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trying to upload a video to tumblr from mobile is like pulling fucking teeth
#my phone screen has dimmed even though i didn’t touch the brightness.#i’ve uploaded maybe 2 videos previously (another edit and a clip of the podcast) and both were pretty rough#i Want to upload my edits to tumblr but this is sort of deeply unbearable because i hate waiting for stuff to upload.#maybe using my laptop could be better???? even though i don’t edit on there. and sticking the edits on my laptop would be annoying.#and it’s not in use enough that it is always charged. sigh#this is making me have a conundrum
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drunk reader sucking on getos adams apple while he's asleep🥴🥴🥴
#i..............i actually kinda??#i THINK i like it? But then again#thank you for sharing tho this is in no way hate to your ask im just gen wondering whether im into this#you're making me have a sort of paradigm shift#i think my therapist will have to hear about this conundrum actually nonnie#mwah <3#anon#tonytalks
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How did you get your job on sunny? I really wanna go into the entertainment industry.
iv told th story b4 but i got onto th show bcuz i just happened to b n th right place @ th right time
was working on smthn completely different nd drunk on th camera truck during one of our wrap days me, the DIT, nd the loader wer talking abt fave tv shows nd when i said tht always sunny was mine th loaders just like "oh lol funny im the 1st AC on that. i can get u some days if u want" ???
so i...did some days...then i did a season...and now im core crew i guess
#FUCK this just reminded me that i ghosted him a week ago after starting the conversation OOPS ty anon#but yea the entire industry is CONNECTIONS and luck. i never know how to give advice on that. its who u know.#college is a waste of time nd money but also one of th best places to make industry connections. hellish conundrum#working as a grip or a PA is a good way to get in on stuff bt doesnt always provide a ladder upwards or into specifics if u have an end goa#its honestly...a terrible industry....i wdnt actually recommend it to people lmfao its a super unstable way to exist theres no job security#im unemployed for most of my life and just gotta pray i work enough hours to keep my health insurance#newsflash! havnt had that in years!#but yea its....idk man. im lucky for my opportunities but overall its really dire out here#and its just ben getting worse and worse#the motto in the industry going around right now is 'survive until '25' bcuz of just how few job opportunities there are#literally everyone is struggling lol.....do something else#ask#ramblings#anon
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Atlas n Frank...
theyre best buddies (TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!)
funky lil alt under the cut :-)
i hate these guys so much they're literally all i fucking think abt on a daily basis its horrible /silly
(i could go. on and on abt them in this. au honestly . the whole au IS technically abt them anyways sooo)
#bioshock#frank fontaine#atlas bioshock#bioshock atlas#bioshock fanart#my post ‼️#frank nibbles fontaine ily#Maritime's Conundrum ‼️#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#(just in case!!)#this is kinda. shitty cuz im recovering from illness#but my brain. DEMANDED i draw them so#Frank and That Fucking Bird That I Hate <3#does anyone actually. read my ramblings? cuz i be writing it up down here#anyways i think they should k- (Horse runs past) HOLY SHIT DID UU SEE THAT????#i love them honestly i think they're both such good characters#they have. so much potential as a duo i swear please.listen to me#idgaf. that they're the same guy.. let them interact n hold hands n goof off they both deserve it :-(#its my au i can do whatever i want!!!!!#I AM. WORKING ON AN AU EXPLANATION POST. i just needa make. some art for it :-)#okay illness is claiming me again uhh listen to Dance Dance by fob#shoutout. to whoever is reading this cuz man im yapping
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when you're a kid you have to beg your parents and/or guardians if you want a little treato and they may or may not accede, but as an adult you can just decide to make zucchini oatmeal cookies whenever you like and that's why childhood is overrated.
#granted i do actually have to get up and make said cookies#the balance of power and responsibility is a vexing conundrum as always#but at the end you have cookies#me posts
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what if i wrote a dr wingdings gaster so real and so convincing it became impossible to see him as anything else and made tobias "radiation" fox come into my dms asking me to cease my activities immediately because im ruining the mystery
#delete later#perhaps#talking to the wall#dont mind me im having delusions of grandeur again#but just in case it actually happens#not a spite post btw this is a Man I Wish I Could Make The Things In My Mind real post#the need to feed the gaster fandom vs the academic demands required for my diploma#both fighting in an incredibly unstable rotten board arena above an active volcano#(an analogy for my several untreated mental conundrums)#well. back to developing my cartoon pitching
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guys how do you explain to your friends who have suffered for months hearing u yap about one specific character that youre losing intrest in said character
#I ALWAYS FEEL SO BAD WHEN I START LOSING HYPERFIXATIONS😭🙏#hehe guys im havinh a conundrum#my brain worms have decided werehog and stupid vampire man from old book are silly#i never thought at any era in mh life id be into twilight#god please helo me#edward cullen WHEN I GET YOU#you too sonic youre not out of this either#mf werehog bro#PLEASE HELO ME MY POOR PINTREST MOOTS WHO FOLLOWED ME FOR TTS😭🙏#sorry fam my brain had other plans!!!#ngl this is probably one of those hyperfixations i get for like 2 months because of the dopamine kick i get#and then i go back to beinh chronic over my previous fixation😭🙏#so if u guys start seeing me beinh less active/postinh about other things not related to tts just know thats why#also hunger games#i think my brain is making me read#like i have bad data at my house so i cant use ao3 so i moved over to physical books#and ive never read twilight before bcuz i thought it wasnt for me#thats always how i am oh my god#but like my teacher told me to read it#and my mom has all the hunger games books and i havent read anythinh from that series either(but i have watched the movies)#so like#im having a book lover mentally ill teen girl moment#hey atleast bbg pintrest has my back❤️#pintrest is my og#yall dont fw pintrest like i do
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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.
Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).
#my art#my ocs#ft the irises#tw suicide#tw ableism#sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her#i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster#Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky#originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that#12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body#and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away#but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises#do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u#might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely#any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf
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FUN FACT
Ms Pauling can be seen in the background of MEET THE MEDIC at 0:56 and 1:22 (thank u tf2 wiki). Spooky.
#team fortress 2#tf2#meet the medic#tf2 ms pauling#ms pauling#ms pauling tf2#save me war update design#you look weird but the trousers are a slay#ngl that design makes her look really young#which fits my timeline implying she'd be in her mid to late teens at that point#dammit helen#this puts me off the toxic yuri#time to convert to#uh#scouts ma x ms pauling?? difficult when they only have like three fics#and i dont like zhannapauling that much#a conundrum
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probably the earliest sign that i was a bit silly both gender and attraction wise was when i got really into this harvest moon game at like 10 and i really liked this one girl character but this game came out in 2011 and did not allow you to be gay so i reset a pretty decent amount of progress to make my character a guy so i could date her. and i proceeded to never really think harder about this choice for years
#skye's ramblings#ithink about this alot. i also think abt when i came out to my mom at 14 and her response was essentially 'yeah i know'. whatever man !!!#started thinking abt this again bc ive been playing a lot of stardew (i am very gay there <3) n started thinking abt this game again#feeling a bit nostalgic for this game imight break it out again <3 My Poor 3ds Has Not Seen The Light Of Day In Several Years#health shit has been making me too tired to draw but thts my only hobby and i hate sleeping the days away#luckily i have found the solution to this conundrum. and that solution is farming simulators
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Those tongues are waaaay too detailed
I diagnose you with
TONGUE FETISH
There is no cure, I'm sorry.
i knew that spending 6 hours hand painting monster tongues would come across as suspicious 😔😔😔😔
you cant prove nothin! im just dedicated to the craft! and its the fault of whoever painted the original poster, really. im just piggybacking off THEIR fetishes!!!!!
#jfkdsla truthfully though the tongues disgust me on all levels jakljfdkslafjksla#the entire time i was painting them i spent the whole time vaguely grimacing and saying 'eugh'#tongues in general.. eugh. i dont even like human tongues.#listen. listen. i know the amount of detail i am putting into this poster looks worthy of side-eyeing#but you gotta believe me. every single detail of it is something i am wholeheartedly not into fjkadslfjdskla#i just respect those to whom it does appeal#im looking through it to try to pick a detail that i might consider attractive and all i can come up with is bills little hat#i do like a good hat. very dapper. very stylish. i havent rendered his hat yet but itll really tie the whole look together#ill make sure to make the hat extra detailed to remove suspicion from the tongues#of course the suspicion will be drawn right back to the brick mouths#which are my current conundrum#trying to decide whether to just shade the interior of them dark enough that i dont need detail#or if i need to figure out what a pyramids gums might look like. gonna have to find some interesting references for that particular questio#fluffle answers
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urgggh god I’m never gonna be able to listen to la vie en rose without thinking about that scrungly little bastard again am I?
#I very much hold that Izzy’s death was a really strong impactful narrative choice#but that does not stop me from being devastated about it#truly the storyteller’s conundrum you love the character but the narrative has decreed they must die here#the monkey’s paw really got me this time#like damn you you son of a bitch why’d you have to go and make me love you#RIP Izzy Hands you’re biting ankles in doggy heaven I just know it <3#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd s2 spoilers#spilling the Tea
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Zhongli and pda don't belong in the same sentence.
#genshin x reader#zhongli#can you picture that old man hugging anyone or holding their hand? no#the most he'd do is offer you his arm let's be real#this conundrum has gotten in the way of me trying to understand how a romance with him would work#he has a wall up and he's not physically affectionate#that being said?#if you get him laughing heartily enough i can see him taking your face and kissing it#in that 'youre so endearing' amused sense#which is odd because he's no pda but then random kiss?#this is the first in my physically touchy vs physically affectionate series#it's uhhhh off to a bad start i'm not in the mood to make the post portion substantial#zhongli is neither physically touchy nor physically affectionate#if you want a range....#physically touchy and affectionate: bennett#physically touchy but not affectionate: tighnari#physically not touchy but affectionate: thoma#most boys belong in the physically not touchy but slightly affectionate category#'slightly affectionate' having multiple meanings#if you want anyone specific feel free to send in an ask
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STOP RETCONNING. STOP IT. CEASE. I BEG. big confused screaming rant in tags
#i know this is the retcon show so i'm speaking to a brick wall in the past#but. it lessens the impact. gallifrey burned. you didn't fucking freeze it you destroyed your people to save the universe#none of this makes sense. if the war doctor (whose entire existence is. a conundrum to me. it should have been 8 anyway) didn't destroy his#people then the other doctors wouldn't have developed the personalities they have. nothing would have happened the way that it did#even bad wolf probably wouldn't mean anything to ten because nine wouldn't have ever met rose#because he would never have been nine????? one too many questions#literally taking out a HUGE chunk of your character development. 10 minutes ago clara was discussing this with war. how many lives have#been saved because of the doctor's regret#where would all that go? i know time is in flux but surely it can't sustain all this#surely the stars would start blinking out one by one like they did in NOTD#and the big bang. my god my head is spinning. you have like ten minutes to resolve this pyramid of bullshit you've constructed#dw#jamie catches up#the day of the doctor#jamie.txt
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lovely palettes. always. even just by scribbling random color spots on him outside of his normal head markings to test it out
it also works fine with his current markings
i also recolored that last one with his current blue palette (altered midtones though) and instantly my brain goes OOH saturated blue colors better. you love blue. blue so good, remember? BLUEE!!!
aeugh. if i up the saturation of the monochrome it looks a lot like the style of a past layout there. which works as well!.. but when i compare daron's blue palette and this monochrome one its like the mono loses all its charm even though i know i love that palette too.. its like the more saturated palette is eye candy and i cant get enough of it to the point everything else looks worse by comparison if theyre not vibrant. cmon man. let me enjoy different things
#i love this mono palette sooo much you have no idea. thats the one im pondering making the new site layout with.. if that happens..#whats with me and drooling over saturated colors. genuinely. or maybe better rephrased would be why i find unsat colors less appealing?#theres a post of this saturation conundrum on my wips tag as well where trying to add grey to darons palette looks like garbage to me#bc my brain just cant get enough of saturated colors. its addicted to them. genuinely like candy..#i do still want an alt with these colors badly even if i dont end up making a layout with them as the palette#but its so annoying how the moment i bring a more saturated palette next to an unsat one its like BOOM. not good anymore! fuck you!#also this pose ended up really decent. didnt sketch first or anything. quite a surprise#gimme a break..#dextxt#wips
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just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner
#no like. does anybody understand it please help me#i get how it’s divided#i even made an entire flow chart#but it’s the numbering i’m confused with cause none of it makes any fucking SENSE#and i don’t know know if i just don’t know how military battalions are numbered but this makes less than 0 sense even if i did know#because like. ok so for example: the 327th star corps is in the 2nd systems army. but how is that possible? why are they called the 327th?#because there are 10 systems armies; each with 2 sector armies; each with 4 corps#and if i know math (which i occasionally do) that means there are 80 corps in the entire GAR (4 for each of the 20 sector armies)#so then HOW#is there a corps in the 300s#and that’s not even the worst example#okay so we all know the 212th? our most beloved attack battalion of gold babes?#they’re in the 3rd systems army which means they should have the 5th and 6th sector armies (1st system army has 1+2 2nd systems has 3+4 etc#but then they have the 7th sky corps. and if there are 8 corps per systems army and they’re in the THIRD systems army#how do they have the 7th corps? and how are they only the 212th battalion? cause there’s 512 battalions in the first systems army ALONE!#so either it’s straight up wrong and their battalion number should be more like 1212 (in the thousands!)#or each sector/sustems army has their own numbering of battalionsthat goes from 1-512; and same for their corps?#so it would be like ‘we’re the 404th battalion of the 6th corps of the 4th systems army’?#but then that still contradicts the existence of actual corps like the 91st mobile recon corps and the 41st elite corps!#so are there two different systems of numbering it? do corps and legions and battalions all number and name their divisions differently?#i wrote so much i ran out of tags but serious am i just dumb or am i right and none of this makes sense#i spent literally 2 hours getting distracted by this conundrum today#after spending 4 hours last night understanding how the army is divided cause i was curious about what the numbering meant#LITTLE DID I KNOW I MEANT NEXT TO FUCKING NOTHING#this is what happens when i get bored smh#if anybody understands military structure and im legit just missing something PLEASE tell me i am so curious#star wars#the clone wars#andis thought geyser
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