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We are all a bit weird
I might be extremely weird to some people as this is my PocketBook app đ
#monster fucker#monster fuqqer#tw monsterfucking#unconventional romance books#exophilia#monster x human#i love reading#reading is my therapy
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mimimi does the informant perchance like 2 kiss ur knuckles . i feel like mayhaps he's more about practicality and maybe directness but idk knuckle-kisses feel like smth he might do if he is feeling soft....
he is actually!!!! so indirect!!!!!! he is so so so scared of being affectionate or vulnerable (i think it is the most fascinating thing about him ever)
but yes⌠knuckle kisses, or simply holding my hands close to his lips (or collar, masked up ver) and then i feel his little breaths against my hand AAAHAAHAGGHđĽđĽđĽ
#hes so autistic like.#okay i have yet to talk about this but he gets with a canon character#and one of the ways he tried to show his love is. baking for her (OPINION: HE WOULD NOT HAVE THE TIME FOR THAT)#and also he straight up. followed a book on romance and he started cleaning her house.#(I HAVE YET TO WRITE ABOUT IT BC IT STILL DOES FEEL OUT OF CHARACTER I WILL EXPLAIN WHEN I MAKE THE POST I PROMIS)#but he is indirect.he loves indirectly. he would never go up and say âi like youâ face 2 face he would rather show it in unconventional ways#to me at least#the informant#seekers notes spoilers#asks#THANKIES RAY ^____^ <3 <3
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2023 reads // twitter thread
The Meister of Decimen City
a chaotic superhero satire
a genius whoâs labelled a villain by the government after her super intelligent dinosaur children get loose is put under supervisionÂ
and has to confront her past / deal with the trauma of her complicated family/sibling relationships
and also the realisation that she might be asexual
#The Meister of Decimen City#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#this is. a lot and i loved it#its very fun. but also emotional childhood trauma#gonna be real this is probably the best ace book Iâve read in a while lmao#in terms of: it is a significant amount of the plot; not just brought up a couple times;#and her ace journey is not just within the context of a romance#(and also the book itself is. not badly written. which is more than I can say for others)#as always I feel like I didnât Need the romance however I donât hate this one! itâs unconventional and well developed#and the sibling relationships and friendships are given equal weight#I think if you like Hench you might like this. similar kind of thing#but this is a little more fun maybe and also the MC is genuinely trying to be a good person (unlike in hench where she goes. past morally-#grey lmao)#the MC feels very autistic coded. or adhd? and faceblind maybe there was a part that implied that#Thereâs a bit of a allegory re: curing superhero powers that make peopleâs life hard (or specifically: donât want to cure we want to help yo#you make it bearable other ways) which I would be interested in a disabled personâs opinion on? I feel like it was doing the right sort of#thing but maybe not developed enough / through the ending? idk#anyway i love the dinos.............#asexual books
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#mpreg#novel writing#scifi#romance#unconventional storytelling#established relationships#novel poll#something that just came to mind#matureaudience#ebooks#just curious#writerscommunity#writing#books#readers#for readers
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The truth in this post!! They have consent and respect, which is more than any other "romance" book has.
I'm so tired of people over hyping books full of manipulation and toxic behaviors, just cause the partner is "hot and possessive". Like girl, that the biggest red flag of all. That is not hot, that is scary and traumatizing. And the worst part is that they try to justify the behaviors cause they love each other, but that is not love, is obsession and possession. (*cough* all books recommended on Instagram *cough*).
AFTG need a rewrite in a few details that did not aged well, but no one can't say anything about Andreil. It is one of the greatest couples ever written.
When you slowly realize that the love you have for Neil and Andrew as a couple stems from the fact that, even though they're a mess of two of the most fucked up people in existence with loads of issues and trauma, they still manage to establish a suprisingly healthy and non-toxic relationship with each other.
They might not have what some might call a conventional relationship - there are no whispered sweet nothings, elaborate love declarations and romantic candle-lit dinners.
However, what they do have works well for them and it's is mutual respect for each other, they feel safe and comfortable with each other and they take special care in asking for their partner's consent and accepting given boundaries.
Which honestly should be the bare minimum in any relationship but somehow Neil and Andrew seem to succeed in it, while others apparently struggle to accept a simple "No" in real life.
Even a lot of other book couples, despite having a lot of typically romantic scenes with each other, veer uncomfortably close to the direction of absolutely shit communication, emotional manipulation, dubious consent and straight-up SA.
I don't give a single fuck about how their lips softly meet under the glowing moonlight after a heartfelt love confession when the relationship is otherwise filled with overwhelmingly possessive jealousy that restricts their partner's freedom immensely, supposed sexy and dominant growls of "You belong to me/You are mine" that make their partner out to be more of a prized possession and decisions made on behalf of their partner for their "own good" without actually respecting their choices and agency - a problematic relationship where the needs and wants of one partner completely overshadows those of the other until they don't even exist as separate individiuals anymore.
I'd rather have a relationship like Neil and Andrew's - unconventional but strong where trust, consent and mutual respect is a given.
It's tragic that the bar is so low.
The bar is in fucking hell.
#Your book faves could NEVER#Respect and consent and trust should be the minimum in any relationship#But people apparently really seem to struggle with that#I like my couples unconventional but unproblematic#neil josten#andrew minyard#aftg#andreil#Romantic novels#romcoms#romance books
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25 Days Later â p.sh
minors do not interact!
pairing: ethical serial dater!sunghoon x fem!reader
genre: fluff, angst, smut, fake to real relationship trope
synopsis: For Park Sunghoon, relationships should remain uncomplicated. With life already filled with complexities, he believes that dating should only last for twenty-five daysâjust enough time to enjoy each other's company before parting ways. And thereâs Yoon Y/n, who was driven by her curiosity rather than romance, finds herself intrigued by Sunghoon's unconventional plan, prompting her to join him for these twenty-five days. Yet, beneath their playful interactions, an unpredictable tension hints that things may not be as simple as they appear.
word count: 39k (iâm sorry?)
warnings: protected sex (YES! PRACTICE SAFE SEX), Sohyun from triple S as Hoonâs twin sister (love that), reader has a bragger moment, mentions of corpses and dead people, mentions of accidents. I stopped putting indications midway cause i have already reached the maximum of ten photos per post thing (still donât know how this works). Grammatical and typographical errors ahead!
Day 26
Sunghoon just stared blankly at the screen of the laptop in front of him. His canvas was empty, and it seemed like he didnât know where to start with everything he had to do.
He knew he had to get to work. There was a deadline he needed to chaseâone website, a set of marketing materials, and cover studies for a book set to release three months from now. But damn, his brain just
wouldnât cooperate. There was only one thing on his mind since last night:
Yoon Y/n.
Sunghoon was confused. It shouldnât be like this. Heâd spent years perfecting his dating lifestyle, and heâd never messed up. Nothing like this had ever happened to him after nearly a month of getting close to a woman.
His heart pounded harder as his mind filled with thoughts of Y/n.
He roughly ran his hands over his face, even tugging at his hair in frustration. "Fuck! Is karma getting back at me?â
He looked up, staring blankly at the ceiling as he recalled Y/nâs beautiful faceâthe sweet smile, the lively laugh, the softness of her hair, the smoothness of her skin, and that nightâŚ
Then he remembered her tears, the sadness in her eyes, the words sheâd said that cut deep into his heartâŚ
He cursed himself repeatedly as he realized just how big of an asshole heâd been. He needed to do something to redeem himself and save the only romantic relationship he could describe as real. He saved his work, then shut down his computer. He quickly showered and got dressed.
He needed to talk to Y/n.
In just minutes, he was already on the road. If he could, heâd have flown his car just to reach her house sooner. He could already see her familyâs house when a motorcycle suddenly cut in from his side.
He swerved to avoid the rider, but even though he managed to dodge the motorcyclist, his car collided with a streetlight instead.
The screeching sound of tires and the crash of metal filled his ears. Then, darkness consumed SunghoonâŚ
Day 0
âAre you really listening to erotica?â His twin sister Sohyun teased, putting the earbud back in his own ear to hear what audiobook Sunghoon was enjoying.
Sunghoon laughed at his sisterâs mocking expression. âIs that what youâre listening to? No wonder you didnât hear me knocking on the door for the past ten minutesâ she exclaimed incredulously. âWow! I never knew you had this side to you, Hoon.â
âYou're over exaggerating,â the male chuckled. He turned his attention from the cover of a young adult fiction novel and glanced at his brother. âFirst of all, youâre overreacting again. Second, you have a key, so you didnât need to knock. Third, Iâm doing this to drown out the music from the neighbors.â There was a wedding resort next to his apartment, and he often heard the wedding march two to three times a day. During June or December, it could reach five to seven times, and he was already fed up with it. âAnd fourth, Iâm working, so of course, I need to concentrate.â
âYeah, right. Just admit itâyouâre only focusing on the love scenes in that audiobook,â Sohyun smirked.
âFifth,â he continued as if he hadnât heard his sisterâs interjection, âThis isnât erotica. There was just a love scene, and you happened to catch me at that part. It's not even that explicit; the sex is just implied.â He didnât want to sound defensive, but thatâs exactly how it seemed based on Sohyun's smirk.
The woman settled on the sofa in his small apartment, which he was still paying for with his income as a freelance web developer and digital artist.
âI have a date later. I found a physical copy of this book in her bag, so I searched for the audiobook. Of course, I need some ammo in case our conversation turns in that direction.â
âOh.â His sister shrugged. âWell, you're practically an authority on what women want. Iâm sure you know what youâre doing.â
That was sarcasm. Even though his sister's way if delivering the statement didn't make it obvious, Sunghoon was sure of it. He laughed. âIs it really an exaggeration to call me an authority? Iâm not an expert. I donât know everything that women want, dear sisterâjust some things. Honestly, I think your kind is too complicated to fully grasp. I just happen to know a few bits.â
His twin snorted. âIt doesnât suit you; stop pretending to be humble. I know the story about how youâve supposedly spent years studying the perfect dating formula.â
She took a sip from her paper cup and shifted the conversation. âAnyway, speaking of dating, who are you seeing now? And how many days has it been?â
He smiled. âAre you interested now?â
She rolled her eyes, but his grin widened. âHer name is Daehi. Yoon Daehi. I met her at Jay's birthday party,â Sunghoon explained, referring to a friend. âSheâs a high school teacherâsmart, a bit immatureâwhich is understandable since sheâs still young, kind of boring, and weâve only gone out once. Tonight is our second date.â
âYou call her boring, yet youâre still pursuing her?â
âItâs bearable. Plus, you know I prefer that they break up with me before twenty-five days, right? Iâm a gentleman like that.â
Sohyun snorted again. âIâm quite surprised that youâve managed to convince a lot of people with that 25-day theory of yours. I heard a TV show even contacted you, saying that they wanted to feature you.â
âI declined,â he replied with a proud smile. âIâd like to keep my life private, thank you very much. I told them that if they really wanted to feature me, I could consider discussing my theory with them, but they shouldnât include me in the feature. They agreed.â
No, Sunghoon wasnât a celebrity. It just so happened that he and many of his acquaintances had been in multiple relationships, allowing him, at twenty-four, to calculate the ideal duration of a romantic relationshipâtwenty-five days. It could be shorter, but it shouldnât exceed twenty-five days, because after that, the thrill is gone. The romance fades, and thereâs a boredom factor that creeps in between a couple.
And it seemed that many of his friends who had tried this approach agreed with him.
He had also been offered interviews with magazines several times, but he turned them down. He did want to inform people to help them, though.
Sunghoon believed that if everyone followed his formula, many would be spared from heartbreaks and unrealistic expectations. Many would enjoy life more and be happy.
Of course, there were those who disagreed with himâthe traditionalists, the religious folks, the ultra-feminists, the sentimental romantics, and those who turned a blind eye to reality. But why should he let them affect him? His life had been free of heartaches since he started practicing the 25-day dating method three years ago. There was one time he had to file a temporary restraining order against a woman who wouldnât leave him alone, and there were two or three others who still contacted him, unable to move on. But generally, things were good! He had never been this happy before, and dating had never been this fun.
Sunghoon glanced at his sister, who was merely three minutes older than him. âIf I were, I would follow my own advice, and I bet you wouldnât be sad right now.â Sohyun raised a hand in protest. âOh, no. Donât involve me in your nonsense. Iâm happy being the single, strong, and independent woman that I am, so no thanks.â
âSo, you donât have plans on getting married?â he pressed.
âIf I do, then I do. If I donât, then I donât,â she replied nonchalantly. âWhat matters is that Iâm not at risk of getting HIV, unlike you.â
Sunghoon laughed. âIs that what you really think of me? Of course, I practice safe sex. And for the record, I didnât sleep with all of them. Out of the fourteen, it was only about five, maybe six, or even seven.â
âWell, good luck to you then. I hope karma doesnât catch up with you and slap you with some sexually transmitted disease, or that so-called true love that others talk about, or just a dose of your own medicine, or whatever.â He laughed even harder. âTrue love, huh? You still believe in that?â
Sunghoon guessed that his sister was still a virgin, unlike him. He hadnât met any of her boyfriends, although she had admirers. It was also impossible for her to be a lesbian since she would blush over Kim Soohyun and other handsome, muscular K-actors. He suspected that his twin sister had been disheartened before but just didnât talk about it. Or maybe she simply had high standards.
Sohyun shrugged and took another sip of her coffee. âMy dear brother, just because we havenât experienced something doesnât mean it doesnât exist, right? Besides, I didnât come here to discuss your theories on loveâs existence.â
He pretended to furrow his brow at her. âOh, so you just missed arguing with me?â
âWell, thereâs a bit of truth to that.â He caught a glimpse of a smile forming at the corner of his sister's lips. âAnyway, I just wanted to mention that I have a friend whoâs interested in testing your theory. She wants to date you.â
His eyebrows raised. Someone volunteered?Interesting. This was only the third time something like this had happened. âAlright, how old is she?â
Her sister shot him a look of disbelief. âReally, Hoon? Thatâs your first question?â
âWhat?â Sunghoon shrugged.
"Sheâs a year older than us. She said she was curious about your theory. Also, youâre dating her younger sister, and she wants to spare her from the upcoming heartbreak, so sheâs stepping in to date you instead.â
âHuh?â he asked, confused.
âSheâs Daehiâs older sister, and she wants you to apply your 25-day dating theory with her.â
âIs this... friend of yours also a sociologist?â He asked as his sister had a doctorate in that field.
She shook her head. âSheâs a classmate of mine from the writing workshop I attended last month. We got close after meeting up for coffee regularly.â
âSo sheâs a writer wannabe too?â he asked, still puzzled.
âUh-huh. And sheâs also a teacher, patissier, sculptor, surfer, future architect.â
Sunghoonâs eyes widened. âWow, she must be really dedicated to her studies.â
His sister just shrugged. âSheâs had a lot of jobs. She says she was born curious.â
A slow smile formed on Sunghoonâs lips. He had a feeling he knew the real motive behind this womanâs interest. Maybe she just wanted to study him, being the friend of his sister. âHmm... so whatâs her name?â
âYoon Y/n.â
âHmmmâŚâ he said, pondering. âSo this Y/n... is she pretty?â
Her sister rolled her eyes. âWow, I didnât know you actually had standards.â Sunghoon chuckled as he scratched his nape.
Sohyun reached into the large bag beside her and pulled out her phone, scrolling and tapping on the screen. Then handed the phone to him.
It was a group picture of the women at the coffee shop. His sister zoomed in on the girl next to her, who was holding a book that he recognized as A Little Life by the cover. She had long, wavy brown hair, fair skin, beautiful sharp eyes, and a lovely smile, and a cute mole right below the side of her left eye.
Beautiful. There were other words he could use to describe her, but they would all be synonymous with that one wordâbeautiful.
âHmmm,â Sunghoon said, trying to ignore the sudden flutter in his chest and stomach. âSo when are you going to give me Yoon Y/nâs number?â
His sister's grin widened. âI knew that sheâs your type!â She handed him her phone, where the details of his new date were displayed. âJust donât hurt her, okay? If you do, Iâll be the one to beat you up.â
âOf course not. No crying; weâll just have fun.â he teased.
In his mind, Sunghoon was already planning his next moves. He would probably break things off with Daehi tonightâin a sweet, memorable, and romantic way, of course. Then, heâd gently break up with her. Heâll then contact her older sister, whoâs more attractive and seems more challenging.
â
Your sister's face was in a deep scowl as she came down to your workplace, which was just below your house.
"Is it true that you'll be going on a date with Park Sunghoon?" Daehi demanded without any preamble.
It seemed sheâd already talked to the guy sheâd been seeing lately, and judging by her look, things hadnât gone well between them. She was still dressed for her last date with Park Sunghoon, wearing a black maxi dress and a fully made-up face. You just nodded, continuing to put on your coat, gloves, and mask as you prepared to meet your new clientâsomeone who, apparently, had only been dead for an hour. Yes, your client was indeed deceased. The family business provided funeral and mortuary services, and you often worked as an embalmer as a side line.
"Why are you doing this, Y/n?" she snapped. "What's your damn point?"
You forced yourself to stay calm, keeping your tone steady. "My point is to spare you from getting your heart broken by a man who clearly doesnât have good intentions for you."
"I'm not that vulnerable!" she insisted, her voice rising.
"Keep it down, Daehi. You might wake the dead." You smirked, glad you had your mask onâseeing you smile would only fuel her anger.
"This isnât a joke, Y/n. Youâre stealing my date," she snapped. "Why do you have to be such a⌠a homewrecker?!â
"Iâm doing it for your own good, Daehi. And seriously, stop being so dramatic. Itâs not like you were about to marry him. Heâs a serial dater; he wonât take you seriously."
"You donât know his heart well enough to say that!"
You burst into laughter. "Oh my god, Daehi! Just stop. You sound like youâre in some soap opera. Are you planning to get into acting?"
She stomped her foot in frustration. "But I like Sunghoon!" Her voice cracked, on the verge of tears. "He's funny, sensible, cute, and I'm falling for him. How could you do this to me?"
You rolled your eyes. A week into knowing him, and she was already âfallingâ? Over-the-top.
You finished putting on your work gear and faced her. "See? This is exactly why Iâm doing this, Daehi." You pointed at her. "Look at yourself. Youâre too emotional, childish, gullible, and you canât keep your emotions in check. Especially when itâs for someone who has no intention of truly caring for you and will leave within weeks. Youâre choosing to put your heart at risk! And yet, youâre mad at me for trying to protect you? Whereâs the logic in that, Daehi?"
Her eyes filled with tears, taken aback by your bluntness.
"Iâm not a kid, Y/n. Iâm twenty-two; I donât need your protection. I can handle myself."
You shook your head. "Thatâs a bit of an overstatement."
She glared at you, her tears starting to fall. "Well, I hope he breaks your heart the way you just broke mine," she said before storming off.
You sniggered to yourself. Your sister really was dramatic.
With a shrug, you walked into the prep room, where you spent the next two hours cleaning, draining the blood, removing the internal organs, injecting formaldehyde, dressing, and applying makeup on your client, a fifty-five-year-old woman.
As you were singing along to the Backstreet Boys' I Want It That Way playing over the speakersâa rather ironic choice given your situationâyour phone rang in your pocket. Ignoring it at first, you finally checked when the caller proved persistent. The number wasnât saved in your contacts.
"Hello?" you answered, not bothering to remove your mask.
"Hi! Is this Y/n?" The voice on the other end made your eyes widen and your heart skip a beat.
Damn, eargasmâŚ
"Uh, y-yes."
"This is Sunghoon, Sohyunâs brother."
"Oh," you said, a bit taken aback. "Hi."
"She told me you were interested in dating meââ
You paused mid-stroke as you applied lipstick to the deceased woman in front of you, finding his words a bit odd. "UhmâŚwell, Sunghoonâ"
"Oh, please, donât tell me you're backing out. I acted like a jerk tonight and told your sister I found you interesting, and nowâŚâ
Your eyes went wide again. "Wow, that was quite harsh!"
You heard him sigh. "Iâm really sorry. Sometimes, no matter how much I try to say things well, they just come out wrong. But I do mean well for your sister. Sheâs sweet, and she deserves someone better. We actually just talkedâthink weâre on good terms again. Anyway, would you like to meet up tomorrow?"
You stared at the body in front of you. "Uh, wait, Sunghoon... I'm kinda in the middle of something right now. Could you message me the details? But yes, I'll definitely meet you tomorrow."
"Thatâs great!" His deep voice was filled with excitement. "Okay, Iâll message you. See you tomorrow, Y/n."
"Bye." You quickly ended the call, tucking your phone into your pocket while pressing a hand to your chest.
Good lord, that voice could easily narrate an erotic novel.
After taking a few deep breaths, you got back to work. Once you finished, you cleaned up your supplies and stepped out of the room. You encountered one of the staff members and told them that the body was ready to be placed in the coffin.
You removed your lab gown, mask, and gloves, disinfected yourself, and headed to your parents' office.
âIâm going home now, Mom,â you said to your mother, who was busy at her computer, seemingly lost in calculations. As a Certified Public Accountant, she managed the funeral home's accounting books. "Where's Dad?"
"He just took your sister home. She was crying when she came here and wouldn't stop. She said she's going to lock herself in her room toâher wordsâcry properly."
You chuckled at the newly found information. Your sister could really be the next big K-drama star.
Your mom looked at you closely. "What happened? Did you two have a fight?" You snorted and sat in the chair across from her large oak deskâthe one you used whenever you helped with office work. You explained your sisterâs infatuation with a notorious serial dater and how youâd tried to keep her from getting involved. Youâd learned about this guy from one of her close friends. Apparently, your sister had gone out of her way to befriend one of Sunghoonâs friends just to get introduced and ask him out.
You werenât sure if she was influenced by your own adventurous streak, but you knew your younger sister well enoughâshe wasnât as detached as you were. She was sentimental, naive, and far too trusting. If you let her go through with this dating scheme, sheâd end up crying and heartbroken for sure. "I only want to protect her, Mom. Itâs really for her own good."
Your mom laughed. "Youâre always like this with Daehi. Youâre more overprotective of her than your dad and I are."
You shrugged. "Well, look at your daughter.â Itâs like she doesnât have a brain, you wanted to add.
"But why did you have to volunteer to take her place?" Your mom raised an eyebrow. "You actually want to get involved in that twenty-five-day whatever?"
You scratched your temple. "I just thought it might be easier for him to let go of Daehi if he already has a new date. And, honestly, Iâm curious, too, Mom."
Your mother watched you carefully, concern evident in her eyes. "Are you sure you can stay objective while dating that guy? What if you end up falling for him and get hurt?" she asked, worried.
You laughed. "Mom! The man is practically a robot. He has no heart; he plays with women and drops them after twenty-five days. Thatâs it. How could I ever fall for someone like that?" You almost added, Do you think Iâm that foolish? If you didnât fall for the decent suitors youâd had before, why would you fall for someone like him? It would be a waste of your Business Management degree and your soon-to-be degree in Architecture if you did.
"I hope so. I donât want to see you get hurt, Y/n."
"Donât worry, Mom. I know exactly what Iâm getting into. This is nothing personal, just like my other little misadventures. Iâm just curious."
Her expression softened into a smile. "I was just like that when I was young, too. Itâs okay to be free-spirited, dear, but donât forget to take care of yourself, okay?"
You gave a playful eye roll but smiled. "Mom, if I werenât careful, would I still be coming home in one piece after everything Iâve done?"
Youâd already done a three-day mountain trek, cared for tigers at a zoo, gone skydiving, and much much more.
"Sometimes, sweetheart, no matter how cautious you are, life can still surprise you," she said with a knowing smile.
"Alright, head on home before I end up using todayâs earnings just to pay for your overtime." You chuckled. "Youâre exaggerating, Mom." You stood up and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Good night."
"Good night, dear. Iâll be home soon, just need to finish up a few things here."
Day 01
If Sunghoon had been less self-assuredâif he didnât have confidence in himselfâhe might have felt small under the scrutiny he was receiving. It was a stark contrast to the obvious admiration heâd seen on Daehiâs face when they first met. But since he was well aware that he didnât look bad, he simply held your gaze, studying your features just as carefully as you did.
The night before, he had made his last date with Daehi extra special. Believing that honesty was the best policy, heâd told her about what her sister had said and admitted his interest. Sheâd walked out, ignoring his repeated calls until, finally, around ten, she picked up.
â
"I feel like a jerk for doing this to you, and Iâm really sorry,"
he had said.
"Good that you know!"
she replied.
"I really am sorry."
He heard her sigh on the other end.
âItâs fine, Hoon. I appreciate your honesty. Honestly, my sister is more interesting than me."
"No, no, thatâs not what I meant, Daehiâ"
"And,"
she cut him off,
âIf Iâm being honest with myself, Iâd admit that there wasnât much spark between us anyway. Sure, I had a crush on you, but it was more like we were just siblings agreeing to go out on dates."
He exhaled in relief.
âMaybe I just wasnât the right guy for you. Youâre a sweet girl, Daehi; you deserve someone better. Someone whoâs not a jerk like me."
"I know, right?"
She laughed on the other end.
He found himself smiling, too.
âSo, have you already met my sister?â
There didnât seem to be any bitterness in her voice anymore.
âIâm calling her tonight."
Daehi giggled.
âNow that I think about it, you two might actually be a good match."
â
He hadnât fully understood what that meant until he finally got to call you. Your voice sounded muffled, as if there was something covering your mouth while you spoke to him, but he quickly noticed that you didnât seem like your sister, who was sweet, fun-loving, and romantic. From your tone and demeanorâeven though he could barely hear itâSunghoon could already sense you were more direct, even strict.
Now, facing you in person, his impression was slightly different. You looked like⌠a scientistâa scientist who was carefully studying some microorganism under a microscope. And he was that microorganism.
To his surprise, you were far more stunning in person than in the photo his twin had shown himâwho had even called him earlier to wish him luck. And every part of him that could heat up practically did when he saw you up close.
You werenât dressed in anything revealing. A simple white satin dress and sandals with a slight heel, not overly curvy or busty, but you radiated an undeniable sex appeal. Sunghoon didnât know if you had this effect on every man, but on him? If he couldâif he really couldâheâd grab you, steal a kiss, and whisk you away somewhere private. But, of course, that wasnât an option. He wasnât raised that way, after all. Plus, he wanted to get to know you⌠and stare a little longer. Your face was stunning, such a pleasure to look at.
"You look⌠okay." It took a moment for Sunghoon to register what youâd said.
"Hmm? Excuse me?" he replied, a bit confused.
You shrugged. "I said you donât look bad.â you rephrased your statement from earlier, yet, it still sounded unpleasant to his ears.
Wow, who does this woman thinks she is? and what kind of men does she interact with? Models or celebrities, perhaps?
Sunghoon had never met anyoneâwhether a girl, boy, or someone from the LGBTQ+ communityâwho called him ugly. Never. The worst comments heâd received were about his skin being too fair, or that his teeth were too white, or that his nose was too perfect, but no one had ever said, or even hinted, that he looked bad.
He couldn't take his eyes off your face. "What do you mean? Am I ugly?"
You laughed. "If youâre ugly, then what do you call an average person?"
Sunghoon exhaled and smiled. Okay, maybe he just panicked and exaggerated a little bit. It seemed that you werenât being harsh after all. He was just about to open his mouth to thank you when you continued speaking.
"Iâm just curious on why youâre doing this. You donât seem disillusioned. With your looks, you donât look like someone who would reject someone heartlessly." His smile widened. "Thank you. You donât look bad yourself."
It seemed like you didnât even hear what he said and continued your statement. âUnless you have a really terrible personality," you added, which made him frown again. "Or maybe you have smelly feetâ"
"Hey, hey, hey, hold it." Sunghoon raised a hand to stop you. "My personality isnât bad, and my feet definitely donât smell. Iâm doing this 25-day dating thing because itâs effective."
"Says who?" You raised an eyebrow at him.
"Says my three-year record, my unbroken heart, and my happy, stress-free life," he replied confidently. "And a lot of my friends agree with me."
One corner of your mouth lifted in a smirk, and he hated how cute he found that. "Really? Is that so?" Hoon grew serious and crossed his arms. You were confusing him, honestly. He couldnât tell if you were interested or not. While you became more attractive in his eyes, he was also starting get annoyed by your comments.
"So, what do you want to say?" He shrugged. "Why are we here now?"
"Because I'm curious."
He had a feeling that wouldnât be the first time that word would come up between you.
"Okay. So youâre willing to do this with me just because youâre curious?" You nodded. "Youâll be wasting twenty-five days of your life just to satisfy that curiosity."
You took a sip of iced coffee from the plastic cup you were holding. "Thatâs fine. Iâm naturally curious. Iâve made most of my big decisions out of curiosity." He didnât quite believe you, but he decided not to say anything.
He took a deep breath and explained like he was some kind of a tour guide, "So we'll date for twenty-five days, and then weâll go our separate ways. No hard feelings, no regrets."
"I know that," you nodded, as if you were one of his clients negotiating about projects. Very professional of you.
He sighed, clearly frustrated. "This is so weird."
"Why?" you laughed lightly. "Your dates know the rules too, right? Youâve surely briefed them about it."
"Yes," Sunghoon agreed, "but never like this. They didnât come in with another motive. They just wanted to get to know me genuinely."
"I actually want to get to know you too," you replied. "What do you mean?"
"It just feels so⌠unromantic. Impersonal, you know? Like weâre making a business deal."
You laughed again, and damn, why did he find that so cute? He really shouldnât be feeling that way anymore. "Because this is sort of a business deal, right?"
"Thatâs not completely true!" he insisted. "If thatâs how you think, this isnât going to end well."
"I'm willing to cooperate," you said seriously.
He scratched his neck. "It doesnât feel like weâre on a date. It feels like youâre conducting a social experiment, and Iâm your subject."
"In a way, thatâs correct. I want to get to know you and understand why youâre doing this."
He was getting really annoyed at this point. "Why does that sound like you think I'm some second-rate person just because I chose to handle my love life this way?"
"I'm not judging you, Sunghoon," you replied calmly, which helped keep his irritation in check.
"Youâre definitely an interesting person, and I know itâs not just because of this 25-day dating method. But I guess you canât blame me if I focus on that aspect, right?" You clenched your jaw, trying to avoid saying anything too harsh. "But please donât take it personally. My curiosity led me to that writing workshop where I met your sister, to continue my studies, and to create that long list of job experiences. So?"
How could he explain this? The theory was meant to be objective to avoid heartache, but the people involved shouldnât be too detached either. How could you both enjoy your time together if, in the back of his mind, he felt like you were analyzing him? And if you were constantly looking for flaws in his theory, how could he genuinely like you?
"Like I said, Iâve made plenty of decisions just out of curiosity, so this isnât really different from those."
Oh, really?
He almost voiced his thoughts. Why did it seem like you had ulterior motives? Was it that you were out to disprove his theory? Irritation flared up inside him. Well, you were in for a surprise; he was determined to make you like him so much that youâd forget this whole dating experiment was merely about curiosity.
"Okay, deal," Sunghoon replied.
Your smile was captivating, and for about two point three seconds, he found it hard to breathe. Yet, he was also annoyed because your smile felt like a challenge. You were quickly turning into a mystery for him.
Ah, now he was becoming curious about you too.
How could he feel both frustrated and attracted to one person?
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"So what do you think?"
Your friend Sohyun asked from the other end of the phone. You had just come home from your meet-up with her brother and had barely stepped into your room.
"I think weâre perfect for each other,"
You replied, deliberately being dramatic.
You could hear Sohyun gasp from the other line, which made you laugh.
"You sound surprised,"
You remarked.
"Now that I think about it, you and Hoon do seem perfect for each other. Heâs a guy whose commitment lasts only twenty-five days, and youâre a girl who gets attached only until her curiosity is satisfied. You both seem to have perfected the art of moving on. It works."
"I know, right?"
you replied as you settled down on your bed.
"I think this will turn out well since weâre both objective and not into drama. Thereâs a chance we could be friends afterward. Though, he seemed a bit taken aback by me earlier. I guess heâs never met a girl who's not romantic or sentimental."
"Our kind is becoming extinct."
You both shared a delightful laugh before Sohyun probed again.
âSo what do you think of him? Do you think heâs cute?â
Cute? The word horrified you. What does "cute" even mean? My gosh, he wasâ
âOkay. He was okay.â you replied, an understatement of the century.
What do you even mean by "okayâ ? You didnât even know how to pretend that you werenât affected by the manâs presence earlier! Your act was top-notch.
From the tips of his neatly gelled hair to his ridiculously handsome face, his tall and poised frame, the way he carried his simple white button-up long sleeve, black trousers, and Prada loafers, his deep, resonant voice, his piercing gaze, the way his hot canines would show when he smile, and the scent that lingered...
God, did you really need to keep going with those thoughts?
And It didn't help that whenever he looks at you, it felt like he was taking in every feature of your face. You wanted to feel self-conscious and blush fiercely, but thankfully, you weren't really the type to blush. Your earlier image of being a 'confident and detached woman' was almost fading... along with your other pantiesâŚ.
Wait, what!? NO! Y/n, you are an intelligent woman and donât give in to physical urges that easily!
"You didn't find him attractive?"
Sohyun asked, sounding skeptical from the other end of the line. It seemed she didnât believe your description of her twin brother, and she was right to doubt it because it wasn't entirely accurate.
"Of course I did,"
You confessed.
âCome on, do you think I'm blind? I maybe in serious need of prescription glasses, but I can still recognize genuine good looks.â
Your friend laughed.
"That's great!â
You briefly pulled the phone away from your ear, surprised by the tone of Sohyun's voice. Was this really your friend on the other line? It sounded like she wanted to play matchmaker, and you, of all people, for her brother? That seemed like a bad idea.
"So when's your next date?"
She asked as you pressed your phone back to your ear.
"Tomorrow. Weâre just going to the park so we can talk better. Wednesday works for both of us since weâre free all day."
"Well, good luck to you both. I really hope everything ends well. I hope in the end, you both become wiser, happier, and better people. Because if either of you gets heartbroken, Iâll feel like itâs my fault."
You laughed.
"Come on! I volunteered for this situation. Plus, you know Iâm not the type to get heartbroken. You even said Iâve perfected the art of moving on. And itâs not like Iâm going to fall in love with your brother while doing this. He knows Iâm just curious about it, so itâs not really datingâitâs more of a social experiment."
Your friend's response was a heavy sigh.
âI hope so."
Which made you a bit nervous.
"Anyway, what are your plans for the last week of the month?"
She changed the subject.
"We're planning to go to Jeju. Do you want to come?"
You frowned, wishing you could join them. You missed going to the beach, but it seemed like you wouldnât be able to go until your semester break.
Day 02
âWhat's your favoriteâŚâ Sunghoon paused, rummaging through his mind for a word to complete the question, ââŚmovie?â
You two were at a public park, just a short car ride from where you live. You both spent the past hour walking, sitting, snacking on random food, and asking each other questions. And honestly, it was boring him to death.
You wore a light blue short dress with white shoes, looking cute as ever. Sunghoon had been holding himself back from leaning closer to give you a kiss very oftenly. His hands were practically glued to his pockets, trying to resist the urge to reach out and feel the softness of your smooth skin.
Maybe he was getting bored because he had something else on his mindâsomething that wasn't exactly appropriate for a first date, especially not in a public place like âthe parkâ.
Your lips puckered a bit as you thought, andâgoddammit!âhe was once again feeling that strong urge to taste them.
âStop! Donât answer that!â Sunghoon blurted out suddenly, startling you.
He sighed. âIâm going to die of boredom if we keep doing this like this.â
âLike this what?â you asked, a slight crease forming between your brows that he couldnât help but find adorable. He wanted to smooth it out with his fingertip. Maybe in the days to come, heâd get the chanceâand the rightâto do just that.
âLike thisâŚâ He gestured between the two of you. âItâs boring. It feels like weâre filling out a slum book, only verbally.â
You watched him closely, listening intently.
âWe need to do this⌠more naturally.â
You shrugged. âWell, youâre the expert here. Whatever you come up with, Iâll cooperate.â
Maybe we should just make out?
His inner voice teased. But of course, he didnât act on it. He was a gentlemanâat least, outwardly.
âLetâs go.â Sunghoon reached for your arm, guiding you toward his car. He drove the both of you for a few minutes to a nearby mall.
âWeâre going shopping?â You looked slightly disappointed.
"No, weâre just gonna try something different," Sunghoon said.
Moments later, you both stood at the movie theater ticket counter, scanning the list of films. "Instead of just asking each other what our favorite movies are, I thought this would be more fun. Weâll watch as many movies as we can today, then discuss them over dinner. Sounds good?â he suggested.
There was a sparkle in your eyes as you smiled at him. âDoesn't exactly match the formula for a second date you mentioned in that magazine article I read.â
He grinned. âWell, thatâs true. But letâs give it a shot. Who knows? It might actually be better.â
A slow smile crossed your face, making Sunghoon feel something fluttering once again.
"Consider yourself lucky you asked someone who loves watching movies.â
He laughed. âSorry, this is pretty unplanned.â
âItâs fine. Itâs more thrilling this way. Trust me, I know.â You flashed him another charming smile. âSo, which one do we start with? Iâve seen that one,â you pointed to a poster, âbut I wouldnât mind watching it again. The lead actorâs pretty hot.â
Sunghoon chuckled, aside from other things, thatâs the thing that heâs starting to like about you: your spontaneity. You both decided to buy tickets for the whole dayâthree movies, with only a few minutes in between each and all close by. You stocked up on snacks before heading to the first showing, ready for a full day at the movies.
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"You could definitely work as a movie reviewer if you ever get tired of your job.â you commented that evening as the two of you sat down for dinner at a cozy Korean spot. You had spicy tteokbokki, while he opted for kimchi jjigae, and you shared a plate of Korean fried chicken on the side. You had just wrapped up discussing your thoughts on the films you watched, and though not every movie had been great, you couldnât help but be impressed by his sharp insights.
"Oh, thank you,â Sunghoon replied, pausing to take another bite of his stew. "I just really like watching movies, so I guess that's why my reviews sound so... extensive." He even used air quotes on the word reviews.
You watched him, thinking. "You know, Iâve never had a date quite like this. Do you usually go all out like this with other people youâve dated?â
You asked as he flashed you a smile that shows his beautiful canines. "Not really. Actually, this is the first time Iâve tried anything like this. Normally, itâs just one movie on a date, and never before the fifth date. I mean, bringing someone to a dark theater too soon could give them the wrong idea."
You couldnât help but feel pleased. The man had been on his best behavior in the theater. There were a few moments when your hands brushed in the popcorn tub, and heâd flash you a little grin, like heâd won some small victory. But that was the extent of it.
"Oh, really?" You gave him a skeptical look, clearly showing you didnât completely believe him.
He chuckled. "Come on, Y/n, give me a break. Iâm not just sweet-talking you. Sohyun told you already⌠and youâve read about it too. My 25-day dating theory has a strict plan. This was just a small exception."
You raised an eyebrow.
"Alright, maybe I didnât break any rules exactly. Letâs just say I loosened up a bit today."
"Is that so?" you said with a playful tone. "Guess Iâm pretty lucky. I almost thought youâd planned all of thisâto have us discuss movies so you could impress me with your reviewing skills." He laughed, eyes narrowing with amusement as his dimples deepened. He looked so handsome when he laughed that you found yourself tornâshould you pinch his cheek or just kiss him?
"I swear, I didn't plan it," he said, still grinning. "So, I guess I managed to impress you?â
You smiled back genuinely. âGood enough."
He let out a soft chuckle, shorter than before, but still cute.
��But really, why are you doing this?â you asked as you turned serious.
"You mean the movie reviews?"
You shook your head. "No, Iâm talking about your whole... cause. Being a serial dater. Whatâs the reason behind it?"
"Youâre starting sound like a journalist with all these questions." A smile crept back onto his face.
You shrugged. "Iâm just curious."
"You really love that word, donât you?" he said with a smirk.
You shrugged again. "Don't bother keeping track of how many times I say it; youâll lose count."
After a brief moment, Hoon focused on twirling his pasta around his fork before looking back at you. "I want to live a life free of heartache. If only everyone could be like me. Thatâs what I truly want."
"Well, Iâve managed to avoid heartache for years, Sunghoon, even before I learned about your method."
His eyes widened in disbelief. "Seriously? Are you saying youâve never had a boyfriend? Because Iâd genuinely think somethingâs off with every guy youâve encountered."
You took a moment to process before laughing, finally understanding his point.
"Youâre such a flirt; do you realize that?"
You noticed him trying to suppress a grin. "Iâm serious." Your smile dimmed a bit.
His compliment flattered you, even if you recognized it as mere flattery. "Iâve had boyfriends before. Twice."
"And youâve never been heartbroken?" He sounded astonished.
You shrugged with a touch of pride. "As your sister have said, Iâm an expert at moving on."
"Is that for real? How do you manage that?"
"I just donât care too much. I donât give a lot of f*cks," you replied quickly. "I think thatâs the real secret to relationships. Donât assume, donât expect too much, and just let things flow in the way that they should." Sunghoon laughed. "I think youâre just saying that to make me doubt my theory."
"I mean, itâs not a secret that I donât really believe it, right? Letâs just say Iâm conducting some research, which is why weâre spending time together. Something like that."
"You know what I think?" He set down his chicken and looked at you intently. "Weâll just go in circles for twenty-five days. Iâll do something to prove my theory, and youâll do something to disprove it. Thatâs all. Nothing will come of it; weâll just be wasting our time."
You adopted a serious tone. "What do you mean?"
Is he really going to wrap this up now? Itâs just their first official date!
"I have a suggestion. Can we set aside our biases about how long this date will last? We both know it will end after twenty-five days, so why not enjoy ourselves?"
"If you donât insist on your theory, I might not argue with you," you teased.
He smiled back. "I genuinely find you interesting, Y/n. I want to get to know the real you, not just this detached and defensive persona you show." Your heart skipped a beat at his words. "Can we go on a date without any hidden motives in the back of our minds?"
You paused to consider. "So, like a genuine date, then?"
Sunghoon nodded. "You mentioned you're curious. Letâs make it real. No hidden agendas, just authentic companionship while we learn about each other. How does that sound?"
You felt a twinge of nervousness, but agreed nonetheless.
Day 05
âWhoa! Your family has a funeral home?"
You couldnât help but chuckle at Sunghoonâs surprised expression when he picked you up from work.
This was your third date. Over the past few days, your schedule had been packed, and Sunghoon seemed busy with his projects too, so you had settled for chatting, texting, and calling. This was the first time you were going out again.
âDidnât Daehi mention it to you?â you asked in return.
âWe only went on one date; we didnât get that far in our conversation that night. All I know is that heâs still a student and that his parents are businesspeople. The second date ended in disaster because I told him we should break up.â You shrugged as you settled into the passenger seat of his car. Daehi wasnât too proud of the type of business you had, so he generally didnât share much about it with acquaintances and friends.
She wasnât used to peopleâs reactions when they found out about the family business. Usually, people were either frightened or overly intrigued, leading to too many questions.
Your sister has never set foot in the morgue because she was afraid. When you were in high school, your dad took you there to explain the embalming process. He believed it was important for the both of you to understand everything about the business since you would eventually inherit it. However, your sister got traumatized when the corpse's eyes suddenly opened while your dad was cutting into its neck. No scientific explanation from your dad could convince her to pursue Mortuary Science after that.
âSo, where are we headed now?â you asked, changing the subject. Sunghoon hadnât said anything when he called you last night, just that you should dress casually and avoid skirts or white clothing if possible.
He smiled playfully while keeping his eyes on the road. âDo you like drive-in movie theaters?â
Your eyes widened as you realized what he meant. âOMG, donât tell me?â
He was referring to the popular drive-in movie spot near your town.
Sunghoon laughed, probably because of the excitement in your expression. âYep. Unfortunately, the VIP tickets that include a free dinner are all sold out. Weâll just have cheeseburgers, fries, and popcorn.â
You felt like jumping for joy. âOh, thatâs totally fine! Iâve been wanting to go there for so long, but I could never find someone interested.â You smiled at him. âThank you, Sunghoon.â
He briefly glanced at you and returned your smile, making your heart race again. âYouâre welcome, Y/n.â
You fell silent for a moment during the drive, but soon, your curious companion asked again, "So... are you involved in your familyâs business?"
You nodded. "Uh-huh. I often help out when weâre understaffed," you replied without elaborating.
"Meaning, you also do embalming?"
You burst out laughing at Sunghoonâs expression. "Of course! Youâre talking to a licensed embalmer here."
"Really?" He still seemed in disbelief.
"You have a problem with that?"
He shrugged his broad shoulders. "Aren't you a bit too pretty to be an embalmer?"
You were grateful that you didnât blush easily. If you did, you would be bright red from the handsome compliment. "You're exaggerating. So, you think only unattractive people should be embalmers?" you said with mock horror.
He shook his head. "You know that's not what I mean. I just think youâd be better suited to be a model or an actress."
You paused for a moment before breaking into a wide smile. "Seriously? Is that how you talk to all the girls you date? Did that work for them?"
"Seriously," he replied, pretending to frown at you. "Anyway, I'm still curious. Do you like your job? Aren't you uncomfortable working with dead bodies?"
You examined Sunghoonâs arms for goosebumps, but there were none. You explained, "I have no choice but to like it. Come on, it has been my family's cause of living. My parents built it from the ground up long before I was born. All these years, those bead bodies have been what supported our family." You paused for a moment. "Wait, that sounds wrong. Did I just say that dead bodies support our family?" You both laughed. If taken literally, it sounded like they were zombiesâbrought back to life by the dead.
"Sorry if my reaction offended you," Sunghoon said after your laughter faded.
You waved a hand dismissively. "Oh, itâs nothing! Iâm used to that. Your reaction is totally normal, I tell you. It is pretty morbid, though." You decided to change the subject. "So, do you enjoy being a freelance digital artist?"
"Yes." He answered simply.
âIs that it?" you probed, wanting to hear more of his thoughts.
Sunghoon chuckled, a glint of enthusiasm lighting up his eyes. "Well, it's challenging. I see every project as a challenge, and I rarely get bored.â
"Sohyun told me you also design book covers. Do you get to read all the books you work on?" As a bookworm yourself, that thought thrilled you.
"Sometimes," he said with a shrug. "More often than not, clients provide just a synopsis. If they want a mysterious vibe, theyâll only mention the themes. Some clients have a specific idea of what they want for the cover, which simplifies things. But I really enjoy having more control over the whole process; it adds a certain thrill."
"I assume you take your own photos?"
"Sometimes. But that usually raises the cost. Most of the time, I either purchase stock photos or draw them myself."
You took a moment to reflect, appreciating how the conversation flowed since it felt comfortable and engaging. "But what if the cover doesn't match the book? Like, if the cover looks flawless but the content is awful? Does that bother you?"
He shook his head, concentrating on steering the car as he made a right turn.
"But isnât that misleading? Doesnât it seem like false advertising?"
"Not my concern," he said casually. "My job is to design a cover that boosts sales. Thatâs it. It doesnât matter if the book is bad; the cover just needs to look appealing enough to attract buyers."
"Oh no, I donât agree with that," you replied after a pause.
"What donât you agree with?" Sunghoon asked, genuinely intrigued.
"The false advertising part. Iâll always choose honesty, even if itâs brutally honest, over any kind of deception."
âOuch!â Sunghoon clutched his chest as if he were in pain. âThat hurts! Did you just call me a liar?â
You couldnât help but laugh at his exaggerated reaction. âCome on, I didnât say you specifically. And donât take it personally; I can be a bit opinionated sometimes. Thatâs just my perspective; it doesnât mean Iâm right. I know that sometimes we canât avoid lying to others. The truth can hurt, and if we want to spare someoneâs feelings, we have no choice but to hide certain truths.â You took a deep breath, feeling slightly drained from the amount you just expressed. âAnyway, what movie are we going to watch now?â
Sunghoon's expression brightened as he began to explain where you would be headed next.
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âWell, isnât this such a romantic scene,â you teased, laughing lightly.
You had just wrapped up the first movie of the double feature, and now it was intermission before the next one. A local band was serenading the audience with a popular love song while you both lay on a plush mattress in the back of his F150, gazing up at the stars. Hoon turned his head to catch a glimpse of you, who was lost in the beauty of the night sky, filled with twinkling stars. A playful grin crept onto his face as an idea struck him.
âItâd be more romantic if you scooted a little closer and rested your arm on mine,â he suggested. âThen I could lean in toward youââ
You burst into laughter. âIn your dreams, Park.â
His smile grew wider at your reaction. Hearing you laugh filled his heart with warmth, and he silently vowed to always give you reasons to smile. âYou really come off as someone whoâs anti romantic when you laugh like that at those certain things, you know?â he teased, inching closer until your shoulders brushed against each other, savoring the sweet scent of your hair.
âDaehi also told me that I donât have a romantic bone in my body. What does that even mean?â
"Aww. Your suitors must have it tough since youâre not easily swayed by romantic gestures."
You shrugged. "I don't know why either."
"So, you're probably not sentimental either?" he asked, curious.
"Well, I get sentimental about family, movies, things like thatâthose kinds of stories make me tear up."
"Really?" Sunghoon propped his elbow on the grass, resting his head on his palm so he could look at you instead of the sky. Somehow, the star beside him seemed to shine brighter than the ones above. "No wonder you didnât cry during Eye for an Eye,â he pointed out, referring to a movie youâd watched on your second date.
You shifted to mimic his position, a sparkle of amusement in your eyes. "You were the one who cried!" you teased. "Did you think I didnât notice you sniffing?"
That made Sunghoon smile in embarrassment, and he couldnât resist playfully pinching your cheek. You swatted his hand, but he simply held it gently and planted a quick kiss on the back of it. You seemed a bit too stunned to react, and his smile faded for a moment.
"I don't remember enjoying conversations this much with any of my ex-dates. They were never this fun or this easy to talk to," he admitted seriously.
You felt a little flustered and looked away, but managed to crack joke, "Oh, so you're using seduction as a technique now, huh?"
Sunghoon reached out and gently held your chin, bringing your gaze back to meet his. "Itâs called honesty, Y/n. You said you appreciate honesty, thatâs why Iâm telling you.â
Your mouth opened as you thought of something to say, but before you could respond, the host's voice came through the speakers, announcing that the next movie was about to start.
"Come on, letâs get up," you said.
"Wait a sec," Sunghoon replied, pulling out his phone and holding it up above you. "Let's take a pic first."
You pretended to strangle him for the photo.
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You couldnât quite explain the feeling as you lay in bed that night. A smile lingered on your lips, and there was a lightness in your chest that wouldnât fade.
You closed your eyes, trying to drift off, but then Sunghoonâs face would pop back into your mind from when you both had been together earlier.
Out of everyone youâd dated, he was easily the most handsome; no question about it. But you werenât the type to fall for just a pretty face. Sure, Sunghoon was easy on the eyes, his whole presence was. But that wasnât the only reason you felt drawn to him. You both shared a laid-back approach to life and relationshipsâno unnecessary drama, no over-the-top seriousness.
You liked his voiceâdeep and soothing to the ears. If you werenât mistaken, âmellifluousâ was the right word for it. You had a feeling itâd sound amazing if he ever decided to sing. You also liked how he spoke his mind, how his eyes always glinted playfully, and how his mouth would curve into a restrained smile. It just made it harder to breathe whenever he did both while looking at you with those beautiful eyes.
A soft giggle escaped you as you recalled how it felt like fireworks had gone off inside you when Sunghoon kissed the back of your hand and told you he enjoyed your conversation.
You shook your head. No, you were just amusedânot smitten. Who were you kidding? You knew this wasnât anything long-termâscratch that, association was probably the better term. So why let yourself get swept away?
Your train of thought was interrupted when your phone chimed, signaling a text. You picked it up and couldnât help but smile when you saw Sunghoonâs name.
Park Sunghoon: Just got home. Quick drive, no traffic.
Park Sunghoon: You asleep?
You briefly debated ignoring it and pretending to be asleep, but your fingers had already started typing.
You: đ´
He replied instantly.
Park Sunghoon: Oh, you look pretty when youâre asleep, Y/n.
You were about to respond with Only when Iâm asleep? when your phone rang, startling you so much you almost threw it. The ringing wouldnât stop, though, so you answered it.
âHi, gorgeous."
A pandemonium erupted in your chest.
Just like the first time youâd heard Hoonâs voice over the phone, you thought heâd have made a great telephone operator⌠or maybe an audiobook narrator⌠or someone youâd call when you wanted a little phone fun.
Huh?
âY/n?â
He called out again, snapping you back to reality.
âI told you I was asleep, didnât I? So whyâd you call?â
You asked, pretending to be annoyed. He only laughed in response. And oh, that laughâso rich, so masculine, and so dangerously seductive.
You bit your bottom lip to hold back a giggle.
âAre you free tomorrow? Itâs the last day of the Hot Air Balloon Fest, and I was hoping to take you,â
He said out of nowhere, making your heart pound.
Seriously, no segue? Did he have no mercy on your poor heart?
You were about to say yes when you remembered the date.
âOh, sorry. Midterms are on Monday. I need to review tomorrow.â
âHow about we go in the morning so you can study in the evening?â
You sighed.
âI wish I could say Iâd be able to study three subjects with just a few hours.â
âIs that so?â
You could sense the disappointment in Sunghoonâs voice, and you felt like kicking yourself. Why hadnât you reviewed yesterday or earlier today to lighten your load for tomorrow? Honestly, why did you sign up for a new course when you already had a degree in Business Management and an embalming license? Why did you fill up your calendar so much that it made it hard for Sunghoon to take you out on a proper date?
âYouâre way too busy, a student and an embalmer, huh?â
He laughed, which made you smile.
âYeah, Iâm also a patisserie chef, a licensed aromatherapist, an ex-surfer, a former high school teacher, a photographer, an average mountaineer, and a sculptorââ
âWhoa!â
Sunghoon exclaimed.
âYouâve studied all of that?â
âYeah.â
âBut why? I mean, aside from just being interested.â
He asked, clearly curious.
"That's just how I am. I enjoy learning new things, visiting new places, and experiencing different things,"
You explained, chuckling at his response.
âDo you like to travel as well?"
"Uh-huh. If I didnât have to help out at the funeral home, I wouldâve traveled more and tried out different things."
"With all the things you want to do, I guess starting a family isnât in your plans yet?"
"I'm only twenty-five, come on."
"But what I mean is, is it part of your plan? Or are you also like Sohyun? Just trying you ignoring that aspect of life?â
"Well, finding the right person is tough. You can't really plan on falling in love with someone and wanting to marry them. Love doesnât come with a timetable,"
You said with a laugh.
âThat was cheesy, Iâm sorry.â
He chuckled softly.
âBut itâs true.â
You shrugged even though he couldn't see you.
"And besides, we're dating, right? Who knows, maybe I'll end up liking this 25-day dating method of yours and follow your lead. At least it doesnât come with too much commitment."
There was a moment of silence on his end.
Then he shifted the conversation.
"Anyway, do you want me to help you review?"
Uhm, hello? And how are you supposed to study when there's a tempting distraction right in front of you?
You let out a soft laugh.
"Thanks, but how about we just go out on Monday night instead?"
"But there won't be a Hot Air Balloon Fest then; tomorrow is the last day."
You felt a pang of disappointmentânot just because you also wanted to experience the hot air balloon ride, but because Sunghoon seemed genuinely sad about your refusal.
"I'm sure there are plenty of other places we can check out."
Sunghoon exhaled thoughtfully for a moment before laughing.
âOh, I had just the perfect idea. Alright, Iâll see you on Monday."
"Okay,"
You responded, trying to sound shy. But goodness! Why were you getting excited already? You had just parted ways!
âItâs a date.â
You hummed and nodded in agreement.
âSo, Y/n,â
Sunghoonâs voice lowered an octave, sending a thrill through you.
âWhat are you wearing?â
You felt your cheeks flush. Oh god, his incredibly sexy voice sent shivers down your spine, leaving you breathless. Your face felt warm all over.
âPark Sunghoon!â
You scolded, realizing what he was doing. He laughed heartily, clearly enjoying the tease.
Day 07
"You look happy. Iâm guessing youâre going on a date again, right?" your classmate Yunjin nudged you, clearly teasing.
As you all headed out of the college building, carrying your bags after finishing three tough exams, you smiled at her. Since you were pursuing a second degree, she was younger than you, which reminded you of Daehi.
âIâm just glad the exams are finally over. Now I only have my thesis and finals left to tackle.â
âAlready? Youâre such a downer. Why donât you come with me and Kaz to karaoke tonight,â she suggested.
You remembered your conversation with Sunghoon on Saturday night before you fell asleep. He had mentioned he had a surprise for you later.
"Ah, I have a prior commitment, sorry."
Yunjin clicked her tongue, though she was smiling. "I knew it, you have a date with Dracula's son."
Something inside you reacted to what you heard. Thatâs what your friend calls Sunghoonâlike a vampire. Because of how the guy looks (in a good and hot way), and you couldn't disagree more with that.
Since early Sunday morning, he had checked up on you a few times and checked how your review was going. You only responded to him twice to avoid showing how much you missed him more than you should have.
You shrugged while concentrating on the path to the train station. âJust a pretend date. You know I'm just trying it out. And he wants to convince me to do the same 25-day thing heâs doing."
"Well, for someone who's pretending to date, you two are pretty convincing. It doesnât seem like itâs just pretend, with the sparkle in your eyes when you mention him. It looks like you're genuinely attracted to him. And who could blame you, right?" She teased. "Oh my God, just his eyebrows alone make me swoon." Your friend was practically gushing.
You laughed. "Really? His eyebrows?"
"That's exactly what I'm saying! His eyebrows alone are enough to make anyone swoon. Just imagine if we talk about his eyes, his nose, his lips, his jawline... Oh my gosh! And his body!" She practically squealed again.
You smacked your friend lightly. "Hey, stop that! You look like you're having a seizure.â
She paused and you saw her gaze fixated on something in the distance, a wide smile spreading across her face. You followed her line of sight, and there he was. Butterflies and worms were stirring in your stomach. Oh wow, Park Sunghoon really does look like a walking wet dream.
He was standing by his car, wearing a simple blue-and-white striped button-up, beige trousers, and his favorite loafers, looking like he had just gotten a fresh haircut. But what truly made him look even better was that broad smile and bright expression when he saw you.
You both had planned to meet for dinner later.What was he doing here on campus?
"My God, Y/n, if you wonât take him for real, I swear Iâm going to steal that panty-cream of yours and keep him for myself,â you heard Yunjin say with a mock squeal, giving you a playful shove.
"Get over there before someone else beats you to it! Iâm leaving so you two can have some privacy and so I wonât be tempted to kiss someone else's date. Bye!"
You shook your head and laughed at your friend, who had stayed back in her spot, just watching you and Sunghoon.
Your heart raced as he walked towards you. "How did your exams go?" he greeted, his sweet smile still on his lips.
You shrugged. "It was okay, though I almost bled out from the level difficulty," you joked. "Why are you here so early? Donât you have work today?"
He raised a hand and brushed away some stray strands of hair from your forehead and temple. "I finished everything last night so I could see you earlier. I missed you."
You pretended to roll your eyes, but a wide smile broke through. The jerk was flirting with you again, and you let him don it anyway.
"You donât have any classes, right? Do you have somewhere else to go?" Sunghoon asked, sizing you up.
You shook your head. You were just planning to have a beauty rest at home while waiting for your dinner date. But now that the object of your beautification was right in front of youâŚ
"Then, letâs go!" Sunghoon took your hand and pulled you toward his car.
"Where are we going? Itâs still too early for dinner."
It wasnât even two in the afternoon yet.
"Itâs a surprise," he said with a grin as he opened the door for you. For a brief moment, you felt the urge to kiss his lips just to see if that smile was as sweet as it looked.
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He had been restraining himself, curious about whether your sweet smile really tasted as delightful as it appeared. Although you were dating, it didnât feel entirely like one, leaving him uncertain about whether he had the right to kiss you whenever he wanted. In the back of Sunghoonâs mind was the reason you were together at that moment: your insatiable curiosity.
Regardless, he was enjoying your company.
He watched you as you soared through the air, gripping tightly while paragliding with the guide. Your gaze was fixed on the scenery, especially the setting sun illuminating one side of the mountains.
It would have been more enjoyable and more romantic for him if he were the one gliding with you, but he wasnât an expert at it yet, so it wasnât possible. Nevertheless, he enjoyed himself even while gliding separately. The sound of your laughter and squeals filled the air, bringing a light and sweet emotion to his heart.
He saw you ran over to him as soon as you got out of the harness and greeted him with a tight hug. "That was so much fun! The sunset is beautiful. Thank you, Sunghoon." He returned the hug and lifted you slightly off the ground, making you squeal in surprise.
All traces of regret over not gliding together earlier faded away. He set you down and stepped back a little to see your face. Sweat glistened on your skin, but you looked radiant with beauty and youth.
He couldnât hold back any longer and leaned down to give you a quick yet firm kiss on the lips.
âWeâll do it again, I promise. Next time, Iâll make sure Iâm good at this so I can glide with you,â Sunghoon said directly, trying to mask the impact that kiss had on him. God, his knees felt weak, and it had nothing to do with the activity they just did.
He gently caressed your cheek. "Come on, itâs getting dark."
That was when you seemed to snap back to reality, pulling away from him in surprise. He felt a rush of happiness knowing he wasnât the only one affected by that innocent kiss. He took your hand, squeezing it gently, and pulled you closer to your group.
A few hours later, feeling satisfied with what you both had eaten, you were on your way home, chatting cheerfully about various topics.
"Do you have class tomorrow?" Sunghoon suddenly asked as he noticed that you both were getting close to your house. He wanted to gaze at you, but that wasnât safe since he was driving.
"No, but I have work," you replied, referring to the funeral home. "Why, are we going on another date?"
"Just a dinner, maybe. Is that okay?" He shot you a cute look, trying to deceive you into agreeing with him. What annoyed him was that you didnât know how to blush; he couldnât tell if his moves were working on you.
You gave him a playful glare. "Is this how you are with your past dates? Do you really go out every night? That must cost a lot."
No was the right answer to your question. Sunghoon only took his dates out once a week because they both had jobs. But he wasnât ready to admit that this was different from his past dates. He even recalled how you laughed when he told you that you were the most enjoyable person to talk to among all his dates. He shrugged and feigned confidence, saying, "You know that I could easily get a sugar mommy, right?â
"Oh my god!" You playfully hit his shoulder while laughing. "If we go out every week, I might get tired of seeing your face, Park."
He pretended to wince, âOuch?â
You laughed even louder. "Iâm just kidding!â
You pinched his cheek. "Stop acting cute. Alright, come over to my place so we can save some money. I can teach you how to embalm."
The young man smiled. You were wrong when you thought that the he would refuse your offer. He was already starting to come up with a strategy; he would keep his focus on you the entire time you were at the morgue. That way, if anyone else was there or if the corpse did something unexpected, he wouldnât notice.
âYou can also join us for dinner.â you added. "Iâll cook you some japchae, kimchi fried rice, and kimbap."
He couldnât help but grimace, but that quickly faded into laughter, making his reaction even more apparent. A warm feeling spread through his chest as he listened to your voice and observed your expression.
To Sunghoonâs dismay, you both had already reached your house, and it was time to say goodbye.
"But you really should get home before eight tomorrow because I have another exam the day after," you reminded him.
He quickly brainstormed. "I could help you study for that."
"Yeah, but you might end up distracting me from my review even more."
He shrugged. "Alright, I promise I won't smile or smolder too much so you can focus."
You laughed at what he said. "That's not what I meant, Park.â
"I'll behave, I swear. Come on."
You looked at him, weighing your options. You weren't sure what other reasons you could use to discourage him. Sunghoon raised a hand and tucked a few strands of hair behind your ear. "If you haven't noticed, Iâm going to spell it out for you: I'm just making up reasons to spend more time with you, Y/n. I just want to be with you more, so please donât make it hard for me."
You froze, your eyes wide as you focused on him. After a moment, you playfully punched him on the shoulder.
"Such a flirt," you chuckled.
He secretly frowned. This seemed to be the issue with your situation; you took everything he did as a joke or just an act. "Well, you said you appreciate honesty," he shrugged.
You observed him for a few moments, trying to gauge on whether he were serious. Then, you flashed a sweet smile. "I think it's time for you to meet my parents. Come on in."
He was surprised as he watched you step out of the car and walk in front of his window, knocking on it.
"You coming or not?" you asked when he finally opened his door.
âComing!â he shortly replied, quickly hurrying to follow you into the house. All the while, it felt like there was a hyper drummer keeping time in his heart.
Day 11
Sunghoon found himself distracted as he worked on designing a website for a Christian foundation. His gaze kept shifting to his phone, waiting for a reply from you. He missed you, and if he could, heâd fast-forward through the days just to see you again.
His mind wandered back to the day after your paragliding adventureâŚ
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A big smile had spread across Sunghoonâs face the moment he woke up that morning. Heâd started his work early to get as much done as possible before heading to your place later.
He enjoyed spending time with your parents. And, without sounding too confident, he could tell they liked him as well. Meanwhile, it seemed that Daehi had already moved on from him. She spent a bit of time chatting with the rest before she headed upstairs, saying she was expecting a call on her cellphoneâmost likely from her suitor, who, judging by her smile, she liked too.
Anyway, he had a great time with Yoonâs. Your parents were hardworking, down-to-earth, and wise in conversation. They took pride in their work, honoring the departed with respect and dignity. They didnât let him leave right away, so it was around ten when he finally said goodbye. Later, lying in bed, you exchanged a few more chat messages before officially calling it a night.
By the next morning, all he could think about was none other than Y/n, Y/n, Y/n. He was eager to see you again, but work got in the way. By eight in the morning, he couldn't take it any longer and finally gave in to the urge to call you.
The call connected after two rings. "Hi! Good morning!" he greeted brightly. But what answered was a sniffle. "Sunghoon..."
Concern quickly filled him. "Are you crying? What happened? Is something wrong?"
"M-my grandmother... She p-passed away," you stammered before breaking into sobs. Between shaky breaths, you explained that your fatherâs mother had been found unresponsive at her home in the province. She was eighty-four, had been a widow for a long time, and lived with the family of one of her children.
"I'm sorry, but we wonât be able to meet later. Weâre packing right now since weâre flying out to Busan this afternoon. Dadâs assistant will handle things at the funeral home while weâre gone."
Sunghoon felt a wave of disappointment but kept it hidden. âI could drive you and your family to the airport."
"No need. We donât want to trouble you. Weâll just take an Uber." You sniffled again. "She was so full of life when she celebrated her birthday in October."
Sunghoon sighed. "Y/n..." He wished he could be right there beside you, to hold you and offer comfort.
"I'm sorry, I have to go. I need to finish packing quickly. Iâll call you later, okay?â
"Alright," he replied quietly. "Take care on your trip."
"I'll see you in ten days, Hoon. Bye."
"I miss you already," he murmured, but you werenât able to catch that.
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Now, four days later, Sunghoon was feeling lost and out of sorts. Their nightly calls were the only thing keeping him sane. His distracted gaze left his phone when he heard a door opening. A moment later, the door cracked open, and his twin sister's face appeared.
"Hey! How's my devilishly charming brother?" Sohyun greeted him with a quick kiss on the cheek. "How's Y/n? I heard her grandmother passed away."
He explained the situation to her.
"So, she wonât be back until next week?" she asked, surprised. "Sheâll have a lot of classwork to catch up on."
"Yeah, I knowâŚâ he replied, not paying much attention to his sister.
Sohyun gave him a knowing look, but he didnât notice, his eyes still glued to his phone.
âThat explains why you look like that. You miss her already,â she teased.
He turned to her, frowning, and swallowed before answering, âJust a little.â
Sohyun laughed loudly, wrapping an arm around his head and patting his hair. âAw, my poor brother.â
Annoyed, he pulled away.
âYou guys are talking on the phone, right?â she pressed on.
âOf course. Whenever she doesnât have visitors to entertain and when she has signal connection.â He hadnât meant to sound bitter, but it slipped out, and Sohyun hugged him again.
âHave you met up with Jake and the others recently?â
He was confused by her question. Since when did his sister take an interest in his friends? âAbout three weeks ago, why?â
She shrugged. âI just think you should go out with them sometimes. Might keep you from being too⌠heartbrokenâI mean, bored.â
He scowled at his sister, "Cut it out. I'm not in love with her."
She just laughed at his obvious lie and gave his shoulder a pat. He thought he mightâve heard her murmur, "So defensive."
Before he could reply, she added, "Mom and Dad were asking about you, by the way. Thatâs why I came by. You can meet up with Jake and the others tomorrow instead. Come with me to see themâtheyâve been missing us. Shut down your computer, and letâs go visit them together so we can both get the âwhen are you getting marriedâ talk.â
Sunghoon agreed, feeling that he missed their parents too, along with the great food and warm, cheerful atmosphere at home.
"Please tell me you've found her, son."
They had just finished lunch togetherâa rare occasion now that both him and his sister had moved out. They really cherished these moments, and their mom had even prepared a special meal, complete with dessert. Now, he and his father were on the porch, enjoying coffee where it was shaded and cool even in the midday heat. Sunghoon watched his father thoughtfully. To him, his dad had always embodied gentle strength, integrity, and inner peace. He admired him deeply for his loyalty to family, especially to his mom. Sunghoon aspired to be like him, but it was one thing to say it and another to live it.
Just finding a woman he could love for life was already proving difficult.
He smiled at his father. "Almost there, Dad.â
His fatherâs eyes sparkled with warmth. "That's good to hear. Itâs better than your usual answer of ânot yet.â Thatâs progress." He gave him a meaningful look. "Have you met someone?"
Sunghoon hesitated, considering whether to mention you. Yes, you were different from anyone else heâd dated, but he didnât want to raise his dadâs hopesâor his own. It still felt like you both were just testing the waters.
It wasnât serious at all. It felt more like a casual friendship between him and you, an agreement to meet and get to know each other over twenty-five days. That was all there was to it. It was unrealistic to expect anything more.
Besides, he wasnât really in love with you. He liked you, cared about you, and enjoyed spending time together. He felt attracted to you; he lusted after you. That was it.
He shrugged. "Same old same, Dad. Just casual dates."
His father patted him on the shoulder. "You said itâs getting closer. Thatâs good enough for me. Just make sure to introduce her to us, okay?" Sunghoon nodded. "Your mom and I are getting older, and I really want to have a grandchild while I can still carry and chase one around."
The younger man took a sip of coffee from his mug. "You still have Sohyun, Dad."
"It seems more likely to happen if itâs you Iâm counting out on."
Sunghoon just smiled. He wondered if his sibling was also like him when it comes to this love thing, pretending to be indifferent but secretly searching for the kind of love their parents had found.
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"I think Y/n would really like parasailing. We could go to the nearest beach here. She has a lot of lessons to make up for due to her absences. Can I have the contact number?"
They were able to meet up that evening after he returned from his parents' house. Sunghoon glanced up at Jake from his phone, waiting as he took his time dictating the numbers. He noticed his friends staring at him with amused expressions.
He furrowed his brow at them. âThe fuck is wrong with you guys?" he asked.
Jay grinned. "You."
Sunghoonâs frown deepened. "Huh?"
"Bro, we're hitting our favorite bar to catch up, talk, and have some drinks," Jay explained. "And if you used to look at these outings as opportunities to find your next date, now all you seem to talk about is 'Y/n this, Y/n that.' Damn, are you in love or something?" He laughed as if to annoy him.
And it indeed annoyed him.
"Did I say something wrong?" Sunghoonâs voice raised slightly.
They had been friends since college and were known as those typical playboys who would change their girlfriends faster then they would change clothes. Now, they were all married, leaving him as the only single one. They knew each other's quirks, but sometimes, small misunderstandings would crop up, especially when they shot him those odd looks.
"Relax, Hoon." Heeseung said. "Weâre just a bit thrown off by you, but youâre good. Go on and tell us more about this Y/n and how she brought some color to your otherwise dull and meaningless life." He added a dramatic hand gesture, as if performing a piece of poetry, and that made the guys laugh at their youngest.
Sunghoon scowled. âIâm not in love with her, okay? Whatâs wrong with you guys?"
"Bro, trust me. You sounded like you were just minutes away from marrying her earlier," Jay interjected. "Itâs like youâre just like us now. Everything you used to fight for, youâve completely forgotten."
He paused, his beer halfway to his lips. "What do you mean?"
"Hoon, to us, youâre the definition of a carefree and independent guy. Youâre just chill with your career, love life, and familyâenjoying everything without any pressure. You donât commit to anyone, so youâve been heartache-free all this time, right? You even take pride in your serial dating. You donât need a girl, and youâre not shedding any tears over them. Youâre single, and you love it. You were the man, Hoonâat least, you used to be," Heeseung explained. "But now, look at youâconstantly talking about your Y/n. You seem really attached to her, and you sound like a completely different person. Itâs like youâre in love."
He paused for a moment, trying to regain his composure. "Youâre just imagining things, Hyung."
His friend shook his head. "Thereâs nothing wrong with being in love, though. Weâre happy for you, of course. Weâre just a little surprised."
He forced a smile. "Fuck off. Iâm not in love." But even to his own ears, he sounded pathetic, which made him feel uneasy.
Day 18
"Well somebodyâs got a different glow today," Daehi commented, watching you in the mirror of the room you were using at your grandmotherâs house. It was the same room you used to stay in eight years ago, before you moved to Seoul for college.
You smiled at her. "Liar. Look at how huge my eyebags are."
Daehi moved to stand beside you at the vanity mirror, staring at both of your reflections. "Your eyes are sparkling, I swear. It's like youâre excited to go home or something." She grinned mischievously. "Maybe someoneâs waiting for you at the airport? Someone youâve missed a lot?" She even pinched your side, making you playfully frown at her.
"Look whoâs talkingâyouâre the one with a new guy," you teased, hinting at her frequent phone calls lately. "Whatâs his name again?"
"Yuno," she said, steering the conversation back to you. "And how are things with Hoon? Should I start addressing him as my âbrother-in-lawâ now?" she asked with a grin.
You shrugged nonchalantly, even though just hearing his name made your heart race. Ten days of only seeing him through your phone made you miss him even more. You couldnât wait to see, smell, and hold him again.
You sighed. "Same as always."
"Liar," your sister scoffed, rolling her eyes. "Come on, Ican see that sparkle in your eyes. Stop denying it."
You took a deep breath. "Daehi, what weâre doing is just a kind of experiment, not an actual relationship. Itâs for research. He just wants to prove heâs right, which is probably why heâs being a little flirty. And I canât let myself fall for someone who I know wonât reciprocate my feelings. That would be like walking straight into heartbreak. And Iâm not stupid.
Your sister's face wrinkled in thought. "Canât? Sis, I donât think anyone can decide not to fall in love. It just happens. Sometimes you realize it, but more often, it sneaks up on you⌠especially when you're busy denying it and convincing yourself itâs all just an experiment."
Her words made you uneasy, but you quickly thought of a comeback. "Oh, really? Since when did you become a love expert? Whose post did you steal that from? Send me the link; Iâll study it."
She rolled her eyes. "Oh, come on. You act like I do nothing but scroll online all day." A smirk spread on her face, hinting she was joking. "And for your information, it wasnât a post. It was a tweet from my favorite writer."
âYeah, sure.â You both laughed together.
After a moment, you glanced at your wristwatch. "What time are we leaving? The check-in line might be long."
"We're about to leave. We're just waiting for Jiwon. He was the one who wants to tag along, yet heâs taking his sweet time as if no one is waiting," Daehi complained. "So full of himself, too. Itâs annoying that heâs on our flight."
You chuckled; Jiwon lived just across the street and had been trying to win you over since high school. Now, he was a lawyer based in Seoul.
âJust let it go. His flirting is harmless, soâŚâ You shrugged.
âBut when you and Sunghoon break up next week, donât you dare give that arrogant guy a chance, okay? Heâs gross,â Daehi replied, making a face.
You stopped short, only registering the first part of her statement. Oh, right, today marks Day 18 of your ârelationshipâ with Sunghoon.
Seven days left before you part ways...
A heavy feeling settled in your chest.
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"It's fine for us to just take a taxi, Jiwon," your father said to the playful puppy accompanying you toward the arrival area.
"No, I won't allow that. I'm sorry, Mr. Yoon. We have a car that can fit all of us and our luggage. Why would you want to commute? It's safer to know who will be driving you, right?"
You couldn't help but jump in. "We have someone picking us up, Won. Sorry." You turned to your parents while tucking your phone into your pocket, where you'd been speaking with your ride. "Sunghoon is waiting for us."
"Oh, good," your mother replied.
Your father beamed widely, and Daehi even clapped. It seemed like they all preferred Sunghoon over the lawyer.
As you stepped outside, an SUV pulled up right on cue. Sunghoon got out and greeted you with a broad smile.
"Welcome back," he said, moving to lift one of the suitcases into the car. You couldnât take your eyes off him; you really missed him. You were snapped back to reality when he approached you and, as usual, brushed a few strands of hair away from your face. "Ready to go?" he asked softly.
Only then did you realize that all your things were already loaded into the SUV, and your family was seated inside. You glanced back at Jiwon, who stood behind you with a frown.
"We'll head out first. Bye!" You climbed into the passenger seat next to Sunghoon.
As soon as you closed the door, your companions started chiming in, all complaining about the lawyer.
Luke couldnât help but smile. "You guys really donât like him, huh?"
They all chimed in with their complaints again.
The guy laughed outright. "He seemed fine when he introduced to me earlier." You were taken aback by that. Had the two guys already met while you were zoning out? Was he meaning to say that you stood there like a fool for a good few minutes?
"Well, maybe he was intimidated by you," your dad joked.
âOther than being a neighbor, what else is your connection to him, if you donât mind me asking?â Sunghoon asked.
âHeâs Y/nâs suitor since high school, and heâs still trying to win her over, even after getting rejected for at least ten times now.â
âDaehi,â you interjected, hoping to prevent any further comments.
âDonât worry, Sunghoon doesnât seem like the jealous type at all,â your mischievous little sister teased, laughing.
Your parents chuckled. You glanced at the guy mentioned; he just smiled, seemingly unfazed.
âHow was Busan, by the way?â you heard him ask your family in the car.
âIt was okay. Many people came to visit and mourned for Mama; itâs clear she was loved by many,â your mom replied. She wasnât teary-eyed anymore when talking about the elder, unlike during their early days in the province.
âMy condolences. I wanted to fly to Busan, butââ
âOh, thatâs really not necessary, Sunghoon. We know you care; youâve called us several times and even sent flowers, and thatâs enough. You donât need to travel all the way here. It would just be too much of a hassle for you,â your dad said with a smile.
âAnyway, whoâs up for some Korean barbecue and bibimbap?â Your mom and sister both raised their hands. You joined in. âWell, it looks like the majority wins, Hoon. I hope that works for you?â
âSounds great,â he replied, keeping his eyes on the road.
Soon enough, the others in the back began chatting among themselves. Sunghoon turned to you and flashed a smile. âHi,â he said it cutely, almost in a whisper so that only you could hear.â
âHello,â you answered.
âHow was Busan? Is it the breeze there that made you look even more stunning?â
You grinned at him. âYouâre still as flirty as ever,â you whispered back to keep it between the two of you. âBusan was alright. How about you? How have you been?â
âIâm alright. Itâs not like i almost died from how much Iâve missed you.â
"Good thing you managed to hold back your laughter, or else your family might have wondered about how loud you were. You discreetly pinched his arm.
"Youâre so infuriating," you whispered.
"I missed you,â he replied, earning a sweet smile from you.
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Sunghoon looked at you while drying the dish you just rinsed. "Are you tired?"
He smiled, and despite your initial hesitation, you found yourself replying, "You've asked that question seven thousand three hundred seventy-eight times. No, Hoon. Iâm not tired," you laughed.
He playfully pinched your nose. "I'm just concerned since you just came back from a trip."
"Maybe I'm suffering from jet lag? Is that it?â you replied sarcastically while handing him the last plate.
He laughed, and the sound resonated with you. "How would I know? Maybe the time zone in Busan is different now," he quipped.
You watched as he finished drying the plate. "You might be the one who's tired. You drove, helped with the groceries, chopped ingredients while Mom and I were cooking, and now you're helping me wash the dishes."
They had snacked at a restaurant before stopping by the grocery store to pick up dinner items while still in his company.
After he finished, he looked at you with a serious expression on his handsome face.
âIâm just trying to find a reason to be close to you. I missed you, you know that already.â The excitement hit you unexpectedly, and even though you recognized how cheesy it sounded, you couldnât help but grin. âYou really have a way with those lines, donât you?â
He made a pout. âCome on, Yoon Y/n, what am I supposed to do with you?â Sunghoon took your hand and dried it with the hand towel resting on the kitchen counter. He also put some sanitizer on both your hands. His touch was gentle, as if your hands were fragile.
He slowly lifted one of your hands to his lips and kissed the back of it. You could feel warmth spread to his face, but you realized you werenât blushing. It felt like you were just staring at him, completely mesmerized.
With his other hand, he gently caressed your cheek. "Alright, I admit it. I missed you so much that I'm trying to make up for it now."
Your throat felt dry, and you swallowed hard. Without realizing it, you ran your tongue over your lower lip. You noticed that Sunghoon was watching your every move, and he let out a breath as he took in what you did Your knees felt weak when you saw the expression on his face; there seemed to be a fire in his eyes, and his jaw muscles tightened. He leaned closer to you, and your breathing quickened as the distance between you closed.
"God, Y/n," he murmured, almost breathlessly.
Your heart raced as you closed your eyes, waiting for what would happen next.
"Hey, Y/nâ,â
You both jumped at the sound of Daehi's voice. You pulled back from Sunghoon, releasing his hand and turning to look at your sister, your eyes wide with surprise.
Daehi paused for a moment, observing you both. After a beat, she broke into an apologetic smile. "Oh, Iâm sorry. I didnât know."
You felt your face heat up, but you pretended to act casual. "D-do you need something?"
Your sister's teasing gaze lingered on you. "Momâs looking for her tablet. Did she leave it with you?"
"Ah..." Goodness, your mind seemed to have tangled up, making it hard to think straight. "Yeah. It's in my handbag," you finally replied as your memory kicked in. "Hold on, I'll get it."
You didnât even glance at Sunghoon before leaving; you just werenât ready to meet his eyes yet. Shaking your head, you left the two of them behind and headed upstairs to your room, where your bag is located.
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Sunghoon watched as you walked away to retrieve what your mom needed. He couldn't hide his happiness. The atmosphere in the Yoon household reminded him of his parents' home, and he found himself not wanting to return to his own apartment. He was aware that you could see how he acted like a clingy boyfriend who couldnât step away from you. Everything he said was genuine, and if he could, he would stay by your side until next week.
He heard Daehi giggling softly and turned to look at her. She was watching him with a playful smile.
"Youâre really smitten," she remarked, and she didnât seem offended by what she had just seen.
He smiled back but didnât argue with her.
"I can tell the feelings are mutual. Iâm really happy for you both. The more I see you together, the more convinced I am that youâre a perfect match."
Sunghoon chuckled. "Thanks, Daehi."
"Anytime, brother," she replied with a laugh. She gave him a light hug and playfully nudged him. "Letâs go wait for Y/n in the living room. Mom is already there."
Sunghoon spent hours chatting with your family about various topics while gradually feeling sleepy.
"What I've learned from this business is that life is short. No one is invincible to death, and no one can escape when their time is up," Mr. Yoon said. "I've heard so many stories from those who lost loved ones, regretting not having told them how much they loved them before it was too late."
"I still remember my first client, a twenty-one-year-old man who was about to graduate as the top of his class in just a month," you shared. "His mother was devastated because he was their hope. They were struggling; his mother was a seamstress, and his father was a plumber. Companies were already lined up to hire him upon graduation. But suddenly, while walking on their street, he was hit by a car driven by a drunk driver, and that was it." You shrugged. "All of his family's dreams went up in smoke. I can never forget that."
A moment of silence fell over the group as everyone absorbed the gravity of what they had just heard.
"And we must also remember that we can't take any material possessions with us when we die," your mom chimed in. "That's why I always remind Y/n about this."
"Mom," you said with a calm tone, widening your eyes slightly, as if already guessing what she was about to say.
"She doesnât need to keep studying, working, and building up wealth," your mom continued as though she hadnât heard you. "She canât take her diplomas or money to the grave. What he should really focus on is finding a life partner."
Sunghoon chuckled as you groaned, hiding your face. "Mom, pleaseâŚ"
"What? Am I wrong?" she protested. "Look at you, you treat dating like itâs just another adventure. Itâs a good thing you met her, dear," she said, turning to Sunghoon. "At least I know thereâs someone decent whoâll care for him if something happens to us."
"Mom, you and Dad are still young. You're not going anywhere," you objected. "And Iâm only twenty-fiveâthereâs no need to rush.â
Amused by how cute you looked, Sunghoon couldnât resist pinching your cheek.
"When I was your age, I already had two kids," your mom remarked, glancing at your dad, who had his eyes closed. She sighed. "Alright, Iâm heading upstairs. It looks like your dadâs already out for the night."
âIâm still awake,â your dad mumbled.
âOh, come on, itâs time to get to bed,â your mom said as she stood to give Sunghoon a quick hug. âWeâll leave you two now, dear. Thanks for picking us up at the airport and spending the day with us. Make sure to come back more often, alright? Good night!â She turned to your dad. âCome on.â
Your dad gave Sunghoon a smile as they walked toward the stairs. âLeaving you in the care of my two girls, Sunghoon. Iâm ready to call it a night.â
âNo problem, sir,â he replied.
âIâll head up, tooâYunoâs calling me,â Daehi added, giving you both a quick peck on the cheek. âIâll leave you two love birds alone. Enjoy!â
Now, it was just the two of you. Sunghoon looked at you. âAre you tired?â
âDo you want to head home?â you asked back.
Honestly, heâd prefer to just stay here if he could. But he shook his head. âIf youâre not tired yet, Iâd like to stay. Just kick me out when youâre ready to call it a night.â
You smiled. âLetâs hold off for a bit, then.â
âAlright, letâs talk.â He moved a bit closer, gently taking your hand.
âYou know, I think I live by the same âlife is shortâ motto your parents mentioned. I get that life is brief, so Iâd rather make the most of it. No sense in wasting it on worries.â
Absentmindedly, you played with your entwined hands. "For me, life is indeed short, but itâs also an adventure. Itâs brief, so Iâm reaching for all my dreams while I still can⌠while thereâs still time."
He turned to face you. âYour fatherâs right. We should tell people how we feel while we still have time,â he said, making you pause, eyes widening. âSo let me say this: I missed you, Y/n.â
Some emotion flickered across your face before you smiled. Was that disappointment? âI missed you, too.â
Sunghoon gazed at you, taking in your features. Your face looked radiant in any light, your smile bright, eyes sparkling. Your heart pounded in your chest, a fluttery feeling rising in your stomach.
He cleared his throat, as if heâd just decided something. âAnd because life is short,â he said in a low voice, âIâm going to take this chance while I still can.â He gently cupped your face and leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
He had expected you to pull away, maybe even push him back, but your reaction surprised him. You kissed him back, your lips moving perfectly in sync with his.
Sunghoonâs knees nearly buckled, as if all his strength had drained away. He leaned in, deepening the kiss, and you allowed him without a second thought, matching his every move. He let out a soft, deep sound. You tasted faintly of the creamy coffee you'd had earlier⌠and something sweet he couldnât quite place. Your lips were incredibly soft, and the smoothness of your cheek beneath his fingers only heightened the experience.
If only he had known it would feel like this, he would have done it on the very first day you both met.
Reluctantly, he broke the kiss and opened his eyes to look at you. Your eyes were still closed, lips slightly parted, as if you were waiting for more. And who was he to say no? He leaned in again, kissing you once more. It took him a moment longer before he finally managed to pull away.
He rested his forehead against yours. "I think it's time for me to go," he said, still catching his breath.
"Wait, what?" you replied, a bit stunned as you pulled back to look into his eyes. "I thoughtâ"
"If I don't head out now, I might just do something impulsive," he said with a knowing smile.
Your eyes widened, and though he couldnât see the blush, he felt the warmth radiate from your cheeks through his hands.
He pressed a firm kiss to your forehead before reluctantly stepping back and getting to his feet.
Day 19
"Tough luck, huh?â you said as the rain suddenly poured down while you both were on your way to Incheon.
The night before, you had walked Sunghoon to his carâŚ.
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As he opened the door, he smiled at you. "Iâll see you tomorrow. Letâs go out."
You hesitated. "Iâve got a research paper I need to finish. Itâs a special project my professor assigned as a substitute for the exams I missed last week."
He paused for a moment, thinking, then grinned. "Alright, how about we just go to a nearby beach? Maybe Eurwangni, near Incheon. You can work on your paper by the shore, and Iâll even help you out. Sound good?"
You smiled, endeared by his persistent charm.
"Alright, fine. See you then."
With a final kiss on your lips, he got into his car, leaving you with a smile as he drove off.
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And now, here you were. The rain poured down like a storm, with strong winds accompanying it, prompting him to turn on the radio. It was then that you both found out a typhoon was on the way.
"Hmm, is this a sign that we should just go back and cuddle instead?" Sunghoon joked, grinning at you.
At the twinkle in your eyes, your cheeks flushed, and your imagination raced with various scenarios of Sunghoon lying in bed with you. You mentally scolded yourself; you had been like this since last night, with all sorts of thoughts suddenly surfacingâsome of them rather steamy. It was partly his fault, too. That kiss he had given you before you parted ways had stirred up those thoughts. You had barely slept for two hours because of it.
Now, sitting beside him, your awareness of his presence felt intensified, as if the warmth radiating from your body was reaching out to him.
Your mouth felt dry, and your heart raced every time your eyes met his. Youâd rather not think about the sensations stirring between your thighs.
This is getting out of hand.
"Y/n?" You felt Sunghoonâs gentle finger tapping your cheek. "Are you okay?"
You met his gaze while pretending not to notice the familiar sensations you were experiencing.
"Huh?" you replied, a little flustered. "Y-you were saying something?"
He furrowed his brow but didnât comment on your odd behavior. "I was saying, do you want to work on your research at my place? Itâs closer than heading back to your house. I think by this afternoon the storm will have passed, and the rain wonât be as heavy."
You couldn't answer right away. You knew that the guy lived alone, which meant you would have the place to yourselves. Plus, the weather was chilly because of the storm.
And there goes your naughty imagination once again...
You shut your eyes, trying to control your feelings.
"But if you're not comfortable, we can just go back to your place," Sunghoon said.
"W-we might get stranded on the road. Letâs just go to your pad. You can drop me off later when the rain eases up. Iâll just call my mom so she won't worry.
"Alright then,â
You nodded in response. And just within a few minutes later, you finally arrived at his place and started drying off. You had gotten a little wet from the rain when you exited the car.
âHere, wear this while we dry your clothes,â he said, handing you a towel along with a white t-shirt and boxer shorts. Which you gladly took from him.
âThanks,â you replied. âIs it okay if I go to the bathroom first?â
âOf course, go ahead.â
The bathroom was clean and featured a modern, minimalist design that was just right for a young man like Sunghoon. You quickly dried off and changed into the clothes. The t-shirt was quite big, but the fabric felt comfortable against you.
When you stepped out, you saw Sunghoon in the kitchen, checking what was inside the refrigerator.
âIs there anything to eat in there?â you asked.
He turned to face you, and a look of appreciation lit up his eyes when he saw you. âWow! That looks great on you,â he said, gesturing toward the clothes you were wearing.
Feeling a bit self-conscious, you glanced down. âThe fabric feels really nice. Can I just keep this shirt?â
âSure, go ahead,â he replied, then added quietly, âYou've been taking my sanity since day one, anyway, so what's a shirt?â
You lifted your head, surprised by his comment. âWhat was that?â
He shook his head and quickly changed the topic. âI have ingredients for kimchi jjigae here, minus the tofu. Is that okay with you? Or would you rather order lunch instead?
âYou can really cook?â you asked as you moved closer to look inside the refrigerator.
He took out a bag of kimchi and set it in a bowl. "Well, I havenât experienced being confined to the hospital because of my cookingâat least, not yet." he said with a shrug and a smile. âI wanted to impress you and make something fancy, but this is all I have in my fridge.â
âWow!â you laughed. âItâs fine, thereâs always a next time. You can impress me another day.â
You were about to step beside him to help when you remembered your research project. âOh, sorry. Iâd love to help, but I just remembered my research.â
âItâs alright.â He gave you a light kiss on the top of your head and began slicing the green onions. âGo on, get to it. Iâll call you when the foodâs ready.â
For the next few minutes, the two of you focused on your own tasks while the rain continued to pour outside. Every now and then, youâd steal a glance at him, amused by how absorbed he was in his cooking when a knock on the door interrupted both of you.
âIâll get it,â Sunghoon said, quickly moving to open the door ahead of you.
âHoonie, I really need your help!â came an overly dramatic painful in the ear voice.
âYuri!â he said, surprised. âWhatâs wrong?â
You watched them curiously from a distance.
âThereâs something making a creaking noise on my roof, and youâre the only person I feel close to here,â she said, grabbing onto his arm. She was wearing shorts so short they looked like underwear and a tight shirt that hugged her noticeably full chest. âCould you take a quick look? Iâm worried it might blow away with this storm. Is that okay?â
Sunghoon looked back at you with a questioning expression.
âOh, you have company,â she said, waving at you in an overly friendly manner. âSorry about that! Iâm Yuri, Hoonieâs neighbor and friend.â
"Hi, Iâm Y/n," you replied with a polite smile.
"Is it okay if I borrow him for a bit? I really need his help," she said in that same high-pitched tone that was beginning to grate on your nerves. So, you just nodded quickly, "No problem." Then you looked over at Sunghoon and smiled. "Iâll keep an eye on your cooking too.â
âIâll be right back!â Hoon had said before being pulled away by the woman, whose presence somehow left you feeling a bit annoyed.
It wasnât that you had any issues with women who dress a bit provocativelyâitâs their choice. But there was just something about this one that got under your skin. She seemed to have a flirtatious edge in everything she did and said. And yes, even the way she dressed felt like it was designed to grab Hoonâs attention.
Youâre overthinking things, Y/nâŚ
You told yourself.
Still, you couldnât shake off the sense that, if Sunghoon were to start dating someone else after youâre done with this 25-day dating thing you had with him, Yuri would be the first to jump at the chance.
You pushed away the negative feelings and stood up from the couch to check on Hoonâs cooking. Everything was simmering nicely, with the heat on low to keep things from overcooking. You also noticed the rice cooker was on, and it looked like he had started preparing dessertâgiven the slices of fruits he had set aside along with a can of Sprite. Impressive for someone you considered your âpseudoâ date; he wasnât just all handsome but also knew his way around the kitchen. Whoever ends up marrying that guy will be damn heck of a lucky woman.
You went ahead and continued setting up lunch.
Just as you finished, the door opened, and Sunghoon stepped inside, shirtless and soaked from the rain.
What a comboâŚ
You quickly ran to grab the towel he had used earlier and handed it to him. "What happened to you?" you asked, feeling your breath hitch as you took him in.
Your eyes couldn't help but wander over his bare form, dressed now in only his shorts. His body was lean and muscular, his skin glistening with rainwater. He looked hard everywhereâfrom the sharp lines of his jawline to his shoulders, pecs, arms, and absâŚ
Honestly, just looking at his torso made you feel full. Lunch suddenly felt optional.
You decided not to let your gaze drift any lower from his abs; no need to find anything else that might be, well⌠hard.
"Sorry, I took a while. Turns out there was more to fix on Yuriâs roof than I expected." Without seeming to notice your gaze, he handed you his wet shirt and began drying himself off. "Are you hungry?"
Then he looked at you, really looked at you, and there it wasâthe realization. His smile faded, and a spark ignited in his eyes as he noticed the effect he was having on you.
You swallowed unconsciously, feeling your breath hitch. He mustâve seen a different kind of hunger in your eyesâprobably noticed that your hands were itching to touch his chest, his abs, his arms. Your heart pounded even harder as he took a slow, deliberate step toward you. Your knees practically turned to jelly under the weight of his intense, half-lidded gaze.
He raised a hand, lightly brushing his thumb across your cheek. But before you could even react, he brought his thumb to his lips, tasting whatever he had wiped away from your face.
"Condensed milk? What kind of dessert are you making?" His tone was casual, but his gaze burned as it lingered on you.
JerkâŚ
"Uh..." You swallowed, trying to keep your composure. "Itâs⌠itâs nothing. You can try it later."
"Canât wait," he murmured, though the way he looked at your lips suggested he had something else in mind heâd like to taste. "Iâm gonna go shower again."
He left, and you finally let out a breath. It was only then you realized the wet shirt in your hands was now soaking your legs. With a sigh, you went to the laundry area to dry it up.
When Sunghoon returned, he mentioned feeling cold, which was obvious given he was wrapped up in a thick sweatshirt and jogging pants. Having a meal together and some hot soup seemed to help him feel a bit better, and he really enjoyed the hwachae dessert youâd made.
But soon enough, he was back to feeling unwell, lying on the couch next to you under a heavy blanket. Youâd already given him some medicine for the flu.
Gently, you ran your fingers through his hair. "Why didnât that Yuri just call a carpenter?" you muttered irritably. "Now lookâyouâre sick because of her."
"She couldnât get a carpenter out there in this storm," he replied, voice slightly hoarse.
"Thatâs exactly my point! Itâs storming, and she still had you go up on the roof! What if a lightning struck you?â you scolded.
Sunghoon opened his eyes, giving you a playful smile. âI donât think it was her intention to get me hurt or sick. I think she just wanted to see me soaked, with my shirt sticking to me. I even took it off for her sake. Poor girlâs been trying so hard with her charms.â
You playfully tugged his hair. âYouâre such a flirt. You knew exactly what she was doing, yet you still played along.â
He chuckled. âIâve made it pretty clear to Yuri in plenty of ways that Iâm not interested. She just doesnât give up, so I let it go.â You felt a hint of satisfaction at that, though you tried not to show it. âBut why not? Sheâs beautiful, has smooth skin, and, well⌠sheâs got curves.â
He gave a subtle, meaningful smile. âIâm a lot more drawn to a certain sexy embalmer.â
Your cheeks warmed, leaving you momentarily speechless.
"Just let me know if you want to go home. I can still give you a ride," he murmured, his gaze soft on you.
You shook your head as you finished packing up your laptop. "No, Hoon. I donât want you taking any risks.â
âNo, really, Iâll drive you.â
âShould I call Sohyun? Maybe she can come over so youâre not alone.â You remembered Sohyun lived nearby.
He closed his eyes, looking a bit sleepy. âSheâs out of town with her fellow teachers. She wonât be back until next week.â
âOh, right,â you said. âI called home earlier, and Mom warned sheâd shave my head if I left you here alone while youâre still unwell.â
âReally?â He let out a soft laugh. âDonât tell me you two are already planning on trapping me into marriage?â
âWow, the ego,â you chuckled as he shifted closer until his head rested in your lap. âIâd be up for it⌠just not when Iâm this defenseless.â He took your hand and held it to his cheek. âJust wait until the medicine kicks in, then Iâll give you my full cooperation with the whole marriage plot.â He closed his eyes, finally settling in.
You chuckled softly. "You're really something."
For a few moments, you let yourself simply stare at his face as he lay there, eyes closed, resting his cheek in the warmth of your hand. A soft smile appeared on your lips. There was a sense of peace within you. You felt content, happy to be someone he neededâeven if just for now, even if only for today. But that happiness was tinged with sadness, knowing youâd have to step back soon, and someone else might take your place, offering the comfort you could only give for a limited time.
That thought settled heavily in your heart, bringing a quiet ache you were already feeling now.
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Day 20
Sunghoon woke up in the early hours feeling significantly better. And his mood lifted even more when he opened his eyes to find your face inches from his, both of you tucked together tightly on the sofa. The air was still chilly from the rain that drizzled outside, quieter now than the night before.
"Go back to sleep, it's only a little past two," you murmured, brushing a hand gently over his hair.
He furrowed his brow, hearing a slight edge in your tone, and his eyes searched yours more closely. "Have you been crying?" he asked, concerned.
You shook your head with a faint smile, but that didnât ease the worry in his gaze. Something felt off. He started to rise, wanting to get a better look at you, but your hands held his face tenderly.
âYour feverâs gone. How are you feeling?â you asked, your voice soft.
He took a moment to assess himself. "Better. Thank you for staying with me."
You smiled before pulling his face down, kissing him. The moment his lips met yours, his body reacted instinctively. He could feel heat spreading through him. You deepened the kiss, your lips brushing softly against his, until he parted his mouth and your tongue slipped in, drawing a groan from him. Sparks seemed to ignite along every nerve.
You shifted to pull him closer, one of your hands roaming under his sweatshirt, skimming over his chest with warm, gentle strokes that had his breath hitching. He was overwhelmed by the softness of your touch.
He pulled back, panting, trying to regain control, but you just trailed your lips down his jaw and to his neck. "We need to stop," he whispered, though his hands betrayed him, tracing down your back and sides. You felt so warm beneath his touch, every inch of him aching to feel more.
"Sunghoon..." you murmured, lifting the edge of his sweatshirt. "Please."
He finally gave in to you and himself. He reached for your face and kissed you again on the lips. Every movement was heated, and it felt like there was something he wanted to say. He pulled away slightly from your lips. You groaned, protesting.
âY/N, donât do this, baby, please. I might do something weâll both regret.â He nuzzled your neck and gave it a playful lick. You bit your lower lip, but a moan still escaped as you arched your back, giving him space for what he was doing.
Breathless, he lowered his head and traced your collarbone with his lips and tongue, moving back to your neck and jaw. You moaned aloud.
And shit, he was aroused like he had never felt before. And it had only been a few kisses that you shared in that moment.
âY/NâŚâ he whispered in your ear before giving it a small bite. âTell me to stop. Please.â He needed you to refuse, to push him away and act uninterested. But your reaction was the opposite. You were responsive, so sweet, so soft and warm...
You reached for both sides of his head and gazed at him from beneath your heavy eyelids. âI wonât regret anything, I promise,â you murmured, caressing his lips. âPlease, Sunghoon. I need this. I need you. Kiss me.â
The throaty quality in your voice did it. Or maybe it was your soft, fragrant body splayed over him. Or the hazy desire in your eyes. Or your scent. Maybe it was your zeal despite the innocence in your kisses. It could also be everything about you.
The rain continued to pour outside, but neither of you felt cold.
Sunghoon moved to stand up, quickly carrying you to his room. He kissed you on the lips and allowed the two of you to tumble onto the bed. You bumped into each other a bit and burst into laughter. But your smiles faded when you locked eyes. He caressed your cheek. âAre you sure you know what weâre going to do?â
You rolled your eyes and punched him in the arm. âWhat do you think I am, five?â
You laughed, but it sounded differentâtense, full of desire that was desperately trying to escape you. âIâm just making sure. Are you really sure about this? You can still back out. Just say the word anytime.â
You looked at him, a soft, heart-wrenching emotion in your eyes. âIâm sure. Stop being annoying. I want this. I want to be yours tonight. I want to make love with you.â
It was like gasoline that ignited the fire within him even more. His knees shook, and his heart raced.
âOh, God,â he said, almost moaning.
He was sure he did not do anything to deserve this.
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A spark lit up in Sunghoon's eyes when he heard you. Then, he was on youâkissing your lips, your neck, your jaw; his hands roaming, pressing against your chest over the fabric of your shirt, gripping your waist and hips. Neither of you even remembered the storm raging outside. You were both too lost in the heat you were creating, the passion between the two of you.
He tugged at the bottom of your shirt. "Let's take this off. I want to see you." You sat up, helping him lift it off, along with your bra.
Lying back down, you bit your lip, but couldn't suppress the soft, inviting sound that slipped from your throat as he traced his hand down from your neck to your stomach, stopping at the waistband of your shorts. He slipped them off, gazing at you with a searing look. âOh, God,â he murmured, breathless. âYouâre beautiful.â
Your back arched instinctively under his heated gaze, an involuntary response. âSunghoonâŚâ
Feeling your urgency, he reached behind his neck, pulling his sweatshirt over his head.
He stood up, removing his joggers and boxers, then reached into a drawer, grabbing a foil packet and placing it on the side table
The bed creaked as he lay back down on his side, cupping your face to kiss you again. You let your hands drop to caress his chest and shoulders. He felt hot and firm everywhere, making every feminine part of you tremble in anticipation. He kneaded your breast, taking one peak into his mouth, and your body shuddered as you moaned his name. It felt like every inch of you was vibrating, heating up. You cradled his head to pull him closer as he teasingly slid his tongue over the skin of your breast before taking the other stiff peak into his mouth.
Good lord, you werenât prepared for this.
It was too... divine.
You gasped when you felt his other hand exploring between your thighs, where you were wet and eager. You tried to squeeze your thighs together, but he gently pushed them apart. Then he was touching your most intimate area, sliding a finger along your drenched slit.
âOh, my God, SunghoonâŚâ you called out, unable to explain what you were feeling. It was as if you were about to melt or explode.
âSo sweet, so soft. I want to lick you all over,â he murmured in your ear. He kissed you passionately as his hand continued to move.
You tore your mouth away from his and moaned loudly as you felt his finger gently slipping inside you. Your body moved on its own, trembling with pleasure. âOh fuckâŚâ
Breathless, he lowered his head back to your chest. He captured one peak and lightly bit it, causing a low shout to escape your lips. Then, his hand moved faster, and every muscle in your body tensed at the delicious sensation.
Your eyes widened as you stared at Sunghoonâs face, watching him with a hot, serious expression. He looked so fucking hot. And this same gorgeous man was touching you intimately... and he seemed to be enjoying it.
âFuck, Sunghoon!â you called out.
âYes,â he whispered, his gaze locked onto you, his jaw clenched as he held back his own desires. You let go, your mouth opening in a silent gasp, but no sound came out. Your entire body trembled in fulfillment.
Before you could recover, Sunghoon kissed you hotly. His hands moved to put on what was needed to protect you both. He was determined to take you completely. He kissed you passionately while gently making his entrance, and the pleasure-pain brought tears to your eyes.
âYou okay, baby?â he asked, stopping immediately. There was a sense of pride in his voice, knowing he was the first person you had completely surrendered to. âCan you handle more?â
âW-wait,â you replied, filled with emotion. This was the moment. You had fully given yourself to Sunghoon.
âYou feel so good,â he said, showering your face and neck with kisses. âItâs never felt like this before.â His lips trailed down to your chest, kissing you before you could even respond. Your muscles twitched, and beads of sweat formed on your skin. Then, you felt him nibbling at your flesh.
You called his name in a breathy whisper.
He groaned and took one of your stiff peaks into his warm mouth. A long moan escaped you as your body arched, matching the way your internal muscles squeezed around him. Sunghoon let out a loud groan. âShit, Y/n! Donât! Youâre driving me crazy,â he exclaimed, feeling himself stiffen against you, struggling to maintain control.
âSunghoon,â you called out, unsure of what to say. âJust get on with it!â
Despite the slick sweat and the effort it took to move, he chuckled. âSo bossy,â he teased in a raspy voice. You smiled, but it quickly vanished as he moved slowly inside you, showering your chest with kisses while whispering your name.
Breathless, you tightened your legs around his waist. You shuddered with each movement he made, letting out sounds you would usually find embarrassing, but right now, you didnât care. Sunghoon let out a low, rough breath, and you thought the sound was incredibly sexy. Desperately, you called his name, almost begging him to give you what you neededâand he did.
Your hands clung tightly to his shoulders, your muscles tensing as you finally reached your peak. Colors exploded behind your closed eyelids, warmth spreading through every fiber of your being. He kept moving for a few more moments, then reached his own climax. Catching your breath and covered in sweat, you slowly returned to reality.
When you opened your eyes, you were greeted by Sunghoonâs smiling face. âAh, Y/n. Youâre going to be the death of me.â
âThat was amazing,â you murmured with a smile.
Something about your words must have ignited something in him because you saw the fire in his eyes reignite. Your eyes widened as you felt him begin to harden again inside you.
âFuck, Y/nâŚâ he whispered, before covering your mouth with his in a deep kiss, not giving you a chance to say anything else.
â
It was nearly noon when Sunghoon woke up, hours later than usual. The first thing he did was reach over, searching for you beside him. But when his hand touched only mattress and blankets, his eyes flew open. You were nowhere to be found.
Panic rising, he got up quickly and checked the bathroom. Empty.
He stepped out of the room. âY/n?â he called, but there was no sign of you in the kitchen or the living room. Even your bag and laptop was gone. Grabbing his phone, he dialed your number, but no one answered.
It was Sundayâmaybe you were attending church and had your phone on silent, which would explain why you hadnât noticed his calls. With a sigh, he set his phone aside and went back to the bedroom. Youâd probably left early to ease your parentsâ concerns. He decided heâd just drop by your house later to invite you to dinner. For now, he needed to focus on his work, confident that heâd see you soon. Just a little more patience.
All day, Sunghoon kept trying to reach you with calls and texts, but there was still no answer. He thought maybe it was a network issue or perhaps your phone had run out of battery.
Either way, he reassured himself heâd see you soon.
With anticipation, he showered, dressed carefully, and bought a bouquet of roses matching the color of the dress you wore when you first met, along with your favorite chocolates. While in traffic, he called a nice restaurant to reserve a table for two.
Tonight, he was going to ask you to date him exclusively, officially. He figured you might be taken aback, but heâd explain that he didnât want any time limits on being with you anymore. Excitement filled himâuntil it quickly turned to worry when he arrived at your house, and you werenât there. Your mom told him youâd gone out of town but didnât say where.
Sunghoon tried to stay calm, reasoning that youâd return soon. You had school, and it was too early for you to miss more days, especially since youâd just come back from Busan.
Yet a deep, sudden fear settled inside him.
âââ
Day 24
âSomething othering you?â Sohyun called out as she approached Sunghoon from behind.
Sunghoon saved his work and turned to look at his twin.
âI didnât hear you come in.â
âYouâre being way too serious over there.â She came closer to check out the drawing of a woman for his current erotica book project. âThatâs cute! Whatâs the title?â
âThe Ethical Manwhore. Itâs your typical plotâ the main character is a player who meets a naive girl and falls in love with her.â
Sohyunâs eyes lit up. âThat actually sounds interesting since heâs described as ethicalâmeaning he has some standards. Let me know when itâs out; I want to buy a copy.â
In a way, his sister's banters lightened the weight he was feeling.
âI brought you a little something; you and Y/n can share it.â And just like that, his small joy vanished into thin air.
âT-thanks,â Sunghoon replied with a smile. But if his sister werenât so perceptive, she wouldnât have noticed that his smile was forced. They were too close, i meanâtheyâre practically twins, for her to miss that.
âYou look troubled. Is something wrong?â He turned to face his computer, trying to avoid her gaze.
âJust stressed about work.â
She didnât respond, and he heard her walk over to the sofa, her favorite spot facing him.
âHowâs Y/n?â
There it wasâthe question he had been dreading to answer. He shrugged.
âDid something happen?â
He hesitated before answering, âI donât know,â he cleared his throat before he continued, âI havenât seen her in four days. She might have gone out of town.â
âReally?â Sohyun went silent. When he glanced over her, she was already busy with her phone. With a sigh, he returned to his work from the previous days; that was all his life revolved aroundâhis work and trying to contact you. He had nearly given up on the latter yesterday because he felt like a fool.
He had visited the Yoon house several times but never caught you at home. According to your mom, you were busy with a group project, which is why you were always away. He couldnât even count how many texts he had sent you or how many times he called. He knew you were a free spirit and loved to be spontaneous, traveling everywhere, but if he meant something to you, couldnât you at least send a reply?
Sunghoon was feeling frustrated, sad, and worried. He was missing you badly.
âOh, wait. Seems like sheâs in Jeju,â Sohyun suddenly said, interrupting his thoughts. âSomeone tagged her on IG.â She was about to show him the phone when she quickly pulled it away. âOh, waitânever mind. Mustâve overlooked it.â
His brow furrowed. âWhat was that? Let me see.â
âForget it,â his sister said, keeping the phone out of reach.
âCome on, Sohyun! I just want to see.â He reached for her hand, but she dodged him and stood up from the sofa.
âForget it, Sunghoon!â
âSohyun, please just let me see,â he urged. He didnât have an Instagram account, so he couldnât check it himself.
âSunghoon, stop it! Itâs not for you to look at.â Her tone reminded him of their childhood when their parents would cover their eyes during romantic scenes in movies. Especially when it involved kissing. This only made him more curious. âWhy not? What is it?â They engaged in a playful tug-of-war over the phone.
But since he was taller and stronger, he managed to overpower her. He shot her a glare and glanced at the screen, where he saw a picture of you in a black bikini top and denim shorts, holding a surfboard, with a picturesque backdrop of sand, sea, and sky⌠and Jiwon beside you with his arm wrapped around your shoulder.
It has as caption that says,
Learning surfing is way more fun when your instructor is this gorgeous. đŠ
And below it was a mention,
my @yo.on_y/n đ
Which the post received at least a thousand likes and numerous teasing comments. He checked the date of the postâit was from Sunday, the day he had started losing contact with you.
Frustrated, he handed the phone back to his sister.
âI told you not to look at it,â she said.
Without responding, he left her on the sofa and turned his attention back to his computer.
âYour twenty-five days together are over, right?â she said after a moment. âSo, youâre probably not jealous that sheâs with someone else, right?â
Sunghoon closed his eyes to keep himself from snapping at his sister. He was starting to take back what he said about her being perceptive when it came to him; clearly, that wasnât true.
âJiwonâs fine, though. Iâve met him, actually. Heâs mature, not commitment-phonic, and heâs liked Y/n for a long timeâsince high schoolâ.â
âYeah, Iâm thrilled for them. Excuse me, but I have a work to finish.â He put his earbuds in and turned up a loud song to drown out anything else his sister might say.
âThereâs some leftover ramen in the fridge. Just heat it up if youâre hungry,â he added.
â
Sunghoon stood up from the sofa when the door of your house opened, and you stepped inside. Heâd been coming by every afternoon for days, waiting for a chance to see you, and finally, heâd caught you.
You were dressed in a plain t-shirt, denim shorts, sneakers, and carried a large backpack. The surprise was clear on your face as you saw him. âOh, hi,â you greeted him.
âThe tan suits you,â he managed to say. âHow was Jeju?â
âIt was okay.â You set your bag down on the coffee table, keeping your eyes lowered. He could almost see you struggling to find the right words.
He wanted to confront you. Was group project for now a code for surfing in Jeju with a guy thatâs pursuing you? or worse, dating you? how the fuck would he know?
âCan we talk?â he asked.
You looked at him for a moment.
âLetâs go to the cafĂŠ nearby,â you finally agreed. âIâll just tell Mom.â
You went to the kitchen, where your mother was preparing a snack for you. Sunghoon took a deep breath, trying to calm himself. He couldnât explain his feelingsânervous and tense, as if something was squeezing his chest and throat, making it hard to breathe. He was beyond anxious.
Soon, you returned without changing or even freshening up.
âLetâs go,â you said, avoiding his gaze.
The short drive to the cafĂŠ was silent. You only spoke once you were seated with your drinks, exchanging an awkward greeting. You mentioned that you had returned from Jeju since Monday and had just come from a groupmateâs house to work on a project.
He only gave a slight nod in response.
It felt as though you two had turned back into strangers, and for Sunghoon, it was like a knife piercing his heart.
âS-so,â you eventually spoke up, breaking the awkward silence, âwas there something we needed to talk about?â
Something burst within him, and he couldnât hold back the bitterness any longer. âWell, I thought youâd at least have the decency to break things off with me properly,â he said.
You flinched as if heâd struck you, then gave him a bitter smile. âDo we really need an official ending? Isnât it automatic after the twenty-five days are up?â
âItâs not twenty-five days yet, Y/n. Do you need a calendar? Weâre only on Day 24.â
You let out a dry laugh. âOh, so weâre supposed to break up tomorrow? Sorry, I guess I lost track on my counting.â
Sunghoon felt his frustration rise at your tone. Why were you being sarcastic? Why did it feel like you were the one whoâs upset here?
âYou left me after Day 20. You owe me four more days. You need to date me for those four days.â He knew he sounded childish, but he didnât know how else to bridge the gap between you two. You might think heâd lost his mind by now, but he didnât care.
âWhat?â you laughed, clearly confused. âSunghoon, those are just the technicalities. We were going to break up anyway; that was already decided. What difference does it make if itâs Day 20 or Day 2? We would still end up breaking up.â You suddenly stood up, and he instinctively grabbed your arm before you could leave.
âNo, Y/n, we canât just end it like this.â
âWhatâs wrong with you?â you snapped, then, realizing you were in public, you lowered your voice. âFine. You want a proper breakup? Here it isâIâm officially breaking up with you, Park Sunghoon. Goodbye.â You yanked your arm from his grip and walked out without a backward glance. He was stunned as he watched you leave the cafĂŠ. He frustratedly slammed his clenched fist onto the table.
He knew heâd said something wrong. He was sure of itâŚ.
a/n: continuation is posted on my timeline đŤśđť
#enhypen#enhypen fanfiction#park sunghoon#park sunghoon fanfic#park sunghoon imagines#enhypen smut#sunghoon#sunghoon fanfic#sunghoon imagines#sunghoon smut#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon angst#enha sunghoon#enhypen angst#enhypen imagines#enhypen fluff
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Iâll never get over what an iconic choice it was to make A Scandal In Bohemia the first Sherlock Holmes short story. A Study In Scarlet and The Sign of The Four had already made Holmes a popular character, but he didnât truly explode in popularity and become the cultural phenomenon we know and love today until after he started appearing in short stories in The Strand. And for the very first story, Doyle chose to write about a woman outsmarting Holmes. Holmes being a misogynist, underestimating a woman, and learning from it.
Itâs such a contrast to the two previous books. In A Study In Scarlet, the only woman who is relevant to the mystery (Lucy Ferrier) serves as motivation for the killer. In the flashback passage, sheâs depicted in relation to the men in her life. In The Sign of the Four, Mary Morstan takes a more active role in the mystery, seeking out Holmes and accompanying him and Watson through much of the investigation. Sheâs a woman who works to support herself and Holmes even praises her intelligence. Yet so much of her relevance to the story (beyond being the daughter of a man involved in a mystery) is Watsonâs feelings for her. Additionally, she fits so neatly into the damsel in distress archetype that Doyle references it in-text:
âIt is a romance!â cried Mrs. Forrester. âAn injured lady, half a million in treasure, a black cannibal, and a wooden-legged ruffian. They take the place of the conventional dragon or wicked earl.â "And two knight-errants to the rescue," added Miss Morstan.
Irene Adler is different. Sheâs an opera singer at a time when female performers were stigmatized as scandalous. She supports herself independently. Sheâs described as a âspinsterâ and an âadventuressâ (used as another word for mistress). She had an affair with a King and then goes on to marry a man for no plot reason other than she wants to. Sheâs familiar with male costume and uses it to âtake advantage of the freedom which it givesââ freedom which Victorian women were not normally afforded. Sheâs a contralto with a deeper voice (itâs worth noting that the most common operatic contralto roles are female villains and women playing men). In sum, she has a lot of traits that would read as unconventional to a Victorian audience. Unlike Mary Morstan and Lucy Ferrier, she doesnât really embody the ideals of a chaste, refined, and benevolent Victorian woman.
The King of Bohemia describes her as jealous and out to ruin him, but itâs revealed that she isnât interested in him and only keeps the photo to protect herself from him. Holmes is fascinated by her in a way that a lot of readers construe as romantic, but the text explicitly tells us that his interest in her is platonic. She earns Holmesâs respect and admiration as an equal. While sheâs presented as an antagonist when the King of Bohemia first describes her, Holmes ultimately views her as a sympathetic person and the King as a rich asshole trying to control her.
Doyle could have easily written the story so that once Holmes switches his sympathies, he helps Irene and her husband get away from the King. It would have been a better look for Holmes not to get outfoxed by a woman and act (as he does in other stories) as a valiant gentleman always willing to assist a woman being mistreated. But instead, Doyle chose to show Holmes as a flawed character who lets his prejudices cloud his judgment and is beaten at his own game by a woman in his very first Holmes short story.
Furthermore, Irene comes out on top using her intellect, rather than falling into the trope of a woman using seduction to beat a man. Sheâs also better than Holmes at disguise- something he is very skilled at and prides himself on. The story literally ends with Watson writing âThe best plans of Mr. Sherlock Holmes were beaten by a woman's wit. He used to make merry over the cleverness of women, but I have not heard him do it of late.â I find it very interesting that the story starts off with Watson saying how emotions would cloud Holmesâ judgment as a reasoner and ends by showing us how his biases hurt his ability to reason.
Irene exhibits dramatically more agency than Lucy or Mary. She drives the mystery rather than being an element of it. One of the reasons female Sherlockians have historically been inclined to identify with Irene Adler is because while male readers get to identify and project onto Sherlock Holmes, female readers gravitated towards the idea of a woman besting Holmes (in part because of his misogyny), earning his respect as an equal, and making Holmes stop being quite so misogynistic.
One of my adaptation pet peeves with Irene Adler is when âthe womanâ is used as a negative epithet. In A Scandal In Bohemia, Watson specifically says that it is an honorable title that Holmes uses with respect. Although sheâs frequently adapted as a villain/antihero, as James Edward Holroyd wrote, âOne may fairly claim that the only dubious and questionable aspect of the adventure was the conduct of the three men principally concerned!â
The overarching theme of The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes is righting social injustices. Of the twelve stories in The Adventures, six of them deal with women in varying degrees of trouble because of men who have power over them (SCAN, IDEN, TWIS, SPEC, NOBL, COPP). Three deal with Holmes clearing people of false allegations (BOSC, BLUE, BERY). Many cases also deal with the theme of rich men acting entitled and getting comeuppance (SCAN, REDH, NOBL; and to a lesser extent TWIS, and SPEC). A Scandal in Bohemia combines these themes. Irene is falsely accused of being jealous and trying to ruin the king. The king has used his resources to harass her repeatedly:
âFive attempts have been made. Twice burglars in my pay ransacked her house. Once we diverted her luggage when she travelled. Twice she has been waylaid."
The King of Bohemia is presented as rude, arrogant, and entitled, with Holmes flat-out telling him that Irene Adler is on a higher level than him, despite being of a lower social standing.
A Scandal in Bohemia is also unconventional in the fact that itâs not really a traditional mystery where Holmes is hired to help solve a crime. It was an odd choice for Doyle to reintroduce his detective to readers in this story on so many levels, and I think thatâs why it tends to be one of the most popular Holmes stories. It shows Holmes as human and flawed, a man who can recognize his blindspots and grow from them. But of course, the enduring popularity of SCAN is primarily due to Irene Adler herself. Sherlockian spaces have traditionally been male-dominated, with the Baker Street Irregulars only allowing women to join in 1991, 100 years after the publication of SCAN. Although Irene only made one appearance in canon, she captured the hearts and imaginations of so many Holmes fans, and gave female fans assurance that they have an equal claim to everything that Holmes embodies.
#growing up reading canon when i was young i very much wanted to be like irene adler and i know thatâs a really common experience#SCAN#irene adler#meta#sherlock holmes#acd holmes#my writing#mine
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Jon and Sansa will bring the story of Rhaegar and Lyanna full circle:
We have very few details on the relationship between Rhaegar and Lyanna, but what we do know is Lyanna was in an unwanted betrothal to Robert at the time she disappeared with Rhaegar. Whether she went willingly or not is up to speculation. Aside from Robert, most accounts agree that Rhaegar embodied the fairy tale prince-like character (prior to the war). Lyanna wept at the beauty of his music, and was crowned his queen of love and beauty before leaving her family forever. Her story ends alone in Dorne, dying in her bed of blood, abandoned by the man she thought would save her, begging to go home.
It's easy to see then, the parallels between Lyanna's ill-fated romance and the romantic dreams of her niece, Sansa Stark. Although the two share few similarities in personality and hobbies, both became enamored by princes who hide their darker nature, and lured them away from the safety of their homeland, before going to war with their families. However, Lyanna's story ended far from the North, dying in childbirth, whereas Sansa has escaped that fate (even more interesting considering Lyanna's book storyline is a near one to one of Sansa's in the original outline). And, if we recall the very beginning of A Game of Thrones, Robert proposes to Ned that they wed Joffrey to Sansa, joining their houses as he and Lyanna might have. There is a conscious effort on Robert's part to set the past right through the relationships of their children. So right from the jump Sansa is cast as the Lyanna stand in, though she too escapes her "Baratheon" betrothal, and is on course to run straight into Rhaegar's son (as per the girl in grey theory).
So where does Jon lie in all this? If we take the girl in grey prophecy to be about Sansa, we know the two will meet sometime in the near future. Sansa has already become disillusioned of her chivalric ideals of love and knighthood (that's not to say she doesn't believe in heroes and honorable knights, just that she's far more skeptical of surface appearance), and yet, it will be her bastard brother who will embody the traits of the hero Sansa has been searching for. Rhaegar appeared as the perfect prince, yet was the one to kill Jon's mother, and Sansa, in a similar situation, is seduced by the charm and beauty of Prince Joffrey, only to be exposed to his vicious cruelty, narrowly escaping his family (even more interesting to consider Lyanna, had she survived, would not have been Queen, as Elia was still his lawful wife, and would be considered a mistress to the King as there was no chance of her escaping Rhaegar now that she carried his child, similar to Joffrey marrying Margaery, while threatening to make Sansa his mistress). Jon on the other hand is the brooding, solemn, plain-featured bastard, sharing no traditional qualities with that of the typical hero. That is to say, he's about as far from Rhaegar as you could get. And yet, it is Jon who commits himself to defending and protecting those who cannot (Sam, the wildlings, Alys Karstark) because that's who he is. No songs are sung for the men of the Nights Watch, he doesn't gain anything by protecting those others might deem weak, unworthy, or exploitable, but he does it anyway. Jon does not look nor act the part, but the strength of his moral character is what distinguishes him as the unconventional hero of the story.
I would also draw a comparison between the legend of Azor Ahai sacrificing his wife Nissa Nissa and Rhaegar's "sacrifice" of Lyanna, to bring about the third head of the dragon he thought necessary to save the world. After reading @/stormcloudrising's phenomenal metas on Sansa's connection to Nissa Nissa/the Amethyst Empress, I believe the idea of sacrifice will appear again in relation to Jon's character arc. Many in the fandom have speculated that AA/NN and the Bloodstone Emperor/Amethyst Empress are one and the same, the former featuring the sacrifice of a wife, the latter a usurpation of a sister. Sansa already occupies the (false) position as Jon's sister, while Jon has refused to usurp her rights as heir to Winterfell. However, with Jon's parentage reveal, the opportunity of a Jon/Sansa romance becomes possible, potentially elevating her to the status of love interest. And, if we're going with the NN/AE are the same theory, it would mean she occupied the role of both sister and wife. As for Rhaegar, his prophecy obsession is what led to him endangering Lyanna, placing his need for the third dragon above her own safety, ultimately killing her. Jon spends a good chunk of ADwD with Stannis, a claimant to the title of AA/the Prince that was Promised, who similarly struggles with the question of sacrificing one life to save the world, "What is the life of one bastard boy against a kingdom?â (ASoS) To which we already know the answer, Everything. Stannis, like Rhaegar, will fail the moment he sacrifices Shireen to fulfill his "greater purpose". Daenerys is also a claimant to the title, and we will likely see a contrast between how she and Jon approach being Rhaegar's heirs and inheritors of the prophecy. Stannis will lose everything after Shireen's death, the same as Rhaegar when he left Lyanna to die, condemning House Targaryen to death in the ensuing war. Jon will likely face a similar decision of sacrifice upon discovering he could be the subject of prophecy that consumed his father and once honorable king. And just as he refused to usurp Sansa's claim, he will reject the sacrifice of a loved one (lover perhaps?) as prerequisite to fulfilling his role as AA/TPtwP.
Jon's character always comes back to his identity as a Stark. Discovering his true parentage will undoubtedly be a source of inner conflict, culminating in his decision between Stark and Targaryen (spoiler: its Stark). It's a classic case of sins of the father, and how Jon asserts himself as an individual outside of his father's tainted legacy. Jon being the hero to Sansa and helping her return home would effectively resolve the generational conflict caused by Rhaegar's "kidnapping" of Lyanna away from the North. Rhaegar caused immense amounts of pain to the Stark family through his one act of selfish cruelty, which Jon will rectify through one of loyalty and selflessness. And narratively, Lyanna's son being the one to save her niece and return her to Winterfell would just be so chef's kiss.
#jonsa#jon snow#sansa stark#lyanna stark#anti rhaelya#<- for filtering#asoiaf meta#rhaegar wishes he could be half the man Jon is đĽą#might add some quotes in later too lazy rn lol#next on the agenda is JonSa/NedCat/Wuthering Heights parallels ;)
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I feel a factor that largely contributes to the lack of success for self published or âunconventionalâ authors is the general readers' growing lack of appreciation for literature.
Most readers, and publishers for that matter, now only look at a book's tropes and marketability rather than the actual writing and plot. Tropes were created as something that would help us easily find the perfect read, and yet they've now become something that defines a book.
The saddest part is we've not only lost appreciation for good writing but developed an aversion to literary comprehension.
People now seek to completely cut down on description and 'painting a scene' or character development and jump straight into the action. Prose is now seen as 'boring filler chapters' while the fight--the chase, the action, are highlighted. It's like going to a museum and complaining about how old everything is.
We've become impatient, unappreciative readers who care little for the emotional nuances of a beautifully crafted scene.
The genre that is most heavily impacted by this is romance. Romance used to be such a beautiful, emotionally evocative genre and now it's just watered down to its trope. People use romance as a way to escape from reality and fantasise about fictional men, which is acceptable, sure, but by doing so they've completely forgotten how to appreciate a book and its story.
Have your dark brooding morally grey love interest but also consider what makes him so. Rather than seeking a venereal connection with the character, look for an emotional one with the book and its beautiful prose and writing.
This is also why readers nowadays often complain about 'mainstream' authors not being that talented. This isn't because there aren't any talented authors with beautifully crafted books out there, it's because you're so caught up in a book's tropes and popularity you fail to acknowledge its true beauty, because by doing so you would recognise there are many other, unappreciated, novels that deserve that platform.
#hayatheauthor#haya: talks#at this point i'm just rambling but this needs to be said#it's not that there aren't any good authors left#but that there aren't any good readers willing to truly appreciate your book#writing community#writer things#writer community#author talks#author things#romance books#romance novel#romance writing#romance club
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Astro Observations ă2ă
Disclaimer : I am not an astrologer so please take these observations with a grain of salt. Plus I have noticed, I ranted a lot here so please bear with me. It's only for fun.
âŚď¸ Mercury could indicate what kind of genre/content you like to read. For example:
Mercury in Taurus/2nd â Cookbook, rom-com, finance, fashion magazines.
Mercury in Leo/5th â Children's story books, Tales, quizzes, riddles, Adventures books.
Mercury in libra/7th â Romance novels, fashion magazines, pamphlets, brochures.
Mercury in Scorpio/8th â Non-fiction, Thrillers, mystery, smut.
Mercury in Sagittarius/9th â Encyclopedia, Rom-adventure, historical books, Atlas.
Mercury in Pisces/12th â Spiritual books, inspirational, Autobiographies.
âĽď¸ Pluto in 11th house is a big Best friend crisis placement, if you ask me. In this, you can never be anyone's only bestfriend and no one can be your bestfriend. Friends are a lessons in your life. They come, you transform each other in some way, they go. Nobody stays long enough. Their definition of best friends is tricky, becauseâ "We have known each other for 6 years but we haven't talked since 3 years, are we still besties?" To these people, Instead of feeling betrayed or petty, accept it and move on.
âŚď¸ People with Asteroid hobby in their 11th house might like to do coding or other technical work. Technology and social media plays a major role when they are free. They might even share their hobbies with others on social platforms.
âĽď¸ No matter what the reputation says, Sagittarius venus are the most hardcore lovers. They also don't mind a bit of possessiveness in the relationship. When I say possessiveness, they don't want to hear how you will lock them up in a castle for the rest of their life if they try to run away from you. Whereas, that might be a fantasy for some but its not for Sag venus. They will purposely take the next immediate flight and be gone for good. What they actually want to hear is how you will chase them to the moon and back. And no matter where they go, you will always be there to embrace them with your open arms. All we Sagittarius people need is to feel grounded not caged.
âŚď¸ Asteroid Lie aspecting Neptune could make very imaginative and fluent liars. Sometimes it won't make any sense but you will still believe them because they lie with such a honesty and projection that you are forced to doubt your own judgment. Their lies are very descriptive and they make them on the spot. They appear dreamy as if they are not lying but living their own reality. Sometimes it comes handy to them but sometimes it backfires when they forget what they lied about for no reason.
âĽď¸ Aquarius Rising got nothing on Uranus conjuct ascendant. Look, I get that Aquarius is ruled by Uranus but honestly I can't relate to the stereotype when they say Aquarius risings have a unique fashion sense. Being a Aquarius rising and having Uranus in first house I personally think it fits the Uranus conjuct ascendant more. Yes, I like to stand out but my fashion sense is not that unique. I like it different but simple. My brother has a 12th house Uranus conjuct ascendant and he is a uranian more than me. He wears the most unconventional outfits at very wrong timings. He has a very unique fashion sense and he remains fixated on it until the last moment. Man... and he still pulls it off effortlessly. I could never do that.
âŚď¸ Asteroid Sharp (5426) true to its name could indicate the area of your life where you excel the most and are quite attentive. You also learn and grasp those parts quickly. For example: Asteroid Sharp in Aquarius means you are good with electronics,technology, innovating things. In 2nd house could mean you handle money matters very well. In 10th house, you make profitable business deals, bargains and have a good eye when it comes to trading something.
âĽď¸ Have you seen a Mars in 4th house getting angry? They are never angry. Well, never angry enough to be angry. But be careful just because they are not saying anything for the past twenty minutes while you are chewing their head off doesn't mean they are calm. It means either you are someone they can't cross with for the time being or they are thinking of hundred ways to kill you without getting into jail. Good luck bby, these people are damn calculative and smart. They will let you walk all over them for a moment but later.... oh boy you will not even realize what hit you. And trust me, they will have a strong alibi.
âŚď¸Venus in 10th house đ¤ Get them a man/woman with financial stability. They themselves prefer to be independent and classy in a relationship. But no matter what financial stability is a must for them. Maybe not the first but definitely one of the top priorities.
âĽď¸ Virgo Mars people are really fond of ropes, handcuffs, belts, elastic things and all. Idk why my brother keeps checking their strength when he encounters them. Hmm...sus
âŚď¸ Saturn in 1st house could mean you were forced to grow up too early. You had many responsibilities on your shoulders at a young age and faced a lot of difficulties expressing your weaknesses. You might also be the person in the family who is looked upon and respected the most. No decision is taken without your consultation because you are considered to be the wisest of all.
âĽď¸ Pluto in 3rd house, don't tell me your school life was easy. Either you failed a subject, were bullied for no reason, had abusive teachers, teachers who always picked upon you, unstable attendance or your family could hardly afford your studies.
âŚď¸Scorpio/8th house Mars and their gazes. God, please don't stare at me like that. I get chills. There was this girl in my class. She used to stare at people a lot, that too bluntly. We thought she was creepy. But later after knowing her, she turned out to be really sweet and pretty decent girl.
âĽď¸ Moon in 3rd house, very very curious people. They need to know everything there is in this world until they are emotionally satisfied. My 8 year old cousin asked me where do babies come from? She also added, don't say from God.
âŚď¸I don't know about other Pisces placements but Pisces venus, they do have a thing for foot. Trust me on this, I had a deep conversation about this topic with my cousin who is a Pisces venus and because I didn't want to go with stereotype judgment, I had to make sure it was true. But it can vary from person to person tho.
âĽď¸ Saturn in 2nd house people could come from a poor household or used to be financially unstable. But trust me it doesn't stay this way throughout. They usually face many difficulties with money until they don't at all. Karma always pays off and most of the times they live a very satisfied life. Very down to earth people. They don't fear poverty either.
âŚď¸8th house Virgo are suckers for hygiene and perfection. But can be quite freaky in bed. Or the complete opposite of both. They can also have a guilty conscience after sex or masturbation.
âĽď¸ Chiron in Capricorn/10th house can be very hard on themselves. These people often feel incompetent when it comes to their professional life. They can be insecure and anxious if things don't go their way. For them being unemployed is much worse than being heartbroken and it can be destroying.
âŚď¸ Saturn in 6th house placements have an unimaginable disturbed mental health. They don't show and it seems as if no one sees it either. They pretend that everything is okay and no one can tell that it is not. Sometimes they are not even capable to share because people around them make them feel as if they are not supposed to. They often feel restricted when it comes to their emotions.
âĽď¸ Now this is kinda funny but I have noticed some of the people having Sagittarius in fifth house or prominent Sagittarius/Gemini placements come off very lively and enthusiastic when it comes to kids. They also have a thing for irritating kids in a funny way to the point they start crying. Then they laugh it off.
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âĄď¸ Uranus in Synastry: Electric Connections in Every House âĄď¸
When Uranus shows up in synastry, expect the unexpected! Uranus brings excitement, freedom, and sometimes instability. It can indicate where one partner shakes up the otherâs life, offering new perspectives and triggering growth. Let's break down what Uranus means when it falls into each house in synastry.
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đĽ 1st House: Shaking Up Identity
When Uranus lands in your 1st house, the other person sees you as different, intriguing, and rebellious. You feel a magnetic pull toward them, as they spark your sense of individuality and self-expression. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Electric attraction but potential identity clashes.
đĽ 2nd House: Financial Surprises
Uranus in the 2nd house can bring sudden changes in your values and finances. The relationship could involve unusual ways of earning or spending money, or a shift in your material priorities. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Unpredictable financial energy; they challenge how you value things.
đ§ 3rd House: Revolutionary Communication
Expect mind-blowing conversations and out-of-the-box ideas when Uranus hits the 3rd house. This partner stimulates your mind and pushes you to think beyond the ordinary, but communication could feel erratic. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Exciting exchanges, though scattered or inconsistent.
đĄ 4th House: Disrupting the Home
When Uranus lands in your 4th house, this person might shake up your sense of security, home, or family life. They challenge traditional family structures and could lead you toward unconventional living situations. âĄď¸ Dynamic: They could uproot your home life, for better or worse.
đ¨ 5th House: Creative and Romantic Sparks
Uranus in the 5th house ignites spontaneous creativity, passion, and romance. This relationship is full of surprises, often playful and exciting, but sometimes inconsistent or non-committal. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Flashes of inspiration, but love may come and go in waves.
đ ď¸ 6th House: Unconventional Routines
In the 6th house, Uranus encourages freedom in daily habits, work, and health. The relationship might disrupt your usual routines, pushing you to embrace a more flexible, less predictable lifestyle. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Expect sudden changes in daily life, work, or health habits.
đ 7th House: Unusual Partnerships
Uranus in the 7th house suggests that your connection might defy traditional partnership models. Thereâs a need for space and independence, and the relationship might come and go, or involve non-conventional dynamics. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Sudden attractions but could lack stability or commitment.
đ¸ 8th House: Transformational Chemistry
With Uranus in the 8th house, expect deep, sudden transformations, especially around intimacy, trust, and shared resources. This partner could introduce you to alternative healing practices or unconventional views on sex and intimacy. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Intense yet unpredictable intimacy, shaking up your view of deep connection.
đ 9th House: Expanding Horizons
Uranus in the 9th house brings intellectual excitement and pushes you toward new philosophical or spiritual ideas. This person might inspire travel, exploration, or breaking away from traditional beliefs. âĄď¸ Dynamic: They broaden your worldview, but may challenge your core beliefs.
đź 10th House: Career Disruption
In the 10th house, Uranus shakes up your public image and career path. This person could lead you to take risks in your professional life or completely change how you approach your goals and aspirations. âĄď¸ Dynamic: They influence your career, pushing you to break free from convention.
đą 11th House: Unusual Friendships
Uranus in the 11th house indicates a highly stimulating friendship or social connection. This person challenges your group dynamics, encouraging you to think outside the box in your social life or community involvement. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Unconventional social influence, promoting freedom in friendships.
đ§ââď¸ 12th House: Subconscious Awakening
Uranus in the 12th house can trigger subconscious shifts and spiritual awakenings. This relationship may feel karmic or like a whirlwind of emotional and psychological changes that break you free from old patterns. âĄď¸ Dynamic: Sudden breakthroughs in your spiritual or emotional life, though potentially confusing.
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3rd House in Signs : Writing
3rd House in Aries:
Writing Style: Bold, assertive, and action-oriented.
Handwriting: Sharp and quick, with strong and decisive strokes.
Tone in Writing: Energetic, direct, and enthusiastic.
Genre of Writing: Adventure stories, fast-paced thrillers, and motivational content.
3rd House in Taurus:
Writing Style: Descriptive, sensual, and grounded.
Handwriting: Luxurious and deliberate, with a focus on beauty and comfort.
Tone in Writing: Calm, indulgent, and sensory.
Genre of Writing: Romance novels, culinary reviews, and descriptive poetry.
3rd House in Gemini:
Writing Style: Conversational, witty, and informative.
Handwriting: Quick and changeable, with an emphasis on communication and versatility.
Tone in Writing: Playful, curious, and engaging.
Genre of Writing: Journalism, comedy scripts, and educational materials.
3rd House in Cancer:
Writing Style: Nurturing, emotional, and introspective.
Handwriting: Flowing and sentimental, reflecting emotional depth and empathy.
Tone in Writing: Sensitive, empathetic, and nostalgic.
Genre of Writing: Memoirs, emotional fiction, and heartfelt poetry.
3rd House in Leo:
Writing Style: Dramatic, confident, and attention-grabbing.
Handwriting: Grand and bold, with a flair for the dramatic and expressive.
Tone in Writing: Authoritative, passionate, and proud.
Genre of Writing: Autobiographies, theatrical scripts, and bold editorials.
3rd House in Virgo:
Writing Style: Analytical, precise, and informative.
Handwriting: Neat and organized, with attention to detail and clarity.
Tone in Writing: Practical, informative, and instructional.
Genre of Writing: Self-help books, technical manuals, and critical analyses.
3rd House in Libra:
Writing Style: Harmonious, diplomatic, and balanced.
Handwriting: Graceful and balanced, with a focus on aesthetics and symmetry.
Tone in Writing: Charming, diplomatic, and persuasive.
Genre of Writing: Relationship advice, persuasive essays, and romantic fiction.
3rd House in Scorpio:
Writing Style: Intense, probing, and insightful.
Handwriting: Mysterious and intense, with a focus on depth and hidden meanings.
Tone in Writing: Mysterious, investigative, and profound.
Genre of Writing: Psychological thrillers, investigative journalism, and dark poetry.
3rd House in Sagittarius:
Writing Style: Expansive, adventurous, and philosophical.
Handwriting: Bold and free-spirited, with a sense of adventure and exploration.
Tone in Writing: Optimistic, adventurous, and philosophical.
Genre of Writing: Travelogues, philosophical treatises, and inspirational speeches.
3rd House in Capricorn:
Writing Style: Authoritative, structured, and disciplined.
Handwriting: Disciplined and organized, with a focus on clarity and professionalism.
Tone in Writing: Practical, disciplined, and authoritative.
Genre of Writing: Business reports, historical non-fiction, and self-help guides.
3rd House in Aquarius:
Writing Style: Unconventional, progressive, and intellectual.
Handwriting: Unconventional and eccentric, with a focus on innovation and individuality.
Tone in Writing: Unpredictable, visionary, and intellectual.
Genre of Writing: Science fiction, social commentaries, and revolutionary manifestos.
3rd House in Pisces:
Writing Style: Imaginative, dreamy, and empathetic.
Handwriting: Dreamy and fluid, with a sense of compassion and artistic flair.
Tone in Writing: Compassionate, poetic, and evocative.
Genre of Writing: Surreal poetry, magical realism, and spiritual reflections.
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Hey think you could a Female human lesbian reader who dates Verosika before discovering sheâs a demon and stays with her cause she loves her, overall itâs a sweet relationship. Eventually she starts sharing her with her girls which becomes a poly romantic relationship. If not thatâs fine. Have a nice night.
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in the bustling city, you found yourself captivated by the charismatic and alluring popstar, verosika mayday. her sultry voice and magnetic stage presence had an undeniable charm that drew you in. little did you know that your life was about to take a thrilling turn.
the two of you met at one of her concerts. you were lucky enough to catch her attention in the crowd, and after the show, she invited you backstage. from that moment, your connection with verosika deepened. late-night conversations, shared laughter, and stolen glances fueled the budding romance between you.
as your relationship flourished, you couldn't help but feel a sense of completeness with verosika. she was a muse, a confidante, and, most importantly, your lover. but secrets have a way of surfacing, and hers was no exception.
it started innocently enough. verosika seemed a bit mysterious, always dodging questions about her personal life. yet, you brushed it off, thinking it was a part of her enigmatic charm. however, as the days passed, you began to notice subtle peculiaritiesâunexplainable occurrences that hinted at a hidden truth.
one evening, as the two of you cuddled on the couch, verosika hesitated before sharing a secret. "there's something about me you should know," she confessed, her eyes revealing a vulnerability you hadn't seen before.
as she transformed into her full form, you were momentarily taken aback. the revelation was overwhelming, and your initial fear gave way to confusion and curiosity. verosika bared her true self to you, and in that vulnerable moment, you made a choice â to embrace her for who she was.
"i'm not just a popstar; i'm a succubus," verosika explained, her voice a mix of apprehension and longing. "i get if this is too much for you."
but instead of pulling away, you leaned in and whispered, "you're still the same person i fell in love with."
your acceptance marked the beginning of a journey into the supernatural. as you delved deeper into verosika's world, you discovered her fellow succubi â coco, apple, milky, and kiki.
the transition from a monogamous relationship to a poly romantic one was gradual but filled with love and understanding. verosika's girls welcomed you with open arms, their affectionate gestures and warm smiles erasing any doubts you might have had.
dialogues flowed freely in the shared moments between you and verosika's girls.
"i never thought i'd be a part of something so nice," you admitted one night, cuddled up with verosika and her girls. the room was filled with laughter, whispered confessions, and a profound sense of connection.
verosika, once competitive and mean-spirited, transformed into a pillar of love and support. her seductive powers were reserved for the stage, and in the privacy of your shared space, she became vulnerable and tender.
the city that had once seemed overwhelming now felt like a haven â a place where your unconventional love story unfolded against the backdrop of dazzling lights and the warmth of shared affections.
as the night deepened, verosika whispered words of gratitude, her eyes reflecting the love that had blossomed in the midst of the unexpected. you held her close, surrounded by the soft hum of the city, knowing that your journey with verosika and her girls was an extraordinary chapter in the book of your life.
verosika's voice was a gentle melody as she expressed her feelings, "i never thought i'd find someone who'd accept all of me."
coco chimed in with a mischievous grin, "love has a way of doing that."
kiki, with a playful wink, concluded, "who would've thought that a bunch of succubi and a human could make such a perfect, loving concoction?"
as the night unfolded, your hearts intertwined in a symphony of love and acceptance, creating a melody that resonated through the cityscape â a testament to the beauty that emerged when souls connected beyond the ordinary.
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Your Future Husband/Wife Accurate Prediction Based on Vedic Astrology ( Navamsa Chart ) đŤ
Sun in the 7th House
When the Sun is placed in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it indicates a spouse who is confident, authoritative, and possesses leadership qualities. They may have a strong personality and seek recognition in their chosen field. However, this placement may also suggest a potential clash of egos in the relationship.
Moon in the 7th House
If the Moon is positioned in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it signifies a spouse who is emotionally sensitive, caring, and nurturing. They may have a strong connection with their family and possess a nurturing nature. This placement suggests a harmonious and emotionally fulfilling relationship.
Mars in the 7th House
When Mars is placed in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it indicates a spouse who is energetic, assertive, and passionate. They may possess a strong drive for success and have a competitive nature. However, this placement may also suggest occasional conflicts and a need for compromise in the relationship.
Mercury in the 7th House
If Mercury is positioned in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it suggests a spouse who is intelligent, communicative, and adaptable. They may have excellent communication skills and enjoy intellectual conversations. This placement indicates a relationship based on mental compatibility and shared interests.
Jupiter in the 7th House
When Jupiter is placed in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it signifies a spouse who is wise, optimistic, and spiritually inclined. They may possess a generous and expansive nature, and their presence can bring growth and abundance to the relationship. This placement suggests a harmonious and supportive partnership.
Venus in the 7th House
If Venus is positioned in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it indicates a spouse who is charming, romantic, and artistic. They may have a strong sense of aesthetics and appreciate beauty in all forms. This placement suggests a loving and harmonious relationship filled with romance and companionship.
Saturn in the 7th House
When Saturn is placed in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it signifies a spouse who is responsible, disciplined, and practical. They may possess a serious and mature outlook towards relationships and prioritize stability and commitment. This placement suggests a long-lasting and enduring partnership.
Rahu [North Node] in the 7th House
When Rahu is placed in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it can bring both positive and challenging influences to the spouse. On the positive side, it may indicate a spouse who is ambitious, driven, and has a strong desire for success. They may possess unconventional thinking and may be attracted to materialistic pursuits.
However, the presence of Rahu in the 7th house can also bring challenges in relationships. It may indicate a spouse who is prone to indulgence, restlessness, and may have a tendency to be manipulative or deceitful. There may be a need for caution in matters of trust and communication.
Ketu [South Node] in the 7th House
When Ketu is placed in the 7th house of the Navamsa chart, it signifies a spouse who is spiritually inclined, intuitive, and detached from materialistic desires. They may possess a deep understanding of spiritual matters and may prioritize inner growth over external achievements.
However, the presence of Ketu in the 7th house can also bring challenges in relationships. It may indicate a spouse who is emotionally distant, detached, or may have unconventional beliefs. There may be a need for understanding and acceptance of their unique perspective on life.
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SFW Alphabet:
A - Affection:
Wade is incredibly affectionate, but in his own strange way. Expect playful teasing, exaggerated gestures, and over-the-top compliments. Heâll never shy away from showing you love, even in public.
B - Best Friend:
Youâre his partner-in-crimeâliterally. Wade loves having a sidekick or someone to bounce his crazy ideas off of. Heâs loyal to the core and would do anything to keep you safe, even if it means annoying you half to death.
C - Cuddles:
Wade loves cuddles, but they might turn into playful wrestling matches or tickle fights. Heâs all about physical closeness, especially when it makes him feel grounded and loved.
D - Domestic:
Wade in a domestic setting is chaotic but sweet. Heâll cook (though it might not be edible), attempt to clean (probably leaving more of a mess), and randomly serenade you with ridiculous songs while doing chores.
E - Excitement:
Everything with Wade is an adventure. He thrives on excitement and unpredictability, so being with him means youâll never be bored. Expect surprise dates, random road trips, and unexpected (and often dangerous) escapades.
F - Flirting:
Wadeâs flirting is constant, outrageous, and hilarious. Heâll make inappropriate jokes, use cheesy pickup lines, and always try to get you to laugh, all while genuinely admiring you.
G - Gifts:
Heâs the kind of guy who gives you odd but meaningful giftsâthink a grenade shaped like a heart or a plushie of his favorite X-Men. Wadeâs gifts are usually a combination of thoughtful and utterly bizarre.
H - Hugs:
Hugging Wade is like getting tackled by a hyperactive puppy. Heâs warm, a little overwhelming, and never lets go until youâre both out of breath from laughing.
I - Intimacy (Emotional):
While Wade puts up a tough, joking front, heâs deeply emotional underneath. He craves genuine connection and trusts you with his vulnerabilities, even if he hides them behind humor most of the time.
J - Jealousy:
Wade is surprisingly possessive when it comes to people he loves. His jealousy manifests in dramatic, humorous waysâheâll start over-the-top rivalries with anyone he perceives as competition, but itâs all in good fun.
K - Kisses:
Kissing Wade is always an experience. Heâs spontaneous, and his kisses can range from soft and sweet to passionate and wild. Sometimes heâll sneak kisses mid-battle just because he can.
L - Lazy Days:
On lazy days, Wade loves binge-watching trashy TV shows, stuffing his face with snacks, and lying on the couch in a cuddle pile with you. Itâs the rare quiet time that he cherishes more than heâd admit.
M - Mornings:
Wade is not a morning person. Heâll grumble, pull you back into bed, and try to convince you to stay in bed with him for "just five more minutes"âwhich, in Wade time, could mean hours.
N - Nicknames:
Heâll come up with the most ridiculous and creative nicknames for you, often changing them daily. Theyâre always endearing, if not a little embarrassing in public.
O - Open:
Wade is an open book, often oversharing or giving you way more information than necessary. He has no filter, but itâs part of his charm. He doesnât hide anything from youâemotionally or otherwise.
P - Protective:
Wade is fiercely protective of you, often to the point of going overboard. Heâd take a bullet, sword, or bomb for you without a second thought, and heâll do whatever it takes to keep you safe, even if heâs a little reckless about it.
Q - Quirks:
Everything about Wade is quirky. He talks to himself (and sometimes the audience), breaks the fourth wall constantly, and finds humor in the darkest situations. Being with him means embracing the chaos.
R - Romantic:
Wade is a hopeless romantic, though his idea of romance might include explosions or elaborate stunts. He genuinely tries to sweep you off your feet, even if his methods are unconventional.
S - Supportive:
Heâs your biggest cheerleader, always encouraging you to follow your dreams and be the best version of yourself. Wade might joke around, but when it comes to your happiness, heâs completely sincere.
T - Trust:
Once youâve earned Wadeâs trust, heâs loyal to a fault. He doesnât trust easily due to his past, but once he lets you in, heâs all in, trusting you with his life (and heart).
U - Understanding:
Despite his chaotic nature, Wade is surprisingly understanding and empathetic. Heâs been through a lot, so heâs patient and supportive when it comes to your own struggles.
V - Vulnerable:
Wade hides his vulnerabilities with humor, but when heâs feeling particularly down, heâll turn to you for comfort. In those rare moments, heâll let his guard down completely and let you see the softer side of him.
W - Wild:
Wade is wild in every sense of the word. Heâs unpredictable, daring, and always full of energy. Being with him means embracing the wild ride that comes with his lifestyle.
X - X-Factor:
Wadeâs X-factor is his resilience. No matter how many times life knocks him down, he gets back up, and he always does it with a smile. His ability to keep going, no matter what, is one of the things that makes him truly remarkable.
Y - Yearning:
Wade is the kind of guy who craves love and connection, even if he acts like heâs fine on his own. Deep down, heâs always yearning for that special someone who truly understands him.
Z - Zany:
Everything Wade does is zany, off-the-wall, and unpredictable. You never know what heâll say or do next, but thatâs part of the fun of being with him.
NSFW Alphabet:
A - Aftercare:
Despite his usual chaotic demeanor, Wade is surprisingly sweet after sex. Heâll make sure youâre comfortable, might crack a joke to lighten the mood, and will offer cuddles or snacks if youâre up for it.
B - Body Part:
Wade loves everything about your body, but heâs particularly drawn to your butt. Expect cheeky (literally) comments and playful grabs whenever heâs nearby.
C - Cum:
Wade is pretty open about everything, including this. He finds it hilarious to make jokes about it during the moment, but heâs also surprisingly considerate about cleanup.
D - Dirty Talk:
Wade is all about dirty talkâexpect a constant stream of filthy, outrageous, and sometimes downright hilarious comments during sex. Heâs got no filter, and heâll say whatever comes to his mind.
E - Experience:
Wade has been around and has definitely picked up some tricks along the way. Heâs confident and adventurous in bed, always willing to try something new to keep things interesting.
F - Favorite Position:
He doesnât have a favorite because he loves switching it up constantly. Whether itâs something classic or a more creative position, Wadeâs all about variety and fun.
G - Goofy:
Sex with Wade is never boringâitâs always filled with laughter, jokes, and playful teasing. He doesnât take anything too seriously, which makes everything feel relaxed and fun.
H - Hair:
Wade isnât particular about body hairâheâs seen it all and doesnât care much about appearances. He might joke about it, but heâs really into whatever makes you feel comfortable.
I - Intimacy (Physical):
Even though Wadeâs usually joking around, heâs surprisingly attentive in bed. Heâll make sure youâre enjoying yourself and will do whatever it takes to please you, though heâll do it with a playful twist.
J - Jack Off:
Wade is open about his masturbation habits and will probably make jokes about it at the most inappropriate times. Heâs also not shy about letting you watch if youâre into that.
K - Kink:
Wade is open to just about anything and loves trying new things. Whether itâs role-playing, light bondage, or something a bit more extreme, heâs always down to experiment and see what works for both of you.
L - Location:
Anywhere and everywhere is fair game with Wade. He loves the thrill of spontaneous encounters, whether itâs in a bedroom, an alley, or somewhere completely unexpected.
M - Motivation:
Wadeâs always ready to go, but what really gets him in the mood is seeing you happy and confident. Heâs turned on by your excitement and loves knowing that he can make you feel good.
N - No:
While Wadeâs open to almost anything, heâs respectful of boundaries. Heâll never push you to do something youâre uncomfortable with and is surprisingly understanding about your limits.
O - Oral:
Wade is a fan of giving and receiving oral, and heâs very enthusiastic about it. He loves the reactions he gets from you and will often tease or prolong the moment just to drive you wild.
P - Pace:
Wadeâs pace is usually fast and playful, but he can slow down if the moment calls for it. Heâs adaptable
Q - Quickies:
Wade loves quickies. The thrill of sneaking in a spontaneous moment of passion, especially in unexpected places, excites him. Whether it's before a mission or during a mundane task, heâs always up for some fast-paced fun.
R - Risk:
Wade is all about taking risks and loves the idea of getting caught (or not caring if you do). Heâs adventurous and doesnât shy away from more dangerous or thrilling locations for your escapades. That said, heâs still mindful of your boundaries and ensures youâre on board with any risky play.
S - Stamina:
Thanks to his healing factor, Wade has insane stamina. He can go for hours, multiple rounds, and still be ready for more. Heâll make it a point to match your energy, keeping things exciting and varied so neither of you ever gets bored.
T - Toys:
Wade is a big fan of incorporating toys into the mix. He loves experimenting with all sorts of gadgets and devices, and heâs not afraid to raid an adult store with you. Whether itâs vibrating toys, restraints, or something more exotic, heâs always eager to add a little extra spice to the fun.
U - Unusual:
Sex with Wade is rarely traditional. Heâs into trying new, unusual things and finds excitement in the unexpected. Whether itâs an unconventional position, a strange location, or some absurd roleplay scenario, Wade thrives on making things weird (in the best way possible).
V - Volume:
Wade is loud during sex. Heâs constantly cracking jokes, making exaggerated noises, or offering running commentary about whatâs happening. Heâs vocal in every senseâwhether heâs giving praise, making dirty jokes, or just making you laugh, expect a lot of noise.
W - Wild:
Wadeâs sexual appetite and style are wild, untamed, and always unpredictable. Heâs game for almost anything and loves pushing the boundaries of what youâd expect in bed. His wild side keeps things exciting, making every experience feel new and exhilarating.
X - X-Ray:
Wade is completely open about his body, even with his scars and imperfections. He makes light of his appearance but always reassures you with humor and confidence that what matters is how he feels about you. Heâs also obsessed with how much you enjoy his body and wonât hesitate to ask (or joke about) what parts of him you like best.
Y - Yearning:
Wade is deeply passionate and craves closeness. Beneath all his jokes, thereâs an intense need for affection and physical connection. Heâs always eager to be near you, whether itâs through playful teasing, affectionate touches, or full-on passion, and his yearning comes through in every intimate moment.
Z - Zzz:
After all the excitement, Wade is more likely to pass out from exhaustion than drift off peacefully. Heâs always full of energy, so when he finally crashes, itâs sudden. You might find him snoring almost immediately after, tangled up with you in the aftermath of all the fun
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Dissecting Zabel's Inappropriate Comments
I shared my initial reaction to the Games Radar article, but now that the original SFX article is also out, I want to dive a little deeper into what David Zabel said. From one source to another, the meaning doesn't change.
Regarding Daryl's and Carol's relationship, he says...
Whereas with Daryl and Isabelle, he insists...
Zabel thinks he's shedding light on his male hero's two most prominent relationships [with women], when in actuality he exposes a lot more about himself and what kind of showrunner he is.
He has no interest in the flagship show nor its acclaim.
Had he actually watched TWD in its entirety, tracked the progression of Daryl's and Carol's relationship from S1 to S11, and researched their fanbase as well as their media coverage from over the years instead of just pretending to, he'd see that nothing about their relationship is "obvious" or "easy." Trauma and self-esteem issues hardly ever explored in TV couplesâlet alone TV couples in their 50âsâhave always complicated things, creating obstacles for them to take their relationship beyond intense feelings and helping them grow closer together, feel safer, understood, and loved to a degree nobody else can measure. There are 12 years and 11 seasons of sexual tension, smoldering looks, vulnerable moments, meaningful conversations, and romantic subtext at Zabel's disposal. The natural thing for him to do, the only thing that furthers the narrative already being told is to confirm that they're "in love" and make them "a couple."
If he wants to talk about a "TV book of tricks," he should re-evaluate the tricks he uses to justify a romantic connection between a well-established, unconventional, fiercely loyal man with intimacy issues and a blonde nun whoâs only been around for a few months (and 6 episodes from an audience POV). Zabel tries to project what draws Daryl to Carolâbroken until the world endedâonto Isabelle. He forces Daryl and Isabelle into intimate situations straight out of fanfictionâbathtubs, bed-sharing, cleaning wounds in hard-to-reach placesâand uses other supporting characters like Losang to tell Daryl and the audience that it's romantic. That's not "seeing what happens," that's repeatedly trying to fit a square peg into a round hole and expecting everybody to think he's a genius. On the contrary...
He's completely tone deaf.
If he's calling Daryl's and Isabelle's relationship "mature," then he clearly doesn't realize how deeply problematic it is for a character to gaslight and lie to another character with a history of childhood abuse in order to get something from him, whether it's to help her find their new home or father a boy he just met. It's also triggering for fans who have survived abuse in their own lives to watch their hero fall back into the cycle without it being acknowledged or resolved in a way that helps him (and the fans) heal from it.
A dynamic between Daryl and a nun definitely could've been an "intriguing" dynamic to explore since they're both supposed to be emotionally unavailable. We'd get to see that Daryl's heart belongs to Carol and Isabelle is "married" to God. We'd get to see them bond over the idea of loving someone and/or something so infinitely and unconditionally that it's frightening to feel disconnected from them, whether physically or spiritually, and we'd get to see them help each other keep their faith, whatever that means to them. That's interesting. That's fresh. A romance between Daryl and a nun, regardless of whether or not she dresses like one, is not interesting. Not intriguing. Not edgy. Not sexy. It's disrespectful on multiple levels.
He calls Daryl and Carol coming back together only to realize that they've "changed" the more interesting story to tell? I call it sad. Sad and out of character for Daryl to feel anything other than elated to realize that the woman who represented everything good to him for over a decade crossed a damn ocean to find him. Sad that after "everything she's done" to find him, she finds that he's replaced her and their family back home.
He views the female perspective as irrelevant.
Saying he "respects" Caryl shippers only to invalidate them and then pour salt on the wound shows an air of superiority that is very typical of white male showrunners and executives. Granted, plenty of men ship Daryl and Carol, but it is also true that the majority of their fanbase is female and because of that, Zabel thinks he can mansplain the relationship to us. He tells us that what we want is cute, but heâs the one with the skillset to write a "good" story for the characters. He either doesn't care about our viewership because other men like him are his "real" audience or he assumes we'll come to our senses because he's right and we're wrong.
It isn't about shipping or romance at all though. If it was, he wouldn't just kill Isabelle off after insisting on this wild chemistry nobody sees but him (and Greg Nicotero). It isn't that Carol can't be a love interest either. It's about catering to the male gaze. Carol can't be the love interest for the white male hero that Zabel wants the fanboys to identify with and glorify. She doesn't fit their biases. Not young enough, not blonde enough, so on and so forth. Ignorance like that is generations-long and it doesn't just go away the more time he spends with Daryl and Carol. It only gets worse. Caryl may go to Spain alone, but there's plenty of new shipbait over there for him to introduce.
In what Zabel is actually quoted as saying about romance, which is all that counts, he only vaguely brings up a conversation with Norman, one I suspect is a lot more nuanced than he wants us to believe, but that's beside the point. He doesn't say "Melissa and I talked about Caryl's relationship" or "Clemence and I talked about Daryl's and Isabelle's relationship." Why not? Would the former disapprove of being treated like a sexless intruder in her "friend's" nuclear family? Would the latter hate to feel like a plot device for the brooding hero's manpain? What do the women have to say about their side of this oh so "interesting" emotional arc, Zabel? It's a rhetorical question obviously because if I really wanted to ask, I'd ask the women directly. The only thing is, they arenât allowed to talk about it so openly and honestly, are they, Zabel? And you took advantage of that, right?
He's vindictive.
He may treat us like a bug on his windshield, but he isn't unaware that Caryl/McReedus have an active fanbase. He isn't unaware that AMC's promo strategy has centered on Caryl/McReedus. He's competing with it. He's aggressive in these articles because he wants to tell a particular kind of story that AMC, plus all of us unhinged shippers, won't let him. Taking a firm stance is how he takes control again (or so he thinks). The way he positions Carol as an intruder in "Daryl's" story, despite a sorry attempt to put a band-aid on it later, also presents itself in the SDCC trailer where everything, including Carol, has to revolve around the main hook: Daryl making a new family in France. For Zabel, it's true to life because he had to fit unconventional Melissa into his outdated "interesting" formula when that wasnât what he was hired to do. To paraphrase what Melissa said, she was the newcomer who had to be careful not to disrupt a system already put in place before she arrived. What, or who, made her feel that way when she had already been playing Carol for over a decade?
To watch or not to watch
That is not the question. You can choose not to give AMC your money for Zabel's bullshit or you can choose to help the ratings go up for Melissa/Carol. Both are the right choice. The real question is, how will AMC know to blame Zabel and not Melissa if the ratings drop? How will they know that Carylers still need canon and...wait for it...good storytelling if they watched just to remind them how valuable Melissa is to the franchise? I know I sound like a broken record here, but this is why it's so important to be vocal. Use whatever platform you have (and are comfortable with) to specify what's bothering you whether it's the shipbaiting or Daryl's suspenders. Say what you love (Melissa is the correct answer) and what you want more of or what you want to change in regards to performances, relationships, and storylines. For me, I wanted to see both Daryl and Carol make every effort to get back to each other. I wanted to get the payoff I've been waiting for after a god-awful S11 that kept them separated and angry at each other the whole time. I wanted the story to center on Daryl's and Carol's relationship while everything else revolved around them. "To find home is to find each other." Where did that story go? I want it back.
No matter what we say, egomaniacs like David Zabel, Greg Nicotero, and Scott Gimple will spit on us, punch us in the gut, and kick us while we're down (though I guess only the first one is stupid enough to be so literal). If Zabel understood the first thing about Carol or Caryl, then maybe he would've realized that their fans know how to push back.
As for AMC, they don't care about the characters or the relationship or our feelings either, but they do care about their bottom line and these articles threaten that. Keep reminding them.
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