re not going anywhere and so far neither is Lou nor Tommy

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Tommy *wakes up in sweat months after Harbor tour*: OMG. I cockblocked myself when I left Evan to fly with Eddie to the fight

Tommy: *falls face first into his pillow*

Buck *reads near him*: I doubt I was in the situation where we could fuck, but you definitely made your way to my ass longer, leaving me like that

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That TikToker who recently started watching the show has the worst takes and yet all I see is people hyping them up on there and their twitter. Like why.

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i have received more visions from the heavens

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Something in the way he walks

Evan is leaning against the truck with Ravi and Lucy.

He glances up as Tommy walks out of the back of the garage wiping his hands on a shop towel as he chats with Eddie.

Evan can’t take his eyes off him. He feels the heat rise to his face because yeah he’s totally staring at his boyfriend. His incredibly hot sexy boyfriend. And when Tommy glances up and sees Buck, a grin splits his face and he winks.

He says something to Eddie, tosses the rag on a bench and starts toward him with that loose hipped swagger that makes Buck flush just watching him. He loves the way Tommy walks, slow and laconic and it reminds Buck of the way Tommy likes to fuck on the rare mornings they both don’t have a shift.

Morning sex, any sex, but especially morning sex, is sublime with Tommy. Because he likes to take his time and just dismantle Buck.

Tommy starts to pass him heading toward the hanger, when he gets right next to Buck he leans in and whispers “Evan” in that voice that makes Bucks skin tingle “If you’re going to keep eye fucking me. Be ready for the consequences.”

“If you want me to stop, you’re going to need to stop walking like a fucking wet dream then” Buck retorts softly.

Tommy’s eyebrows shot up followed by the wickedest damn gleam in his eye. “I didn’t say I wanted you to stop”

He ghosts his lips by Bucks ear “But I like that you dream about me”

And Buck feels an honest to god shiver run right down his back and straight to his dick.

Suddenly remembering Lucy and Ravi he turns to look at them.

Lucy’s eyes are wide “Holy shit Buckley. Im not going to lie. I find a man who looks at me like that and I’m climbing him like a tree right then and there”

“Yeah” Ravi chimes in “I’m straight, and even I’m feeling a little something”

Evan’s blush sets his face on fire. But he can’t keep the smile off his face. Because yeah. His boyfriend is hot as fuck.

“That man” Lucy says with awe in her voice “Is 100% into you. Like I think he made me spontaneously ovulate with the look he gave you”

Bucks phone buzzes in his pocket. Pulling it out he sees a text from Tommy “So, let’s get outta here. I’d like to hear more about this dream..in detail, with props, and immersive details”

He knows his face is on fire as he stands up, putting his hands in his pockets to quickly and covertly adjust his erection saying “I’m going to head out. See you both later”

“Yeah. Go on you lucky bastard. Kiss him once for me”Lucy teases.

“Yeah. Not from me though” Ravi adds.

As he’s walking away he hears Lucy say “Ravi, you wanna go grab a drink?”

Bucks still grinning when he slides into the car with Tommy.

“What’s so funny?” Tommy leans over and gives Evan a quick kiss.

“Lucy just asked Ravi out”

“What prompted that?” Tommy asks.

“Well, I’m pretty sure it was the way you looked at me. Apparently, you’re so hot, you’re getting other men laid” Buck told him with a smile.

“Well tell Ravi, He’s welcome”

<a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/55983970"

Inspired by this gif..because reasons 🔥

[houseofevanbuckley]

MADE ANOTHER BUCKTOMMY BINGO

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Seeing Buck and Tommy wearing those medals gave me a vision.

--

Buck finds Tommy standing in a corner of the room, rubbing his temples after having just conversed with a colleague for longer than he'd have liked.

When Buck approaches, Tommy glances up with anxious weariness, which is immediately vanquished and replaced with relief when he sees its his lover.

"Evan!” The name is spoken like a lifeline. “Thank God." Tommy moves in for a hug, which Buck rejects by placing a hand against Tommy’s chest, keeping the older man at bay. Buck admires Tommy's medal, instead.

"That's a mighty fine medal you have there. I love how the red of that ribbon pops against your outfit just so."

"Ditto." Tommy taps at Buck's own medal, smiling, proud of his boyfriend.

"That said, I'd much rather see that red pop against bare skin." Buck places a hand on Tommy's shoulder and runs it open-palmed down Tommy's chest, and then releases.

Tommy blushes, quickly scanning the room to see if anyone is within hearing distance. No one is. "Evan, we're at a ceremony."

And Buck smirks, loving how flustered he's made his boyfriend. "Last I checked, the ceremony ended thirty minutes ago. Our Captains are long gone.”

"Even so, there's still a lot of people—“

"You know, Tommy. I think you're worrying a little too much about what other people think. What's that about? Tommy Kinard, caring if people see a little PDA?" Buck tilts his head. "Or maybe, just maybe, you're playing hard to get?"

Tommy's eyebrows shoot up, and he laughs in disbelief. "Is that right?"

Buck's voice is a little raspy now. "Yeah, yeah, I think so." And then it's deep and silk smooth. "What are we going to do about that?"

Tommy's matter-of-fact approach is a comical contrast. "Nothing. Because we're in public, surrounded by our colleagues."

Buck puts a finger to Tommy’s lips, silencing him, and Tommy looks down in disbelief. And then Buck’s twisting the medal around with both hands, slowly tracing the round edges with his fingertips.

"Never seen a medal before?"

"Yes, I've seen a medal before." Buck laughs, shaking his head at Tommy's playful but dedicated resistance. We'll see how long that lasts. "I've just never seen such a sexy man wearing one, that’s all. It has me feeling a little excited."

"Excited, huh?" And now Tommy's voice matches Buck's, and he's swallowing, slowly. "How excited?"

There we go. Buck wraps his hand around the medal and tugs, pulling Tommy forward, just an inch, and then releases his grip.

"Oh, I don't know, Tommy. How excited would you like for me to be?"

"Evan..."

"What?"

Buck places two fingers against the right half of the ribbon and begins to twist, wrapping the red fabric around the length of his fingers, never breaking eye contact with his lover as he does so, and slowly but surely bringing him closer one excruciatingly drawn out finger twist at a time.

"Evan." Tommy's a little breathless.

"I know, I know. We're in public. You can always tell me to stop. I won't be upset. I can take it. I can take a lot of things."

"Evan."

"Then tell me to sto—"

"You know I won’t be doing that, Evan." Tommy's expression is intense, and he's aching for it.

"Okay, then." Buck twists one more time and tugs hard enough to send Tommy's lips colliding into his. “Mmhmm.” And they kiss, over and over, everything wet, hot, filled to the brim with rash desire.

--

From across the room, Hen and Karen watch the scene unfold while they sip their wine. Hen holds her glass out to Karen. "Buck's got game." Karen nods, impressed. "And so... publicly." They clink their glasses together.

Hen sets her glass down on a nearby table. "You know, Buck's not the only one with some game."

Karen leans back with a faux look of surprise. "Oh?"

"Come here."

Karen bites her lip, ignoring the request and taking a few steps back from her wife. "Make me."

Hen chuckles. I adore you. "Gladly."

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Buck steps out of the shower, Tommy's already getting dressed for the ceremony. Buck saw the garment bag hanging in his closet when they went to bed last night, and something flickered deep in his chest as he tried not to think "our closet" Seeing Tommy's small bag on the counter, Buck reaches out for Tommy's deodorant, checks over his shoulder before using it.

"Evan, are you giggling in the bathroom?? What are you doing in there?"

"Stealing your deodorant, I wanna smell like you all day."

Tommy steps into the doorway shaking his head, but a little pink cheeked like maybe that was the right thing to say. "Hey, can you check my tie? Gotta impress the family."

Buck's response gets stuck and what comes out is something like "unghnngh" he can feel the heat licking up his sides, his chest, all the way to his forehead, where he can feel tiny beads of sweat already forming at his hairline. How does this happen so quickly? Why is everything in his life a fire metaphor? The towel that was loosely around his hips has started to slip because Buck's control when presented with Tommy in his dress blues is like a 15 year old.

"Off" he manages.

"Oh, you like?" Tommy tries to smirk, but his mouth won't do it because it's too soft.

"Off. I am going to ruin it. Take. It. Off."

"Okay, okay, I got you, babe, it's coming off." Tommy works quickly because now he's in danger of ruining the dress pants, and he's starting to get a little damp. Belt goes, he quickly folds the pants at the crease and lays them on the counter, loosens the tie. Buck's crowding him from behind now, the towel long abandoned, and Tommy can feel him leaking steadily down the back of his thigh. He manages to get the cuffs and collar unbuttoned and reaches back to pull both dress shirt and undershirt overhead together without destroying the careful press of the dry cleaner.

Buck spins him by the hips and drops to his knees, Tommy's at the back of his throat before they hit the tile floor. It's sloppy, it's messy, it's joyful. Tommy has one hand in Buck's still damp curls, trying and mostly failing not to pull him in as close as he can, the other hand is reaching for anything on the counter that could possibly ground him.

"Evan. Fuck. Baby. I can't. Jesus. Babybabybabybaby"

Buck has one hand on himself and slides the other up the front of Tommy's thigh sliding back, cupping so that just one finger ghosts over

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Inspired by the promo: Captain Gerrard shows up at the ceremony. Tommy is not okay. Evan is worried - and angry. (Tw for homophobic language)

He’s here. 

He’s here, sitting on a chair, staring at them with barely hidden scorn and disgust and - 

Tommy feels lightheaded. The smile on his face freezes. His medal feels too heavy.

He stares at Captain Gerrard, a ghost from his past, and suddenly he’s scared again. He’s his anxious younger self, trying to hide a secret and playing a role he doesn’t want to play, just so he’s not going to be outcasted. Just so he’s not going to be completely alone again, because the Captain and his colleagues are the only people he has and -

Evan suddenly leans over to him and whispers, “Are you ok?”, his warm breath tickling Tommy’s neck.

Tommy flinches. Of course, his always-attentive boyfriend had to notice the change in his mood. “Yeah,” he says quickly, trying to pull that stony smile further up.

Evan frowns, raising a brow. He follows Tommy’s gaze, his frown deepening when he takes in Gerrard’s scowl. “You know that grumpy guy?”

Tommy swallows. Nope. He can’t do this. “I … I need fresh air.”

He flees. There’s no other word for it. He flees and everyone’s staring at him, probably wondering what has gotten into him. It’s a celebration after all and he’s behaving like an idiot. Too many eyes. They burn holes into his back and Tommy is relieved when he’s finally outside. He takes a few deep breaths and thinks about what he can say to the others …

Of course, though, the door opens and Evan steps outside, worry in his eyes. “You’re so not okay,” he states. “What’s going on, Tommy?”

He could say that he’s just feeling a bit nauseous. That he thinks he might have caught a cold or the flu. That he just has to go home and lay down for a while. But this is Evan. And he looks at Tommy with those wide open caring eyes. Tommy can’t lie to him.

“That grumpy guy? That’s Captain Gerrard. He was Captain of the 118 before Bobby. He … He was my Captain. And Howard’s and Hen’s. He’s a racist, misogynistic, homophobic asshole. As soon as Howard and Hen joined the station, he was harassing and belittling them all the time, trying to scare them away. He didn’t want them in our team. And I … I didn’t try to stop him. Quite the contrary. I played along. I was an asshole too. Because I was scared, Evan. I didn’t want to lose what I thought I had: a family. It wasn’t one. Not back then. But … it was all I had.”

Evan looks at him and the worry is slowly replaced by understanding and sadness. And … anger. “So that’s why he’s looking like that. He hates that Hen and Chim are getting medals.”

Tommy sighs. "Yeah. Guess so. And … he doesn’t know I’m gay. I didn’t dare to come out as long as he was Captain. He … liked me. He looked at me a certain way. He always said he was proud of me. And that I was one of the people he could trust. I was so stupid, drinking up his words like they meant something… Howard and Hen opened my eyes. I really admired Hen for being herself and for being proud and for standing up to those assholes. I … I filed some complaints about Gerrard.” He laughs bitterly. “A pathetic attempt to make amends, I guess. Anyway, I continued to be a coward. As long as he was there, I didn’t dare to come out.”

Evan swallows. “That must have been such a horrible time,” he says quietly. 

“It was,” Tommy says, shrugging. “But I gave other people a horrible time too. I was an idiot.”

“You changed,” Evan points out softly.

Too late , Tommy thinks. I should have done something sooner … Before he can say anything else though, the door opens again, and he freezes. Gerrard walks towards them, his expression grim as usual. He just shoots Evan a mildly interested look but invades Tommy’s space and pats his shoulder. “I’m glad to see you, son. I thought all that’s left here are diversity hires. And now they’re giving out medals to them like candy. This station managed to get even worse. Men like you really are our only hope now.”

Tommy grits his teeth. He can see a scowl forming on Evan’s face. Not this time, Tommy thinks. I have to stop being scared.

He takes a step backwards, away from his ghost.

Gerrard frowns, pulling his hand back.

“I’m really glad to see you too, Captain,” Tommy says coldly. “Because I wanted you to meet my boyfriend, Evan Buckley.”

And without further hesitation, he cups Evan’s face and pulls his boyfriend into a passionate kiss. He can feel Evan smiling into it and giving it all he got. He can also hear Gerrard gasp like he’s been shot. When they part, he looks at the Captain, who stands there, frozen and glaring, a hand curled into a fist. He seems at a loss for words.

Good, Tommy thinks grimly. “And I also wanted you to know that I put in the complaints about you. A lot of them.”

Gerrard snarls. “So all this time, you’ve been a fag. Should have known when I heard you whimpering and whining like a little girl in your sleep. They probably turned you in the army, when you were alone, crying for Mommy and reaching for any touch you could get, like the pathetic little princess you are, you -”

He doesn’t get any further.

Evan punches him straight in the face.

Gerrard goes down with a strangled cry. He bends over, holding his nose, blood dripping on the pavement. On his knees like that, he looks very small, Tommy thinks, wondering why he was so scared at all. Then he looks at Evan and his breath hitches. His boyfriend looks like a giant compared to Gerrard. His eyes are blazing and he’s baring his teeth. And, oh, Tommy feels a bit lightheaded again, because of an entirely different reason.

“You’re never going to talk to Tommy again,” Evan hisses, looking down at the gasping Captain, his hands curled into fists. “You’re going to stand up and go away, or I am going to call for Sergeant Grant. I’m going to tell her how you insulted my boyfriend. I’m going to tell her in front of everyone inside, so everyone’s gonna know what an asshole you are, you hear me?!”

Gerrard glares up at Evan and Tommy with open hatred in his eyes, but he doesn’t say anything. He scrambles to get back on his feet, still holding on to his bleeding nose, then walks away fast.

Evan is still breathing heavily, his anger palpable in the air. But when he looks at Tommy, his eyes soften. “You’re okay?” “I’m really turned on right now,” Tommy admits. 

Evan grins, his hands uncurling. He cocks his head. “I fear we still have to endure a bit of celebration before we can go home. And cake.”

“Hm. I think I can suffer through that,” Tommy says, smiling. “As long as you are there too. You are aware that you just punched a Captain?" Evan shrugs. "I don't even care. That guy is anything but a Captain." He wraps his arms around Tommy. It’s one of those hearty Evan-hugs that make Tommy feel safe and loved in a way he hasn’t felt for many years. “I’m glad you stood up to him,” Evan says. “And we are going to make sure you never have to see him again. He has no right to be here. He has no right to talk to you or to Chim and Hen. He’s nothing. Just a ghost from the past, driven by hatred. He might want to, but he will never destroy our family or poison our happiness.”

Tommy feels the prick of tears. “Thank you, Evan,” he breathes. And he finds that he’s not scared anymore. He has a real family now. 

He’s loved.

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